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Castiel x reader ~Guardian Angel~ (Dean and Sams Sister reader)
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Trigger warning: Panic attacks, selfconsciounes, might even a bit depression
What happens: The reader is alone in the bunker and has a panic attack, Castiel finds her and calms her down. A lot of fluff~
I do not mean to put this topics in a romantic way, I just want to show that is good to get help from the people you love and speak up about it.
The reader here is still a young teenager, so this is not meant romantically, more like two older brothers and a guardian angel Have fun ^^ Also I would be happy about comments and so on =) English is not my first language, please correct me if needed!
You were the younger sister of Dean and Sam. People probably would think you must be pretty badass. Okay, you were quite strong for your age and you surely knew how to fight, even when your brothers would never ever let anyone even touch you. You were their treasure. Their everything and they tried to keep you as save as somehow possible. Away from horrifying things and so on. So when ever possible they would demand from you to stay at your room at the motel or at the bunker. This night at least it was the bunker. Much more comfy and not only a single room. Your brothers were quite far away this time. Further then they would normally be, but since Castiel could check-up on you when ever he or they thought good of it they did not think it would be a problem. You were not a little girl anymore and the bunker was the safest place you could be. Well at least safe against demons, ghost, witches and what ever else should decide to try and kill you. The problem was, your home was not protecting you from something completely different. You had wanted to tell your brothers about it. You knew you could always tell them anything but you were afraid they could be worrying too much on the hunt if you told them or would not go and that would mean innocent people would dye, or even worse they could die. 'and it would be all your fault' it started again. The voice your own head was throwing at you, making you feel like a burden. ' you are broken, you are in the way of anyone. You are just a burden to them. Seriously, they would be better of without the little girl they always of to watch. Oh how tired of you they must be. You can not even do a proper hunt. Have never killed any monster, do you really believe they want to protect your innocence, make sure you are not burden but that sin? Do not be hilarious they just do not think you could handle to kill a teddy bear a monster no less, pathetic...' please please make it stop...your breath had quicken by now, and it got harder and harder to breath, you felt like you were drowning, you know you needed help. Your legs gave up under you and you landed on the floor rather hard. You knew if you would call him he would probably come, but you did not want to seem weak in front of the angel. You meant you barely knew him. Your brothers introduced you a few weeks ago yes, and yes they knew and trusted him since quite sometime. Still you just met him . It turned out you were always a sleep or they were not at the motel and when you met him, you just did not know how to react. You meant he was a freaking angel. You were normally already really shy. Up until now you managed nothing more than a hello to him and he seemed never to see the need to more words than simply that. Still sometimes he was looking at you strangely. 'He just wonders why they are keeping you around. He is an angel how weak you must look to him. When he finds out about this he will only find you more useless, just like your brothers, go call for him, call him and see what happens..' the voice mocked you. You always have been self conscious, because your brothers were so strong and you did not seem to be able to keep up with them. The few yeas you spent in school with the bullying happening there were not helping either. Now you were laying on the ground and sobbing terribly. Begging it to stop, your mind screaming for some peace. “Please help me...anyone ..please...cas...castiel...please help me...” you did not care anymore, what he would do or think as long as he made this stop. You could not take it anymore. You were trembling and fighting for air, when you suddenly heart something that sounded like wings..? “(y/n) what happened?! Are you hurt? Who hurt you?” you were not even able to look up or answer him. Cas looked around the room for any sign of an enemy when he found nothing he already had a suspicion. Gently he got down next to you and gently laid his fingers on your forehead. He sighed when he found you in no physical harm. Still it was clear you were hurting and he was more than willing to help. “Ca-cas ?” you mumbled between sobs. “Hey, there little one.” he used Sams nickname for you in hopes it would help you a bit more to trust him. “ I-..I am ..so-sorry cas-castiel” “calm down (y/n), there is really nothing to apologize for. Okay, maybe you should not have lied to your brothers, saying you were fine, when you were not, lying is a sins you know.” he spoke but was smiling kindly at you all the time. His voice warm and gently. His voice was calming you somehow and in any other state you would have smiled about his words, but not now. Now your lungs were still screaming for air. “Ca-cas..” you whimpered and his eyes softened even more. Carefully he took hold of your arms and bulled you to his chest: “c'mere” He laid two of his fingers against your forehead and suddenly there was warmth. You felt your body instantly relaxing and your breathing getting to normal. You were still crying, but you were okay. It was over, it was finally over. Cas was softly rubbing your back and just for a moment you gave in to exhaustion and let your head fall against his chest. “ They are wrong. Not true at all to be accurate.” You looked up at him clearly confused. “Your thoughts” he gently let a finger ran over your forehead “ They are not true at all. Your brothers love you dearly and they are so proud of their little sister. They are just afraid that you could get hurt and they know how hard it is to life with the burden of the hunts. They just want to protect you.” You nodded weakly tears again threatening to fall. Then you realized something how could he know you were thinking about ...”Yes, (y/n) I am more than able to read your mind as you would call it, but do not worry about that. I still think the same about you. There is no need to be afraid ...if anything I think you are pretty strong. Keeping quiet because you wanted to keep your brothers and other people save even when you were hurting so much... I am sorry it took me so long. That one demon just did not know when to give up. I always worried this might happen one day. All this negative thoughts you had every time we met, or I just checked up on you without you realizing, made me fear you might break under them one day. I always hoped you would turn for help to your brothers but since you did not and I did not want to take that decision out of your hands it came to this. (y/n) I really think you should talk to your brothers, they already realized something is bothering you and they worry because you do not talk about it.” All the while he was talking he was holding you in his arms. You felt like a small child but that did not matter, because you liked that feeling, you felt save for the first time in a long long time. “Cas..?” you asked shyly. He looked at you smiling since you started to pick up his nickname. He raised a brow at you waiting for you to continue “ I..I am ..I am scared...” You hid your face at his chest and nearly expected him to laugh about you, but he did not. He just hugged you tighter. “Then we tell them together? Would that help?” You nodded weakly. “Want to see your big brothers?” he asked and you looked at him surprised “Can I?” He nodded then thought for a moment “Yet you will probably feel pretty dizzy after that and they will be here in around two ours. They are most likely already on the highway. Still wanna go?” he asked you gently. “I think I can wait..” you spoke softly. Suddenly you felt Castiel move and out of reflex you hugged him back for the first time and begged “Please don't leave me alone” His gaze softened when possible even more. He thought you probably were one of the cutest things in this world. He had decided he should protect you when he first heart of you from the two brothers. He did not want them to be in pain because something happened to you, but when he first met you it was clear to him that he would gladly watch over you. Dean and Sam sometimes joked he must be your guardian angel since he was always an eye on you and sometimes worried in situations both brothers were completely relaxed about and sure you would be fine. Like cooking or slicing the bread. He was always afraid you could burn your hands or cut yourself. Still he kept quiet about all this. He learned from the brothers you were pretty insecure around knew people and since his human skills, like he likes to call it were a bit rusty, he was afraid to scare you off or something. But now that you were clinking to him like a lifesaver, he knew there was no need anymore for that distance. You felt save around him. “Do not worry, my dear. I am not going anywhere and I am certainly not leaving you. What kind of guardian angel would I be leaving my charge, especially when she is crying. I promise as long as I have a free will and the power to life I will watch over you and protect you. I will do all in my power to keep you from harm and keep your brothers save and alive and all three of us together will always keep you save. There is no reason to be afraid anymore.” He smiled as you snuggled a bit closer to him. “You are exhausted, you should sleep” he spoke softly. “Don't wanna...I want to wait for my bro-”yawn” thers” now you really sounded like a child you thought but you did not care. You felt like it was pretty okay for Castiel when you behaved like a child from time to time. That was a luxury you often did not have due to your family history when you really were a child. You brothers always tried to make your childhood as normal as possible, but it was clear it was far from normal also you were still a teenager nearly still a child. You just went trough school really fast because you were just as clever as Sam, he'd say even smarter than him.“I will make sure to wake you when they arrive okay?” He stood up and carried you to your bed. When he turned away, you whined softly, emotions and exhaustion still having a hang on you. “ I'll be right back, little one, I just want to call your brothers telling them you are save.” You nodded. He was back shortly after and found you nearly asleep. Smiling he pulled the covers over you and gently touched your forehead making sure you would sleep deep and well without any nightmares.
When you woke up, you saw the faces of both of your brothers on each side of you, slightly leaning over you: “Hey kiddo~” Dean smiled at you and gently stroke through your hair. “Hey there little one” Sammy spoke and gently stroke your cheek. “Your alright? That angel there suddenly vanished on us, saying he had to look after you.” Dean spoke again. “Sorry...I did not mean to..” “hey its okay, no apologizing” Sam interrupted you. Then Cas came in the room and looked at you encouragingly. You took a deep breath: “ Guys...I need to tell you something...” when you finished you found yourself in a bear hug from both of your brothers and found Cas looking proudly at you.
Now when ever you began to feel insecure or began to feel panic or just had a nightmare you would find your brothers or call for Cas if he was not there already there the moment you even began to feel bad before you could even think of calling him. Sam would lay down with you pull you in a bear hug and read stories of calming worlds to you, while dean would tickle you from head to toe and cuddle with you afterwards. Cas would always hug you and tell you of heaven or places he has seen to calm you, when it gets all too much for you, he would use his powers, but mostly he wants you to learn to calm down without them, so that you would learn to handle the situations better and not fear them so much. All of them would listen to you and talk to you about it, often all three of them. Then you most of the time end up with hot chocolate and a disney movie even when Dean complains sometimes and Cas being confused all the time while Sam desperately tries to explain everything to the angle. This were the times you were more than happy.
SPN Angels x teen reader
Hello wonderful person reading this. I really hope you will be enjoying this and maybe I even manage to make you smile. It would be my honor. As always I do not own Supernatrual or its characters and I have no intention to earn money with this. i just want to make people smile. Please support the great series and the people who have worked for it.
Trigger warinings: Bullied reader
This topic is important for me so I need to say a few things beforehand.
Please do never believe people when they say nasty things to you or believe it is right when they hurt you. They have no right to do so. Everyone is unique and absolutly wonderful in their own why, this includes you! Smile and never give up. One day you will meet the people you have been looking for and believe me it is worth waiting for them. It is okay to ask for help. Everyone needs help at some point of their life and never ever believe you are not freaking perfect the way you are. Never give up. There are so many poeple feeling like they do not belong, or do not fitt in. You are not alone and you will find your place.
Please never bully anyone, you would not believe how much damage you can do and trust me if you knew, if you would ever feel it, you would deeply regret it. You are not just making fun or giving someone a bad day. You hurt them, your words and actions can influence their whole life. That is nothing you want to be responsible for. Think about it. How would you feel?
If anyone wants to read this for a male reader or any other gender ask and give me advise, I gladly write a second version =) I Just always get confused with both reader types in one version ^^’‘ and was not sure if anyone even likes this story.
So it was three days before Christmas and one thing was clear this year Christmas was already and would continue to be a nightmare. You were the younger half-sister of Dean and Sam Winchester. You loved your brothers dearly and you loved how they always tried to celebrate a normal Christmas with you to give you all some happy hours together since you had been brought to them. You were ten years old at that time. Your mum and dad had just met for one night and you had never met your dad, but your mum loved you dearly. She also had been a hunter before she left. She died protecting you from a witch, which was chasing after young girls. She had stopped hunting when you were born but still taught you the basics. You never got to know why the witch had chosen to hunt you down but she did. How you survived? By the strangest sort of luck. Your mother had heard of your brothers and connected them thinking you should meet them. The date they were supposed to visit was the day your mother died. They arrived just before the witch could get to you and thankfully reacted fast enough. They took you in and took care of you from that day on. You loved your brothers dearly and would do anything for them. A few years had gone by and you were in high school now. The boys wanted you to have a normal life, well as normal as possible. Also, they do not like you going on hunts with them. They are really protective of you. Especially because the death of your mother was still hunting you. It was near Christmas and you missed your brothers, a lot. They were away since a week and to make matters worse that week had been awful. There still had been lessons and for some reason the popular kids had decided that you were their main interest of bullying for the days before Christmas. Today you had come back to the bunker holding back your tears. You had to be stronger than that. They were not supposed to get to you, still it hurt, it hurt so much, and you just wanted to see your brothers. You had not told them about the bullying afraid they would get worried or thought of you as weak even when you knew that was unlikely but you could not help feeling insecure about the matter just like about so many other subjects and the bullying was making it worse and worse. All you wanted was someone to hug you.
You sighed and went to the kitchen you did not feel like eating but you knew you had to. You wanted to cut a few carrots to eat them with a bit of meat, yes you had adapted both Sam and Deans way to eat. But the knife slipped out of your trembling hands, and you cut yourself. You cursed and pushed the knife away from you but knocked over a glass in the process which shattered to pieces on the floor. With the glass also a full glass bottle bier fell. Now you were surrounded by shards. You were at the bridge of tears as you tried to step over the shards yet there were so many you could not avoid all and felt some smaller once cutting your feet. You hissed in pain and sat down when you finally were at the end of all the shards. Tears were now flowing without a stop. That had been the last straw. You could not take it anymore. Your last thought before dark thoughts and sobs gained full control of your body was to call for one of the angles your bothers were In some way friends with or at least began to tolerate them. You, yourself loved them dearly. Castiel seemed to always calm you down und Gabriel would always find a way to cheer you up, while Balthazar always was so kind to you and Lucifer, yes you liked him too, he was really caring towards you and quiet protective. The other angels, at least the ones you knew seemed to be quite nice too, but this four actually took the effort to get closer to you. To everyone else you were just the little sister of the Winchester brothers but to them, you always seemed to be (y/n). Castiel was the first to warm up to you and soon after Gabriel followed and so things went on until even Lucifer seemed to somehow like you. In a way it was like you had four more brothers. But should you really call them? What would be if they were disappointed or had more important things to do or were just annoyed by you. Your thoughts got darker by every second until…”Princess~ What is that with you and such harmful thoughts” You shakenly looked up and to your great surprise Lucifer was sitting at the kitchen counter only a few steps away from you. “Luci..” a whimper escaped you making the archangel give you a small calming smile. “What happened? Little one, who did dare to hurt you?” Balthazar walked in the room his eyes immediately on you. Then there was a warm hand on your cheek “Oh, (y/n) what has happened?” “Cas?” You looked in his blue calming eyes and had trouble to not cry even more and just hide at his chest. “Please stop crying cupcake, everything is going to be just fine.” Gabriel had appeared next to you and was now stroking your hair. “We all sensed you were in pain and felt you thinking about us. We became concerned and came to check on you, Cupcake” Gabriel explained for you. “I honestly was not expecting a war field in your kitchen, what happened, princess?” Lucifer wondered. “Don’t you think we should first take care of the important things, brothers?” Balthazar spoke up. “Of course” Cas muttered and took you on his arms gently carrying you away from the kitchen to your room. He gently set you down on your bed and soon Lucifer followed with a bowl of water. “I am sorry angel, but we need to get the remaining shards out of your feet, before we can heal you. That will hurt a bit, but I try to be gentle okay?” You nodded whipping away some of the tears still finding their way down your cheeks. You did not even want them to waste their mojo on you, but you knew there was no way arguing with the four angels on this matter “Don’t you ever think that again, cupcake.” Gabriel had come to your room and now set down next to you and made you look in his eyes: “You are worth everything we ever do for you and even more, okay?” As Lucifer began to clean the wounds at your feet Cas und Gabe tried to distract you with jokes and stories, while they both held your hands and had a protective arm around your shoulder and waist. Finally, Lucifer finished his work and you felt his grace heal your feet and your hand. He stood up and placed a gently kiss on your forehead “Such a good and strong girl.” You felt Gabe stroke away some of your last tears and suddenly you were in more comfy clothes. Then Balthazar came in with a tablet and you smelled your favorite dish. “I figured you would be hungry. Oh, and I took care of the mess in the kitchen, so do not worry about a thing.” “Thank-you, thank-you all so much.” They all smiled warmly at you. They all told you stories and joked around while you ate, making you smile.
When you had finished Gabe took the plate from you and Cas scouted closer to you putting an arm around your shoulders at first you were confused, but then you saw their serious faces. You realized, they knew, they knew about the bullying and the feelings you held for yourself and they wanted to talk about it. Castiel was the one of them with the most calming aura so he might sure to be close to you. Suddenly you wanted to run away, you did not want to talk about it, you could not…”Hey, hey hey (y/n) calm down, everything is fine, hey it’s okay, you are fine. It’s okay” Cas calmly spoke to you and then a wave of calm was washing over you, that was surely his doing. You felt safe, more than safe and your breathing that had started to speed up slowed down again. Your eyes began to get heavy and you had trouble to not fall asleep. “Hey little brother, that is quiet enough we still want to be able to talk to her. You can help her sleep a bit later.” Gabriel chuckled. “Cas, I know you want to keep her from harm, but it is not a good thing when she never talks about this stuff” Lucifer added. Cas grip on you got a bit stronger, but was still comfortable for you: “Our brother always so protective” Balthazar snickered. The other three angels sat down in front of you. Your bed was pretty large, because Gabe found it fitting one day when he found both of your brothers sleeping at the ground next to you, just to make sure you felt save after a nightmare. You looked down unsure of what to do, what to say… how were you supposed to talk about this. You knew, they only wanted to help, but just the thought about the whole thing made you scared. They threatened you not to tell anyone…what would they do…also when you told the angels what they said, might they realize it is true and that you are not worth their attention, anyone’s attention… a broken sob escaped you and a tear fell from your cheeks “(y/n)…” you heard Castiel mutter and the overwhelming feeling got a bit better. “Cupcake, look at me…sweetheart just look in my eyes and take a deep breath, okay?” Gabe gently lifted your chin, making you look at him. “There, that is our girl. Keep breathing dear.” “Angel, you can tell us, no matter what it is, it will not change what we think or feel towards you okay?” Balthazar spoke. You nodded weakly, making Gabe losing his grip a bit. “They told you not to tell anyone, did they not? Bullies are always such cowards. Little one, we would never let them hurt you. If one of them even tries to come near you again we will be there protection you, okay?” Lucifer gently stroke your head. With the way he was caring for you, people sometimes find it hard to believe that he is really THE Lucifer. You took another deep breath and slowly began to tell them, first the easier things but once you started talking you found yourself not able to stop anymore and so you told the angels everything. From the girl who always made fun of you in front of everyone, to the boys, that decided to punch you until you had a hard time to get up anymore, or the group who tied you up, so that you got locked in for a few hours until the janitor found you, to your great luck and how the bulling got even worse, the punches were okay, you could live with that, but the things they said got worse and worse and you started to believe them. Not your while class was like this, but all the others were too afraid to stand up for you. Just today they had stolen your sketchbook and had thrown it out of the window, so it got all wet from the rain and all your little works ruined. When you finally finished you realized it had gotten warmer and something soft was stroking against your arms, legs, hands and feet. You needed a moment to realize that they had put their wings around you, to shelter you from this world and just materialized them enough for you to feel them but not to see, cause that would hurt your eyes. The angels were all looking at you in warm, yet sad way but in the same time kind of proud. “We are sorry cupcake, we should have noticed sooner, something was wrong, should have watched more over you” “N-no you all have more than enough to do” you stammered. “Still from now on, we will watch over you little one, in a way we already are your guardian angels, I think we should start to doing this the right way.” Balthazar decided. “You are right brother, what better way to make sure our little angel is always alright.” “You have to decide princess, if you want, we all become your guardians?” Lucifer spoke softly, caressing your hair. You looked a bit puzzled at him, what exactly did that mean or what would come with it? Was there really something like guardian angels you always thought it was a matter of speech. “Sometimes” Cas explained “certain people, people who have an important task to do in the future get to be watched over by an angel. The angel mixes a really tiny portion of his grace with the soul of this person. That way he can always find him or her even when she is out of radar for every other angel, but that is not the only thing it also makes it easier to tune in your thoughts, you know we can read them when we are near you or when we concentrate on you, but once we become a guardian it gets really easy for us no matter how far away and your praises would be louder for us, then the praises of others, also we would be always able to know how you feel and would immediately notice when you would be in pain or scared. Actually mind reading how you call it, gets a lot easier even from a far distance and if we wanted to we could even see and hear everything you do. Of course, we would always respect your how did Dean put it personal space?” That made you laugh “Cas, you do not even know the word, how do you want to respect it then?” “It is nice to hear you laugh again” Gabe smiled at you. “You do not have to answer us now (y/n) and it would be more than okay, to say no, we just want to protect you” Balthazartold you.
A yawn escaped your lips: “I think you should sleep a bit” Castiel suggested but you shook your head frankly, when you slept they would go and at the moment you really did not want to be alone, were scared to be alone. “Princess, no one said we are leaving” Lucifer gently stroke your cheek “My little brother is right, your mind and body a screaming for a good night’s sleep and it is already pretty late” He spoke softly. You took a firm hold of his hand as if to make sure he would not go. You did not even realize your action you were too tired already, but it made the archangels heart feel warm. He scooted a bit closer and began to stroke your hair with his other hand. Gently making you lay back into Castiels embrace who shifted a bit so that you could lay down completely while your head was on his chest. Gabe just shrugged and laid down next to you putting his arm around you and laid one of his wings over you take make sure you would stay warm and comfy. While Balthazar grabbed your other hand and set down in a way that he could stroke your cheek from time to time. “Sleep (y/n), I promise we keep you safe, you won’t be alone. We will meet you in your dreams. Relax and let me guide you “Castiel whispered Gabe added “Smile little one, we will have lots of fun.” He was also speaking in calming voice lulling you in further and then Lucifer began to sing a calming song, you did not understand a word, but it sounded beautiful and old. Cas looked surprised at Lucifer that was the same song Gabe had sang to him as he was just a fledgling. Gabe spoke softly too low for you to even notice “Cas where do you think I knew this song from. The first time you heard it by the way was not from me, it was when you were just a new born and you would not stop crying until Lucifer got you in his arms and started to sing this song. He had sang the same thing to me when I was young and since we both loved it I continued to sing it for you” With the end of his words Gabriel began to sing with Lucifer and soon the other two angels joined in. You fell asleep at their watch and had the most beautiful dreams. When you woke up again all four were smiling at you, they had kept their word and stayed. In their eyes was so much protectiveness and love that you forgot that what you were thinking “Guys…if…if you still want to I would love for you to be my guardian angels” you looked down shyly making all four laugh. “Then you just need to grant us the permission to do so” Gabe spoke warmly “Permission granted? “ he asked you with a loving smile looking deeply in your eyes making it impossible for you to look away, just if he had to see in your eyes that you answer was the truth and nothing but the truth “Permission granted” you nodded. Gabriel smiled and softly kissed your forehead. “Would the beautiful young lady also give me the same permission? “ Balthazar asked you, also looking directly in your eyes. “Yes” you spoke softly, and he kissed you hand. “(y/n) would you be so kind to also allow me access and to become your guardian?” Castiel questioned you in warm tone , his eyes to were looking directly at your soul. “Of course Castiel” you smiled. “Now then princess “Lucifer spoke and to your surprise he seemed a bit nervous “would you grant me the same permission?” “Yes, definitely, permission granted” you spoke softly while smiling at him. His blue eyes got a kind look and he smiled back at you “then so it will be” he spoke while kissing your forehead “Sleep little one, sleep and do not worry about a thing” he gently touched your forehead with two of his fingers and before you could even quite understand your eyes closed and you fell in a deep sleep. As you woke up again you were alone in the room but strangely you did not feel alone. You felt like the four angels were still with you in a way. Before you could really understand the situation there was a knock on the door and Gabriel came in shortly after “Good morning cupcake. You should stand up or you’ll be late to school and I really do not want to answer your brothers’ questions why you missed two days of school in a row. “ “Two days?” you asked confused. “Yes Lucifer made you sleep through one since we realized you had not slept enough in a long time. Come stand up there is breakfast.” You really did not want to go to school because of the bullying and thought about simply staying in bed but Gabriel picked you up and throwed you over his shoulder “Nope~ You are not going to stay in bed. You always wanted to go to school and learn you will not stop it because of some brats” “Gabe “you squeaked but it was no use. You both went into the kitchen and he put you down on a chair.
There was already breakfast waiting for you. Balthazar put it down in front of you “Eat up Sweetheart. You must be hungry.” Castiel was standing at the kitchen counter and was packing your schoolbag. You could not help but smile as you saw him packing a cupcake as an extra to your normal lunch. “They teach you about religion at school?” he asked a bit confused about your books . “Yes, well they try but honestly they are messing up, but they are not to blame, they simply do not know better.” “Let me guess” Lucifer shipped in “I am the all bad monster responsible for everything?” “Sorry Lucifer, yes they blame you a lot” you sweet dropped.
You sighed “guys do I reeeeally of to go to school?” you whined. “Yes.” Came from all four. You looked down. You did not want to go back there. Honestly you were scared. Suddenly there were two strong arms around you. Gabriel was hugging you and you had to be honest that calmed you more than you would admit. “Princess, we will not let anyone, and I mean anyone hurt you, okay?” Lucifer comforted you. “You are not alone anymore (y/n)” Castiel noted “and you will never again be “ Balthazar assured. You could not help it tears were flowing down your cheeks making Gabriel hug you more. “Thank-you guys, Thank-you so much” you sobbed “Hey, it’s okay. Everything is perfectly alright” Gabe whispered in your ear lightly rocking you back and forth.
After a while you calmed down a bit and started to eat your breakfast, which was delicious.
After that you got ready for school and to your great surprise Lucifer decided to bring you. He took you just a street away from school since just zapping in front of the school would get you unwanted attention. You just were about to go after thanking him ,when he pulled you in a hug and kissed your hair. Then he kneeled down a bit so that you were at eye Level “Do not be scared little one. I promise we watch over you.”
No 5. “But you are the villain!” I “do not care I quit” Sam x reader
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Hey Sorry that took me a bit off time.
I really hope you like it. This was quiet hard for me to write and it is not what I planned but I hope you still like it ^^’’
This was wrong this was all so freaking wrong. You were a vampire he was a hunter. A tall and gorgeous hunter, but still a hunter. Had you mentioned his eyes or his puppy look. You meant could anyone actually blame you for falling for him? He came to town to hunt you down. Well you knew what a first date right? Okay he his brother and that angel, but honestly, he was the important piece in this puzzle. Who you were still alive? Well they did not exactly know they were hunting vampires yet. You had been just turned a few days ago and to your great relief you had not killed anyone until now. Still you were sure by what you heart from the others the hunters would not care. You had been a bit too curious and watched them from afar one day you nearly got caught because of that. Your new “family” was not really happy about that, because they tried their best to let any hunter who would come here think they were after a werewolf. It seemed to work out so far. Still you had a feeling it would not work with this three. First because about the stories they told of the Winchester and second, they had a friend who was a real angel. They probably already figured the whole thing out. Apparently, the other vampires thought the same and came up with a plan to kill the hunters before they would be killed. The problem was you were a part of the plan. You were supposed to the tall and gorgeous one and kill him. You were quiet small and fast so they figured you would be able to hid nicely and be quick enough to kill him, while the others would attack him from the front, while a few more would distract the angel and his brother. They hoped the other hunter would be too shocked because of the death of his brother to fight anymore. Why attack the taller one first, well simply said, the angle was just always sticking too close to him. Honestly you all had no idea how you should get rid of the angel in the end, but it was the best plan you had, and the others wanted to give it a try. You on the other hand did not like the idea at all. You did not want to kill anyone; you did not want to be a vampire in the first place. The least you could do was live from the blood of animals. You heard the others laugh about another group of vampires who did so, you knew it was possible. The problem was your new family did not like the idea at all. They were furious when you brought it up. Still up to now you had resisted to drink human blood, no matter how hard it got. You did not want to kill anyone especially not that hunter. You had seen him act to a lot of people in town kindly. You did not want to kill him. So you did the only thing you could think off. You sneaked away and went to the bar the hunters were at the evening a day before the plan was about to happen. You really hoped they would not kill you in a bar full of people once they realized what you are. You stepped in the bar and went over to the three man sitting straight in front of the barkeeper. “Excuse me?” you asked your voice quivered at bit. They all looked at you and you saw in the eyes of the angel he knew what you are. He put an arm in front of the other hunters in a protective manner and then stepped between you. Even so you were quite sure they would be able to handle themselves. “ I ..I do not want any trouble..I” The angle began to look at me strangely. Wow I must seem like the dumbest vampire they ever met. I took a deep breath : “ please what ever you do, do not go to the warehouse tomorrow please…it is dangerous” I could not actually say there were vampires that were just waiting t kill them there in a bar full of people. “Wow,” said the smaller of the brothers holding his hands up, “Did you, did you just warn us?” then he got a more serious look and a smug grin “ You do not really believe we would listen to you and fall for what ever little trick you are trying to pull” “It is not a trick… I am being serious…!” I was really frustrated now. “What do I have to do? Is coming here alone not insane enough to make you believe me?!” I whisper shouted, “ I mean you have quiet a reputation I know I would be no match for any of you. That much I already learned on this few days!” “Days?” the tallest questioned raising his eyebrows, “You are new to this.” Again you nodded. “ She has not even drunk anything, yet. This is rare. Also she appears not to be lying.” The angle spoke. “Please, please believe me.” I begged. “Dean?” the angle spoke and looked at one of the hunters “this is all just so wrong !” Dean groaned. “what do you think Sammy?” He look to the tall one “ I don’t know..I mean “ he sighed “Please I just want to keep you alive!” “But you are the villain!” Sam was clearly frustrated. “I do not care I quit!” you nearly screamed at him. “It is not like I was asked if I wanted to become the bad bad monster you know…I don’t want to kill anyone…” I whispered but in his eyes I could see he heard it. “Okay you are coming with us for now. If you really tried to warn us you are as good as dead if you go back” Sam said. That was the day you saved team free will. Okay honestly you were sure they would have won that fight but thanks to you they could fight the other vampires of without getting into a trap.
You? You stayed with them from there on. First to make sure you were really sticking to animal blood , later because they began to like your company and you enjoyed theirs. To your great happiness Sam and you also got closer over the time. It was just another Sunday evening and you did not have a case and to everyone’s surprise the world was not about to end in the next days or weeks so you guys were just hanging out together. You were playing jokes on each other all day. You swear Gabriel was rubbing off on all of you. This time the poor little adorable angel was the victim until you could not take it anymore and helped him. “(y/n)! don’t help him!” Dean whined “He earns help Dean!” you argued, poor Cas. “But you are the villain!” Sam emphasized. You smirked at him, while taking slow steps until you stand in front off him. You grabbed his chin and pulled him down to you and kissed him “I do not care I quit” you winked at him before you all burst out laughing at the sentence which had a long time ago become a little tradition in your family. Suddenly you noticed a confused still slightly amused looking Lucifer in the middle of the room. “(y/n) you just ruined the beginning of my announcement for a second apocalypse!” You looked at him dump forded “ Just ignore the archangel, this is no fun like this. Oh and ignore the second archangel in the room too. Do not worry brother I am not in the mood anymore.” You turned around what was Gabriel doing here?! “Oh come one sweetheart don’t look at me like this” His nickname for you made Sam growl which made Lucifer chuckle. Gabriel just shrugged “Candy?” Yep just a normal Sunday.
dean and crowley hooked up at least once (1)
i have watched s10 and now i am convinced they were fucking on a regular basis
dean and crowley hooked up at least once (1)

am i doing this right
in deans birthday card sam writes “thank you for taking care of me for all these years and loving me even when I made it hard and when I didn’t deserve it. I know we’re unlucky people, but the luckiest thing that ever happened to me is having you as my brother. You’re like, so old now but in my head you’re always going to be seventeen and taller than me and braver than me and the only person that can get me to laugh after I had a fight with Dad. I’m glad you’re still around so I can bully you about being stupid around Cas. I hope this year is gentle to you. You deserve it.”
My body is but a #dean winchester temple.
valentines is cancelled from now on its deancas anniversary only❤️


its so so funny to me


petty old men
no words just 2005 Dean Winchester




I have a love hate relationship with painting it’s so fun yet difficult, like I have spent hours on his face and can’t get it right. Maybe I’ll come back and finish another day
Oh my I'm in love 💕💕💕






DEAN WINCHESTER — 1.04 Phantom Traveler
(During Scoobynatural)
Dean: What about the Trickster?
Sam: No he's dead
*Gabriel literally 2 episodes later*:

It's Happened.......
The Supernatural Fandom has risen (along with all of the souls of hell)



Seeing that wonderful baby cry...makes me cry🥺