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Sophie Lidaris

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SPN Angels X Teen Reader

SPN Angels x teen reader

Hello wonderful person reading this. I really hope you will be enjoying this and maybe I even manage to make you smile. It would be my honor. As always I do not own Supernatrual or its characters and I have no intention to earn money with this. i just want to make people smile. Please support the great series and the people who have worked for it.

Trigger warinings: Bullied reader

This topic is important for me so I need to say a few things beforehand.

Please do never believe people when they say nasty things to you or believe it is right when they hurt you. They have no right to do so. Everyone is unique and absolutly wonderful in their own why, this includes you! Smile and never give up. One day you will meet the people you have been looking for and believe me it is worth waiting for them. It is okay to ask for help. Everyone needs help at some point of their life and never ever believe you are not freaking perfect the way you are. Never give up. There are so many poeple feeling like they do not belong, or do not fitt in. You are not alone and you will find your place.

Please never bully anyone, you would not believe how much damage you can do and trust me if you knew, if you would ever feel it, you would deeply regret it. You are not just making fun or giving someone a bad day. You hurt them, your words and actions can influence their whole life. That is nothing you want to be responsible for. Think about it. How would you feel?

If anyone wants to read this for a male reader or any other gender ask and give me advise, I gladly write a second version =) I Just always get confused with both reader types in one version ^^’‘ and was not sure if anyone even likes this story.

So it was three days before Christmas and one thing was clear this year Christmas was already and would continue to be a nightmare. You were the younger half-sister of Dean and Sam Winchester. You loved your brothers dearly and you loved how they always tried to celebrate a normal Christmas with you to give you all some happy hours together since you had been brought to them. You were ten years old at that time. Your mum and dad had just met for one night and you had never met your dad, but your mum loved you dearly. She also had been a hunter before she left. She died protecting you from a witch, which was chasing after young girls. She had stopped hunting when you were born but still taught you the basics. You never got to know why the witch had chosen to hunt you down but she did. How you survived? By the strangest sort of luck. Your mother had heard of your brothers and connected them thinking you should meet them. The date they were supposed to visit was the day your mother died. They arrived just before the witch could get to you and thankfully reacted fast enough. They took you in and took care of you from that day on. You loved your brothers dearly and would do anything for them. A few years had gone by and you were in high school now. The boys wanted you to have a normal life, well as normal as possible. Also, they do not like you going on hunts with them. They are really protective of you. Especially because the death of your mother was still hunting you. It was near Christmas and you missed your brothers, a lot. They were away since a week and to make matters worse that week had been awful. There still had been lessons and for some reason the popular kids had decided that you were their main interest of bullying for the days before Christmas. Today you had come back to the bunker holding back your tears. You had to be stronger than that. They were not supposed to get to you, still it hurt, it hurt so much, and you just wanted to see your brothers. You had not told them about the bullying afraid they would get worried or thought of you as weak even when you knew that was unlikely but you could not help feeling insecure about the matter just like about so many other subjects and the bullying was making it worse and worse. All you wanted was someone to hug you.

You sighed and went to the kitchen you did not feel like eating but you knew you had to. You wanted to cut a few carrots to eat them with a bit of meat, yes you had adapted both Sam and Deans way to eat. But the knife slipped out of your trembling hands, and you cut yourself. You cursed and pushed the knife away from you but knocked over a glass in the process which shattered to pieces on the floor. With the glass also a full glass bottle bier fell. Now you were surrounded by shards. You were at the bridge of tears as you tried to step over the shards yet there were so many you could not avoid all and felt some smaller once cutting your feet. You hissed in pain and sat down when you finally were at the end of all the shards. Tears were now flowing without a stop. That had been the last straw. You could not take it anymore. Your last thought before dark thoughts and sobs gained full control of your body was to call for one of the angles your bothers were In some way friends with or at least began to tolerate them. You, yourself loved them dearly. Castiel seemed to always calm you down und Gabriel would always find a way to cheer you up, while Balthazar always was so kind to you and Lucifer, yes you liked him too, he was really caring towards you and quiet protective. The other angels, at least the ones you knew seemed to be quite nice too, but this four actually took the effort to get closer to you. To everyone else you were just the little sister of the Winchester brothers but to them, you always seemed to be (y/n). Castiel was the first to warm up to you and soon after Gabriel followed and so things went on until even Lucifer seemed to somehow like you. In a way it was like you had four more brothers. But should you really call them? What would be if they were disappointed or had more important things to do or were just annoyed by you. Your thoughts got darker by every second until…”Princess~ What is that with you and such harmful thoughts” You shakenly looked up and to your great surprise Lucifer was sitting at the kitchen counter only a few steps away from you. “Luci..” a whimper escaped you making the archangel give you a small calming smile. “What happened? Little one, who did dare to hurt you?” Balthazar walked in the room his eyes immediately on you. Then there was a warm hand on your cheek “Oh, (y/n) what has happened?” “Cas?” You looked in his blue calming eyes and had trouble to not cry even more and just hide at his chest. “Please stop crying cupcake, everything is going to be just fine.” Gabriel had appeared next to you and was now stroking your hair. “We all sensed you were in pain and felt you thinking about us. We became concerned and came to check on you, Cupcake” Gabriel explained for you. “I honestly was not expecting a war field in your kitchen, what happened, princess?” Lucifer wondered. “Don’t you think we should first take care of the important things, brothers?” Balthazar spoke up. “Of course” Cas muttered and took you on his arms gently carrying you away from the kitchen to your room. He gently set you down on your bed and soon Lucifer followed with a bowl of water. “I am sorry angel, but we need to get the remaining shards out of your feet, before we can heal you. That will hurt a bit, but I try to be gentle okay?” You nodded whipping away some of the tears still finding their way down your cheeks. You did not even want them to waste their mojo on you, but you knew there was no way arguing with the four angels on this matter “Don’t you ever think that again, cupcake.” Gabriel had come to your room and now set down next to you and made you look in his eyes: “You are worth everything we ever do for you and even more, okay?” As Lucifer began to clean the wounds at your feet Cas und Gabe tried to distract you with jokes and stories, while they both held your hands and had a protective arm around your shoulder and waist. Finally, Lucifer finished his work and you felt his grace heal your feet and your hand. He stood up and placed a gently kiss on your forehead “Such a good and strong girl.” You felt Gabe stroke away some of your last tears and suddenly you were in more comfy clothes. Then Balthazar came in with a tablet and you smelled your favorite dish. “I figured you would be hungry. Oh, and I took care of the mess in the kitchen, so do not worry about a thing.” “Thank-you, thank-you all so much.” They all smiled warmly at you. They all told you stories and joked around while you ate, making you smile.

When you had finished Gabe took the plate from you and Cas scouted closer to you putting an arm around your shoulders at first you were confused, but then you saw their serious faces. You realized, they knew, they knew about the bullying and the feelings you held for yourself and they wanted to talk about it. Castiel was the one of them with the most calming aura so he might sure to be close to you. Suddenly you wanted to run away, you did not want to talk about it, you could not…”Hey, hey hey (y/n) calm down, everything is fine, hey it’s okay, you are fine. It’s okay” Cas calmly spoke to you and then a wave of calm was washing over you, that was surely his doing. You felt safe, more than safe and your breathing that had started to speed up slowed down again. Your eyes began to get heavy and you had trouble to not fall asleep. “Hey little brother, that is quiet enough we still want to be able to talk to her. You can help her sleep a bit later.” Gabriel chuckled. “Cas, I know you want to keep her from harm, but it is not a good thing when she never talks about this stuff” Lucifer added. Cas grip on you got a bit stronger, but was still comfortable for you: “Our brother always so protective” Balthazar snickered. The other three angels sat down in front of you. Your bed was pretty large, because Gabe found it fitting one day when he found both of your brothers sleeping at the ground next to you, just to make sure you felt save after a nightmare. You looked down unsure of what to do, what to say… how were you supposed to talk about this. You knew, they only wanted to help, but just the thought about the whole thing made you scared. They threatened you not to tell anyone…what would they do…also when you told the angels what they said, might they realize it is true and that you are not worth their attention, anyone’s attention… a broken sob escaped you and a tear fell from your cheeks “(y/n)…” you heard Castiel mutter and the overwhelming feeling got a bit better. “Cupcake, look at me…sweetheart just look in my eyes and take a deep breath, okay?” Gabe gently lifted your chin, making you look at him. “There, that is our girl. Keep breathing dear.” “Angel, you can tell us, no matter what it is, it will not change what we think or feel towards you okay?” Balthazar spoke. You nodded weakly, making Gabe losing his grip a bit. “They told you not to tell anyone, did they not? Bullies are always such cowards. Little one, we would never let them hurt you. If one of them even tries to come near you again we will be there protection you, okay?” Lucifer gently stroke your head. With the way he was caring for you, people sometimes find it hard to believe that he is really THE Lucifer. You took another deep breath and slowly began to tell them, first the easier things but once you started talking you found yourself not able to stop anymore and so you told the angels everything. From the girl who always made fun of you in front of everyone, to the boys, that decided to punch you until you had a hard time to get up anymore, or the group who tied you up, so that you got locked in for  a few hours until the janitor found you, to your great luck and how the bulling got even worse, the punches were okay, you could live with that, but the things they said got worse and worse and you started to believe them. Not your while class was like this, but all the others were too afraid to stand up for you. Just today they had stolen your sketchbook and had thrown it out of the window, so it got all wet from the rain and all your little works ruined. When you finally finished you realized it had gotten warmer and something soft was stroking against your arms, legs, hands and feet. You needed a moment to realize that they had put their wings around you, to shelter you from this world and just materialized them enough for you to feel them but not to see, cause that would hurt your eyes. The angels were all looking at you in warm, yet sad way but in the same time kind of proud. “We are sorry cupcake, we should have noticed sooner, something was wrong, should have watched more over you” “N-no you all have more than enough to do” you stammered. “Still from now on, we will watch over you little one, in a way we already are your guardian angels, I think we should start to doing this the right way.” Balthazar decided. “You are right brother, what better way to make sure our little angel is always alright.” “You have to decide princess, if you want, we all become your guardians?” Lucifer spoke softly, caressing your hair. You looked a bit puzzled at him, what exactly did that mean or what would come with it? Was there really something like guardian angels you always thought it was a matter of speech. “Sometimes” Cas explained “certain people, people who have an important task to do in the future get to be watched over by an angel. The angel mixes a really tiny portion of his grace with the soul of this person. That way he can always find him or her even when she is out of radar for every other angel, but that is not the only thing it also makes it easier to tune in your thoughts, you know we can read them when we are near you or when we concentrate on you, but once we become a guardian it gets really easy for us no matter how far away and your praises would be louder for us, then the praises of others, also we would be always able to know how you feel and would immediately notice when you would be in pain or scared. Actually mind reading how you call it, gets a lot easier even from a far distance and if we wanted to we could even see and hear everything you do. Of course, we would always respect your how did Dean put it personal space?” That made you laugh “Cas, you do not even know the word, how do you want to respect it then?” “It is nice to hear you laugh again” Gabe smiled at you. “You do not have to answer us now (y/n) and it would be more than okay, to say no, we just want to protect you” Balthazartold you.

A yawn escaped your lips: “I think you should sleep a bit” Castiel suggested but you shook your head frankly, when you slept they would go and at the moment you really did not want to be alone, were scared to be alone. “Princess, no one said we are leaving” Lucifer gently stroke your cheek “My little brother is right, your mind and body a screaming for a good night’s sleep and it is already pretty late” He spoke softly. You took a firm hold of his hand as if to make sure he would not go. You did not even realize your action you were too tired already, but it made the archangels heart feel warm. He scooted a bit closer and began to stroke your hair with his other hand. Gently making you lay back into Castiels embrace who shifted a bit so that you could lay down completely while your head was on his chest. Gabe just shrugged and laid down next to you putting his arm around you and laid one of his wings over you take make sure you would stay warm and comfy. While Balthazar grabbed your other hand and set down in a way that he could stroke your cheek from time to time. “Sleep (y/n), I promise we keep you safe, you won’t be alone. We will meet you in your dreams. Relax and let me guide you “Castiel whispered Gabe added “Smile little one, we will have lots of fun.” He was also speaking in calming voice lulling you in further and then Lucifer began to sing a calming song, you did not understand a word, but it sounded beautiful and old. Cas looked surprised at Lucifer that was the same song Gabe had sang to him as he was just a fledgling. Gabe spoke softly too low for you to even notice “Cas where do you think I knew this song from. The first time you heard it by the way was not from me, it was when you were just a new born and you would not stop crying until Lucifer got you in his arms and started to sing this song. He had sang the same thing to me when I was young and since we both loved it I continued to sing it for you” With the end of his words Gabriel began to sing with Lucifer and soon the other two angels joined in. You fell asleep at their watch and had the most beautiful dreams. When you woke up again all four were smiling at you, they had kept their word and stayed. In their eyes was so much protectiveness and love that you forgot that what you were thinking “Guys…if…if you still want to I would love for you to be my guardian angels” you looked down shyly making all four laugh. “Then you just need to grant us the permission to do so” Gabe spoke warmly “Permission granted? “ he asked you with a loving smile looking deeply in your eyes making it impossible for you to look away, just if he had to see in your eyes that you answer was the truth and nothing but the truth “Permission granted” you nodded. Gabriel smiled and softly kissed your forehead. “Would the beautiful young lady also give me the same permission? “ Balthazar asked you, also looking directly in your eyes. “Yes” you spoke softly, and he kissed you hand. “(y/n) would you be so kind to also allow me access and to become your guardian?” Castiel questioned you in warm tone , his eyes to were looking directly at your soul. “Of course Castiel” you smiled. “Now then princess “Lucifer spoke and to your surprise he seemed a bit nervous “would you grant me the same permission?” “Yes, definitely, permission granted” you spoke softly while smiling at him. His blue eyes got a kind look and he smiled back at you “then so it will be” he spoke while kissing your forehead “Sleep little one, sleep and do not worry about a thing” he gently touched your forehead with two of his fingers and before you could even quite understand your eyes closed and you fell in a deep sleep. As you woke up again you were alone in the room but strangely you did not feel alone. You felt like the four angels were still with you in a way. Before you could really understand the situation there was a knock on the door and Gabriel came in shortly after “Good morning cupcake. You should stand up or you’ll be late to school and I really do not want to answer your brothers’ questions why you missed two days of school in a row. “ “Two days?” you asked confused. “Yes Lucifer made you sleep through one since we realized you had not slept enough in a long time. Come stand up there is breakfast.” You really did not want to go to school because of the bullying and thought about simply staying in bed but Gabriel picked you up and throwed you over his shoulder “Nope~ You are not going to stay in bed. You always wanted to go to school and learn you will not stop it because of some brats” “Gabe “you squeaked but it was no use. You both went into the kitchen and he put you down on a chair.

There was already breakfast waiting for you. Balthazar put it down in front of you “Eat up Sweetheart. You must be hungry.” Castiel was standing at the kitchen counter and was packing your schoolbag. You could not help but smile as you saw him packing a cupcake as an extra to your normal lunch. “They teach you about religion at school?” he asked a bit confused about your books . “Yes, well they try but honestly they are messing up, but they are not to blame, they simply do not know better.” “Let me guess” Lucifer shipped in “I am the all bad monster responsible for everything?” “Sorry Lucifer, yes they blame you a lot” you sweet dropped.

You sighed “guys do I reeeeally of to go to school?” you whined. “Yes.” Came from all four. You looked down. You did not want to go back there. Honestly you were scared. Suddenly there were two strong arms around you. Gabriel was hugging you and you had to be honest that calmed you more than you would admit. “Princess, we will not let anyone, and I mean anyone hurt you, okay?” Lucifer comforted you. “You are not alone anymore (y/n)” Castiel noted “and you will never again be “ Balthazar assured. You could not help it tears were flowing down your cheeks making Gabriel hug you more. “Thank-you guys, Thank-you so much” you sobbed “Hey, it’s okay. Everything is perfectly alright” Gabe whispered in your ear lightly rocking you back and forth.

After a while you calmed down a bit and started to eat your breakfast, which was delicious.

After that you got ready for school and to your great surprise Lucifer decided to bring you. He took you just a street away from school since just zapping in front of the school would get you unwanted attention. You just were about to go after thanking him ,when he pulled you in a hug and kissed your hair. Then he kneeled down a bit so that you were at eye Level “Do not be scared little one. I promise we watch over you.”


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Urie Sogami x Reader ~Lost Butterfly~

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This story has a trigger warning for people who are being bullied. Please if this happens to you or has happend do not believe your bullies you are worth so much, so much more than their words.

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Here you are now, standing alone before this seriously to luxurious school building. What you are even doing here? Well that is a story of its own kind. You were the youngest offspring of a famous and rich family or to be more exact you were adopted. The family never had children but always wanted an heiress for their company and stuff. Why they choose you? Because you were an orphan. Some would say you were lucky. They picked you because of the way you smiled at them and they also liked your intelligence. They also were nice people. Still they would be more likely seen as your grandparents. Although they were not your real family you loved the two of them. They were really kind and give you the love you lost for so long. Still you were not happy at the moment. You felt like a fish out of water. You just do not belong in the world of the rich and this school could have the word written all over it. There are this fancy uniforms, the whole building you mean they even had a gigantic greenhouse. You sighed. The first years you lived with your new family they had you home-schooled because you were too shy and scared to go to a normal school. You have been like this since your parents died two years ago. They were murdered in a brutal way. You still have no idea why and the murder was never found. You were at school and when you came home you found them. It took your new family a year to make you talk again. You had been shy even before the incident so this was not a simple task. Now you are standing in front of this school feeling your legs shaking. You are the only freshman because you could not enter until now. There have been problems with the seize of the classes but at the end the director agreed because of the influence of your family. You felt bad for getting this special treatment and being the only new one. You are starting to get attention because you are just standing in the entrance so you take a deep breath and want to step forward as suddenly a bunch of girls runs in your direction as a car comes to a hold right behind you. You are utterly confused and try to get out of the way but it is too late the girls are pushing you to the sides as the door opens and you are laying on the floor. Your knees bleeding since you have not been able to catch yourself because you tried to save the papers in your hands, which you need to bring to the secretariat. "Oh is one of my butterflies hurt?" you hear a voice above you. You want to look up while trying to get up. Still the papers in your hands. Suddenly a girl yanks you up and pushes you into another girl. " Get out of his way!" You begin to shake what the hell is going on here. You are scared. Why are they screaming at you, hurting you? You feel your body tremble. The next moment someone grabs your papers and tears them apart. " You surely don't need this!" " Please..." a silent whimper comes over your lips. You know you should stand up against them, but since that day you get into kind of a state of shock and are just helpless. Suddenly two strong arms place themselves around your waist pulling you into a well-toned chest. " Shh...do not be afraid my butterfly. I am sorry the other butterflies misbehaved like this." You hear someone whisper in your ear. The voice is beautiful and somehow lures you in. You are not used to be so close to people you do not know and get even more scared that is until he loses one of his arms from your waist, grabs your chin in an gentle way and makes you look in his eyes. They are golden ...somehow shining and you are drowning in them. "You are a good girl, my sweet butterfly~" You do not know why, but you feel save. There is just him everything in your mind is silenced by his eyes. Suddenly you hear an angry scream and your instincts kick in. You look up at the young man once again than at the angry girls. You get free of his grip and make a run for it. You do not know were just away.

Urie POV

well that surprised me a bit. I was sure she had already fallen in my trap. This butterfly seems to be hard to catch. Not so easily like the rest of them.

There is also something else. Even for a shy girl this behaviour was not normal. She was way too scared. I wonder what happened to her. I do not like to admit it but she caught my interest. Now what are you going to do without your papers my little butterfly? I am more than certain I have never seen her before here at school so she must be new, which means this papers are for the secretary or more correctly they were. I get pulled out of my thoughts by my butterflies but some how they annoyed me right now. " Fly away for now my sweet butterflies" I say and they leave like nothing has ever happened. My new butterfly got hurt a few moments before. Should I watch over her? I will watch over her until she is mine and mine alone tangled in me web,I decide and begin to walk in the direction she was running.

Your PoV

You are running until your legs get weak and you find yourself lost. How can this place be so big. They should put maps somewhere. Until you looked around for quite sometime you let yourself fall down against a tree. Here isn't anyone. You are absolutely certain you are at the wrong place. Silent tears are by now falling down your cheeks and your knees hurt. "Is my sweet little butterfly lost?" you hear a voice near to your ear and nearly jumped up but two strong hands on your shoulders hold you back. "Careful there, little butterfly" "Butterfly?" you mumble confused. You hear him chuckle lightly. "Would you look at me sweet butterfly?" You shake your head remembering what happened last time. "Then would my beautiful butterfly at least give me her name?" You blush. Has he just said beautiful? Surely he was just making fun of you. Why should he say something like this to you? You mean he is beyond handsome. "Such a shy one, my butterfly. You know we need to get your legs fixed up, don't you? Also you need to go to the secretariat and you are in trouble because of your papers. I could help you out with all of it, all I need is your name, my Dear ~" you hear him sigh as you still don't say a word. Suddenly you are pulled into a hug. "Wha.." " We are staying like this until you got used to me a bit more and give me your name. I will not leave you alone like this, butterfly. Your eyes full of tears, hurt and lost. Stop trying to struggle you just waste energy." You still tried until his smell clouded your mind and when he started to sing a beautiful song in nothing more than a whisper voice you are sure you would fall asleep in his arms sooner or later. You calmed down more and more until you realized that this young man did nothing but help you and you were just mean to him because you were so scared. That makes you realize how much your fear controls you and it hurt. Your breath catches up and a whine escapes your mouth. "Shh...why is my little butterfly still crying ?" " I- I -I am sorry" "Sorry what for?" " f-for be-eing s-so rude. I di-did not mean t-to. I- I was just .." "Scared." He ends your sentence and gently strokes your tears away as you continue to cry. You never showed anyone how you feel not even the people who adopted you. You always smiled to make them happy and now here is this strange guy and you could not stop crying. " You are fine my little butterfly. Shh calm down (f/n)" "Y-you kn-know my n-name ?" you stammer. He just laughs silently. " I am part of the student council and we got a note that a Miss (f/n) (l/n) will start learning here today. It was not hard to figure out. I just would have liked it more if my butterfly had told me her name." He strikes your tears away and you blush at his closeness. "Do not cry anymore my sweet butterfly." With this words he put a beautiful rose in your hair. " My name is Urie Sogami and I am the vice president of this school. When you ever need help come to me." He makes you look up at him with his fingers at your chin. You again lose yourself in his eyes and feel like sinking in a deep warm sea where nothing matters anymore:" Now sleep~" is the last thing you hear before there is just darkness and then a field of beautiful flowers.

As you wake up, you are laying on a bench near the entrance, your papers in one piece next to you and your knees in bandages.? Then you feel something in your hair. A single red rose. "Urie.." you mumble as you stand up and walk in the main entrance, unaware of two golden eyes watching you belonging to a devil with orange hair.

Urie PoV

Why I let her alone? Well simple put I want her to come back to me by herself. Of course I could have marked her. When I put her to sleep I was sure I would do it, but somehow I could not bring myself to it. My sweet little butterfly~ I am so curios when will you come to see me ?

"Fu-fu~ Playing with the new girl already? Such a poor girl being hurt at her first day and now tangling herself in the web of a devil! It makes me feel all warm." " Be quiet you annoying fallen angel" I shrug Shiki off. "Do not touch her with your filthy hands or I put you in a cage. But then again you would like it to be chained up wouldn't you?" My devilish smirk gets a bit disgusted when I see Shikis look. "Don't touch who?" I hear Mage say as Shiki and I enter the third library. "The new girl~ Fu-fu~" Shiki coos. "Huh? Why is that?" Mage asks. "Why do you care about her, Urie that is unlikely for you to fancy a single one of your girls." Rem spoke up and I sigh. "Actually I do not know. I just don't want to see her in any stage of pain." "Urie?" Ritsuka speaks up while robbing her eyes having slept in Rems arms just seconds before. "Urie could it be that you may ...well you know?" I look confused at her. " You are really slow today devil, she is asking you if you like the new girl. Not just finding her attractive. We are talking about really liking." I fight a blush hearing Lindos words. Why is he here anyway? He is nice to us for Ritsuka but I can't imagine the exorcist vampire is beginning to see us as kind of friends? " Don't be stupid just like Rem said I do not have favourites. I am just a bit out of my mind." I answer a bit angry. "Of course" Lindos tune is sarcastic. "Then you of course do not care that some of your girls are just about to beat the new girl up?" Shiki asks devily. "What?!" Mage,Lindo, Ritsuka shout while Rem gets an angry look and I am already on my way to the front door of the building to reach the place Shiki just showed to. I finally reach her. She is standing with her back at a wall. Face looking down, trembling and four girls are standing in a circle around her. I push the girls away not enough to really hurt them but still with force and walk up to my little butterfly:" My,my you are really troublesome~" As I say this something I do not expect happens she hugs me and hides at my chest. "(Y/n)..." I mumble and put my arms around her.

The poor girl had not even the strength in her legs left to hold herself up. I pulled her closer to me than lifted her of the ground. She did not even protest. I shot the girls an angry look. " I would highly adevice you to get lost and if I should find her harmed in any way, you can be sure you will get detentions or worse, did I make myself clear?" Something worse they would ever expect to be accurate. They backed of quickly and I knew I would have to do nothing because Rem walked around the corner and gave me a nodded. He did not tolerate any misbehaviour at this school. "Take her to the library" Rem commanded me and I nodded. He was right there she would be save and could calm down, not that I would let anyone come near her anyway . I sighed " My beloved butterfly could you look at me please?" I would put her under my ban for now. It was clearly visible that the was in a kind of shock. I have a feeling that something cruel had happen to this girl and because of this any kind of violence was too much for her. She did not seem to hear me. " (Y/n)-chan please look at me" I would have made her look at me, but she or one of the girls would wonder why I could carry her with just one arm in this position. "I can help you, but please do not kill me for touching her, not that you would be able to do this but still..." Lindo said... " you are okay with what I want to do?" That was new. " Not really but even I have to except that it is the best for her right now, she is clearly hurting and you can take that away...so." "okay" Lindo gently put a hand under her chin, at first she tried hard to stay close to my chest, so I bent down a bit and began to sing my song, while Lindo used a bit more force but not enough to hurt her. Just for a moment she opened her eyes a little bit but that was enough. I got her. "sh..little butterfly, calm down...breath..such a good girl...sh...and now ...sleep" her head fell again against my chest but her breathing now was even. I started to walk away with her Lindo following me for some reason.

"you should mark her." "What?!" I looked at Lindo as if he had gotten insane.

"I am serious, even if you do not realise it yet you like her. She gets in much trouble without doing anything obviously and your butterflies seem to be jealous of her, if you mark her you would always know where she is and if she needs help. I do not like that you would have power over her mind, but since you have not marked her yet what is strange enough for you I have a feeling you will not misuse you power with her." "No...I cannot really explain but I want her to stay or at least to wish by her own free will to be by my side, if she does that I would have no problem with putting my mark on her, but not like this." We were in the library now and I tried to lay her down, but her hands were firmly at my jacket.. "Seems like this girl has caught a devil." I heard Mage laugh and I could swear Shiki was smirking in the shadows. "Need a helping hand" Ritsuka asked gently but I shook my head " No, this is fine. Mage could you do me this once a favour and excuse miss (l/n) here from her next classes. I cannot find me willing to let her visit any of them today, she needs rest. I will make sure she gets home later." Mage was about to say something but Rem shot him a look. I laid down with her on top of me gently putting my arms around her and was greatly surprised as Lindo was so kind and put a blanket over us. "Thank-you" and I meant it.

Everyone left the room after that and I just stroke the hair of my little butterfly. I had realised her out of my spell a few minutes ago and was just still singing lowly my song as a lullaby to her. A few hours past and school would be over soon as she began to move. This would get funny. "morning butterfly, sorry about this situation but I could not bring you to let go of my jacket." She woke up fully to the sound of my now louder words realised her situation and would have surely fallen over of I had not caught her. "Careful". She was bright red and I chuckled, she was really cute. " I- I am so so sorry!" she tried again to stand up but I pulled her close " don't be. I came to enjoy watching you sleep, you looked kind of cute" "whaaaa-at" I laughed again. Then I did what was overdue since hours. " Are you okay? Have this misbehaving girl hurt you?" she shook her head. "No? then why are you crying little butterfly? Please do not lie to me, it will not work" You cannot lie to a devil dear, I thought for myself. " It is..it is nothing really.." "Does not look like nothing to me." I got up and embraced her, gently "Please it will help you to talk. I promise I will not harm you, you can trust me." "They were just throwing words at me, really nothing at all." "still words can cut deeper than a knife..." I murmured softly and made her look in my eyes, using a bit of my power, just so it would be easier for her to talk to me, but still having her free will and her not realizing my doing. Her breath hitched again and she tried to flee my eyes but I did not allow her to move her gaze away. She was not saying a word just crying and I felt my heart break at this sight. Since when was I so affected by a simple girl? I broke hearts on masses did I care ? Of course not. I am a devil for hells sake.

I sighed and stroke over her cheek with my right hand, than I embraced her letting go of her chin, so she was not longer doomed to look in my eyes. Without my mark, my spell was broken for now. I began to sing silently and allowed her to rest on my chest for a bit. " I ...I am ...sorry ..so ..sorry ..it is just...how.. I don't know how.." she sobbed. " I smiled fo-for so long..always smiled..so that everyone was happy..I do not know how to tell the truth..anymore....I really want to but....I just know how to stay silent or lie...I ..sorry..and now I am just ..a burden to you...you do not even know me and yet I make you so much trouble...why do they hate me so..so much ..and now you surely also ha-hate me.." "sh...who put such awful thoughts in your head. I do not hate you. How could I hate such a wonderful, fragile, beautiful, innocent butterfly like you? Sh...no more crying" "why are you lying to me...." "huh? I am not lying, butterfly" "the girls said, I am more than ugly..a disgust to the world...I would be better of dead.. I am not supposed to be seen by anyone because it would hurt everyone's eyes, I am selfish" "enough of that! Why are you believing them?!" "because they are just right...." "is this really what you believe?" I got a nodded. "Look at me, (y/n) you are one of the most beautiful beeings I have ever seen and believe me I saw many, but if I had to choose the most beautiful I would choose you. In my eyes you are perfect just the way you are and I would be honoured to learn more about you and see more of your soul" and your body, but this part I kept for myself " don't you ever think you are not perfect. You my not see it now but I will show you and one day you will believe me.

I make you forget what this stupid girls said, they were just speaking from jealousy. I want to help you to learn to not fear so much any more, keep you save...that is ...if you let me...if you want me to...." I became quieter at the end of my little speech and nearly blushed, what was the matter with me. "Urie.." she muttered and my heart stopped a beat. "why do you want to do all this for me...? For someone like me...?" " I guess the vampire was right" I muttered under my breath too quiet for her to hear " Well ..I guess I kind of like you...I will not say I love you because we only just met and I still have much to figure out and I just want you to be save cannot bear when you are in pain or sad and I am quite sure I will fall for you are probably already have, but I do not want to push you in anything, so I will not say I love you just yet without knowing how you feel about me or you having the time to figure it out for yourself.. I just would be glad if you give me a chance to get closer to you, so that I may be able to say this two words to you without any thing holding me back." I waited for an answer but never got one, I had looked away from her all the time totally embarrassed, just to realise now that she was sleeping peacefully next to me. I chuckled lightly, what a girl... "she probably did not here one bit of it" I said to myself, but then she talked in her sleep: " please, stay with me...please don't go...I don't want to be alone anymore...I don't want to lose you...Urie..." Well I was still not sure what she heard but that was enough for me do act. I bowed down to her, gently kissing her neck:" I won't, I promise" and left my mark on her, for all the devils and vampires who should ever come near her clear to see. To make sure they would stay away from my girl.


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5 years ago

Thank-you this is so true and more people need to read this !

sophielidaris - Sophie Lidaris
6 years ago

10th Doctor x reader Imagine being comforted by the 10th Doctor after you ran away from a family fight

As always I do not own Doctor Who please support the show when you like this. Have fun ^-^ 

This is a story between you and the 10th Doctor biasically a lot of fluff, yet this could trigger people with family issues or having a hard time because of fights. Please do not read when it could make you sad. Just for you to know english is not my first language. If a make mistakes please be so kind to not blame me but help me learn and show me how to to it right or better thank-you

I you like it I would be honored if you reblog, comment or like it, now have fun ^-^

You were walking down a street crying, again. You were a young university student. You were learning about psychology you wanted to help people one day, but you had to admit you could not even help yourself or your family. Family issues were nothing new to you. The screaming, the fighting, the silence...nothing new. You hated it when this happens. You always feel so helpless. Your family is shouting at each other, hurting each other and you ...you are just helpless... You begged them to stop, you really tried to make things better. You always did everything to make them proud, so that they maybe would have no reason to fight, but oh how wrong and naive you had been. You probably could be the first woman at mars and they still would keep fighting about, actually everything, but mostly because of you. You have always been quiet shy and silent, but also always had a living fantasy seeing in this world so much more than most would see. You always dreamed of visiting the stars or different times one day. Yet the only thing that your parents did was blaming each other because their daughter was somehow strange. They never realized that you began to chance when they started fighting. That your little head and heart and had not seen any other way to survive the pain than to run to fantastic worlds. It was one of this days again, again they had been fighting. You still lived with them because the university was close but on this kind of days you just wished you were far far away. You felt so helpless and so so alone. Your few friends went to other universities and you were too shy to make new ones. Of course you could call your friends but it was night and you were always afraid that one day they would be fed up with you, for being so helpless and broken and just leave you. Even more tears were falling now. You did not even see the street anymore, until you suddenly walked into something. You expected to fall down but someone caught you. “I-I..” you wanted to say you were sorry, but your sobs just would not let you. Strangely the person holding you did not seem angry, was not shouting at you. The arms only were holding you even tighter, pulling you closer “Well, hello~ You must have had an awful day my dear” you heard a mans voice. It sounded strong, somehow wise, yet nice, caring but also like a person with authority and had definitely a strong British accent, well nothing strange with that you were in London after all. You felt him softly rub your back:” Hey, it's okay, your okay..well okay you are crying but nothing I cannot fix..we cannot fix, I mean you will be alright  dear” to your surprise his rambling really made you chuckle, which sounded a bit broken, because you were still crying badly. It was strange , why was he so kind to you? You probably were just troubling him. “I....I am sorry for being a burden to you, Sir. I ..I should just leave..I...” “You, my dear  will stay here” he interrupted you in a tone that was not excepting contradiction. Still you tried to break free, without effect. “Don't you even try. I am not letting you alone in this state. Have you even noticed the state you are in? Your whole body is trembling, your heart is beating waaaaaay too fast and you would not even stand with out me holding you up and now that I told you all that you will probably begin to feel the dizziness and the debility. Yeah, there it is. Careful there.” he simply picked you up holding you bride-style, while you were fighting the exhaustion. You were awfully tired. Tired of everything. Your eyes were getting heavier, but you knew you needed to stay awake. He could do terrible things to you, but somehow you just felt save. Suddenly you heart him chuckle: “Stop fighting it, dear you are save, calm down. I promise I will not hurt you.” Who..who are you...” “the Doctor” “Doctor..Doctor who?” “Just the doctor” he sat down at a bank with you and you notice his fingers on the sides of your forehead. “What..what are you..” “shh.. everything is alright. You just wandered of in a bit dangerous place right now, were some pretty messed up wibbly wobbly timey wimey stuff is happening and you are in no state you could handle that right now, so just go to sleep. I promise I bring you back home, oh and sorry about that.” you wanted to ask about what but you began to feel strange, like something with your head was not quiet right, like someone was..”Shs do not worry about it, you are perfectly save with me (y/n). I just had to find out if you saw anything dangerous for you..” what did he mean ..find out what I saw...how should he....how would he...” shs..sleep now, doctors order” and with that there was noway out anymore. You had no power over your body you just fell asleep. When you woke up again you were in your room under your covers and your old teddy you had since you were really little was in your arms. Had it all been a dream? But wait why was your bear there. That was not possible. You had the bear since you were really small, it always made you feel save. Your parents had told you that you just had found it somewhere, talking about an angle in a suit who was a policeman out of space. They just thought it was once again one of your fantasy world stories you had made up and you just had found it somewhere. You yourself were too small to really remember it. The strange thing was, one day when you were older your father was angry at you, saying this bear you loved so much was making you a weakling and took it away from you. That was years ago so how did it end up in your arms...could it be? But how should the strange man know or even have it..how did he knew your name, your home and especially your bear. He had been nice to you, really nice. His warm brown eyes had been looking so caring at you, so gentle. You remembered he looked handsome with his messy hair and brown suit. Somehow he reminded you of someone, someone important to you, but you just could not figure it out. Some days went by and you still had no idea who the man was, yet you were thankful to him. It had been a long time, since anyone had made you really save and okay and he somehow seemed to had brought your teddy back. Yes, you were a grown up, but you really loved that bear. The exact per that was now hidden under your jacket while you were snicking out of the house. There had been a terrible fight again, your parents had shouted things at you no child should ever hear their parents say, but for you the damage was done. Silent tears were rolling down your cheeks. You knew by now they would not stop falling anytime soon. You just needed to get out. You knew you could not just leave in one night and never comeback, but you needed to get out of there for at least a few hours. You were not caring it was night. You closed the door behind you and turned around just to stare at the man in the brown suit leaning at the wall of the house opposite to you. He looked directly at you, his eyes full of concern, than he gave a warm knowing smile to you and hold out his hand for you to take. “I guess, another bad day again?” you look at him confused. Why was he here and how did he know?  Than you heard your parents beginning to scream at each other again, inside the house and you jumped slightly. Well, that explains how he knows, you thought, while new tears were finding their way down your cheeks. You felt so weak for crying in front of a stranger, but as exactly this stranger came over to you, took your had and pulled you along you went with him without protest. He brought you into a park near by and sat down with you on a bench. He did not say a word he only kept holding your hand and stroke small circles with his on it. This small gesture somehow really calmed you. Also you were thankful he did not ask questions. Suddenly it began to rain strongly and you were sure he would say something, stand up and start to leave, but he did not react at all. Even after minutes when you both were soaked he just kept holding your hand That was until you began to tremble from not only from the sobs but also from the could. He gently squeezed your hand and as you did the same he turned to you. His eyes were so warm, so caring it took your breath for a moment. Than he smiled again warmly at you. His smile was like he was saying, it will be alright without saying a single word. Then he pulled you closer, letting you time to react, break free if you wanted and as you did not he hugged you. At frist you flinched but then you accepted it thankfully and hugged him back, making him hug you even tighter. He was warm, really warm. Your head on his shoulder you continued to cry in the rain, while he rubbed your back. “You know, (y/n) we need to get you inside you will get sick. See even your bear under your jacket is all wet, and you promised me to always take good care of that, my dear. You looked up shocked. He was the one who gave it to you?! But that was years ago and you told your parents about a man, yet he still looked like a quite young man..also what was he your mind was so full of questions, you were not able to form a single word. While he looked at you with patience, giving you the time you needed. That was until you realized how close you were to the handsome man with the brown eyes and messy hair and blushed deeply. You knew he noticed, because you heart him chuckle and mutter under bis breath:” well, I still got it” then he smiled at you warmly and stroke your tears away with one of his hands, the other was still laying on your shoulder. “ I think you are not too found about going home for tonight, if you want you can stay at my place, do not worry you will be perfectly save around me, you always were for a fact. Maybe you should send your parents a message you are staying with friends, we do not want them to worry, do we?” he spoke, then raised an eyebrow waiting for your answer. Should you go with him. It was so strange, how could he know about the bear and its story, why do you feel so save around him. On the other hand, if he meant bad for you he had had the best chance yesterday and he did nothing to you, he only helped you out. You nodded and tried to stand up, but your legs were not having that and you would have fallen, if had not caught you. “S-sorry” he stuttered. “Nah, do not worry about that and now Allons-y!” He surely was stronger than he looked. He seemed to have no problem to carry you. When you arrived at a policebox standing in the park you had trouble to breath. “Y-yo-you your a-are the..you are the man ..the angle..the policeman ..ou-out of space I told my parents of!” He chuckled “Of course I am, I already told you that (y/n), try to keep up!” he added jokingly and was about to open the door when he seemed to remember something “ You should know that this often overwhelms people a bit. Normally I do not spoil the surprise, but you have already gone trough quite an emotional rollercoaster today, so well it his timelord science dimensions and stuff but  basically you could say it is bigger on the inside.” He opend the door and you were buffed. The small box was huge from inside and there were even corridors you could not see an end to. “Welcome to my Tardis Time And Relative Dimension In Space”

He took you in with him and said you were very welcome to stay the night. He sat you down on a chair near the console “ I get you some clothes, better not touch anything. I'll be right back” He came back with a stag of clothes. “They might be a bit big for you, but they will keep you warm.” What you did not know, he would have had no problems in getting you fitting clothes the Tardis could provide that easily, he just thought you would feel a bit calmer and saver in bigger and comfy clothes, especially in this since you really loved it that day you met him when you were still so young to wear his coat. “Thank-y-you” “I get, so you change” he said with a warm smile and went out of the room. He came back after a few minutes when you were fully changed and had two cups of  warm chocolate with him. “ Here, I know you like warm chocolate and you especially loved this one when you were younger.” You took one cup from him while he leaned against the console “Than-you doctor” He smiled as you used his name. “Say, why is it so hard for me to remember you..I know I was young but I do remember other things from that time quiet clearly?” You finally managed to build up the courage to ask: “ Well, that is actually my fault. I figured your parents would think of it as insane so I let you forget some parts, making sure it would sound more to them like a made up story from a child, like something real, yet I could not bring myself to erase it completely because I figured it would help you handle the things you went trough. That is also the reason I got you the bear. I am sorry if I had knew sooner he took it from you, you would have had it back year ago. I must have lost track again. Also I am so so sorry I could not do more  for you at that time. You were still so small and my life can get so dangerous I figured it was no place to grow up for a child. Also I know you still love your parents and that is okay and completely fine, but that is not why I am here today and was when we met last time. You know I promised something to you when you were still quite small. I promised to show you the stars when you are a bit older and I think a university student is quite old enough, what do you say? Want to visit the stars?”

From that day on you traveled with the doctor and he helped you to deal with the pain and to feel good about yourself again. You went home from time to time because you said you wanted to continue to study, the doctor was quiet okay with that, he liked how much you loved to learn. He knew he could have taught you the things of university but he also wanted you to learn to make friends and stand up for yourself and he found university was a good and save practice place for you. The thing he did not like was the crying and the hurt look in your eyes, when you came back to the Tardis. Your parents were still getting the worst from you and it took its tool on you. One day he finally had enough. You opened the door of the Tardis tears in your eyes. You long time ago gave up in trying to hide them from him, it never worked and really there was no need. “Oh, dear” He sighed and took you in his arms. Resting his head on your he gently began to soothe you. After you stopped crying he took your hand and pulled you with him. “where are we going?” you asked “Your house, I have to have a talk with your parents. Stupid adults never realizing how hurt their children are. They should no, every parent knows what it means when children cry silently.” he spoke seriously. You stopped “Doc-tor... I do not want to...I am scared...” he turned to you “Do not be, I protect you. I promised you to watch over you, did I not my brilliant, wonderful companion. Do not worry (y/n) you are in save hands.” He had been looking directly in your eyes then he bent down a bit and kissed your forehead. “After this we can go and watch your galaxy and your neighbor galaxy, with some hot chocolate, what do you say?”

“Doctor?” you asked while leaning your head on his shoulder looking down at the beauty of lights before you “Mhm?” he put his arm around you and smiled already knowing what you were going to say. “Thank-you”.


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6 years ago

I have a request for Doctor Who!! The reader is American and is dating the Doctor (10). She’s also in a well known band. She travels a lot with the Doctor and tours a lot with her band. The reader and her band is doing a show and the Doctor comes to it without saying anything. The reader is lead vocalist and they perform the song, ‘Hit That’ by The Offspring. The reader is surprised to see the Doctor after the show and he tells her he liked the show and they just discuss it.

Hey thank-you for your request :) I hope to finish it the next two days ^^