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3 years ago

I would love to request some Drakepad pls!!

I Would Love To Request Some Drakepad Pls!!

Inspired by your Drakepad art👀


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3 years ago

Could you do a Drakepad stuff? 👀👉👈

Could You Do A Drakepad Stuff?

I’m in the mood for some Drakepad angst 🥺


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2 years ago

Once again, what I said 🤷🏻‍♀

i love when you can tell that a celebrity didn’t get a full education and just focused on being famous. harry styles took one for the team this week. the girls will call it relatable. but we all know it was embarrassing


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3 years ago

I think Jeff Azoff sold Harry Styles.

I've been talking about this since 2018 but my friends @sockgate @alwaysyousunflower @fortunatelyshynerd @finewallsline28 @thatumbroshirt really put the pieces together and solved it.

Kisses for their sexy big brains.

So this is rough, because I'm lazy. Feel free to add info.

Theory

Harry and Jeff have been on the outs since 2019 at least.

Harry making remarks about not liking LA, and selling property in 2018-2019.

Harry filmed all of the Fine Line music videos aside from Adore You without Jeff present.

Harry conducted most of his promotional interviews without Jeff present.

Jeff was present at Harry’s One Night Only shows, at the arena Jeff’s family invests in.

Harry making remarks about not liking Halloween – the Harryween shows were announced by his team a week later.

Harry not being seen with Jeff outside of work functions for at least two years.

Jeff’s wedding to Glenne was obviously fake. Their extended families weren’t there and girlfriend wore an off the rack dress with loose hems and didn’t wash her hair.

The wedding PR stunt was done to promote the Holivia fauxmance.

Theory

Olivia Wilde was seeding Shia LaBeouf as her boyfriend for DWD promo

Given that she was seeding a break up from Jason as early as April 2020, she most likely cast Shia with the intention of a PR romance to keep this movie promo run interesting.

When Shia’s behaviour led to the studio firing him Olivia went on a public campaign regarding appropriate workplace behaviour and feminism. I believe this was all intentional as a defence against her soon to be realized PR stunt.

It’s clear Jeff and Olivia have been connected through business since at least 2018.

I believe Jeff gave Harry to Olivia for DWD promo.

I believe Harry knew there would be some sort of stunting involved, but we have no way of knowing if he knew the details. A one year contract is most common in Hollywood – Ben Affleck and Ana de Armas are a good example.

Harry wearing the Umbro shirt in September 2020, one week after signing onto DWD, indicates that he knew what was coming and tried to reassure the fandom in advance.

Theory

Jeff is still financially invested in a number of revenue streams, including CAA, Warner Brothers, New Line Cinema, and various other institutions where he would benefit selling Harry to CAA/Olivia for DWD.

Connections

Booksmart – 2019, directed by Olivia Wilde

Anderson Paak, Full Stop Management client, has a song on the soundtrack

Lizzo, Full Stop Management client, has a song on the soundtrack

Olivia promoting Lizzo’s music in December 2019

Ted Lasso – 2020, produced by and starring Jason Sudeikis

Produced by WB Television

Don’t Worry Darling – 2021, directed by Olivia Wilde

Starring Harry, repped through CAA

Theory

Jeff is financially invested in Olivia more than Harry.

Olivia released her own homemade teaser trailer without the approval or acknowledgement of the studio (no acknowledgement from the studio, nothing on their official accounts)

Jeff and multiple people affiliated with HSHQ posted the teaser.

Harry himself hasn’t acknowledged it.

The HSHQ account posted the teaser.

Lizzo, Full Stop Management client, has repeatedly posted the trailer. These videos were reposted by Olivia.

Harry was never a long term investment for Jeff. His team fully expected the hype around a former boybander to die by the time he hit 30.

Jeff has other, more lucrative investments, and as we can see from his work over the last few years, he has never worked to cultivate Harry’s fanbase.

Jeff has essentially moved on from Harry in everything but name.

Whether Harry has been cutting business ties for the last two years and we are just not seeing the results of this, remains to be seen.

Update - Jason's team won an Emmy for Ted Lasso and they thanked WB before anyone else. k.

TIMELINE (not comprehensive I cbf)

2013

Harry Styles meets Jeff Azoff

Jeff is still working as a manager at CAA Music

Irving Azoff resigns as Chairman at Live Nation and creates Azoff MSG Entertainment

*Backed by the Madison Square Garden Company, which Irving invests in

https://www.nytimes.com/2013/09/05/business/media/irving-azoff-starts-new-entertainment-business.html

2015

Speculation that Harry has left Modest and has signed with Jeff; these rumours are confirmed in February

https://hitsdailydouble.com/news&id=299496

2016

Jeff quits CAA to start form Full Stop Management, financially backed by Irving

https://www.billboard.com/articles/news/6898391/jeffrey-azoff-exits-caa-new-company-exclusive

Harry stars in Dunkirk. Jeff follows the social media accounts, but there are no posts.

*Dunkirk is a Warner Bros fil,

2017 – 2019

Focus on Harry’s music career.

2020

Shia LaBeouf cast for DWD.

Olivia Wilde photographed alone repeatedly from April 2020 onwards, likely seeding a break up with Jason Sudeikis.

In June, rumours spread about Shia killing dogs on the streets of LA.

By July, Harry Styles is rumoured to be linked to Don’t Worry Darling. He is cast early September.

Harry doesn’t acknowledge DWD, and to this day has not said the name of the movie or posted about it on social media, nor has he liked anything related to the cast aside from cast follows.

By early October, Olivia starts seeding a romantic connection with Harry. Fans and media don’t notice it because, well.

Jason and Olivia are papped hugging and kissing on the street outside their house in December.

2021

Harry and Olivia spotted holding hands at Jeff Azoff’s ‘wedding’ in January.

What follows is a frankly insane year long campaign in which Olivia tries to convince the world she is dating Harry.

HSHQ and Jeff interact with Olivia. Harry never does on social media.

Here is an Irving Azoff timeline up to 2010 – Irving has had ties to WB since at least 1989.

https://hitsdailydouble.com/news&id=280194&title=THE-LONG-RUN:-AN-IRVING-AZOFF-TIMELINE

If we really want to lose our minds, Irving has money in WB, where Danielle was employed in 2016

https://twitter.com/STREAMLIGHTSSUP/status/678807703427223552?s=19


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3 years ago

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Kinda baffled by tumblr this week.

People thinking the jolivia custody case is legitimate is wild to me. Is this the same fandom that believes in bg or not? You believe in a faked birth certificate, parental support and custody agreement for Louis and bg? But you don't think jolivia would pull a stunt like this?

Jason and Olivia have traded their entire lowkey celebrity existence for years of tabloid features and stunts. Some of us have been talking about the Jolivia/Weinstein/Lawrence connects for years before covid larries saw last week's twitter rumours. If you don't think two people with a reputation in Hollywood for SA and general abusive behaviour aren't capable of filing a custody motion legally only to withdraw it before judgement time with a simple motion is beyond their realm, you seem to have zero understanding of what people do for fame.

I guess I shouldn't be surprised considering people in this fandom believe Louis paid out of pocket for bg himself, or that Harry himself is talking about restrictive 1D clauses in interviews and praising his bestie Jeff for saving him from them, then doing a pap walk with him, as though they haven't been butting heads bts for years, or Jeff didn't' arrange and sign off on holivia. Cute to see fandom Karen's reiterate to OGs what we told you years ago.

HSHQ are selling HS3 despite Harry not writing on it, they're selling Pleasing despite Harry not owning or designing it, they're selling holivia despite Harry not maintaining the stunt, they're selling actor Harry despite Harry showing no passion or excitement for the roles he's cast for, and because this fandom isn't critical enough to think about where this information is coming from, who is providing it, and why we never see Harry himself say anything. They're selling you Harry, at Home, in New York, while he 'lives in Los Feliz' just a month after using his only promo time to reiterate he does not spend time in LA unless he has to for work. Just, idk, be more critical about what we are getting and why. I miss the old 1D days where we were sceptical about everything (and we were right to be).


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2 years ago

Absolutely random gift. (1/?)

Absolutely Random Gift. (1/?)

@charlotte679 I know we don't know each other, but I liked the idea of these cute ducks interacting, so this is for you. Have a great day!


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2 years ago
Liqui And Bush Gif Matching Icons
Liqui And Bush Gif Matching Icons

Liqui and Bush gif matching icons


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3 years ago

No one backs the car up better than him

kindly bringing this back to your attention


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9 years ago
Never Underestimate The Power Of Fangirls~

Never underestimate the power of fangirls~

It beats holy water and magic :3

Following the latest episode 8, I just love how Lindo, Azuna and Ritsuka reacted to Mage’s, Shiki’s and Urie’s kidnap ‘sudden departure’ in this episode of Dance with Devils. Also RemxRitsuka ftw !

That’s all for now, this anime is really slowly turning into a dark one admist all of the musical singing and dancing throughout the series.

Dayum, looking forward to the next episode !


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9 years ago
I Hope Jek Has A Route In The Game

I hope Jek has a route in the game <3 But then again, he’s on the villain’s side.

He didn’t sing in this episode though, that’s disappointing QwQ


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9 years ago
New Favourite Song Added To My Playlist For Dance With Devils !
New Favourite Song Added To My Playlist For Dance With Devils !
New Favourite Song Added To My Playlist For Dance With Devils !
New Favourite Song Added To My Playlist For Dance With Devils !
New Favourite Song Added To My Playlist For Dance With Devils !
New Favourite Song Added To My Playlist For Dance With Devils !
New Favourite Song Added To My Playlist For Dance With Devils !

New favourite song added to my playlist for Dance with Devils ! 

The boys are awesome here ! They’re dressed in formal attire and their entrance came in like a wrecking hellfire >W< 

kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~

Jek’s evil laughter, Ritsuka’s gown, the appearence of the Lord Nestum Nesta.

Great episode with all the pieces coming together.

Now, the only thing I’m worried for Ritsuka is Lord Maksis, her real father.

Roen, you untrustworthy Pomeranian. He’s hinting that he will try something after the battle. Probably will have an unexpected twist in the finale.

Grr...

I love Lindo’s attire out of all of the boys in this episode. But I’m betting on Rem to be Ritsuka’s lover in the end. My favourite devil is still Mage. Shiki in second. While Urie, well... let’s just say not my taste.

Since the series is finally coming to an end, might as well ask that question to everyone, who is your favourite devil / vampire so far?


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1 year ago
HELLO DARKWING DUCK FANS ARE U ALIVE???
HELLO DARKWING DUCK FANS ARE U ALIVE???
HELLO DARKWING DUCK FANS ARE U ALIVE???
HELLO DARKWING DUCK FANS ARE U ALIVE???

HELLO DARKWING DUCK FANS ARE U ALIVE???

It's been years since i posted my art on the internet and it's probably first time i post something on tumblr BUT ducks brainrot became too strong so

Still figuring out how to draw them, beaks are hard :(


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1 year ago

OKAY originally i thought that there were like 2 and a half people in this fandom? and then i go to the app few days after and get JUMPSCARED💥turns out there are so many of you, hiding on tumblr's darkest corners, searching for food silently

Kicking my feet and giggling, seeing so many people in dwd fandom that are still active makes me happy :)

(Also u all being very sweet in reblogs, thanks for that😭)


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6 years ago

Urie Sogami x Reader ~Lost Butterfly~

Hello Everyone ^^

First of all I do not own Dance with the devils it is written by Samako Natsu.

If you like my Fanfiction please support the manga and anime by buying it!

You can also find my Stories at wattpad feel free to visit me there or for my poems on Instagram ^-^

Please comment I write to learn and english is not my first language. Critic is welcome but please remember I am only human so do not be mean please

This story has a trigger warning for people who are being bullied. Please if this happens to you or has happend do not believe your bullies you are worth so much, so much more than their words.

Have fun ~

Here you are now, standing alone before this seriously to luxurious school building. What you are even doing here? Well that is a story of its own kind. You were the youngest offspring of a famous and rich family or to be more exact you were adopted. The family never had children but always wanted an heiress for their company and stuff. Why they choose you? Because you were an orphan. Some would say you were lucky. They picked you because of the way you smiled at them and they also liked your intelligence. They also were nice people. Still they would be more likely seen as your grandparents. Although they were not your real family you loved the two of them. They were really kind and give you the love you lost for so long. Still you were not happy at the moment. You felt like a fish out of water. You just do not belong in the world of the rich and this school could have the word written all over it. There are this fancy uniforms, the whole building you mean they even had a gigantic greenhouse. You sighed. The first years you lived with your new family they had you home-schooled because you were too shy and scared to go to a normal school. You have been like this since your parents died two years ago. They were murdered in a brutal way. You still have no idea why and the murder was never found. You were at school and when you came home you found them. It took your new family a year to make you talk again. You had been shy even before the incident so this was not a simple task. Now you are standing in front of this school feeling your legs shaking. You are the only freshman because you could not enter until now. There have been problems with the seize of the classes but at the end the director agreed because of the influence of your family. You felt bad for getting this special treatment and being the only new one. You are starting to get attention because you are just standing in the entrance so you take a deep breath and want to step forward as suddenly a bunch of girls runs in your direction as a car comes to a hold right behind you. You are utterly confused and try to get out of the way but it is too late the girls are pushing you to the sides as the door opens and you are laying on the floor. Your knees bleeding since you have not been able to catch yourself because you tried to save the papers in your hands, which you need to bring to the secretariat. "Oh is one of my butterflies hurt?" you hear a voice above you. You want to look up while trying to get up. Still the papers in your hands. Suddenly a girl yanks you up and pushes you into another girl. " Get out of his way!" You begin to shake what the hell is going on here. You are scared. Why are they screaming at you, hurting you? You feel your body tremble. The next moment someone grabs your papers and tears them apart. " You surely don't need this!" " Please..." a silent whimper comes over your lips. You know you should stand up against them, but since that day you get into kind of a state of shock and are just helpless. Suddenly two strong arms place themselves around your waist pulling you into a well-toned chest. " Shh...do not be afraid my butterfly. I am sorry the other butterflies misbehaved like this." You hear someone whisper in your ear. The voice is beautiful and somehow lures you in. You are not used to be so close to people you do not know and get even more scared that is until he loses one of his arms from your waist, grabs your chin in an gentle way and makes you look in his eyes. They are golden ...somehow shining and you are drowning in them. "You are a good girl, my sweet butterfly~" You do not know why, but you feel save. There is just him everything in your mind is silenced by his eyes. Suddenly you hear an angry scream and your instincts kick in. You look up at the young man once again than at the angry girls. You get free of his grip and make a run for it. You do not know were just away.

Urie POV

well that surprised me a bit. I was sure she had already fallen in my trap. This butterfly seems to be hard to catch. Not so easily like the rest of them.

There is also something else. Even for a shy girl this behaviour was not normal. She was way too scared. I wonder what happened to her. I do not like to admit it but she caught my interest. Now what are you going to do without your papers my little butterfly? I am more than certain I have never seen her before here at school so she must be new, which means this papers are for the secretary or more correctly they were. I get pulled out of my thoughts by my butterflies but some how they annoyed me right now. " Fly away for now my sweet butterflies" I say and they leave like nothing has ever happened. My new butterfly got hurt a few moments before. Should I watch over her? I will watch over her until she is mine and mine alone tangled in me web,I decide and begin to walk in the direction she was running.

Your PoV

You are running until your legs get weak and you find yourself lost. How can this place be so big. They should put maps somewhere. Until you looked around for quite sometime you let yourself fall down against a tree. Here isn't anyone. You are absolutely certain you are at the wrong place. Silent tears are by now falling down your cheeks and your knees hurt. "Is my sweet little butterfly lost?" you hear a voice near to your ear and nearly jumped up but two strong hands on your shoulders hold you back. "Careful there, little butterfly" "Butterfly?" you mumble confused. You hear him chuckle lightly. "Would you look at me sweet butterfly?" You shake your head remembering what happened last time. "Then would my beautiful butterfly at least give me her name?" You blush. Has he just said beautiful? Surely he was just making fun of you. Why should he say something like this to you? You mean he is beyond handsome. "Such a shy one, my butterfly. You know we need to get your legs fixed up, don't you? Also you need to go to the secretariat and you are in trouble because of your papers. I could help you out with all of it, all I need is your name, my Dear ~" you hear him sigh as you still don't say a word. Suddenly you are pulled into a hug. "Wha.." " We are staying like this until you got used to me a bit more and give me your name. I will not leave you alone like this, butterfly. Your eyes full of tears, hurt and lost. Stop trying to struggle you just waste energy." You still tried until his smell clouded your mind and when he started to sing a beautiful song in nothing more than a whisper voice you are sure you would fall asleep in his arms sooner or later. You calmed down more and more until you realized that this young man did nothing but help you and you were just mean to him because you were so scared. That makes you realize how much your fear controls you and it hurt. Your breath catches up and a whine escapes your mouth. "Shh...why is my little butterfly still crying ?" " I- I -I am sorry" "Sorry what for?" " f-for be-eing s-so rude. I di-did not mean t-to. I- I was just .." "Scared." He ends your sentence and gently strokes your tears away as you continue to cry. You never showed anyone how you feel not even the people who adopted you. You always smiled to make them happy and now here is this strange guy and you could not stop crying. " You are fine my little butterfly. Shh calm down (f/n)" "Y-you kn-know my n-name ?" you stammer. He just laughs silently. " I am part of the student council and we got a note that a Miss (f/n) (l/n) will start learning here today. It was not hard to figure out. I just would have liked it more if my butterfly had told me her name." He strikes your tears away and you blush at his closeness. "Do not cry anymore my sweet butterfly." With this words he put a beautiful rose in your hair. " My name is Urie Sogami and I am the vice president of this school. When you ever need help come to me." He makes you look up at him with his fingers at your chin. You again lose yourself in his eyes and feel like sinking in a deep warm sea where nothing matters anymore:" Now sleep~" is the last thing you hear before there is just darkness and then a field of beautiful flowers.

As you wake up, you are laying on a bench near the entrance, your papers in one piece next to you and your knees in bandages.? Then you feel something in your hair. A single red rose. "Urie.." you mumble as you stand up and walk in the main entrance, unaware of two golden eyes watching you belonging to a devil with orange hair.

Urie PoV

Why I let her alone? Well simple put I want her to come back to me by herself. Of course I could have marked her. When I put her to sleep I was sure I would do it, but somehow I could not bring myself to it. My sweet little butterfly~ I am so curios when will you come to see me ?

"Fu-fu~ Playing with the new girl already? Such a poor girl being hurt at her first day and now tangling herself in the web of a devil! It makes me feel all warm." " Be quiet you annoying fallen angel" I shrug Shiki off. "Do not touch her with your filthy hands or I put you in a cage. But then again you would like it to be chained up wouldn't you?" My devilish smirk gets a bit disgusted when I see Shikis look. "Don't touch who?" I hear Mage say as Shiki and I enter the third library. "The new girl~ Fu-fu~" Shiki coos. "Huh? Why is that?" Mage asks. "Why do you care about her, Urie that is unlikely for you to fancy a single one of your girls." Rem spoke up and I sigh. "Actually I do not know. I just don't want to see her in any stage of pain." "Urie?" Ritsuka speaks up while robbing her eyes having slept in Rems arms just seconds before. "Urie could it be that you may ...well you know?" I look confused at her. " You are really slow today devil, she is asking you if you like the new girl. Not just finding her attractive. We are talking about really liking." I fight a blush hearing Lindos words. Why is he here anyway? He is nice to us for Ritsuka but I can't imagine the exorcist vampire is beginning to see us as kind of friends? " Don't be stupid just like Rem said I do not have favourites. I am just a bit out of my mind." I answer a bit angry. "Of course" Lindos tune is sarcastic. "Then you of course do not care that some of your girls are just about to beat the new girl up?" Shiki asks devily. "What?!" Mage,Lindo, Ritsuka shout while Rem gets an angry look and I am already on my way to the front door of the building to reach the place Shiki just showed to. I finally reach her. She is standing with her back at a wall. Face looking down, trembling and four girls are standing in a circle around her. I push the girls away not enough to really hurt them but still with force and walk up to my little butterfly:" My,my you are really troublesome~" As I say this something I do not expect happens she hugs me and hides at my chest. "(Y/n)..." I mumble and put my arms around her.

The poor girl had not even the strength in her legs left to hold herself up. I pulled her closer to me than lifted her of the ground. She did not even protest. I shot the girls an angry look. " I would highly adevice you to get lost and if I should find her harmed in any way, you can be sure you will get detentions or worse, did I make myself clear?" Something worse they would ever expect to be accurate. They backed of quickly and I knew I would have to do nothing because Rem walked around the corner and gave me a nodded. He did not tolerate any misbehaviour at this school. "Take her to the library" Rem commanded me and I nodded. He was right there she would be save and could calm down, not that I would let anyone come near her anyway . I sighed " My beloved butterfly could you look at me please?" I would put her under my ban for now. It was clearly visible that the was in a kind of shock. I have a feeling that something cruel had happen to this girl and because of this any kind of violence was too much for her. She did not seem to hear me. " (Y/n)-chan please look at me" I would have made her look at me, but she or one of the girls would wonder why I could carry her with just one arm in this position. "I can help you, but please do not kill me for touching her, not that you would be able to do this but still..." Lindo said... " you are okay with what I want to do?" That was new. " Not really but even I have to except that it is the best for her right now, she is clearly hurting and you can take that away...so." "okay" Lindo gently put a hand under her chin, at first she tried hard to stay close to my chest, so I bent down a bit and began to sing my song, while Lindo used a bit more force but not enough to hurt her. Just for a moment she opened her eyes a little bit but that was enough. I got her. "sh..little butterfly, calm down...breath..such a good girl...sh...and now ...sleep" her head fell again against my chest but her breathing now was even. I started to walk away with her Lindo following me for some reason.

"you should mark her." "What?!" I looked at Lindo as if he had gotten insane.

"I am serious, even if you do not realise it yet you like her. She gets in much trouble without doing anything obviously and your butterflies seem to be jealous of her, if you mark her you would always know where she is and if she needs help. I do not like that you would have power over her mind, but since you have not marked her yet what is strange enough for you I have a feeling you will not misuse you power with her." "No...I cannot really explain but I want her to stay or at least to wish by her own free will to be by my side, if she does that I would have no problem with putting my mark on her, but not like this." We were in the library now and I tried to lay her down, but her hands were firmly at my jacket.. "Seems like this girl has caught a devil." I heard Mage laugh and I could swear Shiki was smirking in the shadows. "Need a helping hand" Ritsuka asked gently but I shook my head " No, this is fine. Mage could you do me this once a favour and excuse miss (l/n) here from her next classes. I cannot find me willing to let her visit any of them today, she needs rest. I will make sure she gets home later." Mage was about to say something but Rem shot him a look. I laid down with her on top of me gently putting my arms around her and was greatly surprised as Lindo was so kind and put a blanket over us. "Thank-you" and I meant it.

Everyone left the room after that and I just stroke the hair of my little butterfly. I had realised her out of my spell a few minutes ago and was just still singing lowly my song as a lullaby to her. A few hours past and school would be over soon as she began to move. This would get funny. "morning butterfly, sorry about this situation but I could not bring you to let go of my jacket." She woke up fully to the sound of my now louder words realised her situation and would have surely fallen over of I had not caught her. "Careful". She was bright red and I chuckled, she was really cute. " I- I am so so sorry!" she tried again to stand up but I pulled her close " don't be. I came to enjoy watching you sleep, you looked kind of cute" "whaaaa-at" I laughed again. Then I did what was overdue since hours. " Are you okay? Have this misbehaving girl hurt you?" she shook her head. "No? then why are you crying little butterfly? Please do not lie to me, it will not work" You cannot lie to a devil dear, I thought for myself. " It is..it is nothing really.." "Does not look like nothing to me." I got up and embraced her, gently "Please it will help you to talk. I promise I will not harm you, you can trust me." "They were just throwing words at me, really nothing at all." "still words can cut deeper than a knife..." I murmured softly and made her look in my eyes, using a bit of my power, just so it would be easier for her to talk to me, but still having her free will and her not realizing my doing. Her breath hitched again and she tried to flee my eyes but I did not allow her to move her gaze away. She was not saying a word just crying and I felt my heart break at this sight. Since when was I so affected by a simple girl? I broke hearts on masses did I care ? Of course not. I am a devil for hells sake.

I sighed and stroke over her cheek with my right hand, than I embraced her letting go of her chin, so she was not longer doomed to look in my eyes. Without my mark, my spell was broken for now. I began to sing silently and allowed her to rest on my chest for a bit. " I ...I am ...sorry ..so ..sorry ..it is just...how.. I don't know how.." she sobbed. " I smiled fo-for so long..always smiled..so that everyone was happy..I do not know how to tell the truth..anymore....I really want to but....I just know how to stay silent or lie...I ..sorry..and now I am just ..a burden to you...you do not even know me and yet I make you so much trouble...why do they hate me so..so much ..and now you surely also ha-hate me.." "sh...who put such awful thoughts in your head. I do not hate you. How could I hate such a wonderful, fragile, beautiful, innocent butterfly like you? Sh...no more crying" "why are you lying to me...." "huh? I am not lying, butterfly" "the girls said, I am more than ugly..a disgust to the world...I would be better of dead.. I am not supposed to be seen by anyone because it would hurt everyone's eyes, I am selfish" "enough of that! Why are you believing them?!" "because they are just right...." "is this really what you believe?" I got a nodded. "Look at me, (y/n) you are one of the most beautiful beeings I have ever seen and believe me I saw many, but if I had to choose the most beautiful I would choose you. In my eyes you are perfect just the way you are and I would be honoured to learn more about you and see more of your soul" and your body, but this part I kept for myself " don't you ever think you are not perfect. You my not see it now but I will show you and one day you will believe me.

I make you forget what this stupid girls said, they were just speaking from jealousy. I want to help you to learn to not fear so much any more, keep you save...that is ...if you let me...if you want me to...." I became quieter at the end of my little speech and nearly blushed, what was the matter with me. "Urie.." she muttered and my heart stopped a beat. "why do you want to do all this for me...? For someone like me...?" " I guess the vampire was right" I muttered under my breath too quiet for her to hear " Well ..I guess I kind of like you...I will not say I love you because we only just met and I still have much to figure out and I just want you to be save cannot bear when you are in pain or sad and I am quite sure I will fall for you are probably already have, but I do not want to push you in anything, so I will not say I love you just yet without knowing how you feel about me or you having the time to figure it out for yourself.. I just would be glad if you give me a chance to get closer to you, so that I may be able to say this two words to you without any thing holding me back." I waited for an answer but never got one, I had looked away from her all the time totally embarrassed, just to realise now that she was sleeping peacefully next to me. I chuckled lightly, what a girl... "she probably did not here one bit of it" I said to myself, but then she talked in her sleep: " please, stay with me...please don't go...I don't want to be alone anymore...I don't want to lose you...Urie..." Well I was still not sure what she heard but that was enough for me do act. I bowed down to her, gently kissing her neck:" I won't, I promise" and left my mark on her, for all the devils and vampires who should ever come near her clear to see. To make sure they would stay away from my girl.


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