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xelila4

Just an fanartist/artist that enjoys too much anime and videogames ✨Currently in the TWST and Nijisanji hole✨ 🦇At this point a fan of drawing Lilia🦇 She/her 20

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xelila4
2 years ago

Not a TWST Fanart this time to wish a good day but the cover of Tot Musica by Unnämed was to amazing to not do fanart. 🤍💙

Have a good day~

Not A TWST Fanart This Time To Wish A Good Day But The Cover Of Tot Musica By Unnmed Was To Amazing To

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xelila4
2 years ago

He likes you!

He Likes You!

After Yuu’s visit:

He Likes You!

Some fluff to start the week!

Have a good day~


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xelila4
2 years ago

‼️Malleus SSR card spoilers below, you have been warned‼️

*Breath in*

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Malleus SSR Card Spoilers Below, You Have Been Warned

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

HOW CAN HE BE THIS BEAUTIFUL I CAN'T-

HE LOOKS SOO GENTLE 😭

I love this

EN server pls, I need this card 🛐


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xelila4
2 years ago

Collecting thoughts

Have a good day~

Collecting Thoughts

Couldn’t finish the drawing I wanted to post but at least I wanted to sketch something, after the last book I needed some comfort sketching.


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xelila4
2 years ago

This chapter has me feeling so many emotions at the same time so, I'm already drawing something of it, still thinking if I should spoil it a little or not but let's just say...

‼️BOOK 7 SPOILER UP AHEAD‼️

In my opinion, Malleus has one of the most beautiful overblots💚

This Chapter Has Me Feeling So Many Emotions At The Same Time So, I'm Already Drawing Something Of It,

And this time the drawing is going to be a full one, not a sketch✨

Yes, I am really motivated right now and also Yes, I like to complicate things for myself


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xelila4
2 years ago

So...book 7 part 2 is here... 😃

(Someone might take it as spoilers what I'm about to say so, be careful)

I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK ABOUT HOW AMAZING, HORRIBLE AND SCARY THIS PART IS-

MALLEUS I LOVE YOU, AND I HAD A FEELING YOU WOULD DO THIS BUT WTF

ALSO, MALLEUS OVERBLOT???? HE LOOKS AMAZING??? (even if overblot is bad, Yana Toboso...as always providing amazing designs and everything-🛐)

I CAN'T, I WANT TO CRY ABOUT IT BUT WHERE I'M FROM NO ONE KNOWS ABOUT TWST

So...book 7 Part 2 Is Here...

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xelila4
2 years ago

The best Guardian...

The Best Guardian...

And the best Father.

The Best Guardian...

Have a good day~

Exited for part 2 of book 7 and Lilia’s SSR, at this point twisted is just making me draw this man but, who am I to complain? :D


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xelila4
2 years ago

Normally I don't post this but

WHAT THE ACTUAL HECK??? HELLO???

ORTHO I LOVE YOU

HE'S HOME!!

Normally I Don't Post This But

It was also in the 20th pull, as a f2p this makes me so happy (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

This combined with "new" Genshin character AND Lilia's SSR and everything else just made my day.


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xelila4
2 years ago

【 about : vil in book 6 】

hello. i tried to include this on my book 6 thoughts post, but it got wwwayyy too long bc this user likes vil schoenheit all too much hence the separate post (aka trau is secretly a closeted vil lover)

[ warning !! spoilers for 6-5 till 6-8 under the cut ! ]

the fact that vil apologized for betraying their trust makes me respect him n love him more as a character ^^ he acknowledged the fact that he made a huge and detrimental mistake, and he sincerely apologized for it in order to try making amends. also he doesn't try to downplay the situation either, the way he's holding himself accountable for hurting them and for the overblot...it makes him such a good person in general ? (considering the fact that out of all the people who overblotted, he was the only one who offered such a genuine and upfront apology about where his actions have led)

and the way he takes responsibility for leading them astray as a leader, and how he talks about how neige's group also worked hard in their own way,,,,ofc it takes a lot of hard work and practice. vil probably knows it best, having all his hard work being dismissed to just him being talented or a pretty face, despite the fact that he practiced so hard to make his acting look effortless.

(also jamil tryna reassure vil it was okay bc neige was more popular....i bet he was alluding to the fact that when he was younger n joined competitions, kalim would win over him. like he dulled down his skills, but also kalim was 10x more popular than him, and he was the priority, so i can see slight neige-vil parallels in jamil-kalim's past...)

also i agree 100% with what vil said. if they had known what neige's past was like, they wouldn't have been able to perform with a good conscience. they would've pitied and sympathized with neige and maybe performed half-heartedly, bc their own self-serving motivations for the money were quite different to neige's altruistic one. but also, even without knowing his past, they already had preconceived judgements about neige anyway. they thought he was naturally talented, and they thought that he was effortlessly popular, etc. so it really wouldn't have done them any bad or good if they had known in the first place. humans are just like that, we judge based on what we know, and our emotions get affected by our quick judgements, so it's natural for vil to know exactly what they're feeling abt neige.

also rook n vil's friendship is so underrated ? ik they're a popular ship, but the way they understand each other, and can read each other's thoughts make me wonder why and how vil was chosen as dormleader and rook was chosen as vice dormleader,,,, (vil did say that rook immediately complimented him on his performance when they first met but i need more TEA !!)

we need more people to appreciate this side of vil n write it in their stories. vil's such a complex character, and too...kind (imo) to be squished into the one-dimensional diva stereotype.


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xelila4
2 years ago

A wild Ortho appears!

A Wild Ortho Appears!

We finally have book 6 in the EN server!! 

Good luck to everyone trying to pull for this little robot child! :)


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xelila4
2 years ago
A Poor Attempt At Trying To Draw Past Lilia From A Silhouette :')

A poor attempt at trying to draw past Lilia from a silhouette :')

At least we got canon long hair, Lilia fans are winning


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xelila4
2 years ago
~ Antoine De Saint-Exupry
~ Antoine De Saint-Exupry
~ Antoine De Saint-Exupry
~ Antoine De Saint-Exupry
~ Antoine De Saint-Exupry
~ Antoine De Saint-Exupry

~ Antoine de Saint-Exupéry

xelila4
2 years ago

Hi!

Hi!

Don’t have much time to draw but I can’t resist drawing him with long hair :)

(I’ll draw other characters I promise-)


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xelila4
2 years ago

Tears of the Kingdom Trailer, come join me in hype hell


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xelila4
2 years ago

What better way to start the week than with a grumpy Malleus? 🐲

Have a good day~

What Better Way To Start The Week Than With A Grumpy Malleus?

(The reason for his anger? I leave it to your imagination 😉)


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xelila4
2 years ago

This is my first time doing something like this but I'm always down to talk about Twisted Wonderland so, hope you don't mind if I also join this fan meeting! 😄

Although there are A LOT of characters to adore and I, myself, have trouble deciding which of these boys is my favourite there's always one that will always be my n°1 fav: Riddle Rosehearts. ♥️👑

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Not only he has a BEAUTIFUL design fit to be the representation of the Queen of Hearts herself (Yana Toboso being the amazing artist she is🛐) but also how much contrast this character has. Example: When I saw his design the first thing that came to mind was someone with with judgement, logical and calm but, when you start to know him better through the story, you can see he is also really easy to anger.

The story of the character is something that also surprised me, being the first one to overblot and the first boss you encounter. With his personal story Disney is already showing us how this game goes deep with it and it really shows how heartbreaking some of them are.

Riddle was also my first card I got and my strongest one, it's the one that got me in this hole of Disney villain boys in the first place!

Okay, after talking about the more Technical part of it, let me just say that he is just ADORABLE when he wants to. His smile, his pout even his smug face is adorable, I JUST CAN’T. Everytime I see him similing it also adds a smile to my face, I’M JUST HAPPY HE IS HAPPY-

Also, if I ever went to eat pastries with him I would give him everything strawberry related without hesitation (Also, hedgehogs)

I just love everything about him.

I could continue to ramble about him all day long but we would be here for a long time. So that's all from me. 😌

Helloooo, Lovely Dearrr

Helloooo, lovely dearrr🥰😘

I would just want to talk about Twisted Wonderland from a fan perspective. I do hope Twisted Wonderland would gain more recognition worldwide as how amazing a game it actually is. With the plot, the way they portray each personality of the character, and the incredible voice acting! and please... don't let me mention how good-looking everyone is😆. Beaute! 100%!🤤 Who dares to say this is an overrated project🤨😤.

All the characters are just so amazing that you can't help but hold every one of them dear in your heart. I keep on falling for a new character whenever a new one appeared. But, you guys know what! There this one character who really remained as my number one fav although he is an ungrateful, rude character who always knew what to say with that mouth of him. Yes, you guys guessed it right if it none other than ACE TRAPPOLA HIMSELF. HELP MEEEE I'M BEING ENCHANTED BY HIS PRESENCEEE.

Like, I want to leave him but I can't! I want to leave him but I can't! Every night the one I keep thinking about is him. Let's make this straight. His mouth is very unlicensed and yet it is what keeps on entertaining you. And he was just so cute when he mimicked the other characters. How cool he is at doing a magic trick and actually I love how he is always direct with people about his feelings!

Ace should learn how to politely conveyed it though. That, I do admit😔. Still, I prefer a lot when someone said it straight in my face than bad-mouthing me behind my back. This trait of his had also helped a lot of characters in Twisted Wonderland, like the ghost marriage event or around the time Deuce discovered his unique magic.

And I love Ace when he kept on being tsundere around prefect saying he does not care but still... we know he actually is🤭

Let's stop talking about Ace for now. I would like to know about your guy's fav too! Why, out of everyone, he is your chosen one? If you don't mind sharing about your thought please let's have a fan meeting in here. For fun😇


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xelila4
2 years ago

Just Lilia with long hair. Have a good day~ 

Just Lilia With Long Hair. Have A Good Day~

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xelila4
2 years ago
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Sangonomiya Shrine, Inazuma

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Genshin is one of the most beautiful games I’ve played, perfect for amazing screenshots~


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xelila4
3 years ago
Aia Is Soo Pretty!! Had To Do A Little Sketch Of Her

Aia is soo pretty!! Had to do a little sketch of her✨

Saw a Pinterest dress perfect for her and had to draw it!


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xelila4
3 years ago
I'm Gonna Make You Lose Your Mind~
I'm Gonna Make You Lose Your Mind~

I'm gonna make you lose your mind~✨


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xelila4
3 years ago

Ike the Pokémon trainer ! ✨

First Tumblr post~

Ike The Pokmon Trainer !

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xelila4
3 years ago

Twst Fandom, You really need a wake up call

I really do not like putting my nose into “drama” or happenings around the OC fandom, frankly due to what I’ve already experienced here.  However, seeing more and more fellow artists and content creators receive homophobic and racist responses in their inbox has prompted me to speak up- as I’ve been a victim too of such messages. [ Homophobic side ] A male/masculine OC is NOT a threat to your yume ship. A POC/Black OC is just as deserving to be with the Twst boys as your White OC. You have NO RIGHT to send such hateful messages to a person just existing and enjoying their time within the fanbase, drawing things that make them happy. Them existing in the same place does not invalidate the content you wish to make, and if you’re that insecure about “sharing” or whatever nonsense I have seen about characters that already do not belong to you, the lovely block button exists for a reason.  Curate your experience, but do NOT use your homophobia and racism to act aggressive towards fellow people who deserve and have every right to share the OC space as you do. I have been told countless times that my nonbinary OC is “wrong” to be shipped with Lilia just for not being a cis girl. That I’m making them feel “oppressed” by simply staying in my lane and being gay. That male ocs are driving yume fans away, when all we want is the same respect they get and consideration to be included in content.  Stooping so low to send racist asks to someone because you are uncomfortable someone is shipping their OC with your oshi? Grow UP. You’re the people making Twst a miserable place to make content for. You’re going to chase away every writer, artist, and contributor you “respect” away keeping this up. I’m sick of sitting around and watching this issue fester.


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xelila4
3 years ago
CW: Animal Abuse, Animal Death
CW: Animal Abuse, Animal Death
CW: Animal Abuse, Animal Death
CW: Animal Abuse, Animal Death
CW: Animal Abuse, Animal Death
CW: Animal Abuse, Animal Death
CW: Animal Abuse, Animal Death
CW: Animal Abuse, Animal Death
CW: Animal Abuse, Animal Death
CW: Animal Abuse, Animal Death

CW: animal abuse, animal death

Please help ending the shark fin trade for good! EU-petition: https://www.stop-finning-eu.org/ More petitions: http://chng.it/zfr2sGHwVv https://www.change.org/p/florida-legislature-please-make-florida-a-state-that-doesn-t-allow-the-sale-and-trade-of-shark-fins https://www.change.org/p/amazon-tell-amazon-to-ban-the-sale-of-shark-souvenirs

xelila4
4 years ago

Trans woman needs help to leave an abusive home!

My name is Sara and I'm a 19 year old trans woman in need of serious help.

I've been mentally and physically abused all my life by my parents and brother and that continues to this day. I'm trapped and afraid for my life. I can't take it anymore. I've been suicidal since I were a child and it's becoming too much to handle. I can't take this for who knows how many more years, I seriously can't. I feel so miserable living in these conditions and the dysphoria is intolerable. I can't do anything about it whatsoever because my parents are heavily against the lgbtq+ people. It makes me even more suicidal. I'm miserable and desperate.

My parents are keeping me dependent on them and not allowing me to work, making it impossible to escape. I did find an online job but my parents found out I was working in secret and made me quit. This has also made the home situation even worse :( I'm too scared to try to find anything else, especially non online because of the abuse that will follow. I can't do something like that in secret and I can't take the pain again.

For now I just need the money to guarantee my physical and mental safety: to move out to another city and be able to pay rent and food for a couple of months so I can find a job that pays enough to not end up homeless. I also need money for driving lessons and a cheap car so I'm not tied to one place and can go to work if it happens to be a non walkable distance away. Later I'd like to start therapy and transitioning but that's the lowest on my priority list right now, as survival's most important :(

I'm estimating it to come out like this:

- Rent and food for 2 months: ~$2800

- Driving lessons and a cheap car: ~$2100

- Transport to another city: ~$50

Total: ~$4950

Trans Woman Needs Help To Leave An Abusive Home!

I understand these are hard times and not everyone will be in the position to help me out and that's alright. I'm really sorry for having to ask like this :( I just don't know what to do anymore.

If anyone could donate even one kofi ($3) it will be immensely helpful for me to get out of here 🙏🏻 If you can't please please consider reblogging so more people can see this. Thank you very much!

Unfortunately my parents have a hold of my paypal, so I set up a kofi with my friend's paypal so all donations go to her and then she will give them to me. I don't know how paypal donations work and don't wanna trouble my friend too much as even giving me her paypal email was a lot to ask for. Please consider donating on kofi ❤️

You can be anonymous, don't need a profile and don't need a paypal 🙏🏻

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