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Saving Lives Pt. 5

Saving Lives pt. 5

Pairing: Baekhyun x Reader

Genre: series, doctor!baekhyun au, fluff, angst, smut (in later chapters)

Word Count: 1,724

Summary: You’re about to start your internship in Seoul’s most prestigious hospital but before you devote your whole life to medicine, you decide to have one more night of freedom. But, what happens when that one night follows you to your job in the hospital? (inspired by Grey’s Anatomy)

A/N: I know I said I would post every weekend and I know I didn’t post last weekend but I’m super stressed because of school. I don’t have the time I want to be able to write so frequently but I’m not giving up on this fic. I really love it and I know many of you do, too, so I’m going to try my best to post and write. I received some really nice comments so far and I want to make you all proud. Anyways I hope you like this chapter. ~admin L

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10

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Part 5: 

We’re in the EEG room to run an electroencephalogram. This checks peoples’ brain activity and in this case, it will check if Hyorin has an aneurysm. We see the scan through a screen and search for what we’re looking for. Everything seems normal, waves circulating like usual, when suddenly, we see what seems to look like a thick blood clot on the monitor. “Well, I’ll be damned,” states Baekhyun. “There it is. It’s small but it’s there, a subarachnoid hemorrhage.”

“She’s bleeding into her brain,” I say. “Exactly,” says Baekhyun, turning to look at me. “Let’s go.” He begins to walk out as Chen and I follow. “It just took one tap in the right place and-” “it explodes,” I chime in. “Right! Now I can treat it.” He stops in front of the nurse’s counter and asks for Hyorin’s chart. “You two did a great job by the way, and I would love to stay here and kiss your asses but I have to tell Hyorin’s parents about the surgery.” He begins filling in the chart when Chen chimes in. “Wait you said if we figured it out one us would get to scrub in.” “Oh right. I’m sorry I can’t take both of you as much as I want to so Y/N, I’ll see you in the O.R. Get ready.” With that Baekhyun walks away towards Hyorin’s room. I turn to Chen to see him storm off angrily. “Wait, Chen!” I follow him into the on-call room and shut the door behind me. He’s pacing back and forth angrily. “Leave.” “No- Chen listen. I’m sorry. I’ll tell him I don’t want to do the surgery-” “Don’t do me any favors. I don’t need your pity.” “I’m not pitying you. Listen, you can have the surgery, I don’t want it if-” He turns to look towards me and steps forward so that he’s face to face with me. “If what? If you slept with our boss in order to get it.” I freeze, taken aback by this. He seems to realize what he said by the way his eyes soften. “Y/N- I’m sorry. I didn’t mean-” “Fuck you,” and with that, I storm off towards Baekhyun’s office. I step into his office and see him write something, probable finalizations for Hyorin’s surgery. I cough, getting his attention. He looks up and smiles. “Oh, hi Y/N. I’m almost finished with this. What’s up?” I sit down on the chair in front of his desk and look him in the eye. He seems to sense my seriousness so he fixes his composure. “What is it?” “Did you pick me to do the surgery because we slept together?” “No.” “Well then why did you pick me?” “Do you doubt yourself as a doctor to think that you were not the best qualified for this surgery?” “No, I mean-” “I picked you because I knew you were the one who solved the mystery of Hyorin’s seizures, not Chen. Yes he may have helped but you were the one who spent the most time with her. Who else would have known that she does rhythmic gymnastics or that she fell?” He’s right. I look down and feel myself slowly smile. He continues, “You were with her since the beginning so you deserve to be there for her until the end.” “Thank you,” I whisper. “What for?” I look up at him smiling. “For not picking me because I slept with you.” He chuckles, “That’s what I’m here for. Now go get ready for the surgery.” I stand up and walk towards the door. “Y/N,” I hear him call out. “Hmm?” “Don’t doubt your abilities again. You’re a good doctor, don’t forget it.” I nod shyly and make my way out. ~ I’m in the prep room, getting ready for the surgery. I’m in light blue scrubs, with the same colored cap (to hold in my hair) and mask. I wash my hands and then put on gloves. I’m slightly nervous but just knowing that Baekhyun’s going to be there every step of the way makes me feel sort of at ease. I enter the O.R (operation room) and see that everyone’s in place. Baekhyun sees me and his eyes crinkle, indicating that he’s smiling behind the medical mask. “Alright everybody,” he begins. “It’s a beautiful day to save lives. Now let’s get to it.” ~ The surgery just finished after three hours, past midnight, and it was amazing. I watched everything happen from up close and not only that but I helped sew Hyorin’s scalp back on. I know that sounds gross but as a surgeon, it was phenomenal. I had such a thrill being in there like a real surgeon. This will be my life one day, saving lives, having the chance to revive someone, allowing them to be a better version of themselves. I exit the O.R after cleaning myself, getting rid of all the blood soaked material. I’m really tired, it’s hour 30 of our 48 hour trial. I have nothing assigned for now so I make my way to the on-call room to take a nap. As I make my way, Chen comes into my line of vision. He sees me and I stop in my tracks and slowly begin to back away. Unfortunately, he catches up to me and holds onto my shoulder. “Wait, Y/N,” he pleads. “Please, let’s talk.” “I have nothing to say to you.” “Well I do, so please just hear me out.” I can tell he won’t let me slip away. “Fine.” I begin walking to the on-call room as he follows and closes the door behind him. I sit on one of the beds waiting for him to begin speaking. “Listen, I’m really sorry about what I said earlier,” he began. “It was out of line and I was just angry that you got the surgery and I didn’t. I shouldn’t have said what I said. I didn’t even bother to think that you probably deserved it more than I do and I just blurted out nonsense.” I’m still angry at him for what he said. He’s my best friend yet what he said really hit below the belt. “Because of you, I began to doubt myself as a doctor. I honestly thought I didn’t have the potential to get that surgery fair and square and you just made me feel like shit, Chen. And using that information I told you against me really hurt.” “I know and I’m sorry. You have no reason to forgive me but I truly regret what I said. I hate myself for it.” He seems like he genuinely regrets everything. It breaks my heart a little to see him like this. So I say, “it’s fine. I forgive you.” “Really? Oh my god. Thank you!! I’m so sorry again-” “It’s okay Chen. You don’t need to apologize again.” I stand up and give him a hug. I can never stay mad at him. While we’re hugging, the door opens to reveal a sleepy Baekhyun. His eyes widen when he sees me in Chen’s embrace. His eyes soon flash in anger and he begins to turn around. “Baekhyun, wait!” I remove myself from Chen and try to grab Baekhyun’s arm but he stormed off before I could reach him. “Crap,” I mutter under my breath. I go back into the on-call room and lay on one of the beds to take a nap before Chen speaks again. “Aren’t you going to go after him?” I turn around, to see him lying on the bed across from me. “No.” “Why not?” “Because we’re just coworkers.” “That’s not how coworkers react to seeing other coworkers hug.” I stay quiet, not really knowing what to say so he continues. “He obviously likes you. If he wanted you only for sex, he wouldn’t care who you were with, but he’s angry over a hug. And besides, it’s obvious you like him too.” “What? No, I don’t,” I say defensively. “Yes, you do. Why else did you try to go after him? ‘Baekhyun, wait!’” he says, mimicking me. “Shut up,” I groan turning around so that I’m facing the wall and begin falling asleep. ~ “Congratulations everyone,” says Dr. Kim. “You are my first group of interns that passed the 48-hour trial. And congratulations Y/N for getting to scrub in on a surgery. Go home and get rest, all of you. You deserve it. Make sure to be back by Wednesday. It’ll be even harder from now on.”

We are dismissed for today and it’s needless to say that I feel accomplished. I did it. This is one of the biggest obstacles of becoming a doctor. More than half the interns didn’t make it but it’s great to see that my group did. We come out of the locker room and walk towards the front door. “We did it,” says Chen in relief. “Yeah, we did,” I say. “I think I like it here,” says Chanyeol. “Even with all those asses you treated?” jokes Chen. “Shut up, Chen.” We all laugh until I notice something. “Hey wait, where’s Jihyo?” “I’m not sure. She probably forgot something in there,” says Chen. “I never really got the chance to talk to her. I feel kind of bad,” I admit. “Me either,” admits Chanyeol. “But that’s because she’s too distracted by Dr. Byun.” I freeze at the sound of his name. Chen seems to notice my uncomfortableness so he asks, “what do you mean she’s distracted by Dr. Byun?” “Well she sat next to me during the interns meeting where we discussed Hyorin’s seizures. And she said she finds Dr. Byun really attractive and that she was going to try and get the surgery so she could get closer to him.” Chanyeol then put his arm around me and says, “But Y/N here got the surgery instead.” I’m not sure how I feel about this. I shouldn’t feel anything, right? I mean, we’re nothing to each other besides coworkers. But I can’t help but feel this pang of jealousy that bubbles in me. I say goodbye to the boys and get in my car to head back home. This has been an exhausting day. I need to rest as much as I can before I start work again.

A/N: Hope you all liked it. Make sure to leave comments or ask questions. 

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