Okay So Context... Since I've Had Some Time To Think...

Okay so context... since I've had some time to think...

Ok, if you're not mentally prepared to hear about something a little heavy where I ended up in peril, just keep scrolling, but here's a cute doodle for your troubles, dear!

J and I were out on date night... we were having so much fun... then I said how much we loved each other, and... it was like a switch was flipped. She accused me of things, insisting I go back to treating her like a maid or a plaything because there's no way someone like me could love her... I kept trying to convince her that I did love her, and that she was my equal, and that she didn't have to get violent because she's more than just a weapon... She got really mad and mentioned it would've been better if she never built me. I was so stupid, thinking to just act like Mary Queen of Scots, taking off my wig and kneeling before her asking to be executed. She.... she almost tried to kill me.

It went dark, and I was screaming for her... A voice, no... MY VOICE offered me J back and I accepted... I regretted it... I.... I felt used and tricked... I just wanted J to calm down, so we could maybe patch things up, but.... it locked us in the aviary. I was almost watching outside my body... it promised to make me docile and obedient.... I watched my... not self I guess, but vessel, almost attack J.... Somehow the robotic birds in the aviary flew to her rescue and pecked a hole in my chest. I regained consciousness from whatever it was... and crashed through the glass roof and somehow flew back to my shop. I... I went to sleep blind as a bat, but, I woke up this morning and I could see... my scars are, healing?! I.... something is wrong....

Here's some doodles to explain things better sorry it's a mess, follow the arrows

Okay so long story short.... J and I are no longer together... for both of our safeties.

I want a divorce... now...

Words of Wisdom: PUT DOWN THE SCISSORS WHEN YOU'RE SAD!!!!!!!

Lesson: Don't cut your hair while grieving a relationship... =(

me: Oh crikey... what have I done?

mini doodle below me: I look like my dead horrible mother

🦋

I feel it in the morning

I feel how low it lies

And then I hear you calling

And then I start to rise

I feel it in the morning

I feel how low it lies

And then I hear you call my name

And then I start to rise

And when I hear you calling

Like you were always there

I rise until I'm hanging

In the middle of the air

And when I hear you calling

I split like I'm a snake

With golden light like fingers

And then I start to break

Into a billion pieces

Oh, I shatter into constellations

Like I've never been more here

Like I completely disappear

I'm nothingness, but shining

And everywhere at once

I'm everything and everyone who is or ever was

And you're nothingness, but shining

And everywhere at once

You're everything

Where everyone

Who is or ever was,

Forever

🦋

She shook off the strands of nylon hanging off her shoulders as she stood up, she dropped her scissors and ran into the shorter drone's arms weeping like she just lost someone she loved so much. "I... I made a joke about us being gay and she got mad.... I know she's a weapon, but she was my beautiful girlfriend... I... I don't understand,"

She cried, clinging to the shorter drone like she was a bed frame in the North Atlantic.

@xxrobotessaxx

The teacher worker drone taps on the locked door of the beauty shop with her boot, her arms are full of things from the Landing Pod. The door nudged open on the third tap. She ventured in, finding a crying drone girl, ebony hair chopped at various angles and digital tears streaming down her face.

"Tessa? Oh my gosh, I knew it was bad, but not this bad..." she remarked, setting down the boxes of things that belonged to the drone girl, as well as the harp. She held her arms open for a hug

mun art time!!

Fan art for @xxrobotessaxx and @worldslastredemption

the symbols above them are their petnames. Princess for Tessa and Jaybird for J

J'adore!

I’m trying to figure out how to draw Tessa for my next project

I was trying to decide between the silhouette or detailed and I just ended up doing..

Both?