Okay So Context... Since I've Had Some Time To Think...

Okay so context... since I've had some time to think...

Ok, if you're not mentally prepared to hear about something a little heavy where I ended up in peril, just keep scrolling, but here's a cute doodle for your troubles, dear!

J and I were out on date night... we were having so much fun... then I said how much we loved each other, and... it was like a switch was flipped. She accused me of things, insisting I go back to treating her like a maid or a plaything because there's no way someone like me could love her... I kept trying to convince her that I did love her, and that she was my equal, and that she didn't have to get violent because she's more than just a weapon... She got really mad and mentioned it would've been better if she never built me. I was so stupid, thinking to just act like Mary Queen of Scots, taking off my wig and kneeling before her asking to be executed. She.... she almost tried to kill me.

It went dark, and I was screaming for her... A voice, no... MY VOICE offered me J back and I accepted... I regretted it... I.... I felt used and tricked... I just wanted J to calm down, so we could maybe patch things up, but.... it locked us in the aviary. I was almost watching outside my body... it promised to make me docile and obedient.... I watched my... not self I guess, but vessel, almost attack J.... Somehow the robotic birds in the aviary flew to her rescue and pecked a hole in my chest. I regained consciousness from whatever it was... and crashed through the glass roof and somehow flew back to my shop. I... I went to sleep blind as a bat, but, I woke up this morning and I could see... my scars are, healing?! I.... something is wrong....

Here's some doodles to explain things better sorry it's a mess, follow the arrows

Okay so long story short.... J and I are no longer together... for both of our safeties.

I want a divorce... now...

She felt bad for Cyn who seemed sad, noticing Cyn fall over, she scooped up the drone in her arms and held her up so she could touch the ceiling. "I think this is what you wanted!" she trilled happily, looking up to the drone that followed her around a lot during her time on Earth. She was having fun. "Hey, sorry for mentioning some old things... I'll try not to talk about them, alright?" she reassured as she held Cyn tighter but not so tight that the little drone would get hurt. "Do you want any snacks, or do you want to see the box of bows and shiny things?"

"Trying to interact with other worker drones... Has become difficult. They don't trust me." Cyn frowned.

She shook off the strands of nylon hanging off her shoulders as she stood up, she dropped her scissors and ran into the shorter drone's arms weeping like she just lost someone she loved so much. "I... I made a joke about us being gay and she got mad.... I know she's a weapon, but she was my beautiful girlfriend... I... I don't understand,"

She cried, clinging to the shorter drone like she was a bed frame in the North Atlantic.

@xxrobotessaxx

The teacher worker drone taps on the locked door of the beauty shop with her boot, her arms are full of things from the Landing Pod. The door nudged open on the third tap. She ventured in, finding a crying drone girl, ebony hair chopped at various angles and digital tears streaming down her face.

"Tessa? Oh my gosh, I knew it was bad, but not this bad..." she remarked, setting down the boxes of things that belonged to the drone girl, as well as the harp. She held her arms open for a hug

Words of Wisdom: PUT DOWN THE SCISSORS WHEN YOU'RE SAD!!!!!!!

Lesson: Don't cut your hair while grieving a relationship... =(

me: Oh crikey... what have I done?

mini doodle below me: I look like my dead horrible mother

WHO THE HELL BROKE INTO MY SHOP AND STOLE MY PERSONAL ROYAL BLUE BOWS?! -scared-

[giggle] wh-what would happen if s-something h-happened to your pr-precious little princess? [smile] You k-know who I mean. [shows blue bow] tee hee, this is a w-warning, J BIRD

How predictable, another manipulation tactic from you. Jeez, what a cheap trick, are you just a one tricky pony. Is that all you got?

A single blue bow. Wow, I’m afraid…What warning should I heed if you’re so easily defeated.

She showed a faded scar on her neck where the sword had grazed her. "This wasn't normal... she's never laid a hand on me before... never!" she almost screamed in sorrow, holding tightly onto Jpeg. She sighed, and let go of the teacher before glancing at her reflection in the shatter-proof mirror. "Oh... I look dreadful, don't I?" she sighed sorrowfully as she ran her fingers through what was left of the beautiful wig J had lovingly sewn for when Tessa had come back to life. She sighed and pulled her hair back in a low bun before studying her look.

The Aussie girl laughed through her tears, "Crikey... I just need a hat and I'd look like my mother."

@xxrobotessaxx

The teacher worker drone taps on the locked door of the beauty shop with her boot, her arms are full of things from the Landing Pod. The door nudged open on the third tap. She ventured in, finding a crying drone girl, ebony hair chopped at various angles and digital tears streaming down her face.

"Tessa? Oh my gosh, I knew it was bad, but not this bad..." she remarked, setting down the boxes of things that belonged to the drone girl, as well as the harp. She held her arms open for a hug