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Having a healed enough nervous system so that you don’t lose yourself each time someone disregards you, dislikes you, or invalidates you is true peace. Choosing to stand in your authenticity without the urge to prove or change any opinions of you is truly powerful.

Sometimes you think you want to die, but then you find yourself in the middle of the night, in the dark, lying in bed. You hear the sounds around you, observe the things that surround you, even if it's just a wall, the ceiling, a door, a window. Even the silence, which might sometimes seem frightening, reveals itself to be peaceful and comforting. Whether alone or with someone close, you feel sad because you don’t want to lose that strange feeling, and you fear that it will end. Sometimes you even wish it could last forever. Even if you don’t always feel this way, I believe that, deep down, we don’t really want to die. Maybe we just want to find a way to live without pain or that awful feeling that there is nothing worth living for. A purpose to keep going and still feel alive. I’m not sure about everything, but I feel that these small moments are one of my reasons for still wanting to stay, even when life is tough.

I can’t even cry

I want to wake up and it all be a simulation

Sometimes I enjoy this feeling of nothingness in this sea of depression that’s taking me away… I’ll take nothing over anguish.

— 𝒟𝒦

So you gave your all to the wrong person. It wasn't wasted – it was practice. Now you know your capacity for love. When you find someone who matches it, it'll be incredible. Your heart's not broken, it's just ready for something real.

And if you can’t be get tf from around me

I don't want anything confusing in my life. I want everything clear, natural, genuine and pure.

I be like “yeah we cool” then never feel comfortable interacting with u again

Feeling like no one sees me, but I bet you they feel me this time around

A plus of growing up? Genuinely not giving a care about things that used to irk me. Gossiping about me? Cool, I'm interesting to talk about. Ignoring me? Cool, I'm okay with boundaries and prefer reciprocal connections anyway. Staring at me? Cool, I'm interesting to look at. Underestimating me? Cool, I'll surprise you. Not inviting me? Cool, I enjoy my own company. I just love this quality of peace.

Upon blessings 🌧️

Blessings upon blessings. 🤍

Take me back to a time I never want to forget, and freeze….a picture

bring back real lovers for godssake

Every time

You gotta believe people’s actions.

Things are about to start unfolding in a really beautiful, serendipitous way for you. Finally. This next part of your journey will require courage, openness, and unwavering trust in the process.

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