Sometimes You Think You Want To Die, But Then You Find Yourself In The Middle Of The Night, In The Dark,

Sometimes you think you want to die, but then you find yourself in the middle of the night, in the dark, lying in bed. You hear the sounds around you, observe the things that surround you, even if it's just a wall, the ceiling, a door, a window. Even the silence, which might sometimes seem frightening, reveals itself to be peaceful and comforting. Whether alone or with someone close, you feel sad because you don’t want to lose that strange feeling, and you fear that it will end. Sometimes you even wish it could last forever. Even if you don’t always feel this way, I believe that, deep down, we don’t really want to die. Maybe we just want to find a way to live without pain or that awful feeling that there is nothing worth living for. A purpose to keep going and still feel alive. I’m not sure about everything, but I feel that these small moments are one of my reasons for still wanting to stay, even when life is tough.

Every time

You gotta believe people’s actions.

Things are about to start unfolding in a really beautiful, serendipitous way for you. Finally. This next part of your journey will require courage, openness, and unwavering trust in the process.

I be like “yeah we cool” then never feel comfortable interacting with u again

Having a healed enough nervous system so that you don’t lose yourself each time someone disregards you, dislikes you, or invalidates you is true peace. Choosing to stand in your authenticity without the urge to prove or change any opinions of you is truly powerful.