Dont Let Them Bury Me As Someone Im Not.

Don’t let them bury me as someone I’m not.

Today, my body needed rest. And so I was not present when the family came home. My stepsister could not get into the house because I was not available. My father felt he could not cook because I had not cleaned. They are often lost when it comes to technology. They are incompetent about parenting, because they don't do anything positive for my nephew. There is a reason why he is drawn to me and my brother way more than his own mother.

Without me as a mediator, this whole family loses its entire structure.

Frankly, I feel like it should fall apart. My father deserves no legacy that involves his savior complex and micromanagement. Having a permanent home with an obedient wife and successful children is his dream. Unfortunately he didn't take into account that his children have different views on success. And so he watches his dream crumble as his children decide to become themselves.

I'm not breaking the family apart. My siblings are not breaking the family apart. His toxic ways are breaking the family apart. He wants us to be stagnant. We all want to grow.

A new mode of production arises out of the newly networked masses.

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7.5.21. NYC

NYPD continues violently clearing Washington Square Park by showing up in the 100s in riot gear, chasing park guests, arresting park guests, and attempting to illegally prohibit filming them.

The park’s closure enforcement is being demanded by the wealthy property owners around the park who believe displacement and violence and justified to secure their desires for a quiet park. more here