04202013 - Tumblr Posts

Day 464: 6days before I add another year in my life...

I spent the day feeling so bored and in panic mode. I feel like I fucked up something. Or maybe I am just worried for it's only 6 more days before I turn 22. This means I hafta spend my whole life studying since I told myself a couple of years ago (or maybe that was last year) that I will focus in school IF I will not be able to find love before I turn 22 years old.

*sigh* what have I done this past few years? where's my prince charming? is he still on his way here? or did he gave up on me already?

boohoo! I know I still have 6 more days left but I think it's not enough anymore. I don't want to be hopeless. But at the same time, I feel like I am already a loser and I will never find my happiness.

Oh dear prince charming, wherever you are please send me a sign that you're still  and will still be waiting for me.... I am so eager to meet you. I want to enjoy a happily-ever-after with you on the remaining days of my life. I want to experience this love and feeling of security in everyone's talking about.