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I really want an Ellabs x reader fic of fem reader really needing comfort bc she's sad/overwhelmed but she tries to hide it from ellabs but obv they notice smth is off, so they tell her they noticed smth is wrong and she kinda breaks down at that, then they comfort her thru it, listening to her problems or insecurities n'stuff <33 Sorry if it's confusing and/or too long, u dont gotta do it but i'd appreciate it tons <33 (Im totally not self projecting)
ur projecting = supported. 𫹠100% sfw/comfort fic but still no men or minors. type of relationship between them is up to u! this ended up a semi- full length fic oops ? enjoy!

sometimes it just feels too hard. being the newest member in jackson means you feel like you have to prove your worth 24/7. and itâs exhausting, really. abby is just so strong, ellie has the best patrol work, and you? you feel⊠weak. you (falsely) feel like nothing youâve done has proven youâre worth the space in jackson.
so when monday rolls around, you tell ellie and abby you have plans with someone else so you can just go home and hide. they donât question that, why would they? tuesday you tell them you wanna go to bed early. okay, fine. but then itâs wednesday, and theyâre starting to get that something is going on with you.
the worry starts to kick in wednesday night after maria tells the two women you asked to go home early, citing that youâre not feeling well. abby all but drags ellie to your tiny place immediately after hearing mariaâs words. you always tell each other everything. so why didnât you now?!
itâs easy to know abby and ellie are knocking at your door simply because of the sheer force of it. five minutes you try to pretend youâre not home. you donât want them to see you in this state; youâve been ugly crying for two hours now. however, they donât give up. itâs not like you could expect anything else from them.
âbaby, we know youâre home. let us in, yeah? weâre worried about you,â abby shouts out after another two minutes of knocking.
you respond back with a sickly voice from the sofa, âno, go away. âm busy.â
you can just feel the attitude enter ellieâs body now. you know how stubborn she can be. âno, we know youâre lying. i will find a way in if you donât let us in within the next thirty seconds.â
you know she isnât joking as you move to open the door. the sight of you upon opening the door is not a pretty oneâ your face is red, covered in tears. ellie takes a deep breath before she pushes in. she wonât let you shut them out anymore. abby shuts the door before them before heading you back onto the sofa with them. each other is on either side of you within the matter of seconds.
as per usual, abby is the first one to break the silence. âoh, honey, whatâs going on? we couldâve helped you sooner if we knew.â the way she sounds sad just makes you feel worse.
insecurities once again bubbling over, you do the only thing you can think of: you try to shove abby away. being significantly stronger than you means it didnât feel like a single thing. however, abby wonât put up with you lashing out right now. she knows you can be their sweet girl even in the toughest of moments.
ellie watches like a hawk as abby grabs both of your wrists to stop you from trying to push her away again. âjust because youâre upset doesnât mean you can act out. are you going to be the big girl i know you are now? or do i need to keep you here?â
the concerned sternness of her voice makes you whimper in reply. fresh tears leak down your face as you try to find the words to explain. âi- i just donât think i deserve to be here! everyone, especially you two, carry your weight around here! and what do i do? iâm just a stupid girl working in the bar!â
and, well, neither of them could say they were expecting that response. sure, you were newer to Jackson, but so was everyone at one point. you were also one of the most popular Jackson residentsâ everyone loves the energy you bring to the bar after a long day of work. so it just makes sense that both women are beyond shocked to realize that this is why youâre so down. how could you not know how loved you are here?
as yet another round of tears starts to fall, you feel abbyâs big arms quickly pull you into her chest. your body starts to shake with each inhale as you start to sob into abbyâs chest. while ellie rushes to rub your back, abby starts to tilt your head up so you can see her.
âangel, angel, no. letâs take some deep breathes and then weâll all have a talk, okay?â, abby coos as she wipes away the falling tears.
ellie puts your right hand over abbyâs heart when your breathing doesnât start to slow any. she speaks in the softest voice she can muster up,âdeep breaths with me and abby, baby. feel abbyâs heart beat. weâre all going to just relax together before anything else.â
two minutes between your favorite people is all it takes to reduce you to just sniffles. you slouch back into your seat once youâve finally caught your breath. you look up at abby and ellie with wet eyes before letting out a long sigh. no one is sure who should speak first.
ellie decides sheâll be the one to start, âitâs not true, you know? everyone here loves you. helping run the bar is important. you create a space where we can all relax for once. emphasis on the relax part.â
abby grunts in agreement with ellie. âyou know ellieâs right, donât you baby,â abby questions before looking over to ellie, âour favorite girlâs always making everyone feel happy, isnât she?â
âfor real though, you really do play a big part here. you know ellie and i started arguing less when you came around? pretty big deal there, you know. even joel commented on it,â the dirty blonde continues on the conversation.
and that makes you giggle for the first time all day. âeven joel? really?â while you knew they had a previous history of more frequent fights, you didnât know even joel was over it back then too.
âyeah, itâs really true,â abby starts before taking a breath to think about her next words. she exhales, âstrength isnât everything, you know? you add just as much as we do here. creating a space where people can relax while we live on this hell on earth is just as important as what we do. we all do the best here because we are better with each other. our system canât function without others.â
youâre sure youâd be crying tears of happiness right now if you werenât so exhausted from all your previous crying. your previous anxieties start to slip away as you start to truly internalize both of their words from today. you are important. you matter here. just like everyone else.
no one is given a chance to speak before youâre pulling ellie and yourself on top of abby. âi love you, i love you, i love you both,â you whisper out. âyouâre right. i promise iâll come talk to you next time iâm feeling down, okay? know youâll make me say that part next!â
âokay smarty pants, you better. also, we always are, darling. love you the most,â teases ellie before she presses a kiss to the back of your head.
âhey! what if i love you both the most? then what?â youâre sure you can feel ellie roll her eyes as abby whines out playfully.
âokay, okay. how about we all love each other the most? can we just agree so i can drink some water now? my head is killing me.â a major post-crying headache has just started to come on for you.
ellie rolls her eyes playful at both of you. âiâll get us all some waterâ, she commands as she walks to your kitchen, âand get comfy with abby. weâll watch a movie, and yes, you can choose today.â
yay! end note to say ur important and iâm glad ur here + love that we all each add our own special things to this earth đ«
living on a farm with abby & having a pet lamb đ§đŸââïž Iâm so delusional
so cute :,) sorry this took so long to post! loving farmer!abby should i make this like an actual fic serious instead of just hcs? lmk!! <3 18+ under cut. men + minors = blocked. đđđ

⥠farmer!abby who brought you home a pet lamb one day after youâd been begging her for weeks. âa pet lamb for my little lamb,â sheâd tell you as you squeal with delight.
⥠her pet names for you include: âbaby, little lamb, darlinâ, doll, and sweetheartâ.
⥠sheâd build you a little garden area to grow your favorite flowers. she looks forward to the new bouquet you make each week out of them for the kitchen table vase!
⥠farmer!abby is obsessed with the days you just wear one of her white wife beaters (she calls them pleasers) and panties around. she bought you ones with lil white bows to match with her tanks.
⥠she started growing fresh vegetables and fruits once you two started dating. she loves being able to grow and give you the ingredients you need to bake! + you bake her favorite things for her as a thank you.
⥠farmer!abby is allllll about that fresh produce. she often uses what she grows to cook for you! sheâll cheekily tell you she wants you for dessert. even if itâs silly, it still gets you going. âsince i made dinner, you can be my dessert.â
⥠sticks to her usual uniform of white tank, blue jeans, and boots while sheâs out and about dealing with farm tasks. the way her arms look in her tops will always make you feel a lil feralâŠ
⥠farmer!abby is the best with animals. in fact, she loves to rehab recuse animals when someone calls her about it. the few farm animals you have are all recuse fails. she just loves them so muchâ how could you say no to her puppy dog eyes?!
⥠farmer!abby will call you outside just so she can fuck you. she likes to see how loud she can make you because she knows itâs just the two of you around for a few acres.
⥠sheâs a soft dom at heart! she loves that you let her take control while she makes you fall apart. sheâll make you cum as many times as you want, however you want when youâve been extra sweet. âmy pretty girl. just taking me so good, arenât you, darlin? thatâs it baby, just take it. i think you can cum just one more time for me, yeah?â
⥠but if youâre acting out? she wonât put up with it. she knows youâre her sweet girl, so she expects you to act like it. âwhat happened to my sweet doll? you know that i gotta teach you a lesson now, donât ya? lay on your stomach, ass up. now.â
⥠her strap? makes you see god practically every time. abbyâs an expert at knowing how to hit that sweet spot inside of you. âyeah? right there? you look so good riding me.â she definitely comes from fucking you when the strap rubs against her just right. and yes, sheâs the type to say âsave a horse, ride a cowboyâ
⥠sheâll have you on your knees when youâre eating her out. something about the way you look up at her through your ruined mascara eyelashes does something to her. sheâll even have you sticking your tongue out so she can fuck your face. hands pulling you closer by your hair n all.



inside abby andersonâs camera roll
fluff, some suggestive themes. mdni! saw @circe-is-struggling did an ellie one n iâm obsessed! edited-ish
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a picture of ellie, you, and herâs camping set up for your annual camping trip. she brings extra bug spray after last year. a .5 of you all around the campfire is the next picture.
a video ellie secretly recorded of the both of you slow dancing at someoneâs wedding. the last frame a blurry clip of you reaching up to abbyâs face to kiss her.
exactly 207 pictures of her dog. half of them are on the long walks to beautiful places that abby takes him, matching bandanas included.
a picture of abbyâs back all scratched up after she demanded you tested out your newest nail set on her one night.
a picture of your hand-written grocery list. she doesnât want to forget anything after you cried after your favorite treat was forgotten along with pasta. it was a rough day, okay?
an entire folder made of pictures and videos of her working out, her progress, and your favorite: post-workout mirror pictures.
a video of her and ellieâs matching halloween partyâs costume. ellie is seen shoving abby as she starts reciting broke back mountain dialogue, in honor of the costume.
a now digitalized photo of child abby grinning ear-to-ear with her dad when it was bring your child to work day.
a homemade video the two of you decided to make one night after having to be away from each other for two weeks. you both watch it on on the nights youâre needy and missing each other as a way to hold you over.
a screenshot of all the times she has beat ellie in their favorite video game. she frequently sends it to ellie as a way to teasingly piss ellie off.
a picture of her grinning while wearing a crown after winning a cup pong tournament. the sunset glows in the back as it took place on a lowkey beach mel had found weeks before.
her lock screen photo. a picture of you in one of her button down work shirts, length reaching close to your knees. youâre curled up on her side of bed, cleaning missing her, even in your sleep. the phone was taken seconds before she joins you in bed.
hi!! could you write something domestic/fluffy with abby? maybe something like her or reader cooking breakfast for the two of them and the other waking up and just admiring the cute little domestic life they have đ idk iâm a sucker for shit like that đ«¶
a/n: iâm getting through the asks in my inbox as fast as i can promise! also i'm currently writing my first big abby fic so... stay tuned babes
the first thing abby notices when she wakes up is the empty spot beside her. she stretches her arm out, feeling the cold side of the bed where you usually lay. it's rare that you wake up before her, abby usually has time to go on her daily run, come home and start showering before you drag yourself out of your shared bed.
sitting up and picking up the clothes that had hastily been thrown on the floor yesterday, abby starts smiling at the memory of the previous night's activities. she had taken you out to a nice restaurant to celebrate your anniversary, she had wined and dined your ass as you put it, and when she took you home you were more than happy to show her how grateful you were for the romantic night out.
walking out of the bedroom, following the delicious smell of something cooking, abby's mind replayed the way you kissed her last night. the way you looked at her, that love and adoration in your eyes, the way your soft lips felt on hers.
the smile on her face grew even bigger when she finally got to the kitchen, seeing you next to the stove, flipping pancakes. you're wearing one of her t-shirts, the material hanging off your shoulders.
for a few seconds, abby just watches you. leaning against the doorframe. she's soaking it all in- you, cooking in your shared kitchen, in your shared apartment, in her clothes. it's almost as if time has stopped outside of your little home together, it's like it's just the two of you in the entire world. just by looking at you, abby has been consumed with a warm, happy and calm feeling.
in a little bit, abby will break out of her trance and walk up you, wrap her arms around your waist and rest her chin on your shoulder. you'll greet her with a soft "mornin' abby" and lean back into her touch. you'll ask her to get some plates, she'll give your exposed shoulder a kiss and open the cabinets.
and when you finally get to sit down to eat your breakfast, she'll mumble a thank you for the pancakes before stuffing her face. youÀll just smile softly at her before happily replying; "anything for my girl"
your beautiful blurb made me want to make strawberry jam with abby đđ
ugh cause imagine going on one of those strawberry ranches where you pay to pick strawberries for an hour or two and bring home, a cute little date idea you suggest a few weeks ago. on the ride back home you insist that abby must learn your secret jam recipe (which is actually a super basic recipe you found years ago on google, but youâve perfected it at this point so itâs kinda yours)
anyways, abby stands beside you while you show her how to do it and is more than happy to be the one removing all the foam while the jam is boiling on the stove. when itâs finished she carefully pours it into the jar you prepared, and when itâs cooled off and she does a taste test she only grins at you before letting out a soft âhave a taste babe, itâs perfectâ
can you imagine abby melting when reader whisper "home" while being held by her strong arms after a long stressful day đ
a/n: my heart anon you donât understand what putting this scenario in my head is doing to me, also this became so, so much longer than i thought it would. sorry not sorry
it never gets easy.
no amount of training and no amount of assignments youâve completed will ever make it easy. youâve been doing this for a while, and youâre still haunted by memories. you have the physical strength to fight, thatâs not the issue, all those hours in the gym while training has paid off.
the feeling of nausea at the smell of blood, the shiver that runs down your spine every time you take someone out during a mission, just never goes away.
until now you had been holding onto the hope that one day youâd be too desensitised to be affected anymore. one day, killing people- scars, scavengers, hell, even infected, would be easy. you would no longer spend hours scrubbing away that dirty feeling all over your skin after a kill.
oh, how naive of me.
it hits you as you head towards your room. youâve always been aware deep inside that this violence and the murder will never feel right, youâll never be able to swallow the distaste down, but now you have accepted it. and accepting it is heavy, it hurts, burns, weighs you down.
maybe, it was the scar kid that made you realise it. she had been running towards you blind with rage, and you had shot an arrow right at her without hesitation. maybe, it was the fact that as she laid dead in front of you she reminded you of someone you lost. or maybe, it was the fact that she was so young.
killing a kid will never be easy.
at some point, you turn away from the corridor in which your room is in. you canât be alone anymore. your entire body feels cold, and your hands are shaking. the past years itâs like youâve numbed your discomfort at least to an extent, hiding behind the naive thinking that it would become easier at some point.
now youâve faced the cold truth, and thereâs nothing you can hide behind anymore.
when your fists hit the door and you wait for her to come open, the unsettling realisation has grown into a heavy and dark hole inside of you. you could swear it almost burns, and it completely overwhelms you.
it doesnât feel like youâre here. or anywhere, really. it will never be easy. so youâre just supposed to do this shit till youâre dead, no matter how much it wears you down.
without even noticing it yourself, your heart is pounding in your chest and youâre hyperventilating. the black hole inside of you continues to grow bigger, until it feels like it will consume you.
when the door is slammed open you almost donât notice. itâs abbyâs voice that takes you out of it, that grounds you in reality again. the hole inside your chest is still there, but it stopped growing. her presence makes a warmth slowly spread throughout you, the cold feeling disappearing.
âhey, you okay?â sheâs reaching out her arm, placing her hand on your shoulder. concern is written all over her face, but you canât bring yourself to reply.
all you can do is wrap your arms around her, pressing your face against her collarbone. sheâs unmoving for a second, before engulfing you in a hug as well. her warmth consumes you, forces the hole inside of you to shrink and shrink, until itâs almost unnoticeable. almost.
she tries to ask you again, tries to ask what happens. asks you if you need something, all you do is shake your head. you already have all you need right here in between your arms.
âhome.â itâs whispered against abbyâs shirt, said so casually and soft. home is safety, comfort. home is your safe space, home is where youâre protected. so how could any other place than her arms be called your home?
if you only could see abbyâs face, her eyes filled with adoration. you swear she hugs you a little tighter, leans into your touch a little bit more and you feel the featherlight touch of her lips on the top of your head.
yeah, it doesnât get easier. but you have abby, and maybe thatâs all you need.
abby be like: hey! ( with the intention of staring at the stars together <3 )
aaaaah! i feel abby would try to ask you out for a stargazing date, chicken out and squeak out a âas friendsâ while blushing (like anyoneâs gonna believe that)
she picks you up that night and oh my god, you look amazing. youâre wearing one of her favourite dresses and you got the hoodie she let you borrow a few weeks ago. youâre quick to clarify sheâs not getting it back yet (ever) and youâre just bringing it with you in case itâs cold. how is she gonna make it through this da- totally platonic hangout between two friends?
abby would probably die if she ever admitted this, but she picked up a book about constellations at the library before even asking you out. the plan was to learn some cool constellation and space facts, woo you with her star knowledge and win your heart.
at first sheâs nervous, the blush not leaving her cheeks and she keeps on stuttering. itâs a little bit embarrassing, but you love it. itâs nice to see her a little bit flustered once in a while, and itâs even more nice to see her blush on your date together (because once again, like anyone would believe sheâs only asking you out as a friend)
time passes by quickly, and even though you got your hoodie on now itâs still getting really cold. of course abby notices you shivering, moving closer to you on the blanket yâall have been laying on.
youâre so close now that your hands are basically touching and if you both just turn your heads slightly abby thinks your lips are close enough to kiss.
a few moments of silence before you let out a breathy âhey abby?â and she turns her entire body towards you, now laying on her side, before letting out a soft âhmm?â
abby barely has time to register that youâve now also turned over before you kiss her. itâs barely a kiss, more of a peck, and the position youâre both laying in is slightly awkward. but abby doesnât even think about that, instead all she can focus on is the fact that you just kissed her.
you lean back and look at her lips, then her eyes, then her lips again. âi like you.â you say it so easily and it knocks the wind out of abbyâs lungs. ânot just as a friendâ you add, and your tone is slightly teasing.
abby gives you a small smile before going in for a real kiss this time.
what if ellie and abby r sisters? reader is a close friend of ellie, ellie has invited her and dina over for a girls' night and that's when reader meets abby for the first time, in their kitchen. abby who shows up in just her bra and sweatpants low on her hips...... ....
(eng is not my first language sorry for typos or any mistake omgđđ)
a/n: your english is amazing so don't worry! also never feel the need to say sorry for typos or your english in any way, because english isn't my first language <33
you didn't know ellie had a sister.
you were sitting on the counter and laughing at something stupid ellie just said. and dina was your designated bartender for tonight, she had been mixing some drinks together for the three of you all night.
the plan was to have a long night of drinks, movies, and some face masks- cause you know, self-care and all that. it was ellie's suggestion to celebrate exam season finally being over, and you were more than happy to join in on the fun.
you had just popped a grape in your mouth when you were surprised to hear a door being opened somewhere in the house. "i thought it was just us here?" the question was directed at ellie, and she had shook her head in annoyance before answering.
"jus' my stupid sister" and just as you were supposed to yell out; "since when do you have a sister?" someone came into the kitchen.
when you laid your eyes on her, you honestly choked on your own saliva. not only does ellie have a sister, ellie has a hot sister. she was standing in the doorway, grey sweatpants on and a sports bra. her biceps are huge, and when you finally managed to drag your eyes to meet hers, she smirks at you.
"thought i told you to stay in your room, abby. i got friends over if you can't tell" ellie had gruffed before she leaned back onto the counter right next to where you were sitting. if you had been able to pay attention to any other than the woman in the doorway, you'd see the way dina had smiled at you knowingly.
"relax, just fillin' my water bottle."
when you heard her voice you almost creamed yourself. seriously, she said one sentence and you're just melting into a puddle. where had this abby girl been all your life?
the kitchen suddenly fell silent as abby got some more water. your eyes had been trained on her back, watching the way her muscles flexed as she moved. when she had walked out of the kitchen, she took one last glance at you all over her shoulders. "bye, ellies friends!"
the kitchen had stayed silent for a little bit more, the only sound being dina finishing some more drinks. the moment you heard the door somewhere in the hose close, you turned your upper body to ellie.
"hey els?"
"yeah?" she wasn't really paying attention, she had been busy eating the grapes from the tray next to you. your next words had ellie spluttering a quick "fuck off" and dina laughing loudly while giving you your glass.
"please tell me your sister's gay"
thinking about reader whoâs been flirting with clueless abby since they first became friends, only to run into abby and owen in a bar on a night out.
heâs way too close to her for your liking, bumping into her shoulders and leaning into her, whispering something in her ear with a stupid smirk. abbyâs awkward when she introduces the two of you to each other. judging by the cold look and strained smile he gives you, owen isnât a big fan of you either.
you end up staying with abby and her friends for a while, pushing down the jealousy bubbling inside of you. you knew abby was a little bit oblivious, but surely she must have realised your efforts to flirt with her. she has to have, right?
abbyâs friend, manny, mumbles something about him and owen having to get up early in the morning and they both start heading out the door. manny has, unlike owen, been real nice to you all day. trying to include you in the conversations, asking you questions about yourself.
he even gives you a quick goodbye hug before leaving, yeah, manny is a really nice dude. owen, on the other hand, is not a nice dude. he just gives you a glance before turning to abby. he's pulling on her arm and muttering something, you can't tell what it is but judging by abby's scrunched-up eyebrows she doesn't like what he's saying
when she shakes her head at him, he finally takes a step back and takes a quick look over his shoulder. when you meet his eyes it feels like you won something, because there's an undeniable look of defeat plastered over his face. his shoulders are slumped over, and finally, he takes his jacket and leaves with manny.
"so, you're staying here?" abby looks up at you and gives you a coy smile before letting out a soft; "yeah, i'm staying here with you. why?"
the fact that she said "with you" and not just "i'm staying" is enough to make the original annoyance of running into abby with owen to disappear, and instead you're giddy. "just thought you'd go home with your boyfriend." you try to fake nonchalance, shrugging your shoulders before bringing your glass to your lips.
abby just looks at you with a confused look, eyebrows furrowed and her lips pulled into a pout before the realisation dawns on her. "oh, owen? he's not my boyfriend" and she gives you this smile, as if she's finally caught on what you've actually been getting on this entire time.
"good." is all you say, before taking a step closer to her. abby bites her lips and her smile has grown even bigger. "good?" she laughs while saying it, the combination of alcohol and her oh-so-beautiful laughter making a warm, fuzzy feeling take over you.
"yeah, good."
in love with the idea of cuddling under a bunch of soft blankets and fluffy duvets with abby âčïž
itâs snowing outside your window. the floor of the cabin is cold underneath your feet, even with your fuzzy socks on. staring out of the window, looking at the soft snowflakes slowly falling to the ground.
you can hear abby finishing up the dishes in the kitchen, and you canât help but smile. it was your turn to cook tonight, which meant it was her turn to clean up afterwards but little does abby known youâve been taking advantage of the fact that sheâs busy cleaning up after you.
because youâve been setting up your bed all cozy. getting all the blankets and comforters you have, fluffing up the pillows real nice.
imagine abbyâs face when she walks into the bedroom. at first her eyes are looking around in the room, trying to locate you. when she sees you next to the window, looking at the snow falling outside she just smiles.
itâs when sheâs silently walking up to you that she notices the bed. youâve changed all the bed sheets, filled the bed with blankets and a few more comforter, placed the pillows perfectly in the middle.
âthis all for me?â she asks from behind you, reaching out to circle her strong arms around you. abby can feel you relax against her and she presses a soft kiss against your neck.
âyeah, wanted to do somethinâ nice for youâ you mumble, still having your eyes on the snowy outdoors.
âmy girl is too nice for me, youâre going to spoil meâŠâ she whispers against your skin before pressing another soft kiss against your neck. slowly removing her arms from around you, she instead takes your hand carefully and starts leading you to the soft bed.
it doesnât take long for your cold feet to heat up under the covers, and having abbyâs warm body against yours certainly helps. you lay there with her, the only thing being heard in the quiet cabin your soft whispers to each other.
abby loves that type of fuck session when her and pretty gf cuddle after they fuck and get horny and fuck again đ
hell yeah, she does! imagine coming down from your high, having abby hold you in her lap and kissing your forehead. your legs are slightly shaking, and the only sound that can be heard in the room is your heavy breathing.
abbyâs upper body is pressed against yours, and thereâs something oddly comforting with feeling her sweaty and warm skin against yours. you drag your arms upwards and wrap them around her back carefully, playing with strands of her hair. abbyâs arms are snakes around your waist and sheâs now pressing kisses all over your face.
finally, her lips end up on yours. the kiss is slow and soft, and doesnât end until both of you have to break apart to breathe. just the sight of abbyâs wet lips is enough to have your mind wandering and you canât help it but kiss her once again. this time more intensely, and with a deep desire behind it.
the only thing that can be heard in the room is the sounds of the kiss. abbyâs hands start gripping onto your waist harder, and she even lets out a whimper against your lips. you canât help but move your hips in search of friction at her sounds, and when abby lets out a small moan you take the chance and slip your tongue into her mouth.
abbyâs lips are intoxicating, youâre not sure how long you stay there just kissing and slightly moving your hips on top of her. eventually, you pull away. abby tries to move with you, trying to continue the kiss. the sound of her whining at the loss of your lips makes you weak.
âabby, i just-â she interrupts you with another kiss, trying to deepen it before you force yourself to pull away to finish your sentence. âneed to taste you, please?â
what style do you think modern abby dina and ellie would have? âĄâĄâĄâĄ
i honestly think ellie would have the same style that she has in tlou2. flannels and a little bit of a grandpa style (thinking about her rocking joelâs jacket) kind off⊠sunky core yâknow. always uses converse no matter the season, has a pair of black headphones she takes with her everywhere with a bunch of stickers on. she wears a lot of rings and bracelets, and she has a signature necklace with joelâs old guitar pick. i think sheâd like green a lot, and her room would be be filled with plants and those plastic plant vines you can hang on your wall/from your roof. nerdy posters all over her walls, with planets and dinosaurs and nerd stuff. starts getting patchwork tattoos as she gets older, many of them designed by herself, a few professional and a few stickânâpokes.
as for dina i headcanon her as someone who would be enrolled in a billion different dance classes so she uses clothes that she can dance in, and that looks good dancing in. i think dina wears a lot of darker shades of red, and that she likes to wear long flowy skirts. i also see dina with a lot of piercings in her ears. she can keep earrings in while dancing, and theyâre more comfortable to dance with than the most necklaces and bracelets. also think sheâd like floral patterns and stuff on her clothes. also think dina would keep her hair down more often, and every once in a while sheâd show up with some crazy coloured highlights in her hair. hot pink, blue, hell she even tried green once. in general she likes colours and donât like dressing too plain.
abby is a total gym rat. mostly wears vintage/plain t-shirts that show of her biceps, likes to wear cargo pants or sweatpants. when itâs warm abby wears knee length gym shorts or jorts. abby always has her airpods in wherever she goes. mostly wear her hair in a braid or ponytail cause itâs easier when playing sports or working out. has a varsity jacket (obviously she plays whatever sport the university she goes to is the best at, volleyball, basketball, american football, football.) abby is a nike girl everyday of the week, and strictly wears airforce ones when she isnât in the gym or on the (insert sport here)âs field. rarely wears jewellery because she would have to take them out all the time for her sport, but does have one earring on each ear . i can see her with very simple gold studs that her dad got her years ago. will walk around with her girlfriends scrunchie on the wrist at all times
thinking about being abbyâs best friend and absolutely hating owen. you donât think he deserves abby at all, heâs such a douche. heâs just not good enough for her, thatâs it.
itâs totally not because youâve been hopelessly in love with your best friend for the past five years. nope, itâs cause she could do so much better than that. owen is an idiot. heâs not her boyfriend yet, but theyâre definitely past the talking-stage now. just a matter of time before they make it official.
when abby shows up at your front door for your weekly sleepover, snacks in hand and her bag hanging off her shoulders, you push your thoughts about owen to the back of your mind and focus on her instead. focus on abby, focus, focus, focus.
when youâre both laying on your bed, watching some old romcom on your computer, you donât notice the way abby looks at you. youâre fully focused on the screen, but abbyâs eyes never leave your face. itâs not until she reaches over the pause the movie you look up, and the look in her eyes is enough to have you blushing.
âheyâŠâ abby nibbles on her lip before continuing; âis something wrong?â thereâs a concern in her voice, and she looks genuinely worried. you stay silent for a few more seconds while your eyes dart around her face. you hope, hope she doesnât notice the way your eyes linger on her lips.
âwhat do you mean?â youâre playing dumb now, you know sheâs not really talking about tonight. youâve been acting weird lately, avoiding your friend group and when you do actually spend time with them you donât really talk too much anymore.
but how can you tell abby itâs cause her stupid boyfriend is there and you hate his guts? that something is wrong, and that is that sheâs with him and not with someone like you.
âcâmon, somethingâs off. you can tell me, weâre friends right?â and abby bumps her shoulder into yours, and nibbles on on her lips again. just hearing the word friends is enough to make the feeling of disappointment spread in your chest. letting out a defeated; âyeah, weâre friends.â
abby just keeps on looking at you, waiting for an explanation why youâve been weird. you can tell sheâs not going to drop it so eventually you cave in. âjust donât do wanna get in the way, or like i donât want to⊠third wheel? just donât wannaâŠâ
itâs a lousy excuse. really, how can you be the third wheel when mannyâs always there? youâre like, the fourth wheel.
you feel a little bit embarrassed when looking at abby, but she just seems confused. âwho you third wheeling?â
âuh, you and owen?â now youâre the one confused. who else could you possibly be talking about? are you missing something, or has abby been hit by a sudden wave on amnesia?
the embarrassment you felt earlier just grows stronger when abby starts laughing at you. itâs not a mean laughter, more like a surprised one. still stings though.
âme and owen arenât- weâre not together or anything.â abby just leans her face closer to yours, and you can practically feel her breath on your own lips.
a bitter âyetâ is all you let out and abby canât help but smile at the pout on your face. she lets out a breathy laugh, bumping into your shoulder once again. âoh my god, me and owen are not going to get together. ever.â
âbut i thought-â and before you can finish your sentence, abby interrupts you. âiâm not even into owen like that. i like someone elseâ abbyâs words has you speechless, feeling your cheeks heat up in frustration. so itâs not owen that you need to worry about, but someone else. great.
somehow it felt worse that it was someone else. because owen has always been a douche. itâs easier to compete against an asshole like him than someone whoâs actually nice, and funny, and pretty. three boxes that this mysterious crush probably ticked off.
âwhat? who?â your hands are on her shoulders now, and you playfully shake her. abby just smiles mockingly at you before she presses the space bar on your computer, the movie you had forgotten about how playing again.
âhey! you gotta tell me, weâre like best friends, best friends tell each other everythingâ you wince after speaking, cause you donât tell her everything. guilting abby into telling you about this crush when you havenât told her about your crush feels low, but itâs too late now. your words are left hanging in the air, until abby suddenly starts speaking again.
âokay, okay. i actually thought she knew i liked her, been into her since forever.â she completely lost you the moment she said âsheâ instead of âheâ. ever since you two first became friends all abby ever had eyes for were boys. and you had learnt to be fine with that, knowing that she would never look at you like she looked at those guys.
you didnât know if it made you happy to hear this, if it felt good knowing you had more of a chance with her than you initially believed. it did feel a little bit like you were playing in the same league now that you knew she had eyes for women as well.
but you knew that there was no guarantee that she one day would reciprocate your feelings just because she liked women. it felt bittersweet, and lost in your thoughts you didnât even notice abby had stopped talking. slowly, she closed your laptop completely and moved it further away from you two.
when she moved in front of you and into a sitting position, you finally snapped out of it. sitting up as well, trying to play the way you zoned off. âsorry, you were saying?â
âi said, i thought she knew. that i liked her. but iâm not sure anymoreâ it almost felt as if she was teasing you, with her head leaning to the side and that small playful smile on her lips.
âreally? whyâs that?â clearing your throat, trying to make yourself sound casual and cool. abby leans forward a little bit, and whispers as if sheâs telling you her biggest secret. âshe keeps on inviting me to her apartment for weekly movie dates. but iâm starting to suspect that she thinks theyâre friendly hangouts and not datesâ
if thereâs one thing abby anderson has always been good at, itâs making you speechless. tonight is no exception, and if honestly takes you a good minute to manage to get any words out.
âoh my god, abby! youâre totally fucking with me!â it does feel a little bit humiliating, but obviously abby doesnât know you like her like that. so how would she be able to know about the hurt her joke left you with?
âno, iâm not!â all she does is laugh at you, grabbing onto your shoulders before letting out a soft; âitâs you. i like youâ
and before you know it, abby presses her lips against yours. itâs a soft and quick kiss, innocent and pure, but itâs enough to make butterflies spread through your body.
âwait- why, why didnât you tell me earlier?â itâs hard to get the sentence out, all you can focus on is the way abbyâs staring at your lips.
âlike i said, thought you knew. until you started getting so jealous over owenâ and you open your mouth to deny the accusations before you realise thereâs no point. also, abby likes you back. who cares if she knows you were jealous of owen? âeven manny knew, said he could see it in my eyes and all. didnât realise youâd be so oblivious-â
âabby, just shut up and kiss me again.â and abby grins at you one last time before leaning in, your lips so close theyâre almost touching. she mumbles something against your mouth before pressing another kiss, this one much longer and less soft.
âyes, maâamâ
abby love is definitely âonly have eyes for youâ kind of love <3
i donât think itâs healthy how high my standards have become because of abby fics (and honestly abby in the game as well, cause like no one loves like that women and thatâs canon)
yâknow those couples that just feels like they make sense, that have stuck together for years and years, and if they ever broke up everyone whoâs ever met them would grieve as if their own parents just announced a divorce? thatâs you and abby.
the way you and abbyâs relationship progresses just seems natural. you meet, become friends, then best friends, somewhere along the lines you fall in love with each other. one day she slips a key over the kitchen table while youâre having dinner, and itâs her way to (silently) ask you to move in with her. and eventually she buys you a ring, and it takes a while for her to propose to you because she wants everything to be perfect.
(eventually she pops the question, and all you can do is laugh at her. youâre both laying in bed, and abby just laughs with you. she assumes youâre laughing because she chose a moment like this to ask you the big question. but then you reach over to your side of the bed, open your nightstand and pull out a ring box. and then youâre taking it out, sliding it onto her finger and whispering a âcanât believe you beat me to itâ as she slides the ring on your finger)
god the Abby and ellie being sisters blurb has me biting the tip of my finger pleaseee write more đ
â minors dni
you should be embarrassed, really.
should be embarrassed by how desperate you are, how pathetic youâre behaving. ellieâs already told you youâre being weird, telling you to stop ogling her idiot sister. says it makes her wanna barf, and she still refuses to tell you if her abbyâs gay.
refuses to tell you if you have a chance with her sister. but that doesnât stop you, still taking every chance you get to get close to abby.
hanging out at ellieâs more often just to get a glimpse of her sister. you know you should be embarrassed, cause youâre acting like a lovestruck little teen. not only are you basically occupying your friendâs home, but youâre getting ready for hours on hours, and making sure you look your best, just in case abbyâs there when you arrive.
even though you know you should be embarrassed, you just canât. all you feel is excitement, and youâre so intrigued by the your friendâs older sister that any shame or embarrassment has been thrown out a long time ago.
abby barely knows your name, and yet youâre fawning over her like this. you should be embarrassed, but you canât.
another girlsâ night at ellieâs ends up with dina and ellie both fast asleep halfway through your movie marathon. you on the other hand, is still wide awake. tossing and turning in the couch, trying to finally fall asleep like your two friends cuddled up next to you.
but trying to go to sleep is pointless. and you know why.
abby wasnât home, but just being in her house was enough to keep you on edge. you canât stop thinking about the last time you saw her, how she walked out of the bathroom with nothing but a towel tightly wrapped around her.
you always thought she looked good, but nothing could measure to the way she looked that day. she had let her hair loose, which made sense- she just came out off the shower after all, and her biceps. oh god, the way her arms looked. skin still a little bit wet, her muscles glistening.
the worst part though?
when abby noticed you shamelessly checking her out, she gave you a quick nod and smirked at you. and you canât help but wonder if she understands the power she holds over you.
giving up trying to fall asleep, you get up and start heading to the kitchen. just thinking about abby in that towel is enough to make your mouth dry, and you need a glass of water right now.
rummaging trough the cabinet in the dark, not even having bothered to turn the lights, your mind is still stuck on abby. itâs just not that sheâs hot, but sheâs really cool. ellie had accidentally let it slip that she was going to one of abbyâs hockey games, before quickly adding an unconvincing âjust âcause joelâs making me though.â
abby played for the university hockey team, and she was really good at it. stalking through her socials showed that she was an appreciated member of her team, always getting praise on her posts after big games.
lost in your thoughts, you donât hear the front door opening and the thumping of someoneâs footsteps. itâs not until the lights are flickered on that you react, and you almost let out a scream in surprise.
ârelax, itâs just meâ and of course, itâs abby whoâs standing in the door frame. youâre getting flashbacks to the first time you ever met her, and as she walks towards you the smell of her perfume fills your nostrils. just keep it together, be normal.
sheâs standing close and looking at you with such confidence you almost melt at her feet. abby surprises you when she says your name, before letting out a soft; âellieâs friend, right?â
you didnât think she knew your name, but it makes sense. ellie probably mentions you (and dinaâs) name more often than you think, considering that youâre the only people she really hangs out with.
realising youâve taken too long to respond, you just nod quietly. you canât take your eyes of hers, feeling frozen now that you finally get her to yourself. itâs now the embarrassment creeps up on you, because youâre just so fucking awkward. giving yourself a mental slap, you try to muster up the courage to say something, but abby is faster than you.
âis ellie asleep already?â the question makes you a little bit confused, but you guess sheâs curious as to why the house is so quiet and youâre up all alone. squeaking out a âyesâ, your heart leaps when abby takes another step towards you.
she flashes that smirk that makes you weak in the knees, leaning her head to the side and licking her lips before whispering âgood.â
abby anderson is made of sunlight đ
a/n: couldnât stop thinking about christinaâs sun monologue to meredith in greyâs anatomy, so i had to get that in here (sorry not sorry)
i've said this before and i'll say it again, summer is abby's season. not only does it bring out her pretty freckles even more and give her pretty skin a sun-kissed glow, it's the time of the year she can reach her final form.
abby is just the embodiment of summer.
you first realise it the very first time time she smiles at you. when she shows you her pearly whites, and her entire face lights up, you realise it. that abby anderson is the sun.
she has an ability to spread a sense of warmth through you, an ability only she and the sun has. when you pull a smile out of her the way she makes you feel is the same feeling you get when the sun starts showing again after the winter.
think about months of darkness and coldness, there being no difference between night and day- and then think about how it feels when the sun appears again. being blessed by the warm feeling on your face as you let the sun shine on you.
think about how it feels to soak in the summer heat, how it feels to lay down on the grass or sand. when the warm sun allows your entire body to relax in a way that it never has before.
thatâs what abby does to you, thatâs what she does to everything around her. i think youâll tell her one day, and sheâll be speechless. youâre arguing with her, and arguments with abby comes rarely. she spreads too much happiness through your veins for you to ever make you mad.
itâs the way owen treats her that starts it. it angers you, and what makes you even more angry is the way she allows it. itâs as if she believes she deserves it, as if she canât see that sheâs like the sun.
you try to talk sense into her, but itâs not working. instead, she gets angry with you. youâre not met with the beautiful smile youâve grown accustomed to, but instead a scowl. she starts off with defending owen, but then you say that she deserves more. and that you canât believe why she lets someone step over her like that.
she starts pressing you, asking what it is to you. sheâs angry and offended for owen, which only spurs you on more. after that itâs downhill, you open your mouth and canât stop.
âabby, youâre a great soldier and extraordinary friend.â sheâs still mad at you, you see the way her nostrils flare and the way her fists clench.
âdonât let owen eclipse that.â the anger runs off you, and suddenly youâre speaking more quietly. a little bit breathless, and youâre reaching out your hand but suddenly retract it. as if you were about to reach out to her. and you can see that abbyâs calming down as well, the fire in her eyes slowly disappearing.
âheâs very⊠charming. but heâs not the sun. you are.â you leave her speechless and you canât help but swallow. wait for her reaction, for her to say something. instead she only looks down at the floor, and then up.
when you meet her eyes again, the fire is completely gone. instead her eyes are filled with something that makes you feel warm in that way she always make you feel. gone is the angry abby, and here is the sun youâre used to.
abbyâs the embodiment of summer. itâs like someone picked down sun from the sky with their very own hands and placed her here. you keep on staring at her, and the sun beams back at you.
the iconic sister duo have piercings? (please don't judge me but i'm a simp for abby with a tongue piercing and ellie with the eyebrow one)
yes, they do! (also don't worry about being judged for something like that, i mean who wouldn't simp for pierced abby and ellie)
abby actually got her tongue pierced in a heated moment of rebellion, she knows she shouldn't have any oral piercings while playing sports but she just wanted to do something spontaneous for once and not be limited by her extracurricular activities.
her coach wasn't happy, but no matter how much he scolded her for how reckless it was to keep the piercing in or even that she had her tongue pierced in the first place abby can't seem to regret the decision. not only does it symbolise her free will (at least that's what manny said) but the ladies dig it. the ladies dig it real bad.
to no one's surprise, ellie only got her face pierced after she found out abby got her piercing done. joel assumed it was a case of sibling competitiveness, that ellie did it to try to one-up abby. that's the official reason ellie uses as well because she would rather die than admit that she only got it cause abby looked really, really cool with hers. and ellie wanted to be cool just like her sister.
of course, no one can know that though. if it ever gets back to abby ellie is sure she'll never hear the end of it, and she would rather not give abby any more material to tease her about.
abby saying "my sweet baby" đ„°đ„Žđ„ș "my pretty girl" đ„șđ„Žđ©đ„” "my love" đ„°đ„Žđ„șđđđ© "my perfect little angel" đ„”đ©đ„Žđ„Žđ„°đŠđŠ
â minors dni!
she doesnât realise what it does to you at first. key words, at first.
itâs not until sheâs working her fingers into you while muttering praises of; âlook at my pretty girlâ and âthat feel good, my sweet babyâ. abby feels the way you tighten around her digits, and when the whimper you let out reaches her ears she groans.
it makes her move her fingers faster, makes her curl them and slightly widen the two fingers inside of you. the plan was to take it slow tonight, abby wanted to romance you with a home cooked dinner, woo you with some slow and sensual music and then take you to bed and make love to you.
but all that is thrown out the window now. all abby can think about is to make you cum as fast as possible, to get you ready for the strap thatâs laying in a box underneath the bed. it doesnât take long, and abby is grateful for that, her patience was wearing thin already.
she knows youâre getting there, she recognises the way your expression changes and the breathless whispers of her name. when she starts to whisper, youâre done for. coming undone her fingers as her oh so sweet voice spreads throughout the room.
âyeah, you like that? being my pretty girl?â
i need comphet!abby to see me for the first time and then immediately start questioning her sexualityđ€đŒ
a/n: i fucking love comphet!abby, thank you for this anon. also iâm exhausted from my exam and will be making an early night, night night peeps
abby always thought that love was as far away from what the movies painted it out to be that it could possibly be.
that love at first at sight, when everything turned into slow motion and some cheesy music started playing in the background- or even that feeling of always being filled with butterflies.
she never felt that way with owen. no, what she had with owen was nothing like that. nothing like this.
abby had been walking down the hallway of campus, on the way to the gym, when she suddenly bumped into someone. her eyes had been set on her phone, and she hasnât paid attention to where she was going.
in the middle of trying to apologise to whoever she just fucking knocked to the floor, her words had died out on her tongue when she looked up at you.
it had felt like one of those movies, when everything halted down to slow motion and abby swore she had started hearing the soft sounds of a piano playing in the background. when you squeaked out a âsorryâ it was like you shot an arrow through her heart.
god, youâre cute. and beautiful.
she blames it on the fact that youâre just too pretty, sheâs human after all and all humans appreciate beauty. abby wonât realise why she felt that way until much later on, long after sheâs helped you pick up your stuff scattered all over the floor, after she asks for your number since she just wants more friends on campus.
itâs not until youâve sparked up a friendship that it dawns on her, that the movies were right about love. she just hadnât been looking on the right direction.
iâve been doing some thinking about comphet!abby specifically when she first realised that thereâs a small possibility that she likes you more than a friend.
it all started when owen and her fell apart. abby canât bring herself to put the blame on owen for breaking up with her. knowing that ever since she started hanging out with you she hadnât been trying anymore. not really spending that much time with him anymore, and whenever they did hang out she was always kind of in her own world.
when he confronted her, abby couldnât bring herself to even try to save the relationship. she just didnât care. when owen had asked her why, why they never seem to spend any time with each other, abby only muttered a soft âiâm sorry.â
she couldnât tell him what she was really thinking. that her first response to his question had been something so⊠she couldnât tell him her thoughts, she felt rude and dismissive, and abby cared about him too much owen to hurt him more than she had already done.
he has only pinched the bridge of his nose in response before continuing to speak. âthis- this isnât working, abbs. no dates, no i love yous anymore, no sex for god knows how long.â he was surprisingly calm, even though he was visibly frustrated he didnât raise his voice once. it felt odd, this owen who was standing in front of her.
âthis isnât a relationship anymore. maybe itâs time we go back to what we used to be, and what we did best.â abby looks at him, her eyes cold and uncaring. she knows whatâs coming, but canât bring herself to fight for this relationship. instead she feels glad.
âmaybe we should just be friends.â and god, abby doesnât think sheâs ever agreed with him more on anything.
on the way to your apartment, abbyâs replaying the conversation she had with owen. she knows youâre waiting for her with ice cream and some of those sappy movies you love so much, the breakup cure as you called it.
she texted you the moment owen left her home, and you seemed to have taken her text as a need to be comforted. who could blame you though?
that would be normal right, to need comfort after you just got dumped by your boyfriend?
but abby doesnât feel the need to be comforted. all she feels is relief. she doesnât know why, maybe she was relieved that he did it so she wasnât forced to. and maybe she texted you instead of her best friend manny because⊠she doesnât know why she texted you, instead of someone else.
when she makes it up the stairs in your building, she replays owenâs question and her thoughts at the moment one last time. she just canât make sense of it, why she would ever think that after he asked her the question.
âwhy? why donât you ever hang out with me anymore?â
why? why would i when i have her?