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⋆𐙚 SYNOPSIS — ahn yoona and ning yi zhuo were polar opposites from different worlds and statuses, so when ningning begs yoona to help her get with her crush in exchange for doing her math homework, yoona can’t miss out on a good deal.

⋆𐙚 PAIRING — loser!ningning x mean girl!oc

⋆𐙚 GENRE — smau. angst, crack, fluff, non!idol au, college au, loser x popular, slow burn.

⋆𐙚 WARNINGS — suggestive themes, explicit language, kys jokes, homophobia,

⋆𐙚 STATUS — ongoing

⋆𐙚 TAGLIST — open! @bellemxmff @multiliker (ask in comments)

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HEY SORRY FOR DISAPPEARING FOR LIKE A WEEK

I had some family business to deal with, honestly the more ill stay here, the more yall will learn about all of the drama happening😨

Anyways ive been working on the first request I got, it’s almost done! + ive been working on other things that i want to possibly post here

I’ll also probably make a rule/info post about the blog and I wanted to inform yall that I now also write for aespa!! So if you have any requests, don’t hesitate, I can literally write anything (unless when it comes to gore things or male/amab readers sorry)

Hope yall are doing well, please take care of yourselves lovelies <33

About me

Also, before I continue writing, I just wanted to get to know all of you, so hey if you want to chat or become friends, don’t hesitate :D

And here are a few infos about me so we can get to know eachother :))

My first language is french

Im from Canada (Quebec)

Im a lesbian!

I tend to have fixations on things

Im a huge Zelda fan

I wasn’t much into kpop till a few weeks ago

I find it too hard to pick biases😨

But if I had to chose

In Itzy, it’d be Yuna and possibly Chaeryeong

And in Aespa it’d be Giselle and Winter

I’m also aromantic

And questioning my gender🤨

Currently single (honestly not much interested in relationships)

School is starting in 2 weeks help it’s gonna wreck me

Not to brag or anything but im one of those people that are actually good at maths

Probably cuz I had to do grade 10 maths back in grade 7😟

I really like talking with people

I love writing, it’s sort of a coping mechanism

But Im also quite lazy and exhausted

I have like 40 oneshots drafts

I really love hurt/comfort things

And yeah that’s pretty much what there is to know about me heh, feel free to ask any questions :))

I’d really like to know about you guys, yk Im new to the app but often i see blogs talking with like their followers etc and Im pretty much always on my phone with my notifications on so it’d be really nice to talk with you guys!!

Anyways please take care of yourselves and make sure to get some good rest <33

Rules

Helloo so I don’t have much rules but I still do have some boundaries and things I’d like to make clear

Concerning my personal life

For safety reasons, I won’t say my age

I may talk about my personal life but if I do, I’ll prob just change the names etc

Since it’s summer, i have more free time

However I go to a private strict school so it’s possible for me to become less active in my writings (not in answering you guys)

But i’ll still try as much as I can

Concerning the readers

If you are a man, especially a cishet man, please dni, you make me uncomfortable😍

If you’re young, please be careful of what you read, of course there will be warnings but still

If you’re racist, homophobic, transphobic, xenophobic, ableist, misogynistic and just a bigot in general, go away

Concerning my writings

Firstly, it is quite possible that some of my writings may be found on wattpad, most of my drafts are there and Im probably gonna post an itzy + an aespa book there

I only write for Itzy, Aespa and Loona for now

I write fluff obviously

I love angst as well

And Im perfectly fine with explicit content

Just nothing gore or too rough, for that, I wouldn’t write

Im more comfortable writing idol x reader than idol x idol but both are fine!

No explicit content for minors obviously

I usually write longer things (not too long) with a lot of description and Im not used to short reactions as an example so it is possible that it takes me more time to write because I want to post quality content

About requests

Gonna be honest with you, I have no idea how requests work

If you do know how they work, just leave a request anywhere and I’ll do it tbh

They may take time to come out though

Im a perfectionist alright

Please be specific unless you want to be surprised and you want be to chose the ending/context myself

As an example, if you ask for angst, Im more used to do fluffy endings but if it’s not what you want then please let me know

Concerning explicit content, nothing too rough (like pain, blood, torture😟, etc)

I don’t write yandere hcs, they make me quite uncomfortable to be honest

I can write mafia aus, but don’t expect me to write psychopathic or too dark themes (unless it’s hurt/comfort)

I write mostly female/afab readers but if you’d like me to write something about a gender neutral reader, I don’t mind at all :))

Anyways yeah don’t be shy😨☝️

Well that pretty much summons it😍‼️ have a great day/night, love all of you and remember to take care of yourselves or else im coming for you!

Hello lovelies,

Just a quick life update post, I just got my second dose for the covid vaccine and so it’s quite complicated for me to concentrate and write properly however my mind has been pretty active and I have tons of ideas of oneshots + reactions so hopefully the pain goes away soon and I’ll be able to properly write again. My drafts are literally full, I have about like 100, all ideas I’ve thought about in the last 48 hours

I thought I’d also mention that once again my requests are open and I’d be glad to write anything for you :)

And never hesitate to come talk to me, I’d love to discuss with you all and I’m pretty much an affectionate person that loves meeting new people soo !

Also I will probably post it right away but yesterday I actually wrote something not so bad, it’s sort of a preview for an angst oneshot I wanted to write but I had to write down the plot first and well it sort of turned into some kind of teaser ? I guess you could call it that

And most importantly, I didn’t just do one, I did two like those, so hopefully you will appreciate it, I’ll try to write the actual story as fast as possible but I want to write it properly so it may take time !

I hope all of you are doing alright, please take care of yourselves and this is a daily reminder that I love you all <33

Also look at this cutie omg

Ghost memories (Karina x reader) preview

angst <3

MAYBE BUT JUST MAYBE i’ll make a fluffy ending

Depends on what you guys want !

Anyways this is a reminder that isn’t the whole story, this is sort of a teaser, a preview of the oneshot I wanted to write (might do it in 2 separate parts), this is more like the overall plot, hope you enjoy <33

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You didn’t get treated well by her, and look where you are now, you miss her obviously, but you can’t, you can’t just forget everything, and you notice every time she glances at you, but it’s impossible, you find yourself unable to look at her in the eyes without remembering,, her, everything about her, even if you try to deny it, you miss it

And slowly you start forgetting, you grow up while people tell you that life goes on, after all they’re right, there are other fishes in the sea. You can’t live in the past, you can only wish a brighter future,, well that’s what you keep telling yourself

Slowly you don’t remember quite her scent, nor her habits, or even her face properly, she’s not in your life anymore, why would you try so hard to revive memories that are ripped to shreds now

She’s not with you anymore, and you know it

But deep down you still get that ghost feeling

Sometimes you find yourself wondering what she’s up to

You know her image, as much as you want to forget it, will haunt you

But after years, you realize that you have to face reality, the vague thoughts you may have of her are slowly fading away, they’ll always be there obviously, just like spirit would haunt you, simply, they become more and more blurred in your mind

Have you forgotten ?

Who are you now ?

Is it really over ?

And most importantly

What would happen if you met her again ?

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are you comfortable with writing g!p idol?

Hello! Thank you for asking and yes I’m perfectly fine with it, it may be a bit harder for me to write but actually I’d like to get more comfortable writing it so the answer is yes, I’m glad you asked <3

Have a nice day!

Roleplay requests opened !

Itzy - Aespa - Loona

As mentioned in my update of today, i’ve been thinking about doing those for a well and I think they can be actually pretty fun, so let’s try it :)

If you have anything in mind, you can absolutely request it as if you were talking to the idol !

I don’t see that much sapphic content around especially in the kpop community, these are 100% requests based so please don’t hesitate to spam my inbox, I’ll absolutely be grateful, like honestly send me loads of requests and you’ll have my heart, it makes me so happy <3

How does it work ?

- You can ask something in my inbox as if you were talking to one or multiple idols for the groups I write for

- I’ll then answer as if that or these specific people were talking, of course this is for entertainment purposes only and do not take my words as for something the idol would actually say or do

- Those are the type of messages I would tend to answer more quickly than a scenario request but I love both ! These would simply just let me post more and make my account more active and hopefully so, more enjoyable for you !

- If you have any specific ideas in mind or something special you want, you can add it in your request in () or [] at the beginning or anything really I don’t mind, it helps me write to match your ideals properly

Rules

- you can request for an idol alone or multiple idols, both are fine

- I write fluff, angst and smut

- The groups you can request for are Itzy, Aespa and Loona

- My limits are the same as the ones I listed in the pinned post of my account, nothing gore, I do not write for heavy mental illness (since I wouldn’t be experiencing it myself, i judge it wouldn’t be a good idea for me to write it, it would probably just come off as ignorant), do not write extreme or too rough kink, nothing non consensual, nothing surrounding yandere hcs

- I will not play an idol acting in a toxic way, that would make me uncomfortable, these are for fun and are supposed to be healthy

- I am more comfortable writing idols as dominant in most situations, hope you’ll understand !

- For obvious reasons, no nsfw asks for members that are minors

And lastly if this isn’t the kind of content you like, or it simply rubs you the wrong way then remember that I have other works, this isn’t my only writings obviously and it’s completely fine to dislike it ! Please take care and be aware of some triggering content that is constantly being thrown around

Winter - After long days

Basically a hurt/comfort scenario for a friend out there (if you’re reading this, I hope you will but anyways, I love you <3)

boyyy I was planning to make it short and stuff but guess it didn’t turn out like I planned once again😭

I don’t see that much aespa content out there so enjoy😼

Requested : Yes but no at the same time

word count : 5,5k

Warnings : mentions of not eating, anxiety, brief mentions of bad relationships with parents, insecurities

Disclaimer : This story may contain themes that could suggest it is about suicide but it’s not, the reader is simply too exhausted to continue going through the day, there is no clear mentions of un-alivement because this is not what this story is about, hope this makes sense ! 

Let’s get started I guess 

Summary : When she’s away, all days become to resemble each other, same routine, same people you see on your way to university, continuous arguments with your parents and not an ounce of break for your tired mind

That’s when you stop paying attention to what happens, letting days pass by just like a count down, waiting for your time to come if she were to not be there for you when you felt down

All you wanted was for her to message you back, but strangely, it’s like it wasn’t meant to happen, being on tour made her busy, so busy that it seemed to erase your existence

Today has been a long day, a day where you realized you were mistaken about your girlfriend, so much going on your mind you had forgotten futile details that were actually meant to be important

Outside, away from reality, unable to escape image of her haunting your mind, you felt so tired, way too exhausted to even stand there, your body itself started to give up, maybe you were meant to fall just now

If only she was there

A day

“a period of twenty-four hours as a unit of time, reckoned from one midnight to the next, corresponding to a rotation of the earth on its axis”

is its literal definition, 

Common knowledge that is you would say, we use that unit on a daily basis and in basic writing, like what was written down just now, we live through days without really realizing if you think about it for a second

Who goes around and questions themselves about what defines a day ?

Is a day when you finally go to sleep after exhausting yourself for hours ?

Or is a day a work shift being yelled at by clients ?

Or maybe the length of a day depends on how many classes you have ?

When life goes on, no one actually takes the time to lay down and reflect on time that passed until that very moment. Do we notice the world around us when we wake up ? Things we used to once find relevant are now perfectly embedded in our usual routine, so much that we start forgetting about stuff that’s supposed to make us happy. Every day feels like a Monday, waking up to work until time says it’s time to get back to resting, life is dictated by time, it’s something everyone has always agreed on no ?

Yet time seems to be out of place when you’re with her

Days become unique, different, out of the ordinary 

There’s those butterflies in your stomach when your alarm rings in the morning, knowing well you’ll get to see her face

Or if only it were to be that simple

Yes she’s an idol, her coming back home late when you stay at her place is what you’re used to, when her gentle cuddles wake you up near midnight, or when she leaves early and barely has time to make it up to you after her schedule kept her away so long. It does get hard to be unable to hold her hand and keep her close constantly, sometimes you do ask yourself how would it be to date someone that was more available for you. You know well she isn’t doing this out of hatred towards you, in facts, she has no control whatsoever, but the sudden sadness that seems to be rip your heart out of your chest when she’s not around is heart breaking enough to get you to question your life choices 

You wouldn’t trade her for anything in the world though, her and all her beautiful aspects, everything she does make your heart flutter. From her gentle touch to the caring words that come out of her mouth when she’s actually there, the love you share is stronger than the obstacles on your way. Deep down you know that life without her would be like a blank paper, a calendar with nothing written on it, identical days going on and on with nothing to say about them, sleepless nights in need of someone’s affection

Without her, life would be meaningless 

So in a way, maybe it is worth the wait, maybe the cries from when she can’t dry your tears or the fear of her absence when you’re not in her arms are worth all the happiness she brought you through the time you spent together. Because of her, because of the spark she brought to your eyes, because of how she makes your heart beat fasten whenever she passes by, because of the way she looks at you, because of how, even so rarely, she takes you out on dates. Because of all of these things, she gave a meaning to what you’re living, thanks to her, every morning means the start of something new, she broke the boring routine you used to follow to now follow her in a bunch of adventures, never knowing what’s going to happen, days become unique, they become different

She changed your life

And of course you couldn’t be more grateful

Yet these days you feel as if everything you've built together is starting to fall appart, maybe you overthink things too much, maybe the lack of sleep due to your intense studying is starting to drain the only little sense of logic in your brain away, maybe you’re too attached to someone who could probably live her life perfectly as an idol without you around, but then again, without her warmth around, you feel empty

She has been on tour for quite a while now, for about a month actually, a long month without her by your side, if barelly seeing her because of practice wasn’t enough, now you weren’t even sleeping in the same bed at night, there was nothing you wanted more right now than for her to pull you in her arms

The problem when someone you love too deeply is away is that your mind sort of loses it, impossible yet frightening scenarios about a potential break up between the two of you start rotting your miserable student life, and then takes over you. She’s the only one you have in mid, but since she’s away, it only becomes more painful to watch her on stage when she could be next to you, curled up in blankets with that signature smile of hers

Sigh

You know Minjeong has always been a very loving girlfriend, all the little attentions she does for you are enough to draw a smile on your face even if it was drenched in tears just a while before, she’s awesome, beautiful, charming, affectionate and all the typical qualities you would look for in someone but better. Needless to say, she’s the best thing that has ever happened to you

It’s just that these days, little things she does for you are starting to become less frequent, now replaced by stuff that bothers you. She’s probably not doing it on purpose, or hopefully so, however you miss the nights you would spend talking together and imagining the future, planning dates and cuddling together until you fell into dream land. Now, especially since she’s away, she barely texts you or updates you about what's going on, more often than not, her fans know how her life is going before you do, as if she was trying to detach herself from you

You tried to not make it too much of a big deal, telling yourself you were probably too demanding and clingy, explaining why she wanted a break, but you can’t help yourself to miss her, miss her so much that it hurts to see her everytime you open your phone, she could be out there, having “fun” with someone else and you'd learn it weeks later

Days strangely became boring again, since she’s not around, and you’re barely able to reach her, scared to be left on seen or get a cold response, you’d rather avoid your phone, meaning that a new routine took place again. Waking up on the cold mattress with no one to warm you up, taking a light breakfast and heading to university, attending classes, not talking to much people, avoiding calls from your family and trying to make it at the end of the day before falling asleep on that same bed and the cycle starts over

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“Is that what I felt when we weren’t together ?” you asked yourself countless times, remembering the old weeks you used to spend alone, crying in the house of your parents and tired of feeling on the edge, not knowing when the downfall of your character will be

When days all repeat themselves, little details that may not seem bothersome can quickly become bigger problems, after all, if you have nothing else to pay attention to, your mind will automatically turn to negative thoughts, weather that make sense or not, and you have no real control over them. Because what’s the point of exhaustion yourself to be happy if you have no real reasons to be

Since she’s gone

Well of course, technically speaking, she isn’t

But her not being available is enough to affect you badly

When you wake up only to look at yourself in the mirror, disappointed of what you've become, depending on someone who won over your heart yet seems to have forgotten about it, comments from people around you that constantly question you about your love life which you never know what to answer

“I’m in love with someone who I’m in a committed relationship with but we barely talk and it’s weird to say I feel like she would look better with someone else but anyways moving on” kind of stuff you think out loud and mumble under your breath

Today could’ve been another regular day, exactly like yesterday, the day before and the whole last month actually, you probably would’ve liked that better if you had to be honest

But no, that wouldn’t be funny right ?

Today seemed like a disaster. No, no one died tragically and there wasn’t a tornado to take you or your family away, it was just a series of little things, individually inoffensive but in the end, enough to make you stumble over your own feet by how drained you are feeling

And again

No news of “winter”, the idol everyone seems to love

Of course you do too, but not in the same way as everyone sees her

“It’s nice and stuff to be pretty and have awesome vocal skills

Would be nice if she checked on her lover as well huh” you thought

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This morning you woke up wincing in pain, groaning while holding your stomach and running to the nearest bathroom before staying there for a good 15 minutes, scared something would run out of your mouth, stuff you wouldn’t want to be stuck to clean afterwards

The cause of this ? You weren’t sure, but the way you were struggling to catch your breath and by the sweat on your forehead, you knew this was nothing positive

All of that woke your parents, it was around six in the morning, they were pretty unhappy of the noise you made, scolding you and telling you to be more responsible when it came to your health

“well good morning to you too I guess” you restrained yourself from saying

Since she was gone, you weren’t at her apartment alone and instead, lived with them with whom well, let’s say you didn’t have the best relationship

You went back to bed yet your eyes remained opened, unable to close them, you gave up on falling asleep for today, too bad if you were to doze off in class, at least it would be better than listening to the poor explanations of a teacher that didn’t want to be there 

In the corner of your eyes, you saw a light, it was your phone who opened by itself, apparently you had had a notification whatsoever. You first thought it was the bank or maybe your little sister wanting to tell you something random but no, it was from someone you knew not so well yet felt comfortable around

“Jimin.. why would she text me so early” You thought at the sight of your girlfriend’s best friend and leader, known as the charismatic and powerful Karina on stage and a pretty protective person considering the three girls she had to take care of, plus you, someone she had a lot of affection for 

Jimin :)

Hey y/n I was wondering how you are ?

Minjeong barely gave us news about you 

She seems concerned

Everything good out there ?

Were the notifications you saw

You didn’t feel like unlocking your phone and seeing her messages, it’s not that you didn’t want to talk, but you didn’t feel like opening your heart to someone that was close to who made you so vulnerable lately

As foolish as it was, you chose to ignore it, sitting at your desk instead and studying to avoid thinking of whatever your girlfriend had been telling, or not, to her friends

Time passed and you felt yourself getting awoken by your mother’s shouts, your head laying down on a science manual you swore you were reading a second before, the clock on the wall in front of you showed the time, almost eight, the time you usually go in the bus that takes you to university 

Quickly, while answering your mom so she would stop screaming, you picked up your stuff and ran out of the house on an empty stomach, scared to make yourself sick again, something you’d rather avoid in public. You would’ve want to stay home however you lacked the courage to fight with the authority figure above your head to let you sleep in

Making it on time, you climbed on your bus seat and sat there, your phone in your hands, headphones plugged in your ear, you were ready for the ride till class

As you closed your eyes, your breath in synch with the peaceful melody you were listening to, it finally came to an end, playing the next song in your playlist, a song that strangely, always brought your tears, maybe because of how lonely you had been feeling lately

Forever - By aespa

A cover they had made during the winter, you know, enough to warm My’s hearts, a cute mv and of course incredible vocals from them

Winter ?

Yeah Winter, The Winter, The Kim Minjeong, the one you fell for

Her voice was so calming, touching you directly in your heart, yet it was terrible for you, almost torture to hear again and again the words of love that came out of her mouth when she wasn’t even bothered by your state while she was on tour

You felt tired

And sick

But not the kind of sick that you go to the doctor for, that would probably just end up with laughs and fingers pointed at you

Here we’re talking about the kind of sickness that follows you for a long time, something you don’t necessarily pay attention to until it hits you harder than it should, something that not everyone suffers from, often coming from past experiences that turned out terrible, now resulting in a fear of being abandoned and unable to stay away from the only kind of love you’ve ever received

Yeah maybe dating an idol wasn’t the smartest decision

Just like that stupid rule says “never fall in love with idols”, you should’ve followed that instead of listening to your damn heart for the charming Minjeong who had confessed to you at that time, never you would’ve imagined yourself being so anxious by her absence that you were to throw up 

You sighed deeply before looking outside, wondering what your girlfriend is up to, if she was even thinking of you, did you ever cross her mind once in a while or was she too busy that she forgot she was the one who fell for you first ?

You missed her so much

You finally arrived at school, ready to attend your first class with your eyes barely opened and a fragile state of mind, you had no choice but to pay attention to the teacher’s words as much as you wanted to fall back asleep, considering the fact that exams were to come soon and if you didn’t want to be seen as a failure, you had to work hard, despite your poor health at the remaining time

The day could’ve went by normally, your first class was fine, tiring of course but easy enough for you to follow. Then came the break before your second class, where you tripped in the stairs, if the embarrassment wasn’t enough, the bruise on your knees was there to assure this day to be exhausting. During your second class everything went normally, not much interactions needed with others and lunch already came

You weren’t sure about eating because of your still sick stomach, you bought yourself food but the pain you felt made you forget about your poor lunch which you just left there, meaning you had to attend your next classes without any food in your body, since food wasn’t allowed in the classrooms

You had only one class left by now, the others had been going well, nothing could make this day shittier right ? Your bruised legs, that sensation that you could faint anytime soon and the tears you were holding due to the absence of your dear girlfriend, all of this was enough right ? Plus combined by the nice morning conversation you had with your parents who seemed to be pissed at you for no other reason that you weren’t doing well

Somehow, your day ended up being worst than you could imagine, when the teacher announced he would give back the exams you had done a while ago, you felt a jolt of adrenaline make your heart beat, anticipating the worst and thoughts flying across your mind due to the growing anxiety inside your chest. You were known as a good student, you weren’t particularly impressive in anything else but academically speaking you were recognized finally

Meaning that any little mistake done by you had 10 times more impact than on someone with average grades, you felt scared to disappoint, you were already done with feeling under pressure today, you didn’t need anything else

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Not even passed the test

You could’ve went to the teacher and negotiate a better mark, or you could’ve blamed it on the context surrounding the day you had done this, hearing others screaming in joy while you were sitting there, tears barely rolling down your cheeks as you tried your best to hold your emotions in

You knew you had failed

Failed on so many levels

That day was about three weeks ago, another day similar to this one, a day where you felt lonely, a day where she wasn’t there, a day where you were feeling like giving up, a day that yes was different from the usual routine you kept complaining about but oh how you wished it would’ve stayed a boring day like the others

You weren’t able to concentrate at all, despite all your efforts

And now were the results

It wasn’t going to affect your year much, not even your average grades, yet the disappointed look in your teacher’s eyes and the thought of that same exact look in your parents’s gaze was enough to make you tremble

If only she was there

Oh right

Who knows if she would even pay attention to it

Between laughs filling the classroom, tear blurring your view, you saw a notification from another familiar person, then another, and another from someone else you knew

Aeri :0

Hey Y/n are you alright ??

It's been a long time since we've talked !

We all miss you a lot <3

Give us news soon !

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“What.. ?”

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Another one..

Ning :D

Y/nnnnn !!

Where did you go ???

Minjeong misses you so much she's all pouty lmfao

You should answer her messages !

We’re all worried :(

Hope you’re doing good !!

Talk to us Y/n

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“Since when ??”

...

“Huh.. ? But she didn’t send me anything in the last few days.. if it’s not for a picture of the four of them standing with an award”

You look back at your phone and your conversation with your girlfriend

You gasp in surprise when you receive a bunch of texts at the same time, maybe a hundred or two..

And realize all your messages were not sending huh ?

“What the hell ??” you mumbled

That’s when something hit you, a conversation from not so long ago with your parents that you had completely forgotten, they had said a bunch of stuff but the one that just flashed in your mind is that they had mentioned cutting off the wifi because some work was being done in your shared house. They wanted to paint the walls with new colours and had to change some of the parts of the electricity system, meaning that to avoid a short circuit, they might had to turn it off for a while

That so explains the sudden change in Minjeong’s behaviour, why she went from texting you loads of messages everyday to nothing, as if she had forgotten about you, her messages were just not reaching your phone and yours weren’t reaching hers all because of that dumb stuff 

“but what about my cellular data plan.. ?” 

True, you had been able to text her from time to time and check news thanks to that, something you paid a lot for every month. However, there was a problem with it too, the company you were paying for your contract had been having business problems lately, meaning that your cellular data was going to be unstable until they would fix it properly

*ding*

a notification from the company

operator *********

Hello dear client, the problem has finally been fixed, thank you for being patient and accepting to continue your plan with xxxx .cie, sorry again for the bother, have a nice day.

You felt even more ashamed, thinking your girlfriend was leaving you when it was all your fault, you felt extremely ungrateful, and disgusting, you didn’t know what to say, or do

You felt exhausted, all of this combined plus the thought of your own lover being sad because of what you caused when in your head, you were blaming her, you felt tears running down your cheeks as you go out of the classroom, classes were finally over

It’s like today couldn’t even get worst, and strangely, you blamed all of it on yourself

You spent the bus ride reading all the kind stuff she had sent, not knowing how to answer

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Love <3

Hey babyyyy !! 

I finally arrived at the hotel :)

there’s a big fluffy bed, wish you were there ;)

hehe I’m kidding

or maybe not

don’t mind meeee you just look cute under me🙄

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or

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Love <3 

Hey angel ?

Are you okay baby☹️ ?

I miss you so much :((

Life is boring when you’re not in my arms😩

...

or

...

Love <3

Baby look !!

I found a plushie that made me think of you oml :0

I bought it so I can imagine falling asleep with you next to me :))

Have a nice day cutie <3333

...

or even

...

Love <3

Hey love, I hope your studies are going well

I know you have a lot of work right now

I keep thinking about you

Please take care :(((

...

or lastly 

...

Love <3

Y/n ?

Y/n baby ?

I’m seriously getting worried..

Are you okay angel ?

I miss you so much

Please answer me

You know life without you is impossible

I need to see you soon

I promise I’ll be there

...

“I.. how could I fuck up this much..”

And these are just a few examples of what she had sent in the last few weeks you spent worrying

“what.. what did I do to deserve this..”

She was right there all along

What was going on

You felt so worried for her now

What if she had not been doing well since you weren’t answering

It made you feel even sicker 

“Well shit”

The bus ride went by while you weren’t even sure you could think properly, how were you going to deal with this situation ? You felt yourself getting overwhelmed once again, your stomach burning from nervousness, not butterflies but more like the feeling of being stabbed down there, making your breath hitch. You were tired enough today, barely able to keep your eyes open, and now you had to deal with this, something you believed you were the hurt one 

As you walked in your house, you knew you wouldn’t be able to handle talking to someone at that time, so you just notified your parents that you would go out for a walk, wanting to clear your mind. You ran outside as fast as possible, choosing to ignore whatever complaints they had to say about you, it was useless to try to listen to them as of right now

While walking, you started to feel weak, the combination of the guilt you had built up with basically no energy left in your body due to not sleeping much adding to the fact you didn’t even eat today, you didn’t even know where you were going or if you could make it home

You didn’t just feel lost

You were lost

You took out your phone and began to type an apology to Minjeong, wanting to make it up to her as much as you could, you were even expecting her to break up with you on the spot, you knew you had messed up. It wasn’t really your fault but you felt as if it was, if no one would take the blame, you knew you would have to take it yourself

You were already imagining yourself alone again, far away from her touch, and all of this because you had forgotten about something so futile at that moment yet that had such a great impact on your current state

Your bruised knees were hurting

Your poor head started to ache even worst than your heart

You stood there in the middle of an empty park, not knowing what was the right thing to do, it wasn’t even sadness or disappointment, it was worst, it felt as if you had failed your only purpose in life, you couldn’t even pass something so easy at school and now you had not been taking care of your lover

Because after all, when days become boring, you know you can’t help but pick on every little bad thing that happens, they all seem to kick you down, closer to the edge of a void you weren’t sure you could get yourself out of

Were you being dramatic ? Obviously looking at that from an outside point of view makes it easy for people to judge and make fun of your state, swollen eyes from the tears that watered your cheeks, and the conviction that you were destined to not be happy for the rest of your life

All of this because of little details

Another long day you thought this would be

But this time, nothing assured you you could get through it

Do you deserve to do so ?

Your vision started to become blurry, you felt your legs give up as you started to fall, time seemed to have stopped, as if the universe was trying to make this moment worst, you knew you had poor chances of waking up if your head was to hit the ground, however you had nothing to grip yourself to

...

Maybe it really was the end

Another long day that ended with your eyes closed

Unsure about tomorrow

However this time your head didn’t hit your pillow

It was to hit the cold sidewalk your feet were on

Today was enough

Or it was enough for today

Needless to say

It was time to say goodbye

Apologies for your foolishness were the last words you pronounced

Barely audible

“M-minjeong, I’m sorry, I don’t know what happened, but I love you..”

...

That’s when something held you, arms wrapped around your waist, a familiar scent being brought to your nose and lips you knew too well pressed against yours, you barely had time to recognize her that you were pulled in for a long and warm kiss, sending shivers down your spine as one of her hands massaged yours

If you were feeling cold just before, you definitely weren't anymore, her gentle touch bringing you the comfort you had been craving and the sensation of her tongue moving in synch with yours was greater than what you were dreaming of

You both stayed like this for a moment, no words needed to express your love for one another, as if that whole month had never happened, a new beginning together, she wasn’t willing to let you go if it wasn’t for the need to breathe

Pulling away, she brought you closer once again but for a hug this time while tears rolled down your cheeks, she was there, finally there, not just on the internet or pictures you had saved on your phone, she was actually there and ready to stay for a long time

You began to apologize to her, stumbling over your own words as the exhaustion from today hit you, you tried your best to explain while apologizing to her and telling her you didn’t deserve any of this which she only answered by shutting you up once again, bringing her lips close to yours and leaning in for yet another passionate kiss

In silence, she brought you to her place afterwards, holding your hand and using her phone to notify your parents you would stay with her for the night, assuring them she would take very good care of you, the last thing she wanted was for you to worry or feel down, especially since she was around, she wanted to do everything she could to cheer up that poor soul of yours

When home, she made you lay down in her bed as she brought a blanket over you before joining you under it, putting your head on her chest as you felt sorry to drench her clothes in tears. She kissed your forehead and told you it didn’t matter, that no matter what, she wanted to make you feel safe

and she did

“I-I’m so sorry.. Minjeong” embarrassed by your own stutter due to nervousness of being around her again

“Love, don’t be, I promise it’s okay, I’m with you now, I’ve got you, do you mind telling me what’s been bothering you lately ? Remember I’m here for you angel” She answered, her voice calm enough to make your sobs decrease

She listened to you ramble about how you had been feeling lately, often you found yourself being interrupted by her peppering kisses all over your face, telling you she couldn’t help it. While you continued your talking, she felt her heart shatter in pieces, she felt devastated to know you had been feeling so unwell and that you had been unable to join her

“I just feel.. so disappointed in myself.. and I feel unloved sometimes.. like by everyone.. gosh I’m so sorry”

“Angel, I’m glad you trust me about that kind of stuff but you know it’s not true, I love you so much with my whole heart, you deserve the whole universe. I promise I’ll stay with you until you feel better, I don’t want to ever let you go again, I’m so proud of you for getting through those days alone, you’re awesome baby. I’m the one who should be sorry..”

“No ! I’m the one who’s sorry.. I don’t deserve you at all Minjeong I love you so much what the hell” You almost shouted, your arms reaching her neck to pull her closer, never wanting to go away even for a split second

You both kept apologizing until you agreed that it would be better to let that go and focus on what was ahead of you. Eyes locked with each other, you weren’t able to look away from her pretty face while she tried to resist the temptation to pull you into another kiss, not wanting to exhaust you more

However you beat her to it, bringing your lips to hers this time instead, giggling at how adorable you were, she gladly gave in, happy to see you seemed to be a bit better by now, your face already lighting up just by her tender presence

The evening went by, cuddling with each other, warmth embracing your now safe self. You finally felt at ease, in the span of a few hours she had made you feel complete again, reminding you of when you first fell for her, you didn’t even know how to thank her

She even insisted on feeding you sweets before letting you drift to sleep in the comfort of her arms, satisfied that you were both finally reunited 

“Y/n baby.. you know I love you so much right” she would say with a giggle while watching your cute expressions, struggling to stay awake, scared she would leave again

“I love you so much Minjeong.. please don’t ever leave me, I’ll do anything..” you would whisper, somewhat still a bit scared to wake up without her next to you

“Love, it won’t ever happen again, next time I’ll bring you with me ! Or at least we'll make sure your wifi works well that time” She would answer, her gaze full of love over you

...

Because after all, she was the reason that, even after regular long and boring days, you kept a spark in your eyes

The end <3

Woowooo this turned a bit deeper than I expected but I hope it was enjoyable, please take care and stay safe, love you all <3

Main masterlist :)

Started : 11/07/2021

I’ve been asked a few times if I had a masterlist and I said I was working on it but finally, here it is !

Here you can find all my works combined ! Hope you enjoy <3 

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Itzy masterlist <3

Aespa masterlist <3

Loona masterlist <3

:))

About this account <3

Start of the account : 08/01/2021

Last updated : 22/02/2023

Disclaimer : This author no longer writes on here (a few exceptions may be made) + rarely active ! But still loves you all <3

Main masterlist 

Who I used to write for 

Itzy

Aespa

Loona

Lesserafim

Potentially other girl groups !! It’ll depend on who it is :)

No love interest mentioned -> you can absolutely request those ! Where the love interest is only referred to with pronouns and terms, but no actual name !! I absolutely love those :>

What to know !!!

Mainly a fluff writer !

Requests are closed :( !

you can always come in my inbox to talk <3

My direct messages are open to all of you^^

I might write from time to time, but it is not very likely

Intro !! &lt;3

Hii, so this is an official introduction to me and my account, I’ve been there for about a year and a half and I have been wanting to update this for a while so here am I^^

I am someone who has been writing as a hobby for quite a few years ! I tend to imagine stories easily and I love being able to share my works somewhere !! I have been into kpop for a while, and adding a specific character to a scenario (in this case, a gg idol) adds colour to it in my opinion, and it lets me bring more sapphic content to this lovely app :)

Remember to take care and embrace yourself <3

Aespa masterlist

Last updated : 11/07/2021

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Individual scenarios :

Karina

Ghost memories (preview)

-> angst + hurt/comfort

Giselle

Winter

After long days -> hurt/comfort + fluff

Ningning

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Poly scenarios :

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General reactions/hcs :

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Role-play asks :

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Last updated : 11/08/2021

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As my requests are pretty much always open and have been for a very long while, I’ve accumulated a whole bunch of them, so here is a post to let you know what I’m working on, hopefully this can clear some stuff up !

Of course if your request isn’t there yet, it’s not that I'm not planning to do it, it simply means I didn’t get the chance to properly put my full attention over it :)

Currently obsessed over this pic of Choerry

Upcoming works this week

This is like a huge challenge for me, I really wish I can post all of these oml because these are works I really like honestly so you know, it’d be awesome if I had the time to put them all out :)

-> Halloween special (Loona ot12 - Vampire Au)

Ideas are written down, need better structure and wording

-> Chaeryeong smut (smut prompt 81 and 100) Requested 

Ideas are written down, half written properly by now

-> Loona - How to say I love you (200 followers special !)

Ideas are on their way

Works coming up soon 

Yes I'm aware some of these are late but yk I’m a busy businesswoman so bare with me pls

-> Heejin birthday scenario (angst and fluff shi)

Ideas are clear in my mind, some of them written down

-> Chuu birthday scenario (princess Au)

Ideas are written down, need more developping

-> Yves smut (smut prompt 1 and 2) Requested

Ideas are written down, might be a bit short, mix of a drabble and a oneshot bc I’m built different 

-> Loona - being needy (part 2)

 ideas are written down, need to be structured 

And that’s without counting like, the 200 drafts I have saved lolol, but anyways I hope this helped ! Obviously, I have other works waiting, but these are the main ones I think that are needed to be known hehe. And of course, I'll always be ready to answer role-play requests as quick as possible <3

which member from the groups you write for would call their s/o their ‘silly little bunny’?

THATS SO CUTE WHAT <33

I love requests like that, please send me more ong !!

Who would most likely call you their silly little bunny

Itzy

RYUJIN

this girl absolutely loves teasing you and messing around with you, so yes, it includes little nicknames that may sound a bit ridiculous, but are in fact very sweet. You mean the world to Ryujin, and she wants to protect you from any sort of harm in the world, as if you were a little helpless bunny. She insists a lot on the “my” part, as she can be pretty possessive, she likes reminding you, and herself, that you are hers

YUNA !!

This girl is a giant goofball, and such a sunshine ! She loves coming up with nicknames for you, especially affectionate ones like that !! She thinks you’re the cutest, so of course she’d compare you to a little animal such as a bunny ! She’d probably call you it whenever she’d be holding you in her arms, she likes the feeling of having her love close to her, and giving them pet names is her favourite pastime <3

As for Lia, Yeji and Chaeryeoung, their nicknames would probably be bunny or little bunny alone, and wouldn’t sound as teasing as what the other members would call you !!

Aespa

NINGNING

In my opinion, she would absolutely love calling you that !! She loves comparing you to all sorts of things, and in her head, you look exactly like a bunny ! Cute, wanting to held it, adorable, making her heart melt, the list could go on !! She would definitely call you it in public and wouldn’t realize it sounds a bit embarrassing, she’s such a sweetheart, she just wants to display all of her love for you <3

AERI

Then secondly, I think she would like calling you it !! Your relationship with her is incredible because not only you are lovers, but you are also best friends. That includes a lot of teasing between the two of you, and it’s a habit of yours to find each other nicknames, she’d probably love that one so much that she wouldn’t stop calling you it !!

As for Jimin and Minjeong, they’d probably stick to more traditional names such as baby, darling or my love, but they wouldn’t mind finding unique nicknames like that, it’d just be less likely to happen !!

Loona

HEEJIN

Most definitely she would, as it is the animal associated to her in her group, she has a strong attachment to it, and she tends to associate it with you !! She shares a love for her group as strong as the love she has for you, so she would love to call you her bunny !! Plus, she’s such a tease, so adding the silly little part would definitely be something she’d do, just to get you to blush and to annoy you a little !!

CHUU !!

We all know how much of a sweetheart chuu is, she gets all sorts of nicknames for you !! Anything you do is adorable in her eyes, so anything else that is cute, will automatically be associated with you !! She’d often say “everything that’s little is cute !!” if you complained about the nickname, she just loves showing you affection and her adoration for you !!

OUR SWEET LOVE YERIM !!

She is so so so pure, she could look at you in the eyes and you’d instantly melt ! She sees all the little details about you that people don’t seem to notice, and she pays attention to your reactions a lot ! She calls you silly due to how shy you get when she teases you, she calls you little to emphasize your cuteness, and she calls you her bunny because she thinks it represents well the happiness you bring her :)

As for the other members, they are all relatively teases !! So they would probably tend to call you it too, but these 3 members would never keep that nickname out of their mouths that’s for sure !!

Hope you enjoyed <3 !!

Who would most likely randomly kiss your cheek !!

Itzy

CHAERYEOUNG

She can be quite a shy person, she loves loves LOVES the thought of giving you affection, but sometimes, it takes her all of her courage just to look at you in the eyes without blushing !! So sometimes, while you were not paying attention, she would just feel a rush of love for you and would come closer to you and kiss your cheek ! She would most likely look away or pretend she didn't do anything right after it, because this cuties loves you so so much and gets all blushy, and she would also try to resist the urge to kiss you again and again and again and forever <33

YUNA

Silly little sunshine who loves spontaneously making you blush, seeing you shy after she's done teasing you or showing you affection just makes her want to do it again once more, and that, until you get annoyed ! So she would most definitely do that to you to surprise you, and because she can hardly look at you without taking you in her arms and kissing you because of how adorable you are to her ! Being with Yuna equals being met with the sweetest love in the world, and showed at random times, which makes you fall for her even harder than before

YEJI

Yeji can sometimes be more quiet when she's tired, or when she's preoccupied, she loves sharing long kisses with you, and having you in her arms for a long while !! But whenever she's been busy and she sees you doing something and not noticing her presence, she comes to you and kisses your cheek, just to remind you of how much she loves you ! She could do that all day really, she just loves showing you affection in unexpected ways :D

Aespa

JIMIN

Jimin is more quiet when it comes to affection, she doesn't always explicitly show it, most of the time, she'll have an arm around you and will make sure you stay close to her, kissing you from time to time. Though there's times where she likes to just admire you in silence, looking after what's most precious in her eyes, and during those times, she often feels a rush of adrenaline from how cute you are, and randomly kisses your cheek because she can no longer resist !! Jimin is not always the most affectionate, but she does love showing it to you at unexpected times, she doesn't always think before doing it, she just does it because of how much she's in love with you

NINGNING

Little goofball, if she could be kissing you all day, trust me, she would !! She loves being close to you, wether that's you laying down on her, you guys cuddling together, holding your hand and of course, kissing you !! She absolutely adores coming up to you and kissing you to get your attention, or just to see your cute little reactions, she would definitely be the type of person to call your name so you'd turn around and she'd have the perfect opportunity to kiss your cheek and have you smile because of her

Loona

CHUU

She LOVES showing you affection, she's so clingy you'd think you're going out with a puppy sometimes !! She'll always insist on being close to you, and she will find any sorts of excuses and occasions to kiss you, especially your cheeks !! She loves them because she thinks they're so soft, and she can admire your pretty smile as she kisses them, which is why she does so very often, and that, at random times !! Wether that'd be to cheer you up, to tease you, or just because she felt like it, she'll always find a moment to do it to you

JINSOUL

THIS GIRL IS SUCH A TEASE ?? Literally she loves giving you affection for the sole purpose to see you shy (well of course to make you feel loved too !!) BUT GOD DAMN !! She will always go out of her way to surprise you with her love, and to make you feel happy (and blushy) as often as she can :) So that of course includes, kissing your cheek, something she does very VERY often, like anywhere you guys go together, she just goes like *smooch*

HYUNJIN

Little meow meow sometimes struggles expressing her strong feelings towards you, she might have trouble saying just how much she loves you, so she tries to show it the best she can despite being bad at words, and sometimes, awkward in her actions !! What happens the most often is walking with her, your hand in hers, when you suddenly catch her looking at you, and that's when she kisses your cheek, before looking away and pretending she hasn't done anything

CHOERRY

The most loveable lover on earth, she will always shower you with affection, there's nothing in the world that can make her happier than seeing you smile when she's showing you all the affection she has for you !! One of her favorite things is kissing your cheeks, because she feels all the occasions are good for it, you're busy and she misses you ? Time to kiss cheek !! She just came back from practice and you're falling asleep ? Cheek kiss it is !! You ask her for affection ? CHEEK KISS ALL THE WAYYY :D !! She loves surprising you with all kind of affection, it makes her feel closer to you, and your reactions are always the cutest ever <3

THE END <333

I hope you enjoyed :) I barely had time to write today, so have this lovelies <33 AND THANK YOU TO THE PERSON WHO REQUESTED THIS !! I love requests like this, I want more :D

Aespa - when their s/o runs off after kissing them

Yoo Jimin

Was absolutely not expecting it, Jimin tends to be very busy, and she concentrates a lot whenever she is doing work. So when you came behind her, called out for her name and pecked her lips before running off, it took her a few seconds to process what had just happened

A smile drawn on her face, she giggled at your action, she thought it was just so adorable of you to come to her and kiss her that way, especially when she was not expecting it !! She's usually not the most affectionate in the relationship, but oh god she appreciates all of those little gestures of yours, and what you had just done filled her heart with love, she couldn't be more happy :)

She looked back at her work and decided this was a time for a break, she knew she wouldn't be able to concentrate again, all of her attention was on you now. If that's what you wanted, well lucky you !! Jimin found herself a bit flustered even, cheeks turning pinkish and feeling a little shy, it was impossible to resist the urge to reach you and kiss you, but for real this time !!

She stood up and went chasing after you, finding you curled up in bed, she joined you there and took you in her arms. As she looked at you, she said "you're just so cute aren't you ?", right before putting her lips on yours, giving you a million butterflies

You had no idea your sweet little gesture would lead to a sweet cuddle night with Jimin, but you'd never complain, that's for sure !! You two spent the night cuddled up against each other, and spending most of the time kissing the other's forehead, cheeks, lips, hands, and so it goes on :)

Aeri Uchinaga

You two were on a cute little date at the mall, she was holding your hand to keep you close to her, and it was such an enjoyable moment ! Though came a time when you couldn't stop staring at her lips, for some reasons, you felt the urge to press yours on hers, yet you were way too shy for that. You were easily embarrassed, and aeri could be such a tease

Then came an idea in your mind, you stopped walking for a second, asking your sweet girlfriend to look at you, pretexting she had some frosting left on her right cheek from the cake you two had shared earlier. She looked at you, waiting for you to take it off, meanwhile, you leaned in, and quickly, you kissed her

It barely lasted a few seconds, before you ran off in the mall, leaving your lover surprised, and a little flushed !! She was even a little mad, wanting you to be here to she could kiss you for real this time, of course, it was all playful, but she wanted to find you as soon as possible !!

While walking around, she made it seem like she was not absolutely about to explode on the inside, her heart beating fast, her breath, a little steady, and her hands fidgeting with the bag of clothes she had bought for you earlier. You most definitely had an effect on her, and she wanted to make you pay back for it !!

She found you next to a coffee shop, near to where you had left her, you giggled as you saw her, clearly proud of yourself. She opened her arms for a hug as she said "baby !! you're such a tease, y'know that ?", to which you smiled. She took that as the chance to kiss you, her hands around your waist, she leaned in and connected your lips to hers, making you staying like that for a while

The rest of the date was filled with little moments of tease, it was a lovely and unforgettable afternoon, you just wish you hadn't been so shy, so you could've gotten to see the reaction of your beloved aeri !!

Kim Minjeong

Very cat like personality, Minjeong loves to pretend she hates affection when in reality, she falls for you even more every time there's a slight contact between the two of you. She's just way too proud to ever admit it

She was coming back home from practice, she wanted to call you and ask you to come over to her place later that evening. Though, she couldn't have known that when opening the door, she'd be met with screams of excitement from you who had decided to surprise her !!

Still shocked to see you there when she wasn't expecting it, you took that very moment as an opportunity to peck her lips before running off upstairs, a very audible giggle coming out of your mouth. She felt as if suddenly, all the weight on her shoulders had fled off, she felt much more lighter than before

Though she was way too shy to come upstairs at the moment, cheeks flushed, eyes wide opened and hands slightly shaking from how much she had liked what you had done, she was still in shock, and absolutely refused to let you win with your teasing !!

After a few minutes of waiting for you to come back downstairs, she could no longer resist the urge to climb off the stairs and join you, despite how she was still shy !!

As soon as she saw you sitting on her bed upstairs, she lightly pushed you down on it, saying "So you like making me shy huh ? Pfft as if it even worked... hm anyways, it's my turn to make you flustered now !!" and with that, not even letting you reply, she kissed that pretty face of yours. Proudly staring at your face which was getting warm, she laid down with you and you both stayed there for a moment, still replaying the moment you had first kissed her in her head

Ningning

You had come to practice today, since you had a free day, and you'd never want to miss an opportunity to see your lovely girlfriend !! You watched her for hours as she was dancing gracefully and laughing with her members, admiring her from afar, and feeling like the luckiest lover on earth

Though you were getting a little bored, you wanted to have her close for a split second, so in your mind came a plan, you just had to wait for her to ask you for a drink, and it would all start from there >:)

That moment came faster than you thought, she invited you to come closer, as she was complaining about her water bottle being empty. Being the great significant other you are, you promised to get her something right away. Just as you were about to leave her side, you turned around and kissed her face, before running off the room, leaving her shocked

Her mouth forming a O, she stood still for a few seconds, processing your gesture. She could feel herself getting red, as she was a huge sucker for your affection, and since she was most definitely not expecting it, she had to replay the scene in her head a few times before realizing what had exactly happened

Her members laughing at her helpless reaction, Ning was impatiently waiting for your return. She seemed so excited, jumping a little on where she was standing, a smile across her flushed face, she had one goal in mind: pull you closer to her to get a real kiss out of you

When you came back, she did not hesitate a second and took you in her arms before planting a soft kiss on your lips, still shy from the previous one, she was trying as hard as she could to appear confident. Giggling whenever you'd pull away to breathe, she'd pull you back in, clearly never getting enough of your touch. Most definitely struggled dancing without looking at you the whole time afterwards, and adding on to that, the comments from her older members had her even more flustered than she already was !!

The end <33 I hope you all enjoyed it !! It was such a cute request, I love doing those :D I hope you all had an awesome day, please remember to take care lovelies <3

Surprises <3

With Aespa's Karina

wordcount : about 0,8k

Warnings : none :))

Leaving the house empty handed, you reached your car with in mind a plan: you were going to head to the closest craft store. That was of course, with a reason, with the Holidays approaching, you wanted to surprise your lovely girlfriend, who had been nothing but good towards you all throughout the year. Jimin was such a lovely person, you were so grateful to have her in your life, and god, you could never get enough of telling her how much you loved her, because she deserved all of the kindness you could ever offer her

Driving in the shop’s direction, you were confident about your gift idea for your love. You did need to be subtle though, it was a surprise after all! And you would hate to see your own preparations being ruined by you being too careless and letting her see what you were up to

Reaching your destination, you went inside quickly, wanting to find what you needed as fast as possible. Picking up things left and right, you smiled at the thought of Jimin opening her gift. You were preparing her a giant card, made out of cardboard and containing loads of small ornaments, stuffies, candies and more ! As well as the loveliest words you didn’t have the courage to say out loud

Paying for your purchases, you wished the cashier to have a great day and headed back outside. Arriving to you and Jimin’s shared home a while later, you got yourself a snack and began working on what you were intending to do. You didn’t know at what time Jimin would get home, but since she had told you earlier this morning that she would be busy for most of the day, you didn’t think much of it. You expected her to have extra hours to do at work, since that was something that happened more often than you wished for

Both you and your girlfriend were such hardworkers, and of course, she was a daily source of inspiration. She impressed you with her every action, and it was the same for you, the love you shared with each other was unique, it was such a deep and strong connection, you could confidently admit that you had never loved someone the way you loved Jimin

Getting out markers, you began writing in your card. You wanted to start with something strong, an event that marked you both. And for that, you chose the first time you had ever laid eyes on each other

It was a few years back, on a sunny day. You had agreed to meet up with a few of your friends, who wanted to introduce you to one of your friends. They had thought you guys would be a perfect match with each other, and perhaps they were right. You remember feeling a little nervous while waiting for your lovely friends to arrive, and you remember even more vividly how your heart dropped when you first saw her

She was absolutely gorgeous! And you could only assume she felt the same when you saw her pretty eyes widening at the sight of you. It was such a unique moment, it was like time had stopped when you first looked at each other, not being able to blink for at least a minute straight

As soon as you were done reminding her of that date in your card, you jumped to another memory you two had together. This went out for a long while, you began feeling tired, though you didn’t want to stop, too focused on making her happy

Hearing the front door open, you could only assume Jimin was back earlier than expected. You heard her voice, however it didn’t seem as if she was addressing you, but rather, someone else. Peeking through your bedroom’s door, you overheard her talking 

“Hmm, but you see, I know it’s going to cost a lot but I want to surprise Y/n, want to make them the happiest ever, they really deserve it you know? Even if it’d cost me the world, I’d want to offer it to them”

And right there, you felt yourself get all excited. Your girlfriend had been preparing something as well ? How the hell were you supposed to pretend you didn’t hear that !!

Hearing her footsteps come towards where you were, you rushed to hide your things, not wanting her to ruin her own surprise. If you knew she was preparing you a gift, you felt like you had to surpass her idea even more, wanted, just like her, to make her smile until her face would hurt

The Holidays would be special this year :)

Gifts and smiles

With Aespa's Ningning !!

Wordcount : about 0,8k

Warnings : Ningning gets a little sad at some point, but other than that it is very fluffy :)

If there was one time in the year you loved, it definitely was the Holidays. Snow falling down like feathers on top of the buildings, Christmas music flattering your ears around the corner of every street, and of course, the warm cuddles of your lovely girlfriend. This year was the first time you would get to spend the Holidays with the other. You and Ning were so so so excited ! You hadnt stop talking to the other about plans and dates you’d go on while on vacation, there was so many things you both wanted to do and you could only be happy thinking that those times were right around the corner

At the beginning of December, you had settled to write a list of wishes and gifts you both desired for the other to pick a few and offer you them by the end of the year. The plan was clear : you were going to take a day for each other, where you would go shopping to different malls until all the things you wanted to surprise the other with were bought. You were counting days for it to come, sometimes staying up late, too febrile to get some sleep as you’d imagine that wide smile on her face

Holding your hand, Ning excitedly guided you to the entrance of the first shopping center you guys were stopping by. As much as she didn’t want to let go of you for the day, she knew it was part of the game. 

« I’ll meet you here, at this exact same spot, in about an hour and a half !! Does that sound good baby ? » she asked you 

« That sounds perfect darling ! » you responded as she kissed your forehead before walking off

You both went in opposite directions, you didn’t know where she was heading, wondering what gifts she could get you out of the dozens of ideas you had proposed. Meanwhile she was doing her thing, you were walking around, heading first to her favourite store. Your girlfriend had an awesome sense of style, so it was not unexpected when she had asked for a few pieces of clothing. And since you wanted to treat her good, you were going to spoil her a little, picking the cutest outfits you could find

That’s how the first hour and a half passed, before you both reunited again, heading to your new destination. It was hard to not burst out in laugh as the other was trying to guess the surprises that eere bought. You were trying very hard to not give in and tell her cute self what kind of things you were prepring, but of course, you wanted to stay loyal to the main rule of this : not tell the other what you were planning

Time passed by quickly as you rushed around the second mall place, counting the minutes you had left as you were only allowed two more hours before you were to head to the very last place. Ning had asked for very specific gifts, and god were you lucky ! You had found almost all of what you were looking for ! 

Seeing Ning’s panicked face as time was up made you worry for her a little. Probably had she not found what she was looking for. Of course, you were quick to reassure her, telling her it was okay if she couldn’t find everything. After all, you both knew you were each other’s bestest gift <3

As she was smiling again, you brought her to the third place. You had an hour left for the other to find the last few presents. You only had stuffies left to buy, and you were well aware there was a huge doll and plushie store right were you where ! It didn’t take you long for you to complete the list you wanted to offer Ning

Time was finally up a your girlfriend returned, grinning and opening her arms for a hug. The rest of the world seemed to be frozen as you were in her arms, feeling her warmth and her giggles at your cute expressions. 

« I’m so glad to be spending this year with you baby, I love you so so much !! » she told you

« I love you more pretty » you replied, smiling

You were already excited for how the next Holidays would be like :)

Hello my loves, and whoever may read this and not know me <3

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And if you do not know me, hii ! I am a sapphic writer, who mainly writes fluff and tends to write for groups such as Itzy, Loona, Lesserafim, Aespa and whoever you may think about <3

Have a wonderful rest of your day, and please treat yourself well :)