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Some thinspo for the tl

Where did all the self control go now that i need it the most tf???'dnjsjsbdhsujs

Im gonna spend more time on here cuz that was the only thing keeping me from BWING SUCH A PIG

Im gonna try and restrict for 300 cals for the upcoming week amd work out more because i ve stopped completly and thats gross

Tw:mentions of suicide

Instagram keeps suggesting recovery posts for me and they get me sometimes, but everytime i atempt to recoverand see that i've gained weight not only do i relapse but i start thinking about k. myself :D now don't you love that

First time weighing myself after the binge a couple of days ago, and im back at it again thank god lol. BUT im still very teriffied for tge next 3 days like what do i do , i can't purge after every meal and i doubt ill be able to work out so like tf am i suppoesed to doooo??!??!?

I miss the early stages of my ed where i never even thought of bingeing, burned of every cal consumed, now i am just this big fat mess who cant resist food,like i binge twice a week now and cry about it all the time i hate myself and my nonexistent willpower i keep on gaining and droping the same 4 kg its so embarassing:/

Im kinda scared Im going home tommorow and i have to eat. Im scared it will turn into a binge. Gotta be careful,dont want to be fat again lol. Im gonna meal plan tonighttt

The guy im going on a date w tomorow said he gets teased for being w me, cuz im bigger yk what that means (;

just passed out in front of people forthe first time

feeling:valid😩🤪