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You ever think about how much it would scare Jed to love someone so much? Not even like a man but like just having that whole sense of vulnerability with someone you fought your whole life, I feel like he would genuinely have a breakdown when he realized just how bad he has it for Octavius, like tears in his eyes, fists at his sides, cracking voice every word kinda breakdown, hes a fighter, not a lover, especially for someone whos already knows every negative aspect of you but loves you anyway, he isnt used to being known or soft with someone, he would have a whole spiraling breakdown over how Octavius could never love him, but how it would be worse if he DOES love him because he doesnt k ow how to love like that, he'll hurt him or get hurt in the process