And It Was Awful - Tumblr Posts

distinctly remember the last period i had it was very tragic mine were never regular and i took birth control explicitly to stop having them and then i started t so i was like “okay dont need birth control anymore” BUT IT HIT ME IN THAT SMALL TRANSITIONAL TIME and it was awful i was not prepared and also the ~dysphoria~

FUCK FUCK FUCK so i went to a flea mart and i get like impulsive and i steal these little button things and this lady who was an owner saw and was like we have cameras so give back the shit i saw you steal and I did and i wanted to cry like i am glad i gave it back so i wasnt guilty but like- i dont want to tell anyone besides internet whores who dont know me and it was awful i hate being impulsive ADHD impulsive no impulse control idk its just been running around in myhead and i feel awful and never want to go back like you stupid fuck (me why cant i be normal or not steal shit like its a problem and my therapist does not give me tools for this ggrrrrrr fuck yeah