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healing isn’t linear, yes, but how long do i have to keep feeling a pinch in my heart at the mention of his name, seeing his name still on top of my contacts list, feeling anxiety bubbling within me when someone mentions his name, and dreading going to places we used to go to - some i considered my safe havens - in fear of crossing paths with him? it’s really so unfair how much he altered my life forever yet to him, i was just another notch on his belt. man, i just wanna get over this dude already :( but it’s so hard when he’s someone i used to genuinely loved, cared for, and rooted for so deeply.
do you guys have any similar stories like mine? i would love to read all about it and perhaps gain some insights and advice on how to completely surrender the what ifs with a person you loved wholeheartedly.
one day, i’ll write our story as a release from the what ifs.
healing isn’t linear, yes, but how long do i have to keep feeling a pinch in my heart at the mention of his name, seeing his name still on top of my contacts list, feeling anxiety bubbling within me when someone mentions his name, and dreading going to places we used to go to - some i considered my safe havens - in fear of crossing paths with him? it’s really so unfair how much he altered my life forever yet to him, i was just another notch on his belt. man, i just wanna get over this dude already :( but it’s so hard when he’s someone i used to genuinely loved, cared for, and rooted for so deeply.
do you guys have any similar stories like mine? i would love to read all about it and perhaps gain some insights and advice on how to completely surrender the what ifs with a person you loved wholeheartedly.
i am trying my absolute best not to text you but it's so hard when you felt like a blanket after years of cold
thoughts on you pt.1
We never dated, but I can't get over you. I think about you every night time, every time someone else tries to hold me. I've gotten over 2 years relationships quicker than this, and I don't know what it is about you, about us, maybe it was the fact that we never gotten an opportunity to be as great as I know we could be, but god, I cannot stop thinking about you. The only way I'd be able to is if we tried and it didn't work, because then I'd know for sure, but right now I don't, so..
I'm heartbroken from someone who never even owned my heart.
you do not miss them btw. you miss the version of them you created in your head to which they never lived up to
Finally losing your attachment to someone who was bad for your life, is top tier.
u flirt with someone bc ur bored and boom u have a favourite notification. gross