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there is a part of me that is terrified or terrifying, teeth bared in a grin. i am ready for this to be over. i am ready to begin. HOW CAN WE SURVIVE WHEN WE HAVE FORGOTTEN WHAT IT MEANS we are still breathing once again. soft, softly. we are monsters on the inside; say this to me. WHEN WE HAVE FORGOTTEN WHAT IT MEANS TO BE HUMAN in some sort of strange kindness, we cry. i am terrified of living and i don’t know why. TO BE HUMAN IS TO BE GENTLE WITH YOUR CRUELTY and someone kissed me like they were afraid to be lost. losing in this hope, smile as a ghost. WITH YOUR CRUELTY AS A KINDNESS WELL-MEANT a man stands on a tv and shouts, screams. we are monsters to the end, even in our dreams. A KINDNESS WELL-MEANT DOES NOT ALWAYS MEAN WELL perhaps with this we could change. through this we can become something beautiful and strange. NOT ALWAYS DO WE KNOW HOW WE CAN SURVIVE,

but somehow we endure. :: o.m. 20 january 2017