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could you do jd x reader whose scared of heights? LIKE WHAT WOULD HE DO MAKE FUN OF YOU OR AVOID HEIGHTS FOR YOU

my writers block is clawing its way further into my brain

Of course there's a carnival, and of course your boyfriend wants to go on all the thrill rides they have. You're fine with them, the thing is they're just...so high up..But JD doesn't know that, so he takes your hand and leads you to the one where it goes really high and spins. "Hey, maybe we should, uh...take a break from that? That funnel cake we had isn't quite sitting well" you say, trying anything just so he doesn't take you to that ride.

"What, you scared?" He teases at first, nudging you. But he can see that he guessed perfectly. "Oh! Oh, okay, yeah- we don't have to?" He says quickly. Of course you laugh a little, all he wants is for you to be okay and not barf all over some unsuspecting toddler or something while you're on a ride.

Even though he does tease you about it every once in a while, he does make sure you feel safe.

I know it's short but I'm distracted by a lot of life stuff rn also MY DAD AND BROTHER ALMOST DIED TODAY SKSHHAHSBSJKWNSHSJS no idea why I'm laughing this shit ain't funny

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A headcanon that I will forever stand by is Buck most likely knows Spanish. Even if it's not much. And he doesn't ever speak it so no one else knows. And Buck never mentions it untill Eddie says smthing to him that bucks clearly not supposed to here or understand. And since he can, bucks just like what.

Also, since Eddie knows now, sometimes Buck with respond/say something in Spanish, and Eddie definitely doesn't find it the hottest thing in the world

i just can't stop thinking about, like, him lowkey asking if i remembered hearing about him from our mutual friend (looking for my first impression, maybe?) or the fact that he waited until we were the only two at the table during that dinner to ask it. or that i was nevrvous before a band meeting and was like 'why' and then realized it was bc it was the first time i'd see him outside of workout clothes/band uniform and he'd be seeing me in nice clothing for once too

or him sitting by me at said meeting when he could've sat anywhere else. also him asking if he could sit by me. like there were other people who were his friends there and then he sat by me. i was too hyperaware of where my limbs were during that meeting and that our elbows brushed once

or me dropping my lyre during our post-game concert last saturday and him happening to be the one to pick it up??? like i asked in the section chat if anyone had it and instantly, he was like "hey, where's b? here you go, it's nbd" and that he just so happened to be right across from me already when we were back in the band room

or the fact that i haven't really talked to him since that meeting just cuz im on the quieter side and haven't really had the opportunity despite actually having band rehearsals. but we did make eye contact and smile today? idk we were both wearing sunglasses, lol

i've got friday and saturday of band, too. maybe i'll be able to talk to him more then

also i keep lowkey wanting to run into him on campus ahhhh but it doesn't happen bc he's a stem major and im humanities

Not me wondering about where I sit on the arospectrum this entire summer just to go to school and get a crush after a week of band camp

In a really weird mental spot rn where I just got back from camping with friends and had lots of fun and we took lots of pics and laughed a lot and it makes me want to not finish my hw so I can continue having fun but at the same time a lot of the talk was about guys and I didn't participate too much and there were a few times I almost thought I'd have to say something vague bc idk if I want to come out or not but then the convo changed so I didn't have to but also I'm lowkey convinced at least one of them now thinks I'm a lesbian even though I'm not, I'm just ace and only relate to less than half the comments they were making about guys bc I just don't experience attraction the same way all of them do even though we all like guys

Silly Billy on the internet talks about how much they hate minimalism for 5 minutes; a post.

Know what? I was going to go and make the post about Camp Jupiter’s views on powers (which- my synopsis is; they don’t like them, or value them much and they are somewhat like ostracized as something not to be relied on- ties in with a bunch of stuff I’ll explain but yeah-)

But then I got a giant spike to shout to the rooftops about how much I hate minimalism.

Sure minimalism is whatever and whatever. But you know what it is? The rich man’s aesthetic, it’s ruined so much of interesting things simply for the measure of trying to look more expensive.

There was a rant I once went on about how I hate modern architecture. But this adds on to my hate of the Minimalism umbrella. It takes away any life that has been put into homes and sucks it dry. Like- look at some of these photos,

I’ll be honest I pulled these off of google, do I have background knowledge. No? Do I have the innate urge to sob and give up on humanity when I see them. Yes. The removal of these beautiful and graceful architectural styles is (also the removal of a lot of history and important parts of history because architecture plays a big role on that and blah, blah, blah) icky. I don’t like seeing this ultra-modern architecture, it makes me feel nervous when I see Seattle and these beautiful historic buildings and worry that someone with big pockets and a ego will go turn it into giant glass tower because of whatever stupid reason.

Please, minimalism makes me feel gross and I refuse to like it. Am I too upset at the moment to form a solid argument, yes. Do I want to come onto my tumblr where everyone probably agrees with me and argue to the brick wall about how much I hate minimalism, no? But am I feeling irrationally angry at any minimalistic, modern aesthetics, modern high art (you know the type of modern high art I mean, I’ll be honest I don’t like abstract pieces-)

I am a biased source because I personally am 6-feet-under in the opposite direction for maximalism, (it’s not hoarding, please look at maximalism beside minimalism and tell me what looks better. I know that’s personal opinion but this is my i am very upset about something that isn’t just a fictional book series moment) along with just older styles. I don’t like modern architecture.

Anyway on that note I love what they did for the big house in PJO tv show and it is amazing and every set makes me so happy because it directly makes me giggle and kick my feet and like hainensnfksjdbfjsjsnfjs. I love it and I want more people to build in the same vein as them because I garuntee they look 10x as better than the awful black and white box mansions.

Also I have a family friend who works in architecture and like making houses and I cry everytime they bring me to their next work site and it’s this beautiful building that is amazing. I remember being brought to an old run down 1910s-1940s era farmhouse and being really excited only to come back maybe a year later and finding a sickening black and white monochromatic farmhouse nightmare that I genuinely almost sobbed at.

But I love my family friend and the work she and her husband do and that to a degree it’s also client opinion but like- she makes a lot of the choices for these things and the next time I am brought out to their project sight I will be sitting there strongly encouraging to fight against the oppressive hand of minimalism. That was extreme, but I really like architecture, never talk about it- but genuinely one of my favorite things in this world is architecture and interior design

(If anyone cares my current favorite building is the La Sagrada Familia that is being constructed in Barcelona.)

Anyway that was a angry rant because I just got very upset for no reason over current western (I live in america and therefore don’t speak for the rest of the world, but in regards to the U.S.A which is Tartarus trust me) mainstream trends and culture deciding to lean into this minimalism clean era, which has been influenced by a myriad of things (see I can use myriad in a sentence- only know the word because of Heathers: The musical lol-)

But I’ll be posting that Camp Jupiter powers post… at some point when I write it. I hate minimalism and I pinky promise that I have more interests outside of Percy Jackson.

Haven’t posted for a whole three days wild lol-

Anyway I’m going to work on the next two big projects (that sadly aren’t me trying to buy myself a full set of Roman legionary armor- that’s for later)

-Messing with the Ranks system in Camp Jupiter because I wanna do that and be silly and just have it for my little headcanon and like do stuff with that-

-Finish a post about Camp Jupiter map description. Like I said some other time I’ve put an indefinite pause on drawing it, but I still fully can write it out because describing it is much easier than physically doing it for me :].

I finally finished TSoA.. and once we got to the parts when they were actually in the Trojan war part I started tapping out because like… ajbfoamfnejsjfb whatever I like the classic more.

I’ll be reading the Aeneid too, and possibly doing something with that? I don’t know but I want to work with that for Camp Jupiter and stuff- ideas, ideas that will come in the future Lolol.

Other than that… I might be posting less often because my Drama club is starting to begin! Best bets is that the Ranks will be out first and then maybe some random things if something catches my interest (I’d possibly want to do something about the Wolf-house but I don’t have enough ideas at the moment to make a full post) I might possibly make one about the weapons in camp Jupiter too, whichever comes first but I’m a bit more interested in Roman weaponry than the ranks so uh yeah-

I also did a rough sketch about the arch episode after I saw it-

So I’ll probably post some more about that as it progresses and I fiddle with it more-

bees in the brain

there are bees in my brain

and i know youre probably thinking "there isnt actually bees in your brain right?" like no of course not but it feels like there is.

theres lots of sound in there all the time.

whether it be a song im listening to all the time (theres a few) or a kpop dance that im learning or homework that i know is due but i cant be bothered to do.

they are very loud all the time.

and sometimes i feel like some of them are actually just wasps in disguise. jabbing self depricating thoughts into my brain like a fork through your food. why do you look like that? do you really sound like that? your laugh is annoying. your friends aren't really your friends theyre lying to you. your better by yourself yadda yadda the list goes on.

learning to acknowledge these evil evil wasps is not easy

im not making this inspirational i just needed to rant i think

idk where this is going

bees arent bad just annoying i guess, they're ok sometimes.