Black Love - Tumblr Posts - Page 2
Communication between people isn't going too well, it's not easy to reach people in the tags on this profile and barely know how to reach people, but I am willing to listen to anyone that reads these messages, I hope having a tumblr is even worth it anymore or am I just writing to myself.
I am a black man almost 33 years old, dont have many friends (none, I have no friends!) Have more than enough time to write a book, (but won't) l am a graduate and certified network engineer (NERD!!!) I am an only son (sisters suck, yea I said it cuz I'm the baby boy and can get away with it here because no one knows I am here) sorry I cant help myself, I'm lonely and bored on a Friday of all days.
I've had plenty of jobs outside of my field, (security officer, UPS truck loader, USPS mail sorter (only naming those cus EVERYBODY can work those fields if they apply) my relationships weren't perfect (cuz who could love a nerd?) Been broken up with, cheated on, set up to take a fall for a friend who pretended to like me, (BUT WHOS COMPLAINING?!?!?!?!?!)(Not me, laughing while crying inside by my underground devastation from how cruel the girls I trusted were)...
Moving on...
I still have hope to meet people, and learn from people in ways I should already know, (let's pretend I fell off a cliff and forgot how life works people I dont know.. help me out here, I really need help!
So here is my plea you all know something about me, I want to learn about you if you're willing to tell, I cant stay lonely forever and (not trying to be desperate but....) I'm desperate for new friends and a new life other than going to work and coming home to start all over again.
So it's almost valentines day (in case someone's listening) I want to know what should I do for someone I want to be my valentine, and just in case I didnt say it before I am such a goof when it comes to dating especially how hard its been to even going out in this pandemic.
I've been friends with this person since middle school, she is probably as shy as I am but we've always gave each other advice and motivation from school to jobs even starting our own businesses.
So...yea...... I want to be more than friends with her, I mean I have given her plenty of gifts for years but I am terrified of being that person that goes all out on a great gift and tell her I want to be with her and get rejected I could lose a really good friend in the most awkward situation, I've seen far too many marriage fail videos and friendzone jail videos to want to be there myself.
I really like her and I think after all the years as friends it wouldn't hurt to ask if theres a chance to go to the next step plus I feel like we both can't keep spending holidays where our friends are getting married and here we are still alone, help me out here.
I rarely speak my mind and almost never ask questions to people I don't know (especially on social media) but how many here are in polygamous relationships and are comfortable talking about it, I really am interested in learning more and I am at zero. I have no knowledge, if anyone is willing to share I'll listen.
I can honestly say that there is so many plans for wife1, wife2 and maybe wife3 if she's out there. But it's all a matter of waiting how life works with the right one. I know what men are capable of as husbands and leaders, we can build the perfect family when we are all willing to understand what we can do to lead a pack to success that we were never expected to reach.
A man was never meant to have just one wife, and a woman should never feel alone building an environment safe for her family to build and grow in.
Hello over there Am an algbtiq asylum seeker but the situation we are passing through in the camp is so worse for us please we call upon your support for the survival of life.
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