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Venus Fly

Venus Fly Song Link -  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eTLTXDHrgtw

Two warrior goddesses wielding flaming swords, bursting bubbles of understanding in your mind. An angel, being tarred and feathered in reverse.

Slowed down, this production is the future, if ever there was one.

This is exactly what I needed to hear, Pure art.

Is this what Heaven looks like?

Into another world, To the solar system according to 14 pulsars, Voyager and Pioneer

Obsessed

Art called VENUS FLY

I was born in the history of Earth so I could witness The future we were promised

Two Goddesses, Conversation with the curious

Captivating, Testing the limits of her,

What about me?

Girls Like Me - Comment Blackout

Girls Like Me Music Video Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FJ66D7TcEWU

Moral of the story:

Go full in

I’m still confused

It’s crazy what they do to me

Not gonna take chances on that

My soul’s not ready to accept this yet

Prettier than I’ll ever be

A name or a question

Essay Blackout - My Greatest Happiness

It’s difficult to think

Especially when it comes to the self

The feeling of pleasure or contentment

Understanding had me thinking different

What makes me?

Even with the difference, I still struggle

It’s not the self that makes me.

Essay Blackout - A Favorite Place

Introduction

My favorite world, if I thought about it, would be Old, scratched up, cheap, and built myself. It’s got the feel of an aged house, Spiderwebs and dust, Plenty of bobbles and clutter. It smells like home, Dirt, coffee, black-cherry candles, and stew.

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I always hit my knees on the drawer full of papers I never look at, For a long time I found comfort in it. But lately, the companionship I find there doesn’t satisfy. I found myself lingering, it’s only out of habit. An old addiction, photos I don’t care about being relief from withdrawal.

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Of course, it’s always relaxing to collapse. I’m only there for people I’ve met a long time ago. I have been gravitating towards the tangible. I’ve been going out and finding my escape.

Test Blackout - Mother 11/21/19

That was Not what I expected This is completely different

Struggling And can’t see a way out of it Addiction

Painting pictures of lives to figure out their own Trying to put it together Reaching out to everyone

Someone trying to imitate And never getting it right Pages in a story, learning to live again

Just recently lost Not ready to move on Looking through old photos of dead

One at a time

Journal 11/23 Blackout 

I’ve done some self-reflection. 

I know I’m angry because 

I have nothing 

I don’t think I really ever try hard enough. 

 I can blame myself

attention. 

It’s like an animal

you’re more likely to catch it when you hunt it. 

You can keep it only when you kill it. 

I’m a softer person, 

I’m soft and meek and 

I hide behind cruel words and blood gods. 

I can’t hurt anyone, 

I am soft

but what good can come out of softness? 

I won’t get what I want,

you have to seek opportunity,

not just wait for it to come to you. 

To catch an animal, you have to hunt it, 

to be a hunter, is to be bold. 

Monster in the Streets (2) Blackout 

It’s an interesting thing, hiding

I can see people out there, 

A mask has passed, 

each round makes me tense

I don’t know what to make of myself 

It would’ve been better to stay home

There’s no good 

It leaves me ashamed

Can I defend myself? 

I’m hiding 

In it

Waiting for the world to end

Personal Journal 11.5 Blackout

a person of pure faith in religion rather than of science and medicine. I don’t know if she has willingly lied or if that is what she’s been taught.

a matter of which side you’re looking from trouble for such a thing

crafted not by a priest but by a poor foreigner, seen as simple heresy,

if gifts given by God can be made by man, what point is there to believe in Him?

Journal 11/24 Blackout

I’m terribly lonely  A source of artificial joy Alcohol or philosophy  A suitable replacement 

No real love Fine enough as it is Don’t think he really cares A friend of a friend 

An acquaintance Who I’ve made the mistake of  Getting too intimate with Just someone who has desire

the desire to forget  I suppose I make due With tendencies,  What a sad life.

Sake Text Blackout - Diamonds

Discord Blackout 6/27/2020 - What is Written

Blessings now clarified Lineage, a predator See in the darkness

Changing over and over Until we are happy

Shifting and changing Revoke access to help

What is written is law

Welcome

About the World

Our story takes place on The Heart of the World In the center

Wonder climbs from snowy mountains to arid deserts, Jungles and plains all coalesce

Mystic, marvelous, unnatural The land itself wonders

Begin anew, Rise alongside her

Well-minded, rugged, and rich Come with stories to tell Dream of attaining better

Find opportunities endless.

Races of Aetheral

The spirit Alive in peoples who call home

Tradition, unison Beneath the eye of prosperity

Unique, wide-spread Backbone in art, science, war

Descend, Find a place, Prove their worth

Hail the Eld, Settle in all corners of the world Into the highest wood and deepest caves

Proud, There is little question to who has Conquered all

Born of the wishes of a goddess Magic in both body and purpose

Ambition despite tragedy

Thrive over the fallen

Connect to spirit Marked by war and strife,

Better the will of death, Towards which they march

Rules

Don’t expect The old linger Of discord

Scarring Relevant to setting

Doubt, reach to time

Pleased as staff found of abuse

Removed from offending

Volatile, not to be discussed

Hello, @purgatorypoetry​, I hope you don’t mind, but I did a blackout of our little conversation on my ‘Welcome’ poem.

Transcript for all that need/want it:

I feel so much This sort of New arrival to the world

A person born Pieces vivid and unique

(‘wonder climbs’) My perceived implication of The lonely and alien

A world so distant In spite of such beauty

I dont know if I came close

Sell me this world Like snake oil

Come problems Here, To the land of promises

Will I find beauty Or will I be more of the same?

Announcements

Eerily quiet… Command broken Much harder then need be

Impossible to see Trouble in hand

Masks suggest release See the picture

Events

Celebration will be welcome See Salvation

Small honor in recovery

Decide This is the last call

Decide The final stand

Remember home

Help

They need to be cut down Cut down

Change over time Indefinitely

Keel over and die Not in prime

Lifespan: 0 Years At the verge of death

Heart, A failure

Rare, realistic, Change, Rebuild

Discover the blind Use it for gain

On the limit Too much

I am wrong Memory is telling me of death, immortal

General

For all, For a better tomorrow,

Voice, Banished

I, rotten flesh

Heal if wounded,

I, rotten flesh

Some still wander the forests

Sitting abandoned, Wild, wandering

The feeling it evokes, A blank page

It was observing from shadow

Continue on Like what you said

Life gone, How long we

SUFFER FAIR SOULS

End it here

Jokes

I got ten goats I am worth 6

Which is great, I thought there was going to be fortune

Looking wistfully to the sea Gods’ debut a disaster film

God, drunk In my heart

Angry oblivion

I trust an earthquake And outlaws

Bite out a curse I am hunted

For why, Old, disgusting

The yolk of Mythic Sitting

Forced to apologize To a dead bird in the sky