Boyfriendproblems - Tumblr Posts

My boyfriend of 6 years continues to use my mental illness as to why he wont propose. Okay yall ive never been hospitalalized for bipolar. The most ive ever done is raise my voice and yell at someone. Never destroyed anything or put my hands on another individual. Tonight we were having a fight over a mattress issue. He is now claiming i threatened him 6 times. Each threat i made was to leave the relationship. I Never put my hands on him, never said i was going to harm him. He decided to message my mom and say im out of control. I picked up his phone called my mom from it and explained what was happening. Near the end of the call he goes oh well that backfired on me i guess. Dam fucking right it did. Im really rethinking this relationship now after 6 years.

Side note i had a huge fight with my mom last week over my sister so things are super tense with that relationship. Thats the last person i would even want to be brought into this. So this has added another lay of fire and why im rethinking the relationship. How can i be with someone who is going to use my mental illness against me and call the people who goddam caused it? None of it makes sense.

Also side note i made 3 mixed drinks and was cooking dinner tonight and doing dishes at the same time. My boyfriend was in the bedroom sleeping. I was talking out loud venting to myself over stupid shit at work since i was drunk. I didnt notice he came near the room and was up since i was doing stuff. Now im being pegged as crazy by him. Im 1000% over it. He literally was like yea your nuts this has me worried. If you dont want to be with me by now then you never will.

Wtf end rant.