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1 year ago

SO I just read the dead apple manga and found out about the extra dragon head conflict bit

What if Dazai went through with that plan BECAUSE of Chuuya

He knew Chuuya was taking all of it hard and Dazai probably knew they wouldn't get to the others that were captured in time so he set up the plan that would involve Chuuya saving him so Chuuya didn't think that he couldn't save anyone

My guess the "There are now new spaces to become executives" line was to test Chuuya, Dazai just wanted to see how he'd react so he knew how to go about the plan or if he should go through with the plan at all

ALSO just wanna mention the "I'm human too" line DAZAI FUCKING KNOWING CHUUYA NEVER SAW HIMSELF AS HUMAN

Dazai you rascal

Just thoughts the Worms in my head told me to write down


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1 year ago

THIS SCENE

THIS FUCKING SCENE

THIS SCENE

I always thought this scene SAID everything it needed to say

And I just never looked too deeply into it until now

Atsushi and his tiger are separate

They are portrayed as 2 separate beings throughout the entire show

And his ability might be like that

But if we're thinking of this from a storyteller point of view

Atsushi is the tiger

The tiger is Atsushi

In that scene atsushi admits how much he hates himself

And later Akutagawa reveals that Atsushi thinks he doesn't deserve to live unless he's helping others

But that doesn't change, atsushi just doesn't think he deserves to live. He is trying to earn to live but helping people is just keeping him alive

I think the tiger came out to help him (he helped himself) only because he finally thought he deserved to live, he was helping so many people and in that moment he realised this gives him a right to live

So why was that not the end of the season and his character development??

WELL I'M GLAD YOU ASKED

After all that happened SECONDS after the ENTIRE CITY was saved Atsushis main focus was still on making sure as many people lived as possible. After all that it still wasn't enough.

Then we move onto his quality bonding time with the little Victorian boy

I've already talked about Atsushi and Akus relationship so I won't say much more

But the interactions at the end of season 2

Aku not only figured out Atsushi was trying to make it so he deserved to live he also told him how stupid it was

Atsushi and Aku need to hear things like this

Natural behaviours and beliefs they have from their trauma are stupid, but they have so much weight to them neither of them can help but live by those things and sometimes it takes your rival to go up to you, stab you in the shoulders, and say you're stupid for you to think somewhat rationally

Aku tells Atsushi he doesn't have to live his life by other people's morals

He does actually have a choice

With Atsushis past at the orphanage hearing this must've felt like being hit by a truck

Atsushi realised he can have his own morals and he's free to help or kill whoever he pleases

Aku shows Atsushi that he is free

Now there isn't a set way to overcome trauma or improve your mental wellbeing

God everyone wishes there were but that's just life

And I think that's what bsd is

It's people trying to overcome their trauma

People trying to get better

People who seem to be worse at just living than others

Imo bsd is about getting better

Some characters won't

Some will

Some people won't get better

Some will

Bsd is so special because of that fact

It's the only show I've seen that is aimed towards people who simply find living more difficult than others

This is the show you watch when you feel completely alone

The characters are written so well and they're so different from eachother but they all are still suffering

It covers topics that the viewers probably thought they were entirely alone in even thinking about

(My thoughts were all over the place I can't figure out a better way to put all this together so just suffer through the edited thoughts of my brain)((Yea imagine how I feel I have to suffer through the completely unedited ones))

Atsushi views the tiger way higher than himself

The tiger represents the part of Atsushi who no matter what will help others

Atsushi himself does not believe he is such a good person

He doesnt believe he is as good as he is, he believes he can harm to people when in reality he would never be able to bring himself to hurt others

The tiger represents Atsushis natural good nature

And Atsushi himself represents all his doubts and worries and feelings of worthlessness

He thinks he is such a bad person he has separated the natural good things about himself and put them into his ability

Which is why in dead apple he seemed so lost and helpless

For half the movie he was following Aku and Kyouka around unsure of what to do

And once he faced his trauma and got his ability back he realised he doesn't HAVE to be such a good person

He doesn't have to be this perfect being who saves everyone and doesn't let anyone suffer

He learns he has to fight

He learns he has to kill some people and there's no way around it

That doesn't make him a bad person

It just makes him human

And this is what he realises at the end of the movie

It's also what he shows Dazai right at the start and the end with those little interactions they have

THIS SCENE

Atsushi never doubted Dazais humanity

They're all just human

And they're all trying to live to be better people


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1 year ago

Just the experiment kids being terrified of anything involving medical personel.

Chuuya: Hey! Scram you two, this spots taken.

Atsushi: Sorry Nakahara but I've got to hide, and fast.

Tachihara: What he said.

Chuuya: And you need to hide here? And from what?

Tachihara: No reason, hiding who said anything about hiding.

Atsushi: Annual check ups are today.

Chuuya:... Oh...the Agency has those today too?

Atsushi: Yeah. And I'm not scared of Miss Yosano... Okay maybe sometimes but she always means we'll I just...

Chuuya: Lemme guess, it's all of the tools, and the infirmary?

Atsushi: Yeah, actually yes that's right.

Chuuya: You too, Tachihara?

Tachihara: defeated Yes sir.

Chuuya: slow nod Alright, you can hide here. Both of you.

Atsushi: Huh? Really?

Chuuya: nods Yeah, no one can find you here. No one will get passed me.

Tachihara: Thanks man, I owe you one.

Atsushi: Thank you. But why are you here?

Chuuya: looks away You're not the only ones hiding.

Atsushi: Oh, well than we'll protect you too.

Tachihara: Damn right.

Chuuya: snorts I appreciate the thought, now pipe down both of ya.


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1 year ago
Genuinely Wtf Was Dead Apple, Bc To Me It Js Seemed Like Atsushi Angst, And Then Soukoku, Like The Whole

genuinely wtf was dead apple, bc to me it js seemed like atsushi angst, and then soukoku, like the whole movie was js Dazai and chuuya being gay๐Ÿ’€๐Ÿ’€ like bro, i forced my cousin @pinkrosylux ๐Ÿฅฐ to watch dead apple w me at 2 am nd when THAT skk scene came on screen (yk the one where chuuya falls asleep on dazaiโ€™s lap๐Ÿ’€) she js stared at me in shock and said โ€œHOW ARENT THEY CANON?!!โ€ Idk how they arenโ€™t canon pookie, idk๐Ÿ˜“๐Ÿ™ but yea- that whole movie was js soukoku being extremely gay๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ


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1 year ago
Meow -Dazai For Literally No Reason In Dead Apple

โ€meowโ€ -Dazai for literally no reason in dead apple

i have an irl friend nd weโ€™re watching dead apple:3 (silly gay men guys!!๐Ÿ˜จ) weโ€™ve played pjsk nd we might draw (this is so sigma!!!!)


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1 year ago
Gay Gay Homosexual Gay Also That Blue Haired Background Character Is Rlly Pretty Guys:3
Gay Gay Homosexual Gay Also That Blue Haired Background Character Is Rlly Pretty Guys:3
Gay Gay Homosexual Gay Also That Blue Haired Background Character Is Rlly Pretty Guys:3

gay gay homosexual gayโ€ผ๏ธ also that blue haired background character is rlly pretty guys:3


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1 year ago

been working on my bsd apocalypse au a bit, hereโ€™s what I have of the storyline (i thought of this in the shower and this is the first time im writing this down๐Ÿ’€)

ok ok so Dazai and chuuya r married (i love the husbands guys) the ada and pm r in the middle of a huge meeting, everyone is there, when the screen they use to project plans on goes to an emergency broadcast of the news โ€œhello citizens of Yokohama, we have seen reports of nightmare-ish creatures from the dead, roaming the streets, we are currently working to figure this out, please stay in doors, they arenโ€™t fast, but we donโ€™t quite know what will happen if they bite you.โ€ broadcast ends bla bla they think itโ€™s all some joke but when chuuya goes to open the door but zombieโ€™s push through, he freaks out and everyone starts running upstairs, trying to get to the heli pad on the top floor, luckily no one dies, but the agency is swarming, they get to the pm building, which is fine for now, theyโ€™re all panicking but trying to stay calm, ranpo has a deadpan stare, a stare that says, โ€œweโ€™re fucked.โ€

ANDD THATS ALL I HAVE, no this isnโ€™t gonna be a fanfic, I donโ€™t wanna do that, but if youโ€™d like too make a fic like this or using this au tell me Iโ€™d love to read it!!! I donโ€™t know how I came up with this lmao, this will be getting more updates & art, and I will posting A LOT more abt it hopefully. The pairings Iโ€™ll have will be dazai and chuuya, tachihara and junichiro, kouyo and yosano, ranpo and Poe, atsushi and aku, and uhh idk I think thatโ€™s it, im sorry for any spelling errors, im so excited abt this as a huge bsd fan and twd fan as well, which this is kinda inspired by!


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2 years ago

๊งโ€ขโŠนูญ๐™ฝ๐š’๐š”๐š˜๐š•๐šŠ๐š’ ๐™ถ๐š˜๐š๐š˜๐š•ูญโŠนโ€ข๊ง‚


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1 year ago

๊งโ€ขโŠนูญ๐™ต๐šข๐š˜๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐™ณ๐š˜๐šœ๐š๐š˜๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šœ๐š”๐šขูญโŠนโ€ข๊ง‚


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11 months ago

Even better, i want to see them explain this

Even Better, I Want To See Them Explain This
This Is The Gayest Shit I Have Ever Seen.
This Is The Gayest Shit I Have Ever Seen.
This Is The Gayest Shit I Have Ever Seen.
This Is The Gayest Shit I Have Ever Seen.

This is the gayest shit I have ever seen.

I TOLD YOU TGHTFSADFGYGH โ€ผ๏ธ


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1 year ago

INTRODUCTION

Hellooooo, I'm Lampyko/Vivi, and I am here๐Ÿ˜€๐Ÿ‘

INTRODUCTION

A few info before you do literally anything:

I am a minor, I'm not going to say my age. If you're an adult, you can still follow me just don't be creepy or weird, please.

I'm italian, so sometimes my English won't be the best. Corrections are absolutely accepted!

INTRODUCTION

DNI:

Racists, homophobes, etc. (Basic DNI criteria)

Proshippers

People who think Dead Apple was just a skk fanfic/hj

INTRODUCTION

Fandoms I'm in / things I like:

Honkai: star rail

Undertale

Deltarune

One piece

Bungou Stray dogs (including Dead Apple)

Bungou Stray dogs Beast

Haikyuu

Tokyo Aliens

The summer Hikaru died

Nana

Kamisama Kiss

Assassination classroom

Danganrompa

Prosekai

Vocaloid

Spiderman into the spiderverse / across the spiderverse

My hero academia

Wuthering Waves

Homesick

Schoolbus graveyard

Gotham

INTRODUCTION

My favourite characters!

INTRODUCTION
INTRODUCTION
INTRODUCTION
INTRODUCTION
INTRODUCTION

(And more!)

INTRODUCTION

That's it for now. If you like any of these, follow me.

Baaaaaaay :D


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1 year ago

Just the experiment kids being terrified of anything involving medical personel.

Chuuya: Hey! Scram you two, this spots taken.

Atsushi: Sorry Nakahara but I've got to hide, and fast.

Tachihara: What he said.

Chuuya: And you need to hide here? And from what?

Tachihara: No reason, hiding who said anything about hiding.

Atsushi: Annual check ups are today.

Chuuya:... Oh...the Agency has those today too?

Atsushi: Yeah. And I'm not scared of Miss Yosano... Okay maybe sometimes but she always means we'll I just...

Chuuya: Lemme guess, it's all of the tools, and the infirmary?

Atsushi: Yeah, actually yes that's right.

Chuuya: You too, Tachihara?

Tachihara: defeated Yes sir.

Chuuya: slow nod Alright, you can hide here. Both of you.

Atsushi: Huh? Really?

Chuuya: nods Yeah, no one can find you here. No one will get passed me.

Tachihara: Thanks man, I owe you one.

Atsushi: Thank you. But why are you here?

Chuuya: looks away You're not the only ones hiding.

Atsushi: Oh, well than we'll protect you too.

Tachihara: Damn right.

Chuuya: snorts I appreciate the thought, now pipe down both of ya.


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2 years ago

Iโ€™m just reading through the Bungou Stray Dogs: Dead Apple manga when I saw this section

Im Just Reading Through The Bungou Stray Dogs: Dead Apple Manga When I Saw This Section

You can clearly see Akutagawa, Kajii, Hirotsu and Q. But does anyone have any idea who the person in the hood is?


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