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Fifteen, sixteen, twenty-twoโฆ

He loved him until the very end.
SO I just read the dead apple manga and found out about the extra dragon head conflict bit
What if Dazai went through with that plan BECAUSE of Chuuya
He knew Chuuya was taking all of it hard and Dazai probably knew they wouldn't get to the others that were captured in time so he set up the plan that would involve Chuuya saving him so Chuuya didn't think that he couldn't save anyone
My guess the "There are now new spaces to become executives" line was to test Chuuya, Dazai just wanted to see how he'd react so he knew how to go about the plan or if he should go through with the plan at all
ALSO just wanna mention the "I'm human too" line DAZAI FUCKING KNOWING CHUUYA NEVER SAW HIMSELF AS HUMAN
Dazai you rascal
Just thoughts the Worms in my head told me to write down
THIS SCENE
THIS FUCKING SCENE

I always thought this scene SAID everything it needed to say
And I just never looked too deeply into it until now
Atsushi and his tiger are separate
They are portrayed as 2 separate beings throughout the entire show
And his ability might be like that
But if we're thinking of this from a storyteller point of view
Atsushi is the tiger
The tiger is Atsushi
In that scene atsushi admits how much he hates himself
And later Akutagawa reveals that Atsushi thinks he doesn't deserve to live unless he's helping others
But that doesn't change, atsushi just doesn't think he deserves to live. He is trying to earn to live but helping people is just keeping him alive
I think the tiger came out to help him (he helped himself) only because he finally thought he deserved to live, he was helping so many people and in that moment he realised this gives him a right to live
So why was that not the end of the season and his character development??
WELL I'M GLAD YOU ASKED
After all that happened SECONDS after the ENTIRE CITY was saved Atsushis main focus was still on making sure as many people lived as possible. After all that it still wasn't enough.
Then we move onto his quality bonding time with the little Victorian boy
I've already talked about Atsushi and Akus relationship so I won't say much more
But the interactions at the end of season 2
Aku not only figured out Atsushi was trying to make it so he deserved to live he also told him how stupid it was
Atsushi and Aku need to hear things like this
Natural behaviours and beliefs they have from their trauma are stupid, but they have so much weight to them neither of them can help but live by those things and sometimes it takes your rival to go up to you, stab you in the shoulders, and say you're stupid for you to think somewhat rationally
Aku tells Atsushi he doesn't have to live his life by other people's morals
He does actually have a choice
With Atsushis past at the orphanage hearing this must've felt like being hit by a truck
Atsushi realised he can have his own morals and he's free to help or kill whoever he pleases
Aku shows Atsushi that he is free
Now there isn't a set way to overcome trauma or improve your mental wellbeing
God everyone wishes there were but that's just life
And I think that's what bsd is
It's people trying to overcome their trauma
People trying to get better
People who seem to be worse at just living than others
Imo bsd is about getting better
Some characters won't
Some will
Some people won't get better
Some will
Bsd is so special because of that fact
It's the only show I've seen that is aimed towards people who simply find living more difficult than others
This is the show you watch when you feel completely alone
The characters are written so well and they're so different from eachother but they all are still suffering
It covers topics that the viewers probably thought they were entirely alone in even thinking about
(My thoughts were all over the place I can't figure out a better way to put all this together so just suffer through the edited thoughts of my brain)((Yea imagine how I feel I have to suffer through the completely unedited ones))
Atsushi views the tiger way higher than himself
The tiger represents the part of Atsushi who no matter what will help others
Atsushi himself does not believe he is such a good person
He doesnt believe he is as good as he is, he believes he can harm to people when in reality he would never be able to bring himself to hurt others
The tiger represents Atsushis natural good nature
And Atsushi himself represents all his doubts and worries and feelings of worthlessness
He thinks he is such a bad person he has separated the natural good things about himself and put them into his ability
Which is why in dead apple he seemed so lost and helpless
For half the movie he was following Aku and Kyouka around unsure of what to do
And once he faced his trauma and got his ability back he realised he doesn't HAVE to be such a good person
He doesn't have to be this perfect being who saves everyone and doesn't let anyone suffer
He learns he has to fight
He learns he has to kill some people and there's no way around it
That doesn't make him a bad person
It just makes him human
And this is what he realises at the end of the movie
It's also what he shows Dazai right at the start and the end with those little interactions they have

Atsushi never doubted Dazais humanity
They're all just human
And they're all trying to live to be better people
chuuya after he eats dead apples
Just the experiment kids being terrified of anything involving medical personel.
Chuuya: Hey! Scram you two, this spots taken.
Atsushi: Sorry Nakahara but I've got to hide, and fast.
Tachihara: What he said.
Chuuya: And you need to hide here? And from what?
Tachihara: No reason, hiding who said anything about hiding.
Atsushi: Annual check ups are today.
Chuuya:... Oh...the Agency has those today too?
Atsushi: Yeah. And I'm not scared of Miss Yosano... Okay maybe sometimes but she always means we'll I just...
Chuuya: Lemme guess, it's all of the tools, and the infirmary?
Atsushi: Yeah, actually yes that's right.
Chuuya: You too, Tachihara?
Tachihara: defeated Yes sir.
Chuuya: slow nod Alright, you can hide here. Both of you.
Atsushi: Huh? Really?
Chuuya: nods Yeah, no one can find you here. No one will get passed me.
Tachihara: Thanks man, I owe you one.
Atsushi: Thank you. But why are you here?
Chuuya: looks away You're not the only ones hiding.
Atsushi: Oh, well than we'll protect you too.
Tachihara: Damn right.
Chuuya: snorts I appreciate the thought, now pipe down both of ya.
The gaydar is off the charts

dead apple ๐๐น

+ a bonus


genuinely wtf was dead apple, bc to me it js seemed like atsushi angst, and then soukoku, like the whole movie was js Dazai and chuuya being gay๐๐ like bro, i forced my cousin @pinkrosylux ๐ฅฐ to watch dead apple w me at 2 am nd when THAT skk scene came on screen (yk the one where chuuya falls asleep on dazaiโs lap๐) she js stared at me in shock and said โHOW ARENT THEY CANON?!!โ Idk how they arenโt canon pookie, idk๐๐ but yea- that whole movie was js soukoku being extremely gay๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ

โmeowโ -Dazai for literally no reason in dead apple
i have an irl friend nd weโre watching dead apple:3 (silly gay men guys!!๐จ) weโve played pjsk nd we might draw (this is so sigma!!!!)



gay gay homosexual gayโผ๏ธ also that blue haired background character is rlly pretty guys:3
been working on my bsd apocalypse au a bit, hereโs what I have of the storyline (i thought of this in the shower and this is the first time im writing this down๐)
ok ok so Dazai and chuuya r married (i love the husbands guys) the ada and pm r in the middle of a huge meeting, everyone is there, when the screen they use to project plans on goes to an emergency broadcast of the news โhello citizens of Yokohama, we have seen reports of nightmare-ish creatures from the dead, roaming the streets, we are currently working to figure this out, please stay in doors, they arenโt fast, but we donโt quite know what will happen if they bite you.โ broadcast ends bla bla they think itโs all some joke but when chuuya goes to open the door but zombieโs push through, he freaks out and everyone starts running upstairs, trying to get to the heli pad on the top floor, luckily no one dies, but the agency is swarming, they get to the pm building, which is fine for now, theyโre all panicking but trying to stay calm, ranpo has a deadpan stare, a stare that says, โweโre fucked.โ
ANDD THATS ALL I HAVE, no this isnโt gonna be a fanfic, I donโt wanna do that, but if youโd like too make a fic like this or using this au tell me Iโd love to read it!!! I donโt know how I came up with this lmao, this will be getting more updates & art, and I will posting A LOT more abt it hopefully. The pairings Iโll have will be dazai and chuuya, tachihara and junichiro, kouyo and yosano, ranpo and Poe, atsushi and aku, and uhh idk I think thatโs it, im sorry for any spelling errors, im so excited abt this as a huge bsd fan and twd fan as well, which this is kinda inspired by!
watch this video and sub to them rn theyโre analysis videos r so good๐ญ๐๐ their tumblr is @bluemooniegif !!
bungo stray dog fans unite ๐ฃ

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Even better, i want to see them explain this





This is the gayest shit I have ever seen.
I TOLD YOU TGHTFSADFGYGH โผ๏ธ
INTRODUCTION
Hellooooo, I'm Lampyko/Vivi, and I am here๐๐

A few info before you do literally anything:
I am a minor, I'm not going to say my age. If you're an adult, you can still follow me just don't be creepy or weird, please.
I'm italian, so sometimes my English won't be the best. Corrections are absolutely accepted!

DNI:
Racists, homophobes, etc. (Basic DNI criteria)
Proshippers
People who think Dead Apple was just a skk fanfic/hj

Fandoms I'm in / things I like:
Honkai: star rail
Undertale
Deltarune
One piece
Bungou Stray dogs (including Dead Apple)
Bungou Stray dogs Beast
Haikyuu
Tokyo Aliens
The summer Hikaru died
Nana
Kamisama Kiss
Assassination classroom
Danganrompa
Prosekai
Vocaloid
Spiderman into the spiderverse / across the spiderverse
My hero academia
Wuthering Waves
Homesick
Schoolbus graveyard
Gotham

My favourite characters!





(And more!)

That's it for now. If you like any of these, follow me.
Baaaaaaay :D
Just the experiment kids being terrified of anything involving medical personel.
Chuuya: Hey! Scram you two, this spots taken.
Atsushi: Sorry Nakahara but I've got to hide, and fast.
Tachihara: What he said.
Chuuya: And you need to hide here? And from what?
Tachihara: No reason, hiding who said anything about hiding.
Atsushi: Annual check ups are today.
Chuuya:... Oh...the Agency has those today too?
Atsushi: Yeah. And I'm not scared of Miss Yosano... Okay maybe sometimes but she always means we'll I just...
Chuuya: Lemme guess, it's all of the tools, and the infirmary?
Atsushi: Yeah, actually yes that's right.
Chuuya: You too, Tachihara?
Tachihara: defeated Yes sir.
Chuuya: slow nod Alright, you can hide here. Both of you.
Atsushi: Huh? Really?
Chuuya: nods Yeah, no one can find you here. No one will get passed me.
Tachihara: Thanks man, I owe you one.
Atsushi: Thank you. But why are you here?
Chuuya: looks away You're not the only ones hiding.
Atsushi: Oh, well than we'll protect you too.
Tachihara: Damn right.
Chuuya: snorts I appreciate the thought, now pipe down both of ya.
Iโm just reading through the Bungou Stray Dogs: Dead Apple manga when I saw this section

You can clearly see Akutagawa, Kajii, Hirotsu and Q. But does anyone have any idea who the person in the hood is?