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“How to never stop being sad

with Cater Diamond”

“You deserve better, don’t you think?” You objected his stupid attempts to soften the blow

“I don’t want anyone else, Cater.” He bit his lip and turned away, refusing to look at you any longer. “We can take a break, but I really don’t want to end things like this. We can figure things out!”

But he was sick of it. Without even knowing what ‘it’ is. His own inferiority complex was what caused this, blurring out every single positive thing you tried to say. Twisting your words by convincing himself it was all bullshit.

“Just leave already , please. I don’t want to deal with you much more.” His words stung, even wounding him to say aloud. But he didn’t apologize. He held his tongue. He didn’t know what else to do.

“If it’s what’s best for you, then fine.”

He couldn’t drown himself in his social media the following weeks, witnessing every comment on his posts. They were all about you. He ended things, not you. So why was he so miserable? Why hasn’t he moved on?

Was this the universe’s way of tormenting him? Or his way of continuing his cycle. The repetition of being sad and lonely.