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UGGGHH IM SO PISSED
I had an commission on Sai that I was working on, I left my laptop on my bed closed(not turned off) and went to class. When I came back turns out my mom decided to shut off my laptop! I didn't save.....
LOOK AT HOW DARN DIDDLY BEAUTIFUL THIS IS
@nonag0n‘s characters again ;w;
read the comic here: https://tapas.io/series/towards-the-sun
I like you. I like you. For some goddamned reason, I like you.
We agreed that, if you fixed the time machine, I’d take you back to see your mom. A deal’s a deal.
When you’re looking through your old TOTG folder consisting of over 200+ official art and realize that yOUR FAVORITE ARTWORK ISN’T THERE!??????
I HAVE WORK TODAY NOOOOOOOOOO
Yall stream at around 5 or 6 tonight 🌟 it's probably gonna be a doodles request stream
no one:
everyone who watched stranger things season three:
So…I had a dream after seeing this picture on Tumblr. I don’t usually remember my dreams, but damn, it was fucking emotional. So just imagine with me…share my pain…
***
Garrus storms into the Med Bay where you, innocent, Y/n Shepard are out cold, being rushed to the Main Fleet on the Normandy after saving the universe. Now you were the last Shepard…
“Kaidan! Where’s Y/n?!” Garrus shouts, Kaidan is standing by your side. You were a member of the crew, a Lieutenant like James…very close to everyone.
You had been there since the start. Supporting everyone, doing your best to help Shepard- your older brother- even going with him to Cerberus to stop the collectors when you found out he was alive. Even Jack and Javik liked you.
But things went badly on the final mission…
“Garrus, please-” Kaidan tried to speak, tears in his eyes.
“No!” Garrus cut him off. “Where is Shepard?! He has to be okay! He’s always okay!!!” Garrus shouted viciously.
“What could I do, Garrus?! She ran after Shepard! I got cut off from them! What could I have done?!?” Kaidan shouted back, truly wanting to know…because he didn’t.
Both of them cared about you, more than they would admit…now maybe never being able to get the chance. It killed them inside.
“He-…he’s not dead!” Garrus stammered before walking up and grabbing Kaidan by the shirt. “Y/n isn’t dying either! She won’t-…” Garrus couldn’t even function to get words out at that point, going to a low-toned, but heavy, loud and guttural growl. He was too frustrated to think straight.
“Y/n said so, Garrus! If I could have, I would have saved him. Shepard gave his life for the universe, we can’t-…we can’t be selfish…Y/n just lost the last of her family…” Kaidan said grimly, his voice trailing off in hurt.
“Selfish…? You wanna know what’s selfish…? The fact that you didn’t protect Y/n like we promised to do! No matter who she picked!” Garrus barked and Joker came walking in, hoping to check on you, EDI flying with autopilot.
He came just in time to jump between Garrus and Kaidan before they could lunge at each other, practically foaming at the mouths with rage.
“Guys! You’re gonna wake her up and she’ll be pissed! Now shut.up! Y/n wouldn’t want this-” Joker stopped talking when all three heard a small sob.
The room was silent enough for a pin to drop and echo…
They all looked to you. You lay on one of the metal tables, your hair a mess, pooled around your head, your armor was ruined, ash and blood smeared the right side of your face where you had hit the ground at one point. You held your right hand over your mouth, tears streaming from the corners of your eyes, staring up at the ceiling as you tried to muffle your own sobs of grief.
“Y/n…?” Kaidan asked.
You sniffled and gasped in pain when a hard sob came. “A-all of you…g-get out…” You whispered coarsely, trying to find your voice.
“What?” Garrus asked in shock.
You snapped. “I-I said: G-GET OUT!!!” You screamed, your biotics causing loose objects- tools, pens, medicine bottles, papers- to go flying about the room.
They didn’t hesitate, knowing that if they stayed, they were dead, or worse, your wounds would get worse…
They left you alone in your grief…for now…
***
My pain is horrible isn’t it? I had this dream a few weeks ago, suffering from the immense feels that I get from ME 3. I literally woke up that morning and wanted to apologize to those characters. FICTIONAL CHARACTERS!!! I cried…
It was not a good day after that ;-;
maybe I'm just on my period, but feeling WILDY emotional about the little plant in Wall-E. it's a pea plant. He found in the fridge. And they never say it's a pea plant, but it is. And when I first watched it, I didn't recognize it, never even thought about it. Now that I've grown a few gardens, I just wanna cry.
Pea plants are so good. They're completely edible, first off. Pea sprouts are considered wildly nutritional and ppl grow them as microgreens all the time. The whole plant. Eat em up.
They sprout within DAYS! Like three days!! The seeds last for ages since they're so big and dry out and don't rot. Just need a little water and sunlight and you can wake up peas that are ages old.
And there's something so cute about pea plants? They grip things? They almost fucking hold your hand? i'm not kidding??
So this little thing. this little pea. Forgotten in the bottom of a fridge. Probably the floor rotted out. There it sat. And with just a little bit of dirt. And a little bit of water. And just the tiniest bit of sunlight. This little pea woke up. And it can't be more than a week old. Of all the fridges, of all the world. This is the one Wall-E opens. This little survivor. This little pea.
I'm literally crying again, hahaha omfg.
sorry for being really inactive ahhh!!
please accept this meany queeny for my apologies!!｡：ﾟ(｡ﾉω＼｡)ﾟ･｡
the au is by @cynicallyinkless btw!
Daughter sentence starters
"Don't think about the consequences."
"Leave me at the altar, knowing all the things you just escaped."
"Don't you dare look back."
"This is torturous electricity between both of us."
"I want you so much, but I hate your guts."
"I hate you."
"Wipe away your tear stains."
"Thought you said you didn't feel pain."
"I pray a lot for you."
"I look out for you."
"I'll do whatever you say to me in the dark."
"You're too old to be so shy."
"I bite my tongue and torch my dreams."
"Things cannot be reversed."
"We both know I'll never be your lover."
"I only bring the heat, company under cover, filling space in your sheets."
"You let it go."
"I let it go."
"I was drunk again, causing accidents."
"You're not a friend, you're nothing."
"I think I should be a little more confident in myself, in my skin."
"Take me home."
"He don't recognize me anymore."
"Burned out flames should never re-ignite."
"I won't say a word, but I think he knows."
"I've hardly slept since the night he left."
"Pick it all up and start again."
"You've got a second chance."
"You could go home."
"You could still be what you want to."
"You've got a warm heart, you've got a beautiful brain."
"Our minds are troubled by the emptiness."
"If you're still breathing, you're the lucky ones, 'cause most of us are heaving through corrupted lungs."
"We are the reckless, we are the wild youth."
"One will die before he gets there."
"Most of our feelings, they are dead and they are gone."
"I've lost it all."
"My eyes are damp from the words you left."
"If you're in love, then you are the lucky one, 'cause most of us are bitter over someone."
"I'm forever missing him."
"Setting fire to our insides for fun."
"I can't forget it, though I've tried."
"I know you regret it, love, you told me so many times."
"I still wonder why you left with her and left me behind."
"Take your hands off him 'cause he's the only one that I have ever loved."
"I don't want to imagine words you spoke to her that night."
"Did she make your heart beat faster than I could?"
"Did she give you what you hoped for?"
"I hope it made you feel good, knowing how much I adored you."
"You're making me sick, love."
"Frozen hearts growing colder with time."
"I needed you."
"Now we are strangers."
"I’m a foolish, fragile spine."
"I want all that is not mine."
"I want him, but we’re not right."
"I should go now."
"I’m sorry if I smothered you."
"Hate is spitting out each others mouths, but we're still sleeping like we're lovers."
"I already know I'll lose you."
"By tomorrow I'll be left in the darkness, amongst your cold sheets and your shoes will be gone, and your body warmth no longer beside me."
"She don't even want to speak to you."
"Still reminding me what I feel, how he left without reasons."
"You can try to forget me but I won't let you easily."
"Despite everything I'm still human."
"I think I'm dying here."
"I can't stand to be so dead behind the eyes."
"Give me touch 'cause I've been missing it."
"I'm dreaming of strangers kissing me in the night."
"I'll escape with him."
"I've been thinking that I should see someone just to find out if I'm alright."
"I used to dream of adventure when I was younger."
"You always find the rain in rainbows."
"You're so cold to touch."
"Your kisses are not what I wanted."
"All I really need is you to comfort me."
"You don't understand, you don't hold my hand."
"All I ever wanted was your heart right from the start."
"Her kisses may be a beautiful art, but she don't really care about your heart."
"If I try to get close, he is already gone."
"He is restless at night, 'cause he has horrible dreams."
"I don't know what we're doing, I don't know what we've done."
"I think we should run."
"I won't tell my mother, it's better she don't know."
"We'll just keep each other as safe as we can."
"Will you stay with me, my love, 'till we're old and grey?"
"I'm losing my friend."
"Her eyes were blue and green like none I've ever seen."
"Through many years, their love did survive."
"I flew here under false pretense."
"I know you think you're still a child, but I couldn't give a fuck."
"I've forgotten what it was that I wanted."
"I won't be your doll."
"I don't look so good in yellow."
"I see the way you look at her, you don't do that for me."
*CRIES FOREVER* EMOTIONAL DAMAGE-
I’ll Stay With You Till The Break Of Dawn (angst oneshot)
⚠️Trigger Warnings⚠️
Hurt/comfort, memories of religious abuse, childhood trauma, thoughts of suicide, hypnosis, nightmares, self blaming, mentions of age regression.
Ship:
Pastel Techno x Licorice
Characters:
Pastel Techno (🎤)
Licorice (💀)
Poison Mushroom (🍄)
Pomegranate (♦️)
Aunt Mahalabia
Mille-feuille
Toxipop (🍬)
Cream Unicorn (🦄)
That night, Pastel Techno Cookie came back to the dark table room feeling defeated from losing another argument with Toxipop Cookie. Since Toxipop Cookie broke out of jail, all of her friends and fans mocked Pastel Techno Cookie for being successful, then they attacked her supporters as revenge too. She sat down on her chair and looked down at the table. Eyes darkened as she thought to herself: "Maybe she's right, maybe I am just an attention seeking brat who deserved nothing." But then she heard a voice coming behind her.
♦️: "Is something troubling you?"
It was Pomegranate, only checking if she was okay. She lifted her head to look at her.
🎤: "Toxipop Cookie is back, and she's still getting on my nerves. She's corrupted my mind with these thoughts she casted, and I don't know why..."
Pastel sighed, Pomegranate knows how hurt she is. But she know what she can do to help.
♦️: "Is she really? Is she making you feel this way? ...Perhaps my mirror shall reveal what your fate shall be if the situation you're in keeps going."
Pastel nodded as she looked at Pomegranate's mirror, started to feel hypnotized. Then it magically revealed something horrifying. An image of her "hanging" in flower vines, and flowers blooming from her dough. Tears of sorrow and fear stream down from her hypnotized eyes, softly sobbing as she saw it.
♦️: "I see, so you do feel unsafe around her. These thoughts she fills you leading you to your fate as I see the tears of fear streaming down. Did you really think ending yourself would make cookies the smiles upon their faces? Hm... perhaps I can help you change your fate somehow."
Pomegranate said as she lifts Pastel's chin gently.
♦️: "Choco Berry Cookie, your love for Licorice Cookie is one the ways to help, even though it disturbs me many times. And I sense your mental health is running thin. Whatever happens to you, we cannot let you fall in the same fate like what our master did in the past. I pray for your safety as we speak. Either way, we might be able to find our way to get rid of these thoughts."
More tears streaming down, sobbing slowly gets louder.
♦️: "Hush now, Choco Berry Cookie, I shall sooth your mind with a lullaby spell."
Pomegranate said as she casted a lullaby spell on Pastel. She stopped crying as her eyelids are getting heavy.
♦️: "Rest well, Choco Berry Cookie. I'll soon get Licorice Cookie to hold you until the break of dawn."
Pastel finally starts to fall asleep, just then Poison Mushroom walked in to check on the two cookies.
🍄: "Pomegranate Cookie..? Is Pastel okay..?"
Pomegranate turns around to see Poison Mushroom being concerned.
♦️: "Oh, your dear friend is having a hard day on herself, and her rivals were so very cruel to her. So I decided to help clear her mind."
She told them as she carried Pastel to her room
🍄: "Poor Pastel Techno Cookie, I hope she gets better soon. I found lots of Raspberry shroomies from the the Hollyberry Kingdom, I'll give some to her when she wakes up."
♦️: "That's wonderful, Poison Mushroom Cookie."
She said as she puts Pastel down to bed. As the two leave the bedroom, hours past as the soothing lullaby spell starts to wear off, and Pastel Techno began to dream about the horrors of her childhood past and her fate. And the thoughts kept coming back.
Aunt Mahalabia Cookie: "Such a disrespectful child, always reject the following rules of our Monastery. If she keeps up with her unacceptable behavior, she will never see the holy light of our godly makers!"
Mille-feuille Cookie: "Maybe she still has a childish mindset. If he can refresh her mind, she'll be as kind, truthful, and obedient."
🎤: "No... stop...!"
Aunt Mahalabia Cookie: "What an excellent idea, mother. I shall bring her, and we'll clean the filth of her mindset."
🎤: "Stop...! no more..!!"
Toxipop Cookie: "Aw, what's the matter, "Princess"? Jealous of my victory over you? Ahahaha!!"
The voices of her Aunt, grandmother, and Toxipop kept spouting into her head. She stepped back in fear then bumped into something behind her. She screamed and collapse as she saw a frame of her future death. It's staring at her so soullessly with pitch black eyes. She gets up and runs away from the frame and into a pitch black room. She got tired of running, so she lays down and sobbed. Back outside her dream, her Unicorn plush doll is sitting there on her mirror dresser, and it starts glowing. In her dream, the pitch blackness starts to fade to a purple dreamy world. She stopped crying and looked around. Purple fluffy clouds are below her feet, and the sky is full of stars.
🎤: "Wh... what is this..?"
Suddenly, she heard a clip clops sounding like a horse behind her. She turns around to see a white and colorful unicorn with a sparkly cape and butterflies surrounding them. A silence between the two for a minute or two, then she sighed.
🎤: "Why would I deserve this place? All I did is to make things worse. I deserve nothing but becoming crumbs, not this. Everyone would be better off without me, Toxipop Cookie was right after all..."
She said as she sits down with tears flowing down. The unicorn sat down in front of her.
🎤: "I'm such a horrible cookie..!! I deserve to face the consequences of my existence..! Even though I wanted to go back to be young again..."
More tears keep streaming down. The Unicorn changes to their cookie form, and walked to her. Wiping her tears away and holding her hands gently.
🦄: "You don't have to feel this way, Choco Berry Cookie. And I know how you feel too."
They said in a gentle tone. She looked up to see the unicorn as their form of a cookie.
🎤: "W-what do you mean."
🦄: "You are such a wonderful cookie through the years of your hometown, the Hollyberry Kingdom. Your parents, your cousin, your fans, even you lover Licorice Cookie. They all love you, and everything you do for them. Even Licorice Cookie had the same problems like you do, and you knew how to show your love and kindness to him."
🎤: "Wait a minute... you're the plush I got from my birthday and came to life in my dreams, right?"
🦄: "Why yes, I am!"
They said as she starts to have a sudden realization.
🎤: "So you're... Cream Unicorn Cookie..!?"
🦄: "Yes, you do remember me!"
They quickly gave her a hug as she finally remembered them. She hugged back sobbing.
🦄: "Look at you, all grown up! I could've been more proud of you! The first time I saw you, I couldn't imagine how precious you were back then!"
They both break the hug holding both hands.
🦄: "Maybe someday when you start dreaming again, I'll take you to a place where you feel safe and happy, Cookieland.”
🎤: "Y-yeah, that's sounds nice."
She sniffled as they hand out her childhood blanket, and she wrapped the blanket around her body as they both lie down.
🦄: "Remember that your inner child will always love you no matter what. Don't end your life this way, and embrace the warmth and comfort of your childhood."
🎤: "Th-thank you, Cream Unicorn Cookie..."
They said as they both cuddled in each other's arms.
(Small time skip)
An hour has pasted til midnight, Pastel wake up to see Licorice Cookie waking her up all worried sick.
💀: "Pastel, w-wake up! Are you alright..?"
She can tell he's worried for her. She teared up and hugged him.
🎤: "*sniffle* L-Licorice Cookie..."
💀: "Hey, shh.. I'm here. Everything's okay now.. I'm so sorry that Toxipop Cookie made you feel this way, Pomegranate told me you've been hurt mentally."
Licorice knows what he learned from his beloved girlfriend, love and comfort. Pastel calmed down a bit.
💀: "Now, do you need anything? You've been crying so much, I could get you something to drink if you'd like."
Suddenly he noticed the unicorn plush doll sitting on her mirror dresser. He grabbed and hand it to her.
💀: "I think you need this, right."
🎤: "Mhm.."
She hugged the unicorn doll, then Licorice grabbed his baby blanket he's been keeping for some time, and wrapped it around her body. They both lay down on the bed cuddling.
💀: "I'll Stay With You Till The Break Of Dawn, okay? I love you, Pastel Techno Cookie."
🎤: "Okay, I love you too."
He kissed her forehead went to sleep with her in his arms cradling her. She thought to herself: "Cream Unicorn Cookie... I thank you for being here in my dreams with me. I never knew you were watching over me this entire time growing up. And at this age, I haven't felt so...
.
.
.
.
.
Little."
(P.S damn I'm getting so emotional writing this oneshot 🥹)