Crying Rn Lmao - Tumblr Posts

When someone expects me to know why they’re mad at me without telling me and suddenly I’m 6 years old again wondering why my dad won’t stop yelling.

When someone slams a door and suddenly I’m 9 years old again counting down from 25 to make sure it’s ok to leave my room.

When someone raises their voice and suddenly I’m 4 years old again wondering why I’m always screwing everything up.

When someone uses my name at the end or mid sentence and suddenly I’m 10 years old again wondering why my dad is making me clean up 7 grains of rice while telling me I’m worthless.

When someone says I’m too loud and suddenly I’m 10 years old again listening to my dad yell how I’m talentless and worthless and how I don’t mean anything.

When someone touches me without warning and suddenly I’m 8 years old again and getting weird looks because I flinch when anyone moves.

When my teachers tell me I don’t try hard enough and suddenly I’m 11 years old again crying in my room, careful to not be too loud as to not wake my parents.

I’m fucking trying ok?

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