Digitalclowns Poems - Tumblr Posts

CW sooort of a vent? Not really heavy stuff, it’s just a poem I wrote but it’s self-indulgent + kinda ventish

Back when I was a child

There used to be a pair of wings in my back

In my dreamworld I could fly

Away from worries, lost in the night

Gorgeous wings, a white and angelic pair

Their form? To my will I could change

Those were my only source of happiness

To escape my reality, one full of despair

I didn’t know how much I would miss it all

When my confidence broke, my wings tore apart

I was drowned into an eternal cry

For I never again would be able to fly

As the years went by

A pair of broken wings remained on my back

And I would try so hard to fly

Only to lose control and fall apart

Missing dearly those old childhood days

I wasn’t too happy , but I was better back then

I miss the days where I was not chained

Years passed once more

After certain events, my confidence was completely torn

And when I lost it all, a new pair of wings was born

But their appearance made me mourn

Crimson, demonic wings, made me hopeless

They were an embodiment of my darkness

They turned out to be a reflection

Of my own horrid, damned perception

I don’t want to perceive myself like this

But of these thoughts I just can’t get rid

Seems like I’m doomed to be stuck in eternal misery