Dragonpro Rants - Tumblr Posts
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I stare at a wall, trying to find a spark, an ounce of motivation to do something, anything with my life.
"You should do this" or "You should just give up this and try that!" is what I've grown up listening to.
I want to be me, but how can do that when I don't feel happy as who I am?
Nova, my oc, she is so much better than me, that's why I made her, she was supposed to be the better me, but I pulled her down with me.
I'm terrible, I'm disgusting, I'm a monster, I say. A monster who eats her own skin from her body and enjoys it.
Only a monster feels like that.
I reach out, thinking I found a spark, but in my hand, is empty air.
Who am I?
What am I?
Why am I like this?
Why can't I just be normal?
Normal...
I'm far from that word.
I'm far from anything remotely close to that.
I inhale, then exhale. Inhale, exhale, but what does it do?
Keep me alive?
Make me suffer?
I don't truly know anymore.
Will I ever know is the question without an answer.
I tighten my hands into fists, closing my eyes and gritting my teeth, soon shouting "What was I meant to do?".
Was I meant to write?
Was I meant to draw?
Was I meant to loom?
No.
I was meant to give others my happiness.
If others are happy, that means I am too, right?
Right?
...
I open my eyes, and I look to my hands.
I feel numb.
I feel...
Empty.
Snek baby
We both just woke up, and we are cuddling ^w^
Oh my goodness...OH MY GOODNESS YOU GUYS! GUESS WHAT?!?!
I HAVE 100 FOLLOWERS!! WHERE DID YOU ALL COME FROM??!? AHHHHHHHH, THANK YOU SO MUCHHH!!!
No, really, Thank you all soo, so very much for 100 followers!!! I never actually believed I would hit this many, but here you guys are proving me wrong yet again! I feel so blessed for each and every one of you beautiful souls, and I can't thank you guys enough for this big milestone I've hit. I couldn't have got this far without each and every one of you beautiful people out there. So thank you, for helping me get this far! I can't wait to see what else the future holds!
I have a ton of stuffed animals/plushies. I need them to snuggle at night when I’m having an ADHD and Anxiety attack. They were my first friends, and they will be my last as well.
like or reblog if you still have plushies/stuffed animals. im autistic and need validation
Important Update: What’s going on with Dragonpro?
So...I guess it’s best I go ahead and let you all know...It’s my first day back to school today...And my mental health has had so much of a downfall, I haven’t felt like myself at all. This is one of the reasons no prompts have been written. Well, they have been written, but have only made it half way and or are finished, but I’m still nit picking them because of stupid OCD and ADHD. I just feel so empty and drained of energy. I don’t want to get out of bed, I don’t want to eat, and I really don’t want to loom, and this is a BIG deal considering for almost 8 YEARS, I’ve always found my comfort in looming creations.
I don’t really understand why I’m like this, nor do I know how long it’ll take me to get back to normal. All I know is that I might still try to loom and write, but I can’t guarantee I’ll be anything along the lines of entertaining for you guys. I will say though, I’m extremely grateful to all the people who are following me, who have randomly found my stuff and liked my posts, or even have just popped on by to see what I have. I’m still in a stage of shock that I’m already at 110 followers. I mean, my Tumblr is only updated like, once a week? And yet you guys are still supporting me. I can’t tell you how much I love all of you for all the support. I truly mean it. By just liking my posts or saying it’s cool or nice, it really sparks something small within my heart. So thank you to all of you who are still supporting me. Just know that you are loved, you are special, and you are my friend no matter what happens.
As for what’s to come of my Tumblr, I’m still going to do my best to write prompts given to me, and to those who have, I’m so sorry about keeping you waiting. I feel awful because when I try to write the prompts, I’m unsure of how to start. This does not mean I’m going to stop writing. I never will. I’ve just been focused now on my mini business and a possible book that can help me and my family get some money to move out of this small rental home we are stuck in. I’m not going to post the story for the sake of not having my idea behind it stolen, but I will say it’s much different than the stuff on here. I’m very proud of it so far, and I’m hoping it’ll be the very thing to help my collapsing household.
Lastly, I just want to say that there is some amazing people who you guys need to follow for sure, because without them, I wouldn’t have gotten to this point. They are @pixiethesizeshifter @mysticalblue09 @bluedragonfairy2000 @awesome-slime-lover @wendy130 @wren-writes68 @baka-monarch And @leetlezeetle Without you amazing people, I wouldn’t have gotten to this big milestone. So thank you for holding my hand and guiding me through it all. You guys are amazing and I love you all.
I’m sorry about this being so long, but I just really had to share this all with you. Until what comes next, peace out for now my amazing and fellow Dragons and Humans.
I have a question...
Who made this??
My Birthday is in 6 days! I'm turning 15 and I'm terrified!
Forgot to post this yesterday since I was so busy and didn't get much of a break from all the events...
I'm now 15 years old! My birthday was yesterday and I'm already starting some new paths! What else shall life throw at this dragonet now?