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MY. POOR. HEARTH💔💔💔
(I'm crying my eyes out.......I can't take this....I can't.....why.......WHY THIS HAPPENED TO HIM?!)
...........
...no...NO. STOP. I CAN'T....I- I can't with this anymore....I can't....
Yesssshh!!!! EARTH DEFEND YOURSELF!!!!! GOOD GIRL!!!!
Before watching:
*loading while shocked*
OMG. F-FOR REAL?????? YOU'RE NOT JOKING, RIGHT???????? OMG! YESH YES YES YES YESYESYESYESYESYES!!!!!!!
*laughing while crying of pure joy*
Also me:
No. Nonono. If this is a joke, it's not funny..!!! I swear if this is a cruel joke...I'm gonna cry until I pass out or I'm gonna break something..!! IT'S. NOT. FUNNY.
After watching:
Oh....it's just a dream..!!
*laughing maniacally while crying*
YESSS!!! FINALLY!!!
(I don't know why, but I'm crying-
My emotions are soo confusing-)
YESSH!!! HE REALLY NEEDS IT!!
❤🌍☀️
(End) have you noticed how Sun suddenly changed humor when Earth changed topic from the feeling-situation?
Like it was said before, Sun is an individual that doesn't really like sharing his emotions and end up struggling when he tries to do it...
(This is a fact that often autistic people do and other times he do what an autistic person wold do, so this is why I say that he's autistic)
And in this kind of situation he struggles sharing his feelings and maybe he doesn't tell everything he wanted to say and that thing he wanted to share remains there deep inside until it doesn't come out by itself in a not-so-good-way...
I say this because I notices that, during the therapy session, he often wanted to say something, but he stopped before he could say anything...so I think he had something else to say to Earth, but he didn't maybe because he didn't want to or didn't know how to express it or didn'twant to bother his sister with his problems, but still he DIDN'T SAY IT... he continually stopped and probably changed the topic he wanted to talk about...(maybe I'm wrong, but still I don't it, because HE STOPPED SUDDENLY AND THEN WENT ON).
I'm worried that thing it might was something really important that might have been.....the fact that he's think sometime that he's not worth it...that maybe if he did everything the way it should have done, none of this would ever happened...that maybe it might been good if he...DIED...
If this though keep coming back to his mind (which I think that sometimes it does), it will not end well...
And I think what most hurt him about Solar's death is that he have seen his entire family die at this point and the most terrible part is that he saw Solar disappearing in front of him and then sees Moon broke like that...
I don't think is a good scene for his bad mental state...
I know. I over-dramatic. I can't do much about it. I like dramaa-☀️🌍❤
I also love how Earth changed the topic so Sun was feeling more comfortable 🌍☀️❤
SIBLINGS BODING!!!☀️🌍❤