Enby Envy? Suppose That's What It Is - Tumblr Posts

It hurts that I'm always going to look like my agab. Like, I look pretty conventionally attractive from what I've been told, but in a way that's very much gendered. And no matter how nonbinary I identify, that'll just always be how I am, when I tell people I'm he/they it feels weird because I just don't look, he/they. It also really doesn't help that clothing gendered towards my agab is what I'm most comfortable in. And I also don't want to do anything to medically alter my body for a lot of reasons.

One of my closest friends (whose also agender) is so naturally androgynous looking that I literally thought they were a different agab then they were for the first few weeks of knowing them. And I realize I'm never going to have that, and there's something that makes me weirdly sad about the fact that this'll just never be me.

I wish I could just be mothman for a lil while.