Eughhh - Tumblr Posts
cuddling ain't enough i need to hold u so close that the calcium within our bones and skin meld together until the two of us become one big grotesque deformity
You're so careless with my heart
So fucking careless with my heart
I wish I cared less at the start
It wasn't love, wasn't love, just a fucking lesson
got down time so expect your requests in around 10 hours (i never sleep correctly) ! in the mean time…
oshi no ko ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
got down time so expect your requests in around 10 hours (i never sleep correctly) ! in the mean time…
oshi no ko ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
Thinking about where the line between lies and storytelling sits with Garak. How trauma (especially childhood trauma) forces you to morph your life into stories to tell the truth when the facts are too all encompassing and terrible for you to face.
Thinking about the queerness inherent to Garak and Bashir's book club. The way they interrogate the subtext of their books the way only queer people can, when the realities of our lives are rendered unspeakable by homophobia.
The way they dance around each other, creating a hidden story within the story - the truth of their relationship too large and unforgivable. Queer repression as text becoming repression subtext. An ouroboros of enforced shame. It remains hidden but in doing so, reveals some new truth. Neither knows who they are without the obfuscation they have worn for so long that it has become their face.
