Except I'm Never Myself - Tumblr Posts
1 year ago
I hate looking similar to other people my age not because I hate how it looks, but because I hate how it feels like I didn't have any choice at all in this
I've said what you've wanted me to say and I've done what you would have liked for me to do and where does that even leave me now?
I feel like I can't speak, like you're the one speaking for me, you're the voice that comes out of my mouth
I'm not you, but how am I supposed to be like myself if all you ever do is give me things to adapt in?
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I would hate to be the gal with blue hair and pronouns but...
it'd just feel like a breath of fresh air you know?
it's not like I know what to do other than deny and try to do things differently
I feel like I haven't really gotten how to not let others opinion affect my life
I wish I could go out looking like a girl from pinterest
I wouldn't even know how I want to look like and while I do think I'n pretty
I think whatever fucking cool smoke they got on that app would be a good start to feeling more like myself maybe
except I'm never myself
I'm just an extention of others