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2 years ago

It seems like there's more positivity on Tumblr than other platforms (*cough*Twitter*cough*). Like, you can say "I love you, bestie." without anyone calling you corny or childish.

Y'know what? Reblog this to let your besties know you love them.


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9 months ago

Prompt 126

In place of August Fourteenth, Promptapalooza 7/ Geralt knows he has a soulmate when he first hears a small voice ask him what his name is. He doesn't respond. He's not humoring destiny (that bitch) or fate (that cunt). He's not going to respond.

It's been a few years and occasionally the voice still speaks to him.

"Are you real?" "Do you hate maths too?" "I fell earlier and really hurt my knee. Today's been bad. what about your day?" "I had a nightmare last night, but thinking of you helped." "When we're grown ups one day and we get married, we'll have flowers at the wedding, right?" "Do you like music?"

And Geralt never answers. He won't link this innocent child to his wretched, wretched life. He won't link them to a murderer.

Another few years go by, and unfortunately the voice won't shut up.

"Still not talkin', huh? That's fine! I can fill the silence easy enough! Let me tell you alllll about my day!"

He's temped to use their connection to tell his soulmate to stop talking, but he doesn't want to expose himself.

And he doesn't want to hurt them.

But them telling him a long rambling story about their walk in the woods that day and how a squirrel scared them right in the middle of Geralt fighting a leshy wasn't exactly helpful.

A few more years pass, and the voice still speaks to him. It's gotten deeper, so Geralt suspects it's a boy. Almost a man, but not quite.

"Father yelled at me again. If you care. I hope whoever you are, you have a better home." "Are you dead? They didn't give me a dead soulmate, right?" "Why won't you talk to me?" "i don't think anybody likes me. Not even you. You never speak to me. I wish you did." "I'm thinking of leaving. If there was any time to speak up and tell me who you are or where you reside, it'd be now." "Please talk to me." "I dreamt of you again last night. I keep doing it, recently. Sometimes you're a woman. Sometimes you're a man. Sometimes I can't really tell. Sometimes you're sweet and shy, sometimes you're flirty and crass. Sometimes you have brown eyes. Sometimes they're green. Sometimes they're blue. I wish I knew."

They're yellow. Hideous and grotesque. Inhuman. The boy shouldn't wish to know them.

"I left. I finally did it. I left just last night. I swear, wherever you are, I'll find you."

Another few years pass, and the voice is still there, but it's much rarer to hear. Geralt feels relief knowing he's finally giving up on Geralt and will find himself a better life.

"I haven't been doing a good job of finding you. But you haven't really given me any hints. Do you not want me to find you? Do you really want me to stay away?"

And Geralt finally responds to the man, for the first time ever.

"Yes."

"IT'S YOU! You responded! You're real! You're actually real! I do have a soulmate! I knew it! I knew I wasn't unlovable! Where are you? I'll-"

And Geralt hears the exact moment his rambling thoughts come to an abrupt crashing halt, as he processes what Geralt agreed to.

"Oh."

And that's the last message he gets from his soulmate's voice. It's what Geralt wanted all along. But after a solid year of hearing nothing from him, Geralt will admit he misses him. He misses the chatter.

It's the beginning of the very next year that he meets the bard Jaskier, who stubbornly fights tooth and nail to incorporate himself into Geralt's life.

He fills the silence left by Geralt's soulmate. It's nice to have prattle back. He doesn't tell Jaskier that, of course. Jaskier is young and foolhardy and jumps from bed to bed, but soon enough, he'll want to settle down with his own soulmate and he'll leave Geralt. Geralt isn't looking forward to the silence returning, but he likes Jaskier. He'd go through any silence for him.

It's Jaskier's fifth year traveling with Geralt. They sit across from each other around a campfire as Geralt roasts some pheasants and and Jaskier stares despondently at the notebook he's not writing in.

And then Geralt hears him. His soulmate's voice in his thoughts again.

"I've fallen in love."

And Geralt is happy for his soulmate. Because - Geralt glances at Jaskier for a moment and smiles to himself - He has too.

"I don't know if you hate me. Or if you're dead. Or if you've found someone else, but whatever it is, I hope you can be happy for me. I love him. I really, truly do. I love Geralt with everything in me."

And Geralt jolts and whips his head to look over at the bard.

"Jaskier?" He sends through the connection, and watches as his bard's eyes grow wide with shock.

"…You love me?"


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9 months ago

Thinking more about Anya from Mouthwashing….

In all of Jimmy’s pov gameplay, she is the least of a character out of everyone. In his perception, she is a quest giver. He never sees her unless she needs something. Even Daisuke and Swansea are seen ambling around, even if they don’t need anything. But Anya is GONE. You could scour the whole ship and not find her, because Jimmy simply does not care to see her.

She’s never around unless she’s causing a problem, and even when she’s causing a problem, Jimmy denies her her own agency. When she locks herself in medical, its “I won’t let you hurt Curly!” - when in reality what she’s doing - to her - is more along the lines of protecting both her and Curly from Jimmy. The gun was out. She considered killing Jimmy herself, but knew she couldn’t stomach it. Even in death, Jimmy couldn’t look at her, because that was HIS fault and he couldn’t look at her.

And then from Curly’s POV, you see her inner life. Her emotions and fears and the way she looks at the world. He goes out of his way to find her, and she is found, and she is a person with rich characterization. Swansea cares about her. Daisuke cares about her. Curly cares about her. Everyone seeks her out, and listens to her.

She just can’t stand to talk to Jimmy, and Jimmy can’t stand to look at her


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yes yes yes!!! When she locked herself in I didnt understand at first why he was talking about her hurting curly when it was so so obvious that she wouldnt be able to harm him even to HELP him With the painmeds I mean And at the part where Curly delivers the news of the company shutting down to the crew and everyone takes the news very harshly FOR GOOD REASON It was interesting to see that Jimmy used Anya to shame/accuse Curly too I mean yes he named the consequences for all of them but that he mentioned her not getting into.. medical school was it? and not even gracing it with an actual explanation From Jimmys perspective we barely even see Anya as anything more than a continous source of chores But from Curlys perspective we see that even before he was abrasive and dismissive of her and everything she is and stands for even when he does finally say more than a few words to her and goes off about how all she ever does is give him “work” to do and she says she can do it herself and that he doesnt have to do it He doubles down and says he'll do it so he just shamed her over nothing for no other reason than to make her feel horrible (because that was his goal. not to make her do it herself. not to actually convince her of doing it even. Its just so he can rattle off all the things he has done (which were so so easy lets be honest. all of those things he named were easy af) and make himself look like he has any idea what hes doing. like he can handle the responsibility that he was envious of Curly having before Anya deserved so much better and I hate that I already saw someone say that she was the reason for everything in the game going wrong how do you look at Jimmy next to Anya and go “Ah yes she is the evil in this game” like come on sorry for the rant op but I am going insane over this game a bit I also might be getting things wrong. I should play the game again once I have less uni work to do again
3 years ago

the feminine urge to gather everyone from the portwell nation to invade Twitter and take over #that fandom


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