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June 16,2011 will forever be a day that I will never forget. The weekend before right before I left out to go back to school, I told you that I would see you again that upcoming weekend and you said ok. I missed your forehead before heading out and told you I love you. You said I love you too.

I walked out the door and traveled back to school only to have a very vivid dream Wednesday night/Thursday morning of you coming to me in my dream and talking to me and at the end of the dream you turned and walked up a huge staircase that was lid up so bright. You turned and looked at me and smiled. You waved and blew me a kiss. God took your hand and you never looked back again.

I had a test that day at school (I had taken summer classes that year to keep myself busy), but I got a call from my mom asking me what my schedule was looking like and asked me to come home. I knew something was going on because why would my mom ask me to come home randomly in the middle of the week and we don’t have a trip planned. As well I had missed calls and text from people that usually only hit your line when something tragic has happened.

I drove home, on my way home with that 1.5 hour commute I drove in complete silence , which is weird because I usually have complete concerts in the car lol

I remember pulling into your driveway, I got out Deion was outside piddling around and someone was in the backyard. I walked in and my mom, Pearl, Dana and a few others were sitting at the table. I spoke, but looked right past them towards the back room at the couch were you had been laying Sunday when I saw you before I left. You weren’t there. When I asked “where is Maw” the response was “she’s gone” I lost it. I screamed out and my heart shattered into a billion different pieces.

That dream I had was real. You had passed on over to the other side and you came to see me before you entered the gates. My heart is still missing pieces. You definitely took those pieces with you when you left this earth.

I love you with all my heart and soul. I miss you so much, but at the same time I am grateful that you don’t have to be here to witness all of this mess that has entered this earth.

13 years without you seems like a lifetime, but I hold onto the memories of you. You will forever be in my heart. I love you so much my girl!

I loved you then, I love you now, I love you forever.

🫶🏾