Happy Tears Are Real?????? - Tumblr Posts

happy tears are real?????? having a moment where I definitely want to kill myself but also another more spiteful me that’s maybe actually me wants to do all my stuff not just finish it then die but like :( do it and never stop it’s a really beautiful feeling where I feel like a fucking failure but ONLY because I failed and I in fact fully think I am a capable person that can pick my shit up like wow im gonna cry... again