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hearthseek:
form had no idea how to start explaining. he was a nobody. quite literally. he had no identification on him. no records of him being alive or even existing. people that he was around were usually temporary. until he is done with the job. only ones that he stick around with are the circle members who junghyun hasn’t even met yet. form groans in frustration when the other keeps pressing on the matter. ‘ that’s not what i fucking mean at all !! ’ he said, almost shouting but managing to keep it under control. ‘ what is it gonna change if people know about us ?? it’s our business. not theirs. why are you so worked up about it ?? ’ he huffed out.
his brow raises and permanently sticks there, junghyun’s voice growing a few octaves higher as they fight off the urge to burst into tears. he normally is not fond of showing emotion like this, especially not crying. typically he is able to handle himself quite well, not even flinching, even if he’s being harmed. though for some reason, the way form speaks to him, and of him, has his ducts quivering and his lower lip twitching. ‘ all my life, i have been pushed into a quiet corner. family, friends, employers, schools, any authority figure, ’ shaking their head, he can’t stop the waterfall, no matter how hard he’s trying, and he is, desperately so. ‘ i just thought that for once, i had found someone, a friend, maybe more, i don’t know. that wouldn’t wish to shut me up and toss me in the back. i guess i was wrong. ’ though he’s aware he may be overreacting, a bit dramatic, manipulative, even— he’s buried himself far too deep to come back from it now.