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Request Update!

Hey all! I just wanted to let you know where I am with requests right now. No, I am not ignoring any requests and I will get them done! I have been busy with life so haven't been able to get to my asks as much as I'd like so that's why things are a tad slow.

I am prioritizing the Valentine's Event Asks first! There are about 4 I believe!

Once I am done with those I'm back to finishing up my other asks, and even some drafts no one has requested yet!

So don't worry and hang tight! I will get to your asks! Being a person who loves to read and request fanfiction I know waiting for your ask to go through can be annoying, so I try to make it a point to finish them as quickly as I can!

Hey could you do some head cannons of Meleoron celebrating their S/O’s birthday (it’s my birthday today and I’ve been thinking about him 💖💕🥳)

Oh my gosh happy birthday! I can totally do some headcanons for ya!

-With Meleoron, as long as you've mentioned when your birthday is, he's more than likely to remember or at the very least make a note of it so he won't forget.

-He probably started panicking on what to get you the week before and went to Knuckle or Shoot to help figure out what to get you.

-He probably went to get your favorite dessert early morning on your birthday so he could surprise you with it.

-And he would totally get you a present, it all depends on what you like, if you're into cute stuff, books, drawing, he brainstormed really hard to get you the perfect gift.

-And the way you celebrate the rest of the day also depends on you. If you really just want a low-key kind of day and to chill at home that's what y'all will do.

-Y'all could play video games all day, sleep in, order takeout, watch some shows together, he'll try his best to make the day special for you.

-But if you want to celebrate with friends, he'd probably start thr day low-key and end up having a little surprise party for you with all your friends.

-He isn't great at planning parties, but his friends are great help at setting everything up and he knows what you like and the little things about you so that it's the best party ever.

-He's normally very awkward at things like parties, but given that you're friends with everyone makes it much better.

-He'd send you a lot of cute 'happy birthday' texts throughout the day.

-Y'all would definitely cuddle at the end of the day and eat the rest of any desserts from earlier that day.

-He cares a lot about you and wants to make sure that you know on your birthday how much he loves you and how special you are to him.

Because of my never ending curiosity, I must ask...what would Rammot and Pouf be like with a human S/O? Would they both be in denial about liking a human? Or would they just accept it? Would they be sweet with them? Or revert to total animal instincts with them? I'm just so curious.

I got some free time for some brief headcanons yay!

TW: mild smutt mention/brief yandere mention but headcanons aren't based on it/brief mating mention/mention of Pouf being beaten so you aren't

-I think for Pouf he would make it a huge deal.

-There's gonna be a lot of internal conflict on his part.

-At first he adamantly tries to deny his feelings. The king is his sole priority and purpose in life. Being in love with a human hinders his ability to carry out that purpose.

-He might actually be tempted to kill you at first, since you're hindering his ability to protect the king and therefore pose a threat to the king's very life

-He won't have the strength to do it though, even though he feels strongly about protecting the king, he feels just as strongly for you

-He's generally hesitant to ever talk to you at first and keeps the conversations brief. But as he gets to know you more, he finds thing after thing about you that he just adores and he can't help but start talking with you more and more.

-He of course keeps his feelings for you hidden from the king. If you aren't someone the king needs around and you don't serve him any purpose, Pouf will do his upmost to keep you away from the King as not to annoy him or risk your life

-If you're lucky the king will be tolerant of you. Especially if you have no nen or great aura quantities. He wouldn't have any interest in eating you that way.

-If you ever pissed off the king or annoyed him in any way and he was going to kill you or hit you with his tail, Pouf would step in holding back tears and beg the king to punish him on your behalf.

-Pouf would be frustrated at you angering the king but wouldn't do much about it. Once you're both in private though he would hug you and cry, glad that you're okay. Pouf can take quite a beating from the king and come out with cuts and bruises.

-But likely you on the other hand would die instantly.

-Overall Pouf, though briefly in denial, would love you a lot. He loves you as deeply as he cares for the king's safety. That's a lot.

-He definitely feels like he needs to protect you, especially given the situation of everything at the palace.

-He'd probably allow you in one designated area for you to do your own thing most of the day. Probably close to Pouf, out of Meruem's sight and not too close to the other ants.

-It's less of a yandere kidnapping sense and more of an actually keeping you safe so you don't get eaten or decapitated sense.

-With Rammot there'd be much less denial. Still a bit in the beginning though.

-He thinks very highly of himself and is mildly pissed that he could ever fall to such feelings for a weak human, likely one without even nen.

-But he'd get over that pretty fast. Especially if you give him food and are respectful by staying away from the food he's already claimed. (Those poor horses on stick jesus fucking christ)

-He'd try to woo them but he'd likely try the animal way first, and that just ends up confusing the hell out of them.

-But next he'd try to just be nice and tolerant of you. He has no idea how humans usually woo each other so he's just gonna try being nice.

-But if you do anything romantic at all like giving a gift or running your fingers through his hair, not only will he be thrilled that you at all reciprocate his feelings, but he'll mimic the hell out of you.

-Finally he knows at least one thing humans do to woo each other, he's gonna use it all the damn time.

-Maybe constantly getting you little gifts, often things from the villages they've devoured people from, and sometimes things like bones, straight up meat, and one time twigs.

-Apart from that y'alls relationship is very driven by his animal instincts. He's normally more run by them anyways so it makes sense that they'd be so apparent in his relationship with you.

-He's pretty territorial and that includes of you too. Starts getting more and more agitated before straight up violent with other people, creatures and ants if they get too close to you.

-Also the gifting you twigs thing was to maybe make a nest with you. Essentially his version of a risky text. But when you accepted the twigs (more so out of confusion) it sent his heart soaring.

-I do see him being a bit yandere, but he's less likely to go out of his way to kill someone for you. Only if they get too close to you or hurt you. Otherwise he just tells them to piss off.

-And yes he does have a mating season. Thank god for Uber Eats so y'all don't have to leave your house.

Howdy~! So I'm a huge fan of Cheetu, so I have this request: the female reader goes up to Cheetu and asks him to pretend to be her boyfriend in order to shake off a stalker. How will he react? Please and thanks!

Sorry for putting this one off! I started it not long after it was requested but it didn't save so now I'm starting it again!

-Cheetu would be caught off guard when you run up to him shouting "Hey Honey!"

-He wasn't weirded out or anything just confused, but then you caught up with him and with a nervous smile you looked him in the eyes saying quietly "There's a guy following me please pretend to be my boyfriend."

-"Oh hey Kitten! I was looking for you!" He winked at you and played along, if anything this is entertaining for him, but he still thinks it's creepy that guy is following you.

-"Who's that guy Baby?"

-"I don't know who he is, he's been harassing me."

-Cheetu will look him dead in the eyes and give him the above death glare of "I will fucking eat you."

-The creep will stop dead in his tracks and you can see the color drain from his face. He runs away like a dog with his tail between his legs.

-"Oh my gosh, thank you so much, I couldn't get him to leave me alone and I really thought he was gonna try and kidnap me or something. Sorry for roping you into this!"

-"No problem! I'm always happy to help a pretty lady."

-Y'all end up talking and exchanging numbers before parting ways.

-He's not sure why he didn't just eat you, but for some reason he just doesn't feel like it.

-He also gets a bit of an ego boost cause out of a crowd of people to ask for help you picked him, meaning you must've thought he'd be the best and toughest one to protect you.

-He definitely texts you later that night.

Hi! I'd like to order a classic donut! and I'd like mine to have a caramel filling you can choose the topping I don't mind! and I'd like them to be wrapped pls! thank you!

(ok for the matchup here's a few things about myself!)

Physical appearance:

I have scars/strechmarks on my lower body I have beauty marks on my cheek and neck my body is short/pudgy my eyes are dark brown and almond shaped my eyebrows are bushy and one has a slit with a scar and I have tattoos with Arabic symbols on my chest and constellations all over my back and I have black henna all over my hands/fingers and forearm

Fashion style:

My fashion sense changes all the time from alt/goth to girly/preppy to hippie/artsy I also love wearing my traditional Arab clothing but my usual looks consist of lots of jewelery/nose rings skirts and lots of hair accessories

what's important to me is for others to respect my mental illness and disabilities my culture and most importantly my identity

Personality:

intelligent/curious/sassy/funny/generous/confident/ambivert/sensitive/lazy/reckless/fashionable/flamboyant/talkative/kind/empathetic/wise/forgetful/clumsy/dramatic

Hobbies:

drawing/writing/reading/cooking/baking/shopping/watching anime or animation

What I look for in a guy:

someone who's different from me I like the whole opposite attract enemise to lovers bit a rival maybe? he says he hates me but obviously likes me Lol I always like a challenge 😉

Career path is undecided but it's definitely has to do with art or writing

Extra mentions! I'm a cancer my mbti is intp and my Hogwarts house is griffyndor!

Order Up!

You made your way across the street, breath visible in the air from the cold. You can see the cafe just ahead of you, the large windows allowing a glimpse at the other people inside. Coats draped over their chairs enjoying the warmth as they sip their coffee. You sighed slightly seeing everyone was there with someone. There was no one sitting alone at one of the empty tables for two, looking up and down from their phone and scanning the cafe.

You were the first one to arrive, so the person checking their phone and looking about anxiously would have to be you. You huffed lightly as you pushed the weighted door to the establishment open. Finding an empty table near the window you set your coat on one of the chairs and walked to the counter hoping to find something to enjoy while you waited on your date.

After ordering your drink you stood waiting, eyeing the door each time it opened and the bells on it chimed. Each time it was a different couple. Before you could turn your head at the bells again your name is called by the barista and you grab your drink from them, giving a 'thank you' as you do. You then feel a tap on your shoulder and hear a friendly "Hey!"

Turning around you see a man with pink hair, a yellow scarf, and a red top.

"Couldn't help overhearing, you're Y/N right? Name's Pokkle!" He held his hand out to shake and you giggled a bit.

"Yep, that's me! Nice to meet you Pokkle!" You shooke his hand and you both laughed a little.

"Sorry, don't know if you're supposed to shake hands on a first date or not." He laughed awkwardly and scratched the back of his head.

You both went to your table and he set his things down before getting a drink at the counter. He came back with the cup and sat down across from you.

"So, Y/N, what do you like to do?" He took a swig of his drink but teared up a bit as he burned his tongue.

"I'm into drawing, baking, and reading, but I like watching anime too." He nodded and smiled.

"So, you're a pretty creative person, nice! What do you like to draw?" He leaned one of his arms on the table as he listened. As you talked about the things you drew he took a sip of his drink, this time a lot more careful not to burn his tongue.

"But yeah, that's what I draw for the most part. What do you like to do? Do you draw too?"

"Pshh, not that well. I'm working on it though. I'm a magical beast hunter, I have to be good at sketches, especially of animals. They aren't great right now, but I've made some progress on them. Wanna see?" He made a grab for his messenger bag.

"Oh, I'd love too!" You leaned closer enthusiastic to see what he was able to draw. He dug around for a minute in his bage before pulling out a few papers.

"Most of em aren't magical beasts, I'm practicing drawing some more regular animals for anatomy. But these two are actual magical beasts." He pointed at two of the drawings.

"Oh my god these are so cool!" The drawings were not nearly as bad as he had made them out to be. They were done quite well and were even shaded quite realistically. "I don't know why you talk down about them, they're very pretty."

Pokkle blushed briefly and looked away. "Well, uh, anyways, do you like animals?"

You two continued talking about your hobbies and interests, you'd occasionally look back at the drawings and admire them. After pressing further he told you that one of the two drawings was of a more common magical beast found in woodland areas. They're pretty cute and they're herbivores so a lot of magical beast hunters practice drawing them since they sit still for hours.

The other one was an aquatic magical beast. Apparently the first one he'd found on his own but it was already a known one. You showed him some of the art you had made on your phone and you helped critique each other. Where to rework anatomy, how to fix the pose so it had more flow.

"Hey have you seen Harry Potter by any chance?"

"Yea I have! You?"

"Yep! Watched all of the movies twice." He had a very proud look on his face as he said that.

"I've read all the books. Don't get me wrong the movies were great, but the books had a lot of stuff that got cut out."

"Yeah, that's true, I've only read the first two but I did see the difference."

"Oh! What house are you?"

"I'm gryffindor I think, I took that quiz a while ago so it might have actually been hufflepuff."

"No kidding! I'm a gryffindor too!"

Harry Potter stayed the topic of conversation for a good while, just until both of your drinks now sat empty, foam staining the sides of the cups. You played with your cup's handle, fidgeting while you talked.

Pokkle eventually took notice of your hand fidgeting with the cup handle.

"Hey, sick tattoo!"

"Oh, thanks! It's a henna tattoo, I've got it on my other arm too." You held out both your arms so he could look at your tattoos better.

"They're beautiful, the detail is crazy! Do you have any other tattoos?" He looked from your arms to meet your gaze again.

"Yeah! I've got a couple more!" You showed him a some of your other tattoos, talking about where you had gotten them and what they meant for you. Pokkle thought they were all so beautiful.

"Do you have any tattoos?"

"Nah, not yet. I've been thinkin about getting one but I'm not sure what I want yet. I want it to be something important to me."

"What about a magical beast? You can draw them really well so you could even draw the tattoo yourself."

"Maybe, if I do get one though I'd probably want to get a tattoo of one that I discovered."

Both of you enjoyed your time, talking on and on as the hours ticked by. You'd both refilled your drinks a couple of times now. Pokkle never failing to burn his tongue trying to drink his too soon. Eventually you both had to leave as the shop was closing soon. Customers left and employees started stacking the chairs on the tables.

It wasn't quite as loud anymore, no more conversations from other tables drowning you or Pokkle out. Now the only others were people working or on their laptops.

Neither of you really wanted to leave, you enjoyed talking so much and there was still so much to discuss. But you still both had to head out for the time.

You both stood just at the door, finishing your conversation.

"This was awesome, I loved meeting you!" He said, his voice not as loud with no other patrons to speak over anymore. He had a very nice voice.

"I loved meeting you too, I'd love to do this again sometime!"

"For sure! Text me sometime, I'd love to hear from you again!"

"Will do!" You smiled and gave him a kiss on the cheek before walking off in your direction, waving goodbye to him for now.

He stood there with a big smile waving to you too before turning around and walking off as well. About 2 minutes later you felt your phone buzz. Opening it you found a new text from Pokkle.

"😚"

I am so sorry this ask took so long, I normally don't write things this long but wanted to challenge myself! Hopefully you liked this! I covered as much stuff as I possibly could!

This wasn't requested, I just really wanted to write a comfort thing cause I was feeling down and wanted some love from Hanzo.

Trigger Warnings: angst/crying/comfort/self harm but no blood (scratching/nails digging in skin)

3 hours had gone by. For all of them you'd been tangled in the blankets, curled up on your bed. Tears would periodically stream down your face as your thoughts would go from wandering to spiraling, leaving your cheeks cold where the tears would dry. You felt so scared, angry, worthless, disgusting. You tried so hard not to cry. You hated how you looked when you cried. Hair a mess now, pillow stained by your eyes, you just knew you looked like a wreck. Why did you have to look that way. Why couldn't you be like those people that cried beautifully. Hair neat, a pretty trickle of tears on their cheeks.

Why couldn't you do anything right? It was as though any time you tried life would come and destroy it. And oh how you tried. But dis you? Was it really enough? Or were you only saying it to make excuses like they'd said. You were just lazy. Didn't matter if you worked on it morning til midnight each day. Didn't matter the extra effort you gave. Didn't matter how far you'd come. You're not allowed to stop and look at how far you've come. You're not allowed time for yourself. Always someone needing something. Always someone with something to say.

Critiques, insults, throwing your work back in your face with a sarcastic email to fix it. No it didn't matter you redid it 3 times, each time trying so hard to do better. Kissing ass for it be accepted finally. Only for a pile more of work to be thrown at you.

It didn't matter your new record of perfect. One slip up no matter how small would be the death of you. You hated how they so casually threw your work back in your face. Not caring what it did to your mind. Not caring how it destroyed you. Not caring that you felt like you were drowning, wave after wave crashing over your head with no time to breath.

Most of all you were scared. Not only that everyone would be right. That you'd fail like you'd always done before. But that the one good thing. The one light in you life. The one person you had would leave too. Just thinking about him leaving sent your mind spiralling, your heart throbbing, and a new wave of tears down your face. You dug your nails into your arms, holding yourself in a grip as comforting as knives.

What if you weren't good enough for him? What if he was just putting up with you. Waa planning to leave you? Hated you? Your hand trembled as you bit your fist. Your other hand scratching up and down without stop on your arm. Red lines streaked across your skin, arm burning.

Another larger hand gently grabbed your wrist, pulling it away. You felt the bed sink as Hanzo laid beside you. His other arm going around your waist as he let go of your wrist and tenderly ran his fingers across the raised lines on your arm. His fingers slid from the inner of your lower arm, to your wrist, before interlocking your fingers.

He felt so warm, his chest against your back. You hadn't realized how cold the room was until you were sinking into the warmth of his chest. Your distraught hiccuping and erratic breathing slowed, balancing out again when you felt his slow, deep breaths. You felt more grounded suddenly. And so tired as you came down from chemical drop in your brain. You leaned more against his chest, your breathing finally starting to match his. You could finally swallow the lump that had been in your throat for the past couple hours.

You squeezed his hand, pulling it your intertwined hands closer to your chest as a sort of hug. It made your heart flutter. You felt your self drifting off as he hugged your waist. Before falling asleep you heard Hanzo's voice, soft, warm and reassuring.

"They aren't here. It's just us. You're safe."

hi! can i get a meleoron, rammot, and leol with a socially anxious/selectively mute reader? im not sure if you write male reader, but if you do, male reader please! if you don't, gn is find :) ty!!

Yes, I absolutely write male readers! Also, sorry this took so frickin long!

Warnings: Social anxiety/Selectively mute/Light cursing

-Meleoron would understand your social anxiety the best out of all three.

-You will likely end up fighting over who has to talk to employees at stores when y'all need assistance.

-"I asked last time and I ordered the pizza on the phone last night, it's your turn!"

-But he is so weak for his boyfriend, he'll still end up doing most of the talking despite his own social anxiety.

-He absolutely cannot bear watching you become so anxious in social situations.

-And if you or he are just straight up panicking, he can always hold your hand and use God's Accomplice to get you both out of there.

-It's a tad inconvenient for you sometimes if he's doing the talking and just suddenly goes invisible and leaves you and a confused employee just standing there.

-That only happened a couple of times before you got fairly pissed at him.

-And when you are selectively mute he just talks a lot more to you.

-He'll go on funny tangents that last a good while or he'll think of something for y'all to do that doesn't require talking, like watching movies or playing video games.

-If you are nonverbal because your social anxiety has gotten too bad he'll get you out of there.

-He uses God's Accomplice and will carry you out of there if he needs.

-He'd do what he could to help with your anxiety and make an effort not to rush you talking again until you're ready.

-Leol doesn't have any social anxieties so he finds himself unable to relate.

-It's also because of this that he at first doesn't think your social anxiety is real social anxiety.

-He just thought you were shy and after an instance of him tossing you into a very anxiety inducing social situation realized that he really fucked up.

-As soon as he realized how bad it was he quickly dealt with the situation and got you out of there.

-He's believed you ever since and is a lot more considerate of what may or may not induce your anxiety.

-He definitely goes and educates himself a bit on the topic.

-He let's you know about social stuff or events plenty in advance and checks in with you at events a lot.

-He won't draw any attention to your anxiety if you want to leave a party or something, he just makes up an excuse of him having stuff to do, feeling tired, or just says that y'all are heading out for the night.

-When you're selectively mute he takes a second to realize, get's confused as to why you didn't answer him, then when he realizes he's fine with it.

-You two may listen to a lot of music together when that happens and lots of cuddling cause it can help with any anxiety and you don't need to talk.

-If it's because of anxiety tries to fix whatever might be the source of it though he knows that's not always possible so he'll support you how he can.

-Despite him looking scary he's actually very comforting when he needs to be.

-Oh lord have mercy.

-This man is not very understanding of anxiety and he can frankly be kind of a dick.

-He might laugh when you tell him about your social anxiety.

-But strangely enough when he sees you getting badly anxious while talking to someone, he doesn't laugh at you, he gets pissed at the other person.

-He ends up just getting more protective of you and enjoys feeling like he's saving you from your anxiety.

-He's toxic not gonna lie.

-He might throw you into some situations that would cause your anxiety to flare just so he can fix it and get you out of there.

-He eventually really fucks up when you damn near have a panic attack from one of these situations he's thrown you into.

-He stops doing that once he sees how badly your anxiety will mess with you.

-He feels awful and his bunny ears will be drooping for days.

-He gives you a bunch of presents to try and make up for doing that.

-He makes a better effort to actually see how you're doing emotionally.

-As for when you are selectively mute, the first time it happens he's not great at handling it.

-He keeps trying to ask why you aren't talking and for obvious reasons isn't getting an answer unless you write it down.

-He'll badger you for a while to talk, but it's not exactly mean the way he does it, just annoying.

-He will deadass sit by you for like an hour and just go, "Hey. Talk. Hey. Hey." Completely monotone.

-He does eventually learn not to do that and stops being a massive dick.

-He isn't quite sure what to do though so he just tries to get happy reactions from you by giving you things or showing you something funny or saying something you'd like.

-He does worry for you when you're nonverbal especially if it's for a long period of time.

𖤐 — foot job, foot fetish, nsfw, idk chrollo being a different type of freak, he gotta thing for feet idc what anyone says.

Chrollo Lucilfer would get you a dainty little anklet (no doubt stolen), just to be able to put around your ankle and touch up on your feet without it being strange. It starts with him fitting the chain around the small expanse of your ankle clasping the two ends together. Chrollo continues by placing a chaste kiss on the inside of your ankle where the small chain rests, then another to the top of your foot, toes curling and perfectly manicured nails moving at the sensation. Chrollo brings your other foot into his hand pulling it to his groin and rubbing it along his clothed cock, getting himself hard with your foot. Understanding you begin to rub along his cock, causing Chrollo to let out a sigh at the needed friction. He drops your foot in favor of pulling his slacks and boxers down, his hard cock springing free from its confines and hitting his clothed abdomen. Giggles began to resonate from you as you bring both feet up to Chrollo’s erect cock, slowly jerking him off. Chrollo’s eyes closed in bliss, one of the few moments the man would be seen without his guard up. The man was in pure ecstasy when his cock was getting stroked by your pretty little feet.

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Could you write what kinks you think chrollo may have?

𖤐 — nsfw, kinks ofc, def not all but sum of my faves for chrollo <3

Feet — I’ve said it once before but Chrollo definitely has a thing for feet. He likes seeing them in heels when you dress up for him. He’ll paint your toenails, making sure to pick the colors perfectly to match you best. He’ll steal dainty little anklets, just to be able to put them on you.

Hair Pulling — Not only does he like pulling your hair during sex, but he loves nothing more when you start to tug on his. He loves it when you thread your fingers through his soft black hair, tugging gently to get him closer as he eats you out. Your hands pushing at the back of his head when you both go in for a heated kiss, touch tangled into his hair just like your tongues.

Eye Contact — There’s something so intimate about staring into your eyes while he’s inside of you. He’ll glance down every now and then to look at the way he’s pushing into you, staring right back into your needy eyes when he looks up. It’s the reason he always wants to fuck in missionary.

Praise — It’s his favorite thing to do because it’s nothing but the truth. Every groan of how pretty you sound when you moan for him, how good you are for him, how perfect you are— how perfect your pussy is, he means every last breath of his praises to you.

Creampie — Something about watching his cum drip from you, seeing your pretty little pussy twitch from the fullness of his cum inside you, he’d never get enough of it. Just being so completely raw while inside of you, feeling himself drag against you with nothing in his way, knowing he could violate and ruin your cunt at any moment.

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How do you think chrollo would take care of his s/o if they were blacked out drunk or so high they could barely function do you think he would take advantage of the situation or do you think he would take care of his S/o or even both?

𖤐 — nsfw, alcohol, dubious consent, public stuff, pool stuff, idk took the prompt and ran w it

Slurred words and wavering movements are all you are as you make your way to Chrollo, you’d slipped right from his grasp the second the two of you entered the venue in favor of finding the alcohol, and giving Chrollo his time to steal what from who.

But now here you were, as gorgeous as ever, albeit a little sloppy than what he’s used to while sober. Your hips swayed beautifully, the red satin of your dress moving flawlessly with your waist, hips, and bra-less tits— he could only imagine what your ass would look like, your hair was slightly tousled from your drunkenness, once untouched makeup now slightly smudged from your carelessness, every last inch of you was drunk in greedily by not only Chrollo but others as well. He can understand the prying eyes, but only to an extent, and he wouldn’t hesitate to kill them if they tried anything more.

Soon Chrollo finds himself as your babysitter during the drive back to your shared motel room, he opens the car door for you grabbing your waist before you can fall over yourself. You're fine he soon realizes as you steady yourself and drag yourself from his grip, making your way to the motel pool. The black-haired man huffs, amused by your behavior but soon follows you to the gated and fairly private area, you slip in the gate before him, blocking you completely from his view.

And as he slowly opens the gate door he can’t help but smirk at the sight of your bare tits— your bare everything, the only piece of clothing being a lacy black thong, that left nothing to the imagination. Soon Chrollo finds his own clothes (minus his boxers, it was only fair) on the floor beside yours. He’s on you by the time you come up for air, a hand is on your face pushing back your wet hair as his other pulls your body towards his, you grind yourself against him as he leans in to kiss you. He can taste the alcohol on your tongue as he moves to push you toward the deepest part of the pool, propping you up against the wall, making it easier to grind against each other. Your bare tits are pressed against his bare chest and you can feel his hard-on pressing against you under the water.

“Let’s go inside, yeah?”

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𝚁𝚎𝚍 𝚜𝚔𝚢

𝙸 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚒𝚗 𝚜𝚎𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚝, 𝚏𝚒𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚜𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝, 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚑, 𝚠𝚎 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚘𝚗

Her hair couldn’t just stop getting into her eyes. It was a terrible decision to just cut her hair days prior to the exam.

Arriving at the big tunnel, she started looking at the rest of the competitors, so many of them will give up or die on their way to become a hunter, with a low humming she made her way to join the rest, her hands finding comfort in her sweater pocket while walking right after the tag with her number was located over her chest, stopping her from moving a stranger approached her with a welcoming smile.

“Hello there, rookie! Would you like to have some refreshing juice to calm the nerves?”

He was accompanied by other three guys, yet her eyes immediately turned towards the blonde, his expression was stoic while the other two were smiling, her skin flushed as his eyes looked all over her frame. A quick nod was all she gave away before coming near the group, making a small bow in greetings to the others.

“Welcome to the exam! My name is Tonpa, it is an honor to make new friends and meet new competitors, just like I said to my friends here, this is my thirty-fifth attempt!” the smile on his face made his eyes close, she just left out a nervous giggle feeling the eyes of the rest over her, yet before any reply could come out of her, the smaller kid presented himself and the other two. Gon, Kurapika and Leorio, just in that order. After all greetings were provided, Tonpa delivered a drink to all of them.

“This is my first try with the exam, is it yours as well?” the soft response prevented her from drinking, which seemed to be the right decision as Gon just spat the drink. Even after the man apologized and they all dropped the drink, suspicious was left in the air.

“What a talkative old man…” Leorio said after Tonpa left the group. A sigh left her body, it seems there’ll be obstacles not only in the test but the in other fellows as well. “Never mind! So, you were saying this is your first time making the exam?”

“It is! My aunt is a hunter as well! She inspired me to go this way, I want to see the weirdest of animals that are in this world” her hands clasped as the group began to make a conversation that later will develop into making all four of them bond.

𝙿𝚒𝚌𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚏𝚊𝚌𝚎 𝚒𝚗 𝚊𝚗 𝚒𝚗𝚟𝚒𝚜𝚒𝚋𝚕𝚎 𝚕𝚘𝚌𝚔𝚎𝚝

Nothing was as exciting as to be with the whole group again, even more if in the process of it there was a visit to a city she has never been before. Yorknew City was as bright as the sun and full of new adventures. Unfortunately, the exact place of the reunion in the city was never spoken with the rest of the group, after arriving at the hotel she’ll be staying there was nothing else to do but make a call for information.

“Hello? Who is this?” a bored like voice answered.

“Killua! I’ve called you a millionths times over this exact number, why don’t you just save my contact, punk?” giggles were all she could listen next, and yet with a huff of annoyance she listened to the excuses on the other side of the line, allowing herself just a tiny smile towards the kid’s joke. “Anyways! I am in Yorknew City, when and where will we meet? I cannot wait to see you all! You must have grown… like what? Three centimeters over all this long time?”

“Hah, baka! I am sure you cannot wait to see us, especially a slim blonde fellow with magical red eyes, right?”

Curses and puns were delivered over both sides of the line, luckily a date was made for the four of them. Gon and Killua managed to get with Leorio during their visit to the market, Killua mentioned. An hour later, she was entering the coffee shop Killua told her to go, she moved faster at the table once she identified the classic tuxedo Leorio usually wears making her dress dance with the air while her friend just caught her weight with ease and surprise. Gon screamed her name and Killua laugh at the way the napkins and salt in the table just fell for the impact she caused.

“Guys! I am so happy to see you all.” Her smile was as big as it could be, she parted from Leorio’s arm and turned around to pinch the cheeks of both kids in the other side, making one laugh and the other roll his eyes. “you kids look so handsome!”

“You look so much like a girl I almost do not recognize you!” bold, Killua just needed a simple phrase to bother her much, but Gon used the moment to squeeze himself under the table and go towards her friend’s arms once again.

“You look so beautiful!”

“Thank you, Gon. And you, platinum kid, the only thing I can say is almost illegal to say in front of a young human” her eyes rolled but she corresponded the nice hug Gon gave to her. “Have any of you contacted Kurapika? Last I knew he was looking for a job… haven’t heard of him in a while…” looking at the options over the table, she took a sandwich.

“Is sure that he will come… haven’t you heard the news?” Leorio serious glance took her breath away, it wasn’t common for him to be like that.

“I arrived today… barely had time to prepare myself and come here, why? What happened? Is Kurapika okay?!” whisper screaming she put her sandwich down, looking at the face of them three.

“Calm down, lover girl. The new is this…” Killua handed her the pamphlet with the faces of some members from the Phantom Troupe and the prize of their heads.

Calming down, she sat and listened to their plan to capture them to get some millions and be able to win the bet for the Greed Island game. Leorio interrupted their conversation to make a sign for them to look at the window, of course, there were two of the spiders sitting outside, looking at the pictures their matching names were Nobunaga and Machi.

“Shit, when you fuckers told me to come here, I was expecting some nice lunch, not to chase criminals” hissing and taking deep sight, she took the pamphlet and save it in her small bag. Taking a drink of her soda, she spoke again. “Weird… they are being chased but still hang out in public, they are clearly trying to catch someone… but who?”

“Impossible to know… but we are not here to catch them, they are way too strong for us.” Killua continued talking about the time his father killed a member of the troupe. The situation was tense and her grip tight in her glass, they had no chance to capture them, specially not with a girl in a short dress, as Killua remarked.

After paying for the meal, they were divided in two groups, Gon and Killua were going to chase them down while Leorio and her will take care of the auction. She was sure they both can take care of each other and themselves, but the idea of any of them getting trapped by the same people that killed all Kurapika’s clan was still eating her brain alive. During the rest of the day, she kept herself busy, the auction was going well and Leorio was talking her ear off with any nonsense that came into his brain. When the night began to set, she followed Leorio and Zepile to celebrate the progress they made for the kids. She laughs among them, but didn’t drink as much, after checking the hour every five minutes, Killua and Gon walked through the door.

“Captured?! Is that why you did not answer the phone? Are you kids okay?” her pulse went up again, hands touching their heads and faces looking for any harm until it was stopped by Gon’s hands. She listened to all their explanation worried but relieved they were in one piece.

“Kurapika? You got a hold of him?” Leorio was surprised as excited and confused, she could feel the nausea in her throat at the mention of the chains, something didn’t feel right about all the situation, but there was nothing left to do but wait until the five of them could be together to solve any question.

“Hey, (T/N), why don’t you come with us? Leorio and Zepile will be busy with the auction” Gon suggestion made her blush for no reason, so much had happened during the day, and she could not wait to just take a sleep and forget about the world... and seeing back her crush friend.

The next morning was as good as it could be. The hotel room was cozy and warm, a nice shower woke her up completely but the terrible decision of what to wear was already giving her a migraine. I am not nervous, Kurapika is just a friend, there is nothing to be nervous about in here, she throws the nice blouse with more strength that necessary and screams in silence when her phone begins ringing with her incessant alarm sound.

At the end, the long summer blue dress gets chosen out of any option with a white cardigan on top, her hair was braided, and her makeup was soft and delicate, but none of it seemed fit in her anxious mind. Before she could try and change into other clothes, the phone began ringing again, this time it was a call, the other side of the line only reminded her that it was a bit late and they were already buying food, but Kurapika was not there yet, and she thought that only a sweet angel like Gon could be as calm while she was freaking out. The arrive at the park was easy, the cardigan provided enough fabric to just hold and stop playing with her fingers, since when do  I behave like this? Kurapika has seen me looking worse before and dressed like a boy.

Gon and Killua were eating and throwing food at each other, the sight in front of her made her steps began to lose their rhythm, slowing bit by bit, Kurapika was standing there and laughing at the sight the kids were offering, until, of course, Killua screamed her name and called her over. She felt the three pair of eyes in her form and hug herself in the cardigan again before stopping in front of them, cheeks incredibly hot. With a defeated breath, her eyes locked with another grey pair who looked surprised, yet a tiny smile formed in his rosy lips.

“Kurapika… it’s been a while, is so nice to see you!” the way her lips murmured his name felt so precious, it felt so right to just repeat his name over and over, like a love song.

“What? That’s all? She jumped over us yesterday and filled us up with hugs and kisses” the cattish and mocking tone in Killua’s voice caused her skin to crawl in horror, her head turned as quick as it could without breaking her own neck, a look over her expression was enough to make the platinum kid fall in his back, laughing of her disgrace. “Don’t worry, Kurapika! It was also hard for me to realize she was the same girl we made friends with.”

Her limps both fell on her sides, there were tears on her eyes for all the embarrassment she felt, but there was a stronger need… the need to torture the kid in front of her, but as quick as she was to run over to him Kurapika’s arms held her in place with little giggles coming from his lips. He turned her around and hugged her properly for the first time ever. It felt as if heaven opened for her, but she could not breath yet slowly she returned the hug.

“Please, do not deprive me from your affection or I’ll feel left out” his delicate voice only made her heartbeat faster, taking a small breath she laughs a bit before being delicately put out of the best hug she ever had. “And I will always recognize you, no matter what you wear.”

“Kurapika…” she was giggling now. Why was I so nervous? This is Kurapika, he’s just as sweet as honey. “I promise I will not, Killua is just exaggerating, I didn’t shower them in hugs and kisses…”

“Uhm, I do hope you didn’t, especially with Leorio, he might get the wrong idea…” his fingers pinched her warm cheek, while his grey eyes traveled over her figure over again. “You look very beautiful, definitely different…” he guided her towards the mat in the floor with his hand in her arm. Taking the cardigan off her shoulders before helping her sit and cover her legs with the same fabric.

“Well, I was in the Hunter Exam and definitely was not going to wear a skirt or a dress for it” her eyes rolled with humor, being helped to sit made her stomach explode with butterflies, his hands were so delicate against her skin. “By any means, is so nice to see you again, you’ve been busy… enough to not pick the phone.”

Three days later all her heart could feel was a constantly pain, worry about what the future might bring to all of them, and what plans did Kurapika had for the future. He was laying still on the bed, while she paced through the small room, before deciding to go at the kitchen to take a break from the sad image of her beloved laying sick. Stealing a chocolate that belongs to Killua, she sat by the window letting the wind mess his hair and dry her watery eyes.

“There is nothing as relaxing yet exciting as the melody the heart plays when is in love” the calm voice distracted her, her eyes went to Senritsu, the new friend Kurapika made during his work. “Even in sickness sounds with a strong fierce…”

“I wish I could hear it… your power is truly amazing” that was all answer she could mutter, even breathing felt like a challenge hard to face. Taking every piece of the chocolate, she began eating them with the idea of distraction.

“For me, is impossible to ignore it every time the two of you share a room. Just the proximity or the thought of the other one makes your hearts play the best song ever” Senritsu allowed herself to touch the sad girl’s hand, trying to show any support for her.

“There is no space for love in Kurapika’s life, Senritsu. I knew it back there, the moment he told me about his clan genocide. And I’ll do the same if I were him, there is no worse pain than lose the warmth of your home… but, fuck, it hurts, you know? Thinking whenever he’ll put one of them down his life is also ending.” Nails hurting the skin of its palm to not cry or let her voice falter. Biting every piece of the chocolate stronger, as if that will stop the ache in her heart. “Is not even a matter of romance, I mean, aren’t we friends? Seeing him like this just kills me, I don’t want it for him nor any of you… maybe I should switch job, my sensible heart can just take so much.”

The final joke made them both giggle a bit, the pain in her transforming into a wholehearted laugh only stopped for the owner of her pain entering the kitchen. Kurapika took a bottle of tea out of the refrigerator, looked over at her and went to Gon and Killua room.

“It might be worth, if anyways my life it’s going to end, to know I was loved so much.”

“Everyone knows, I doubt I need to say it out lout. Besides, I do not wish to know his answer now, not knowing how it’s meant to end. I don’t want to spend the rest of my life wandering how it would’ve been, or what if, none of that.” Resignation set on her heart, knowing the future didn’t mean it was easier to move on, but it provided the security of avoiding more vulnerability.

“This might be the last chance you have to do it. It doesn’t mean you’ll get what you want, but isn’t better to open your heart and be true than hide it and later regret it?” Senritsu didn’t wait a minute longer, taking her hand once again to guide her to the room where Kurapika and Gon were talking, both looking at her once her figure was seen in the door frame.

Wide open eyes turned to search for Senritsu, but she was already out. Gon stood out quickly, calling for Killua at the other room and leaving them both alone. Heartbeat louder now and warmer cheeks closing the door behind her, before choosing to sit next to the boy she loved the most.

I guess it really, it’s now or never.

“I am so happy to see you stand… look at your eyes, you seem still tired” her hand caressed the skin of Kurapika cheek with tender care, if this was going to be the last time they’ll see each other, might as well go all over.

“I’ve felt better, I won’t deny that… but I feel well now to keep going” grey eyes looking at hers, his hand covered the ones in his cheek, getting ready for the goodbye that what was coming.

“I- I know that you know what I’m about to tell you, but Senritsu said something about knowing you were loved before dying and then took me to the room, now here I am rambling and about to die of a heart attack at any minute” it was hot, she thought; the room turned hot even if the sky was cloudy. Taking off her hands of his face and moving her hair out of her eyes.

“You don’t have to do anything that you don’t want to-“ fingers stopped any word coming from his mouth, her watery eyes were such a sight that made his heartbeat grow faster too.

“I’ve had the biggest crush in you since the moment I saw you, Kurapika. I thought with time, since we became friends, it will pass… but it didn’t. It became stronger. I knew I had no chance with you since always, and I know that the future would end up breaking us apart since your mission is to avenge your clan. Your Nen, the spiders, your conviction… you won’t stop, and I won’t ask you to do so, either.” Heart open and her smalls sobs filled the room and heart of Kurapika. “And neither I want to know if you reciprocate my feelings, I just want you to know that I love you so dearly and so much. I’ll burn the world if that’ll meant you are happy. So, when you fail, if you do so, I hope you are well aware that in some other part of the world there is someone that will wait for you, even if it takes this whole life or another, for them to meet with you again.”

Her hands covered her crying face while she stood, there were no more words left to say. The table was served and her heart totally open. Her instinct was screaming at her to run away from this scene and forget it ever happened, but a pair of arms held her tight and still. It felt like hours, but only some minutes passed when her cries ceased, another pair of fingers cleaned the dried tears.

“It’s selfish of me to be happy that your feelings for me didn’t die with the passing of time. But I can allow myself to just feel loved by you. And the next time we saw each other, I will confess how deeply craved you are for my heart.” One of his hands took place by her wait while the other moved her head up, deep shiny red eyes photographed by her mind, a small hopeful smile was the only answer he needed before his lips made a trip over her forehead, cheeks and top of her nose.

Kiss me, kiss me, kiss me; screamed her mind.

Take me, take all before the world destroy me; prayed his soul.

Just a couple inches separated their lips from meet each other, but after a strong thunder scared her, they parted ways. Realization falling upon her, she had to return home that same night.

This time she took the initiative, sealing her goodbye with a small kiss on his cheek. That was the last time she saw Kurapika.

𝙸 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚒𝚗 𝚜𝚙𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚍𝚎𝚎𝚙 𝚏𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚍𝚒𝚟𝚒𝚍𝚎 𝚞𝚜

The world never stopped to surprise all the living creatures simply trying to exist in it.

For so long her life consisted in searching for impressive creatures, studying them, and spread the knowledge. Then, the world was shocked to know that the Chimera Ants evolved to the point of feasting on human and reproducing, mixing themselves with other creatures. The panic and studies around it made her part to the cities where she could get more information. When the Chimeras were eradicated, she had to travel over to meet with older colleagues and her own group in a terrible reunion, her dear friend Gon was on the verge of death.

Supporting Leorio and dealing with Killua’s brother threats took all her will during that challenging time. Their last goodbye was still grabbed on her mind so tightly, even now her heart will get warm at the thought of it.

Before the four of them parted in different ways, Leorio, Gon, Killua and his little sister, Alluka, decided to give her their company while waiting for her dirigible. Knowing only minutes were getting in between their goodbyes, she kneeled to be at the perfect level of the kids.

“You two better not scare me like this ever again, please, I won’t be able to take it.” Her voice broke in the middle of the sentence, but shame and his friends were two words that long ago didn’t matched any more. “I’m in the process of getting a home! And is so big, you all are welcome to crash and stay as you want. Promise me, when you finish your adventures you’ll come to me.” A deathly and serious look made the three kids nod, a laugh leaving her mouth. “Alluka, take care of Killua and you Killua take care of Alluka. You don’t have to return to that place you call home again, the doors of my house are open for you. Doesn’t matter what, how or when.” A small caress on the cheeks of both kids and a small kiss in their foreheads were her last affection for them. It was not long before Killua’s arms hold her as tight as possible while still being gentle, even in their jokes there was more love than anything else. Her eyes were already watery, even if all the bad had already happened. “Gon, you-“ tears were already streaming on her face, even Leorio got in his knees and joined the big hug. The call of her flight was being announced, “You guys have no idea how much I love you all. I’ll have your rooms ready, and food served for our next meeting. Oh, Leorio I have some books that might help you too!” they were all covered in tears and laughter, this was her formed family, the one she chose and built. “I’ll see you soon! Take care, eat a lot and study hard.”

The remind brough tears on her eyes, but she quickly blinked them away, the car arrived at her destination. The big building was dark and old but had a strong presence. There was an old man at the entry, and she walked straight to him.

“Guilliard Lenford, sir?” she asked and bowed at the other’s affirmation. “It’s a pleasure to meet you, sir, thank you for having me.”

“I was expecting a man, the one I spoke with.” His eyes got smaller as his features turned in confusion. “How can I trust a woman can keep this object under protection? I was to meet with the Ixquic”

“I am Ixquic, sir.” A dry laugh was all answer she gave. “My brother might be the man, but I am the only force of our blood.”

“I was offered a strong soldier to protect this. Do you know how many dangerous people are out there wanting it?” screaming in a whisper and angry, he moved his cane and men with guns came out of every side, the older man wasn’t satisfied. “This is your last chance, leave and you won’t die today.”

“How many men do you need to protect you, after you give me that piece of paper?” she murmured, not moving a single inch of her body, looking bored in his eyes. “That will be the number of men I’ll let alive, the other will be the proof of why I am called Ixquic” his driver was waiting for her, gun in his hand too, aware of all the danger surrounding her.

The click of a gun was the only sound made by the men, still looking at Guilliard Lenford, she shrugged and raised her hands, her aura growing before having the nearest men on his knees and the others paralyzed on the ground. Walking until standing in front of the older man she smiled. “I do not need to touch any of your men to disarm them… as long as there is blood in their bodies, that is” she whispered, closing her fist before they passed out and fell on the hard floor. Moving her head, a soft move of her hand made the older man kneel before her as well. “Now, give the document to me, your part of the deal will be done, and mine will begin.”

“Are they-“

“No, just kind of knocked out. They are alive.”

The building was almost all made of gold inside, turned out that the man that received her wasn’t the owner of the document, nor even of the house, it was just the butler. Now next to her, a tall man with her arm took over his, guided her over the hallways in the building. The building alone could be an entire rarity, and the inside was even more expensive than the whole island.

“Mister Lenford, your house could just become a collectable. Think about it, just need to take every piece and look for a well reward of every element…”

“You are so smart, darling. Unfortunately, the only valuable antique I have is the map I offered your brother… the rest is at today’s prize.” His smile was shiny, and there was not denying on how charming he was since the first moment. Moving her, offering tea, nice words and a whole tour in the property.

His office was as extravagant as the whole mansion, the map was safe inside a red box, and he let her open it and check the item over and over. The document was old and delicate, it showed the places with more magical power and gold in the whole world. The gold was surely there, but it’s said if you get to it, a magical force will kill you immediately if you aren’t worthy of the power that comes with it. The whole map was covered in a special aura, strong and striking.

“You see it, don’t you?” the smile of his lips never leaving him. His perfect factions looked at her with curiosity.

“I feel it, yes. Remind me, why do you want to give this to us?”

“I never told you. But this same cursed paper killed my older brother… maybe another bastard will die because of this, but not another member of my family.” His words were harsh, but out of venom. He wasn’t lying. “The moment this arrived in his hands; he went insane. He created this horrible house, and wanted nothing but more gold, and power… he got it, of course… but the odds didn’t believe he was worth of their cursed money. It would continue, history will repeat itself.”

A shiver ran through her back, she was not ignorant to all the people that died because of it. But the effect of hearing it from someone that lived the experience so closely, made her heart shudder just a bit.

“If you and your brother can run a place with more things like… this” disgust evident, this time there was poison in his words. “Then I just find myself the right people to take this weight off of me.”

Safe and sound in his passenger seat, she was saying her last goodbyes to the so kind man over and over. It seemed not only the map was magnetic, but him as well. Jeff, her driver, was ready to part and started the motor.

“Please, think of my proposition!” he parted from her window. Confused, she looked at him surprised before he answered flirty. “My marriage proposal!”

A sweet laugh was the last thing he heard of her lips.

The car was in a comfortable silence, her bag was secured to her body and the return was even quicker than the arrival. Once they got into the thick woods, two cars came out of the tress and started chasing their car, it wasn’t expected but there was no surprise. The map was desired for many people around the world, including the mafia. Even If they had the advantage, the cars were getting closer to them, getting ready for any attack she was interrupted for the ringing phone just at the same time a shot cut through the air. A surprised scream left her, the shot made her jump.

“Ma’am, the cars have no license plates.” Jeff informed, taking out the gun in this belt. “Should we let them get near?”

“Yes, let them get closer. That way I can have control over them better.”

More shots and shouts, taking off her seatbelt she got ready to jump over the sliding roof. Her phone didn’t stop ringing, one look over it was enough to make her heart miss a beat, Kurapika. It was not the best moment to answer in such a moment, but she needed the cars to get near to have better control over the people inside them so, without thinking much, she answered.

“Kurapika?” her voice sounded way to excited for her like.

“(Y/N)?” her eyes shot open; a bad feeling made her tremble all over. That is not Kurapika’s voice.

“Senritsu, why are you calling me from Kurapika’s number?” her hands began shaking, there was no way this could be good. On her left, Jeff shouted over another shot and her mind began to get dizzy. The cars where closer, she could feel the people inside. Three on the left car, the red one and four in the black one at the right side.

“I… have bad news for you, dear. Kurapika is so… sick and weak… I don’t think he has more than tonight with us, I’m sorry…” Senritsu was still talking but the pitch on her ears made it impossible for her to hear, her arm was taken by Jeff and her body jumped, once again. It was now the moment to act, the phone fell from her hand once she left her torso get outside of the car, her hands were open ready to attack, yet one of the many shots that were raining hit her arm.

“I don’t think he has more than tonight with us” No, Kurapika…

Expanding her aura, two people from the left car pointed right at her. Another car came behind those, her shaking hands closed in fits while she screamed, and then she flicked her hands. Perplexed, she saw how both cars crushed each other and how the third joined the disaster. A fire was formed. The strong movement of the car made her come back of her senses, getting inside the cabin.

“We are getting near the city, ma’am. You’ll be safe in the hotel until we leave tomorrow.” Jeff was quick to talk to her, noticing her lack of words. “Ma’am?”

“Go to the port, we need to leave this island in this moment.” Her hands quickly looked for her phone, messages kept arriving over and over from her friends, denying the situation wasn’t making it better.

As expected, the port was empty at their arrival. No ship was on sight, but she just had to try. Her feet began to run before any thought formed in her brain, stopping right before one of the members of the personal. “When does the closer ship gets here?, I need one now, I’ll pay whatever” she said with desperation in her voice.

“Excuse me, miss. The ship will arrive tomorrow, there is no more ships coming tonight.” The poor girl was surprised but answered very professionally. Looking around for any coming help.

“No, no, please! Look!” she took out her hunter license, almost shoving it in her face, tears coming down her face, the weight of all that happened finally sinking in. “I’m a hunter, I’ll give you any amount of money, just get me a ship, please.”

“Ma’am, I’m sorry, but only two ships come daily to the island… there is nothing more we can do.” A ringing in her ears made her close her eyes in pain, she could hear the same girl asking her if she was alright, but she just walked away, back into the car.

“Take us to the hotel, Jeff” was all she could muster. The pain in her chest was making her dizzy, the thought of using her own power on herself just to shut off was strong in her head. The cars, the recent battle and the map in her bag were just a distraction to her real problem.

Three days later, she finally set feet over her brother’s company, the imposing building never seemed as dull as now. Jeff was still by her side when she came in and gave the box to her brother, who looked as worried and serious as ever, just like when she was younger, and her parents died. She avoided him, his words falling into deaf ears.

An hour later after she arrived at the hotel, when she got the map, Senritsu let her know that Kurapika was already gone.

The walk towards her brother home was silent, the noise of the city didn’t get to pass over her ears. The wind didn’t touch her skin, not even the sun warmed her enough to show any emotion. Three entire days without a single emotion. Instead of walking over the front door, she moved over to the back of the house, avoiding his brother wife as well.

Her room was clean, a note was left over the table besides her bed. Throwing the bag in the floor, she took off her clothes and moved towards the bathroom, were she sad in the bathtub, letting the water wash away the tiredness of the passed days.

“The next time we saw each other, I will confess how deeply craved you are for my heart.”

Her mind pictured that last day, his tired eyes and messy hair. His skin was still warm from the recent fever, it was almost as if she could touch him right there in front of her. Every detail recorded in her mind, his voice was weak and yet she never felt as in love with him as in that moment, or so she thought.

She came out of the bathroom an hour later, taking the note she moved to the kitchen, a small plate with cookies were served and the front door opened, letting Marian get inside walking towards her.

“Oh, darling! I’m so happy you’re here… and just find the cookies!” her voice was raspy and her eyes nervous, not daring to look at (Y/N) face. “I hope you like them… I made them to offer you something.”

“Thank you, Marian.” The girl took a cookie and give it a bite, not wanting to be rude in a house that wasn’t hers. It was the first thing she ate in three days. “I’m not taking any mission now, I’m sorry. I’ll get a break from it, I already told Daniel…”

“No, not a mission from work.” Marian denied, coming to stand in front of her “stay here, please. I don’t want to go to that big camp house all alone-”

“I don’t want to be rude, Marian… but I can’t, besides, Sunshine, I need take care of her.” She reasoned; her cat didn’t like being alone for so long.

“She really loves being outside, I noticed, but since I left I didn’t want her to be outside and without supervision. Give me a moment…” moving to the bathroom door, she opened it and her black cat came meowing as hard as she could, running towards the girl now kneeling to carry her, her eyes already shinning. “See? Since the moment your brother told me I moved everything to bring her, so you won’t deny my proposition of staying.”

“Marian… you know? I won’t hurt myself, please. I have my cat…”  trying any excuses, she kept fighting, her fly was in two hours. Craving for solitude, her head began to hurt, and her stomach felt turned down.

“(Y/N), when your parents died I watched over you every day. You never showed pain, just stopped eating and then fell sick.” Marian eyes were covered in tears that took little to fall “I had to carry your brother, who thought his sister was also leaving him. I have been part of this family for long, I won’t let you go over this pain again, not alone.”

When Marian tried to hug her, she refused. Holding her cat tighter and causing her to hiss and move down. Without more excuses, Marian arms covered her smaller shape, and inside her something finally cracked. A strong gasp left her out of breath, before her body collided on the floor in her knees, tears running like a storm on her cheeks.

“He’s gone… he’s gone, dear. I’m sorry, he’s gone”

Senritsu words were soft that last time, but in her mind they were screaming. Screaming and throwing her dreams and hopes over the window, making her heart turn black and empty. Her limps hold no strength and her will was gone since those words were said to her.

The next morning, the day went as best as I could be. Being scolded and forced to eat by Marian and spending the whole day in the bed. The exhibition for the famous map was happening tonight, and many people were going from all around the world. As in every exhibition, she was expected to go, and as unfortunate as it was, her brother needed to have her there.

When the day was finishing, she was sent to take a shower, she got dressed on an elegant red dress by her sister-in-law. Marian took care of her make up and hair.

“Do not worry yourself, I spoke with Daniel, so he won’t take you to the center of attention. Nobody expects you to be happy today, we just want you to be there.” Marian hugged her from behind and took her hands, so they’ll part together.

At their arrival, many guest and collectors were already there. Marian stood all the time by her side, telling her all the news since she parted and making her laugh a little. Two days ago, a new collection of paintings arrived, and were being showed on the back room, although the main event was captivating everyone. His brother truly out made himself this time.

Wanting to see the new collection, she parted from Marian and went to the room. The new paintings were very colorful, they stood out and were harder to decipher. There were a couple of people also looking over them, but the room was silent.

Moving along, a throat clearing behind her back made her turn. Her eyes opened in surprise, her friends stood there, all of them dressed in tuxedos. The little girl in the group, was in a pink dress. Killua moved faster and held her against him, Gon, Leorio and Alluka joined after.

“Guys, I’m a simple Hunter and a woman, if you keep hugging me, my sister-in-law will have to kill me for ruining the makeup she made, I’ll also look like a clown, and not exactly like Hisoka” her voice cracked, but she still hummed in happiness by the big hug. After all, they were her favorite people in the world.

“So, you always dress like this for these events?” changing drastically the topic, Killua commented her. Eyes scanning her from head to toe, covered in pretty but uncomfortable heels. His sister was faster and hit his arm.

“Oh, Alluka. I needed another girl in our group. Thank you my dear.” Caressing her cheek, she looked at the boys. “My God, you all look terribly handsome, and this princess here is now the most beautiful in the whole event” she smiled, her heart getting a bit warmer at being with her friends. “And yes, I dress myself like this for the events. You annoying and little piece of sh-“

“You look even more beautiful, (Y/N)!” Alluka screamed, making her fall in silence, giving him a dirty look before turning to the little girl, and bend as much as she could to be at her side.

“Dear, we brought a gif with us.” Leorio voice made her snap and stand tall again, interrupting any possible answer to Alluka. “You have to wait here for us, we let it for a moment with your brother.”

“Leorio, why, a gif?” confusion was written on her face, her brother could simply not be really holding something from her, he was in the middle of the event. “So, my brother has the gif? Please tell me your secret, because I can’t take him out of the middle of the exposition to even just talk to him.”

“Well, is more like a miracle.” Gon intercepted, making her even more confused now. Specially after Killua hit him hard at his head.

“Besides, you’ll become the center of attention if he moves from the middle, since someone needs to take care of the event” Alluka also spoke now, making the conversation hard to follow.

“We will go for the gif and come back, out there is full of people, wait for us.”

As they parted, she began to massage her temples. All the emotions were hard to make sense in her head. She could feel the pain take over, taking deep breaths and focusing on the rest of the paintings she found a reason to distract her from crying. Thinking on leave with them once they returned, she looked at the last painting. It was an abstract one, blue and red mixing and creating a refreshing balance. Even if she wasn’t fan of that type of painting, this one caught her total attention.

Giving one step back, she stumbled against someone. Mouth opening, already offering apologies, before looking at the grey eyes already looking at hers. The world froze at that moment, her mind running through the possibilities of having died just in the moment her headache began.

The tuxedo fit his body perfectly, and his hair was styled as well. When he moved one step towards her, his eyes started to shine red. She gasped and moved apart from the phantom in front of her. Her hands started shaking and goosebumps traveled over her spine while her eyes to glowed in tears.

“You died; you died three days ago. Shit, did I just die in my fucking brother biggest event?” bending she hold her hands over her chest, crying in denial.

“(Y/N)…” his voice, that was his voice. The same voice since the first time she met him. Soft and calm. She died and was somehow in heaven, in front of the love of her life; she thought. His hands took her and held her against his chest, letting her cry all she needed. “Since the first moment I saw you, I felt something in my heart telling me you were going to be important for me. When I told you about me, my life, my clan… you just held me, help me and stood by my side-”

“No. No, what the hell is this? A bad joke?” breaking apart from Kurapika’s arms, she turned at the entry of the room, thinking about running away. His arms held her again, tighter this time, not letting her break apart.

“It was Alluka, she came with Killua and saved me, dear.” He whispered over her ear, his own tears making his voice raspier. “I told you; I promised you that the next time we saw each other I will confess my feelings… I love you, and I have loved you for so long… I didn’t want to let you come so close to me; I had a mission to finish. But now…” one of his hands covered her face and guided her sight at his eyes. “All I thought when I was slowly dying was why I didn’t stop you that day from leaving and move away with you… why didn’t I just kissed you back there? I had to die and come back, (Y/N)… I promised on my deathbed that if I could live again, I’ll run to you and never let you go again.”

Holding him and listening to his words, her tears kept cascading from her eyes, but her heart came back to live. In that silent room, she began to laugh and cry at the same time, being stopped only by a soft pair of lips that took all her breath out.

“I’ll never let you alone again, I’m yours… I love you, please accept me, take my love and love me again” he was in total denial of being parted from her ever again, but he needed to hear the right words again.

“You idiot!” she hit his chest with reproach, and took a deep breath, before calming herself. Softly smiling, she cupped his face. “Of course I accept you, Kurapika… I never stopped loving you, never. I’m all yours, just as I was the last time we saw each other, even more, I’ll dare to say.”

“You have to marry me” his glare was serious but his smile break through his face, making his eyes shined even more than normal, causing her heart to miss a beat.

“You must take it slow, Kurapika. We just had our first kiss!” her giggle made his heartbeat faster and his face moved to her neck, nuzzling over her skin before moving apart from her.

“To late for that…” he kneeled and took a little box of his pocket, a golden ring with a ruby stone in the center. “My dearest, would you marry me?”

“Say yes! He already asked for permission!” her brother screamed like an excited little kid, which cause her to laugh before nodding, his friends and family began to cheer and applause. Gon and Killua screaming at the top of their lungs for a yes.

“Yes, I’ll marry you, Kurapika.”

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Yandere Alphabet w/ Chrollo Lucilfer

Affection — how do they show their love and affection?

He lets you go outside and take you wherever you want. He will always be by your side with his arm or hand on you.

Blood — how messy are they willing to get when it comes to their darling?

Very messy. If anyone disrespects you or touches you (besides troupe members) he will either send the troupe to kill them or go after them himself. And it won't be quick it will be long and painful.

Cruelty — how would they treat their darling once abducted?

He would isolate you from the outside world an the only people you can see is him and the troupe. He is a bit condescending but he cares for you <3

Darling — aside from abduction, would they do anything against their darling’s will?

He tries not to but he would. He would invade your space even if you told him off. He would forcefully kiss you, I can kinda see himself forcing himself on you but h really wouldn't want to.

Exposed — how vulnerable are they when it comes to their darling?

Not vulnerable. No matter how long you've been together you will never see him open up. He may show you 'sympathy' when your crying or felling down.

Fight — how would they feel if their darling fought back?

He wouldn't like it at all. He wants you to submit to him so you fighting back against him is upsetting. He grows angry and upset but doesn't show it. He'll just have to chain you up to the bed <3

Game — is this a game to them? How much would they enjoy watching their darling try to escape?

It's not a game to him. He loves you in his own special way so you trying to escape upsets him. But it's not like you have many chances to escape since he watches you whenever he can or one of the troupe members.

Hell — what would be their darling’s worst experience with them?

When you pushed him over the edge and he hurt you. He chained you up so you couldn't move and blind folded you and plugged your ears so you couldn't hear or see what was happening around you. He left you there for a couple days and then came back to check on you. You didn't do whatever you did to upset him after that.

Ideals — what kind of future do they have in mind for their darling?

You, him, and the troupe being together as a big family. Somewhere where you have everything and no one can touch you.

Jealousy — do they get jealous? How do they handle it?

He's not so much jealous just possessive. Someone is talking to you that's cool, he's just gonna walk behind you and wrap an arm around your waist and give a friendly glare to them.

Kisses — how do they act around or with their darling?

He's loving in private and most of the time in public. He usually will have you sit on his lap while he reads. Whispers dirty or sweet things in your ear no matter where or who your with. But sometimes when he has to he can be a little harsh and condescending.

Love letters — how would they go about approaching their darling?

Try the normal way like taking you on dates and stuff. If that doesn't work he's gonna break into your home in the middle of the night and take you. He'll bring some of your stuff so you don't feel too lonely of!

Mask — are their true colors drastically different from the way they act around everyone else?

A little yeah. Around som people he can be more harsh and cold. Like with the troupe he cares deeply for and has a soft side but doesn't show it too much. But with you he shows it more and is much more nicer if you behave well.

Naughty — how would they punish their darling?

Isolation and stripping you of your senses. Nothing worse than not having anyone to talk to and not being able to see, hear, or move. On top of that not being able to eat or drink. Also in isolation you would be on the complete dark and it will be freezing cold with nothing to warm yourself.

Oppression — how many rights would they take away from their darling?

Most of your rights. I mean it's not like you need them.

Patience — how patient are they with their darling?

He's pretty patient. He understands that you may be distressed and scared. He'll give you as much time as you need to warm up to him.

Quite — if their darling dies, leaves, or successfully escapes, would they ever be able to move on?

If darling dies he'll shed a tear and tear a city up like he did with Uvo. He will be upset I mean he's the leader of the phantom troupe how could he let this happen? If they leave/escape he'll search for you with the troupe's help and you it won't be pretty for you if they find you.

Regret — would they ever feel guilty about abducting their darling?

No. Why would he feel bad?

Stigma — what brought about this side of them (childhood, curiosity, etc)?

I can't really say 😭 It could be childhood considering it wasn't good but I don't want to say it was that. I wanna say its because in his eyes if he wants something he's going to take it. (God Chrollo why do you have to be so complex)

Tears — how do they feel about seeing their darling scream, cry, and/or isolate themselves?

He doesn't want to hear you scream at him or yell and fight back. He would hate for you to isolate yourself but it wouldn't really work because he'll just force himself in your space.

Unique — would they do anything different from the classic yandere?

Well he isn't near you 24/7 because of troupe business and doesn't show his obsession but don't be fooled your always on his mind.

Vice — what weakness can their darling exploit in order to escape?

The fact y'all don't stay in the same place long and Chrollo can get really busy. But someone in the troupe is watching over you when possible so 🤷🏻‍♀️

Wit’s end — would they ever hurt their darling?

Yes. If you didn't listen to him or fighting back against him and the troupe or disrespecting the troupe.

Xoanon — how much would they revere or worship their darling?

He doesn't so much worship you but he does think of you highly. Out of everyone he choose you because you were better than the rest.

Yearn — how long do they pine after their darling before they snap?

If you catch his eye then he'll take you. It may take 2 weeks or 2 days but if he wants you he's going to have you.

Zenith — would they ever break their darling?

He probably would but he wouldn't enjoy it. He wished you were compliant on your own and you still kept your shine but if push comes to shove then he has no choice.

I'm not gonna lie I was struggling with this lmao. Like for me he's complicated to write and so he might be ooc but I tried 😭

Leah (OC) General Headcannons

Just some general headcannons for the relationships between an OC that I will be writing an oneshot for soon.

Leah (OC) General

Victim of flashbacks and phantom voices centred around losing her friends.

Abilities consist of possessing/ controlling everyone's emotions, portals, controlling stairs and other celestial bodies, spiritual bonds.

She nearly killing Hisoka, Illumi, Chrollo, and the Phantom Troupe due to her unstable emotions. Despite this Illumi, Chrollo and Hisoka still love her.

She was born with a heart murmur and because of the trauma experienced she ended up back in hospital for revision surgery on her heart. She’d previously had surgery when she was a baby.

Everyone was worried, Gon, Killua, Leorio and Kurapika stayed with her no matter what.

In hopes to lighten the mood the main four arrange something for her birthday and eventually manage to get a party together, even inviting Hisoka, Illumi and Chrollo.

However complications cause a flatline until a large glow and portal brings stars into the room surrounding Leah’s body and bringing her back to life.

Everyone is happy to see that she was okay, reactions ranging from smiles(Chrollo, Hisoka and Illumi) to crying (Gon and Killua).

Leah is confused and in pain until she realises that everyone was there and the room was decorated for a her birthday, she hugs and thanks everyone.

Time comes to blow out the candles and Leah says that she hasa wish to make before blowing out the candles.

An asteroid appeared hitting Illumi, Hisoka and Chrollo and when they ask if that was her wish, she tells them that it was part of it.

There was nervous laughs throughout the room as the party settled into a normal celebration.

Everything after this point in written in 2nd person but is still primarily based around Leah and her relations with the others.

Gon Freecss

✊ Gon literally just wanted friends, he’d always been friendly and when he got to the hunter exam and met you and Killua he decided that you were all going to be friends and no one would tell him otherwise. ✊ Felt the power radiating off of you the moment that you met but what scared most people didn’t scare him. ✊ That being said he was still overly protective of you and even after seeing the damage that you could do he’d put himself between you and the danger. ✊ Gon is literally blown away by your mental ability, he’d literally think on something that you had said or figured out for days before he understood even the basics. ✊ When he finally found out about your heart condition he worried about you more, though he thought that if he stopped you from fighting and raising your heart rate that would be enough (lucky Leorio is around). ✊ He didn’t like that you seemed to be friends with Hisoka, Illumi and Chrollo. ✊ During your flashback episodes when your power becomes unstable, he’s probably the only one that doesn’t hesitate in approaching you. ✊ He’s not afraid of you and he never would be even if you did hurt him, he’s more emotionally smart than any other member of the main four and would understand your actions as a result of something else, he’d blame the something else instead. ✊ Promises to never leave you and invites you to everything.

Killua Zoldyck

⚡ Killua was afraid of you the moment that he met you, the conditioning that Illumi had out in his head made him want to run from you but you were everywhere that Gon was and eventually he became accustomed to you. ⚡ He’s very aware of the danger that you posed and so if there was even a chance that you were going to hurt someone, he’d be pulling ⚡ Gon away in favour of finding somewhere to hide (it never works though). ⚡ He became protective of you after learning the life that you had lived and the problems that you had faced physical or otherwise. ⚡ He only truly trusted you after you came to rescue him from his family, that was when you, him and Gon became the trio that you were. ⚡ He’d often have you walk behind him, he was still the most observant given his training and would often see a threat before it actually made itself known. ⚡ You remind him of Alluka so sometimes he finds himself reaching for your hand to guide you through crowds or dangerous situations. ⚡ Hates your relationship with Illumi but he’ll take comfort in the fact that his family will never come after you (Illumi would never allow that). ⚡ Killua will often try to distract you from anything that might set you off or just straight up avoid it. ⚡ Makes sure that no one else can even get near you, will literally be a silent bodyguard just to make sure that you can have whatever you want.

Leorio Paradinight

🩺 Literally like he gained a daughter the day that he met you despite the fact that you scared the crap out of him the first time that you met. His quick acceptance of you probably had something to do with the fact that you had a birth defect that still affected you to this day. 🩺 He didn’t like letting you out of his sight, he worried that the moment he wasn’t there something would happen. 🩺 He doesn’t have a lot of money but he’d buy you anything that you wanted and carry you everywhere. He’d also shield you from anything despite the fact that you were probably more than 100x stronger than him. 🩺 Argues about what is best for you with Kurapika and you honestly just laughed at them most of the time, occasionally eliminating the threat before they had even finished arguing. 🩺 Regular checks of your body and heart when he was around, he worried when he wasn’t and would often call or text to make sure that you were okay. 🩺 After an unfortunate incident involving your heart and a repeated surgery he became even more of a helicopter parent and honestly never let you out of his sight for more than a couple of days for a very long time. 🩺 Hates that you acknowledge Hisoka, Illumi or Chrollo as friends and wants nothing more than to keep you far away from them. 🩺 Actually pauses when you lose control, he knows that you can easily kill him and he worries that you’d only continue to blame yourself if anything happened. 🩺 Is a literal shield, will walk in front of you when you're together and hide you from anything that you don’t want to face.

Kurapika Kurta

⛓ When he first met you he was weary of you, he knew that you were dangerous the moment that he saw you but upon realising that you were very similar to Killua and Gon he relaxed a little. ⛓ Alright now you remind him of a friend he once lost and he vows to never let anything happen to you especially after finding out that your body was weaker than most. ⛓ Is like a mom, will cook for you and make sure that you eat properly, he’ll make sure that you dress properly and if needed give you extra layers or shield you from the sun. ⛓ Carries anything that you might need in his little bag and when you mention it he’ll just pull it out and pass it to you. ⛓ Never blames you for anything is more likely to blame Leorio for a mess that had been made. ⛓ You are the one that he keeps in contact with the most, he’ll always check up on you and uses his position in the Nostrade family to keep track of any enemies that you make and even got rid of a few. ⛓ Takes your side in a fight without hesitation and listens to whatever you have to say about something. ⛓ Wants your opinion on anything that you are involved in. Doesn’t hesitate to make sure that you're involved in every decision made. Promises to listen to you and help you anyway that he could.

Hisoka Morrow

💧 I’m sure that Hisoka knew you before you knew him and he was obsessed with the power that you had and the way that you used it. 💧 He worried that your weak body would be the reason that he never got to see your power at it’s full potential. That’s quickly forgotten the first time that you lose control of your abilities. 💧 He was surprised when you didn’t immediately try to get away from him upon introduction, just accepted him as a new friend and continued on with your life while all your other friends seemed to sense blood lust rolling off of him. 💧 He keeps an eye on you from a far and when he can’t Illumi will be watching you and is almost always calling you by a nickname. 💧 He’s the one to introduce you to Chrollo, though it is unclear whether he regrets it because he does in fact have to share you with someone else now. 💧 He’s the weird uncle that no one else liked, you were excited whenever he showed up but everyone else hated it. 💧 You were the only one that was able to touch him in any way, even after you almost killed him, instead he warns you off the effect of emotions and even some ways to overcome them. 💧 Adores your slightly more sadistic nature and any little prank that you pull involving him his brushed off. 💧 You may not be able to see him all the time but he’s there don’t worry, there’s a reason no one in the criminal underworld has gotten close to getting you.

Illumi Zoldyck

📍 The first time that he met you he knew that you’d be a good friend for Killua, as well as someone that he wanted to keep a close eye on. 📍 The more he observed you, the more obsessed he became with you. He made a deal with Hisoka and they both made sure to keep you safe. 📍 Illumi is easily brought in by your power, he immediately warns his family about getting involved with the job surrounding you. He’s even killed a few clients so that they can’t hire someone else. 📍 Easily the silent and deadly protector, no one knows that he’s there until he appears to save your ass. You're the only person beside Hisoka that he’ll hold a conversation with, you could literally talk about anything and he’d sit and listen. 📍 He actually gets angry at Hisoka for using you like an entrance fee to the Phantom Troupe and warns Chrollo if he tries anything that he’d kill him. 📍 He’s probably one of the only people who tells you ‘no’, he genuinely worries about some of the things that you and Killua deem safe and so sometimes (since you actually listen to him from time to time) he has to tell you no, this becomes more frequent after your second heart surgery. 📍 Doesn’t use physical force not after the first time, that almost ended with him dying, he’s more careful. 📍 Purely here for your protection, he wants Killua to have as many strong allies but you will probably be the only one that he approves of, you replace Alluka in his mind as his youngest sibling.

Chrollo Lucilfer

🕷 Chrollo immediately saw you as a future member of the spiders, he knew that you wouldn’t accept now but there would always be a place for you even after he was gone. 🕷 He hated that you knew and liked Kurapika because he’s never been able to manipulate your view of the spiders the way that he wanted. 🕷 He did entertain the idea of stealing your power but there was no plan that ended in success. You were too smart for any of it and he knew that you’d kill him if he ever tried. 🕷 Gives you whatever you want, which concerns Killua and Gon. 🕷 Warns the other members of the troupe that if anything happens to you it would be on them, if they saw something they needed to stop it from happening or alert him immediately. 🕷 Kills anyone who has any intention of hurting you, he’s the biggest reason that no one in the underworld is looking to use your power. 🕷 Even a small amount of your power paralyses him and given the fact that you had almost killed him and the rest of the troupe you would think he’d want to stay away from you but that only interested him more. 🕷 Hates that your friends will often try to keep you away from him, but won’t do anything that would make you hate him. He’d obsession with you was slightly more present then the others but he’d be here whenever you needed him no matter what.

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characters ; chrollo lucilfer.

synopsis ; boyfriend chrollo.

genre ; fluff.

word count ; 0.4k+

boyfriend!chrollo who just looks so handsome reading one of his favorite books. his reading glasses placed on the bridge of his nose, while his slender fingers flip the pages one by one. his long legs propped up on the coffee table—which you told him to keep off because you just finished cleaning.

boyfriend!chrollo who takes you shopping once in a while and fights his urges to steal things for you. he loves when you just enjoy your time picking out what you like and actually paying it with actual cash instead of illegally stealing.

boyfriend!chrollo who actually has cash, starts to buy things instead of stealing because he's trying to change his ways. his troupe disagrees, but he tries his best.

boyfriend!chrollo who reads you to sleep on rainy nights, distracting you from the thunder and heavy rain outside. you're afraid that the rain is going to create a leak in your house, but chrollo disagrees. as long as he reads to you in his subtle, slow tone, those thoughts will go away from your mind.

boyfriend!chrollo who takes you to auctions in yorknew city just for fun. he knows you love it there, seeing people bid on high price items when his troupe could just steal it in a blink of an eye. he loves seeing you in that beautiful dress with and amazing choice of accessories he bought just for you.

boyfriend!chrollo who values you as a treasure just for him. a treasure that no one else can touch or steal; meant for him only. if anyone were to lay a finger on you, that person would be dead for sure. he knows your pacifist nature and doesn't mention the murdering part, just mentions that you're his favorite and most valuabe treasure.

boyfriend!chrollo who takes you out to the rooftop of the troupe's hideout to show you the shooting stars that were happening tonight. bringing a blanket because he doesn't want you to get all dirty while sitting down. he admires as your eyes glow at the sight of the midnight sky, being lit up by the sudden beam of light coming down from space. of course, you two would go constellation hunting too. trying to find constellations that make a certain picture or a symbol.

boyfriend!chrollo who is just there by your side all the time, like a lost puppy, not wanting to let go of you, for he thinks he will forget you. "i'll be fine chrollo, just stay here," you insisted. he doesn't like when you go out alone, especially unattended. he has to fight his distinct urges to go and follow you to make sure you're okay. but, of course, he trusts you. and that trust will never be broken between you two.

a/n ; for god help me please (was on my mind so i thought to write it for some reason).

🔍︎ | gotoh & fem!reader

⟳ | rough sex, pounding?, pet names, coin play?, penetrative sex, consensual sex, unprotective sex, gotoh being a little nervous.

🖊 | 0.9k (edited, lowercase intended).

π | someone requested a part two so here you go! also, thank you all for 100 followers!!!! i really appreciate all the support!!! (100 post coming soon).

he flipped the gold item back and forth between his fingers, reverting the symbols between ‘heads’ and ‘tails’ until his movements stopped.

he focused his gaze upon you as he mesmerized your features once again. it was almost like he was taking a picture with his mind, taking it over and over again.

he took a large gulp—that wasn’t audible—as he came closer to your sitting figure. gotoh tightly held the golden item closely to his hand and directed it to his heart.

you placed your warm hand on his cold cheek, slightly touching his sideburns whilst rubbing his cheek to comfort him.

“gotoh . . .” you mumbled under your breath, enough for him to hear you. his eyes shot up from the angle they were in, focusing his eyes onto you as he snapped out of his daydream.

“need you . . .” you mumbled again, this time traveling your hand all the way to his exposed dick. gotoh let out a breathy groan as he grabbed onto your hand, signaling a halt to your movements.

“baby, is everything alright?” you questioned worriedly, looking at his pale skin tone and how red it's gotten over the past few hours.

“mmh.” he groaned. “my treat tonight, love.” gotoh hungrily jumped on top of you and lathered you in kisses personally from him and him himself.

god how he loves marking you. he wants everyone—even the zoldyck family—to know that you belong to him. only him. no one else but him.

gotoh was marking you almost everywhere to the point where your body was polluted by his love bites.

“mmh.” gotoh said, sitting on his knees looking at the wonderful piece of art he had just created. “wonderful.” he groaned, tightening his palm yet again.

you were worried about him. gotoh is not usually the one that gets to experience sexual romance here and there. of course you give him daily kisses and give him love and affection, but he’s too busy protecting the zoldyck’s to the point where he doesn’t get a break.

but thank god they let him off for one day. just one day. that’s all he needed.

“gotoh, honey. are you okay?” you asked yet again, placing your hand on top of his clenched one. he nodded, “i’m fine.” he tightened his hand again to the point where crescent marks were being left in the middle of his palm.

“i just . . . want to try something new, if that’s okay.”

your expression widened.

gotoh was always such a vanilla, loving man. sometimes he could be rough, but he would stick to the casual rough. nothing more nothing less. he would always make sure you were okay.

of course, you didn’t know he wanted to spice your sexual life up a little more. you never knew that. gotoh always stuck to the script. but it seems like a new part of him was going to come out to you. some side of your wonderful husband you haven’t seen before.

he opened his palm slowly, revealing the golden object that you had yet to see.

your eyes widened.

“is this one of your coins?” you asked, holding it between your pointer finger and your thumb.

gotoh nodded, adjusting his glasses that were somewhat still on his face.

(he remembered and put them down before they got lost or broken).

“yes, that is correct. one of my personal coins.” gotoh said, taking it away from you with such care. “i would like to try a little challenge with you.” he said in a worrying tone.

you raised your eyebrow and started to massage his hand, “what kind of challenge?”

curiosity got the best of you.

you should’ve never asked that question.

you should’ve kept your mouth shut.

sooner than you know it, gotoh had you pinned underneath him, pounding his cock into you at max speed. he was reaching lengths you didn’t even know existed. lengths that you didn’t know existed in the human body.

you were probably on your tenth or eleventh orgasm by now, you lost track. matter fact, you weren’t even keeping track. you were too busy turning off other sounds that could distract you from gotoh’s heavy breathing or the rare sweat that dripped off of his forehead onto your sweaty skin.

you were too focused on the muffled sounds of ‘pap pap pap’ coming from the two of you. you were too busy looking at the way you and gotoh's body connected. analyzing his cock feature by feature—even though you see it on the daily.

you just couldn’t keep your hands to yourself. at this point, you didn’t even know where you were.

in an instant, gotoh let out a large groan as he locked his hands on top of your head, burying his cock into you full thrust. spurts of white, hot cum was entering your womb.

you could feel it, every single drop of it.

“oh god, baby. just so damn perfect. aren’t you? yeah?” he praised, giving your forehead a little kiss.

gotoh opened his palm and started to put the coin in between his thumb and his finger. you heard a little flicking noise that suddenly came to an end for a little while.

“heads or tails baby?” gotoh asked, holding the coin in his palm, waiting for an answer.

you were too fucked out to speak, let alone talk.

you held out a finger, signaling that you chose heads.

“let’s see.” gotoh opened his palm to reveal that the coin was tails.

you threw your head back as your husband tucked the coin back into his hand.

“better get ready, baby.” he warned.

“this is gonna be a long night.”

🔍︎ — illumi zoldyck ✰ fem!reader

♯ — illumi coming home after a long mission.

∎ — 0.4k ✰ fluff

ⅲ — watching hxh for the 8th time again and something sparked inside of me to write this. so yeah, enjoy.

it’s been a long time. days, weeks, hell even months since you’ve seen your boyfriend. you were growing impatient from wanting to hear that familiar knock on your apartment door for so long. that knock you’ve longed to hear for months—you don’t even know the duration yourself. 

you started to bore yourself from watching the door for so long. it was almost like he had another mission to fulfill, but he didn’t have time to tell you. the thing is, he’s always told you when he had to fill out a mission. 

deep down, your boyfriend—illumi zoldyck—cared about you deeply. even though he has a smooth and un-careable exterior, inside he has this little garden that surrounds his heart for you. 

so when you heard that one familiar knock on your apartment door you knew from heart, and when you saw that knob twitch until it was fully turned, when you saw that crack in the door and sunlight bleeding through into your hardwood floor. 

you quickly rushed to the door and embraced in illumi's warmth—well, normally coldness but since it was so warm outside he must’ve got infected by the sunlight. 

you started to cry a little bit, staining your tears on illumi’s normal uniform. the front of his needles started to make their way into your own flesh. even though it was the blunt side, illumi took notice of this and quickly removed you from his grasp. 

you peered your eyes at him, while his dark bug-liked eyes looked at yours. he quickly caught your lips between his, tongue quickly exploring your mouth as he made his way into your shared apartment.

“missed you so much, illu.” you managed to gasp out. he let out a small hum before ending his assault on your lips. “‘m sorry.” he mumbled out, burying his face between the crook of your neck, leaving a few kisses there. “sorry for being gone for so long.”

you combed through illumi’s hair as he went on his rant about him being sorry for not being in your presence for so long. “‘s okay illumi. i forgive you. i’m just glad your home safe and uninjured.” 

you felt illumi’s rare smile melt itself into your shoulder. 

“do you need anything right now?” you questioned, still combing your fingers through his hair and massaging his scalp. he let out a low groan from your movements as he responded with, “i just need you right now.” 

“only you.”

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I've just recently finally gathered the courage to buy a horror manga from Junji Ito and I've gone for Tomie and now that I've actually started reading it, I just can't stop thinking about having a female s/o based on a similar concept. Someone who has the uncanny ability to make people obsessed with her if they spend enough time with her and who always regenerates no matter how cruel her deaths are by the hands of very same people who fell victims to her strange powers and claimed to adore her.

After years of enduring death and obsession in an never-ending cycle again and again, I can only imagine how jaded and morbid reader would be with everything. She has fully embraced her cursed existence at this point because there is literally nothing she can do about it so at this point she has turned it all into a game. Every time someone else falls for her, she's basically playing the 'what Yandere type are you going to be?' in her head as she has seen it all. She has seen the possessive, the obsessive, the delusional, the overprotective, the clingy, the submissive and dominant, the worshippers and the sadists.

Reader can only sit back and watch with a mixture of pity and amusement in her heart as her newest victim is molded into another obsessive freak that she will live with and indulge their every whim for as long until they snap and she will die yet another death at the hands of her supposed lover.

There are a few worlds where I think such a reader would be especially interesting to let loose (by the way, there are spoilers for Chainsaw Man if you are an anime only):

In Hunter x Hunter I have two headcannons for a Tomie reader. Either she has a Nen ability. Considering that her mere presence would twist and change everyone's emotions as well as considering her regeneration abilities and other things she can do with her body, she'd either be in possession of two nen types which would be Transmutation and Manipulation or she would be a Specialist

The headcannon I consider to be far more intriguing though would be if reader would be a humanoid creature who originated from the Dark Continent but somehow found her way to the Known World. Imagine the Hunter Association or the Known World Government finding out about your existence and hiring skilled Hunters and assassins to track you down and murder you before your abilities could cause any panic.

Imagine Chrollo and the Phantom Troupe catching wind of the situation that is currently being hidden from public. Chrollo, who would be instantly intrigued to track you down and see for himself what a creature from the Dark Continent is capable of and who would keep you as his most priced treasure the moment the troupe has finally found you after searching for you for a long time. Who has to share with the rest of the Phantom Troupe as your mere presence eventually gets to them too, to some sooner than to others and who notices your mild surprise that they actually work together insted of slaughtering each other, something you must be used to seeing. Chrollo, who shares with you experiences in the Known World and adores listening to your stories about the Dark Continent where you were born.

To make it even more interesting, let's assume that you are caught and kept around the time Hisoka has infiltrated the Troupe. Hisoka, the only member Chrollo doesn't trust to leave you alone and neither do any of the other members. There are usually at least two other spiders with you when Hisoka is around but the clown takes it with slightly infuriated amusement as he gives brief glances in your direction, patiently waiting for the day where he can keep you for himself. He has to give it to Chrollo after all, the man knew just how special you'd be when he decided to go after you. He can't wait to steal you away right under the nose of the criminal~

Another possible scenario would be that the Zoldyck Family is hired to hunt you down and capture you as they were informed that you are akin to an immortal being. Imagine Illumi spending months tracking you down and successfully capturing you, though that is only because you do not resist when he finds you, only to never hand you over to the government. Instead he keeps you, black eyes staring fascinated at you whenever he sees you, his cold skin tingling whenever he touches yours, his chest clenching with a sensation he can't quite grasp. He only knows one thing though. That he needs more of whatever it is he feels when he sees you and touches you.

I've already explored this world with a Tomie reader before in this post but Jujutsu Kaisen would literally be perfect because reader could literally be the enbodiment of the curse of obsession which could be used to explain her immortality. No matter how many times she is killed or even exorcised, she will be reborn for as long as people obsess over someone else, no matter how superficial or deep their feelings really are.

Suguru would be an interesting choice that I didn't talk about in the Hc's I linked since he uses Cursed Spirit Manipulation to control curses. The question would be though whether or not Suguru would be able to exorcise and consume you to enable him to gain control over you and summon you at any given time he wishes. Ironically enough a relationship with you in a scenario where you would be a curse would probably be better for you than if you were human since Suguru doesn't look down on you nor would he judge you for your nature as it is the negative emotions of humans from which you were created. You have shared with him some stories of the past where you were murdered from non-sorcerers when they lost control due to your powers and it only fawns his hatred against the monkeys. There are always sweet promises whispered into your ears that he'll never hurt you like they did and you can only wait half-interested whether or not he will remain true to those words.

We could also go way back in time to the Heian Era and simply crown you as the Queen of Curses who stood by Sukuna's side as obsession over someone else is as ancient as the concept of love in all its twisted and radiant forms itself. For a curse to be so strong that it can even influence other curses would stir Sukuna's interest, though he never expected to fall under your spell himself. He is somewhat displeased that his resistance is that weak as he has had multiple women warming his bed before he consumed them and enjoyed their flesh yet he knows that you are a being that will be reborn even if he kills you. Now that you have done it and seduced him though, he'd much rather have you pay the price for it. From now on you shall be his queen. When he is sealed away, you go into hiding. You feel no deep grief in the centuries that follow, though Sukuna has certainly been more memorable than the thousands of other people that follow him, one as bland as pathetic as the next one. It isn't until the 21st century that Sukuna is finally reincarnated into Yuji's body, thrilled and excited about this chance to finally live again. Now he only needs to find his Queen again...

As someone who just recently finished Chainsaw Man, in this universe the reader could just be a devil who has the form of a young woman. You'd probably also assume the role of the Obsession Devil in that scenario and whilst you could just be a wild devil, I think it'd be much more interesting if you actually work sort of together with the Devil Hunters without being locked away like some other devils are. It's rather rare for you to make contracts yourself even if multiple Devil Hunters have willingly offered limbs, senses and much more to you to form a contract with you as you only accept a contract if you are actually interested in a Devil Hunter. Instead you find yourself often negotiating with other devils to convince them to form contracts with Devil Hunters as your influence to make people infatuated with you even affects other devils.

Extreme femme fatale vibes and interesting scenario would be if it is Makima aka the Control Devil herself who is no exception to your abilities. What would make this so unique would simply be that Makima is, just like her devil suggests, someone who represents the fear of conquest and is a woman who is always in control, no matter the situation. That would so very much contrasts with the fear you represent since an obsession is rarely something that can be controlled and both of you are aware of her feelings she harbors for you. You have little capacity to care about people around you as years of living through the same events again and again have made you jaded towards the very idea of attachment and love but perhaps it is the uniqueness of the situation that perks your interest as she can tell that you are testing the waters with her. Are you willing to play the game with her? You should be prepared for the possible consequences if your answer is yes.

Kishibe is one of the few people who you have ever approached and asked for a contract as he caught your eye when he first joined and decades later he takes pride in the fact that he is the one you have held a contract with for the longest time. Your condition for a contract have always remained the same. The moment the Devil Hunter you were contracted to would stop being interesting to you, you wanted his heart and until that point, you would assist them whenever they desired your help. Some sane people would consider those conditions as nothing short of lunatic yet a Devil Hunter rarely survives if they do not belong to the crazy kind and the first time you approached him, he could already tell why you were as desired as you were by many Devil Hunters. Kishibe has survived for as long as he did precisely because he is a madman and that is why your interest in him hasn't faded to this day. You fulfill his every wish in this contract yet he has held himself back in comparison to some of your previous Devil Hunters, though some things are always the same. Like the few other Devil Hunters who had a contract with you, he proposed to you and it isn't the first wedding you went through yet it is the first time you have let a contract last as long to the point where both of you already had a silver wedding to celebrate 25 years of marriage. You're going to miss this one the most when his time comes...

In One Piece a reader with such mysterious abilities could of course be suspected of having eaten a Devil Fruit but I personally would like you to instead be an ancient being that, according to rumors, originated from somewhere in the New World, though nothing about you has ever been revealed. Throughout history, you have only gotten yourself involved a few times yet whenever you did, you were the demise of entire nations yet the full extent of your powers remains as shrouded in darkness as the rest of you. Only the highest-ranked people in the Marine and are even aware of your existence and the World Government has been after you ever since they were established. Not only are your powers frightening but it is also the knowledge that you hold that has made you the most dangerous being in the Grand Line.

You have watched history unfold in front of your eyes, know about the Ancient Weapons and other events that occured throughout time that no one is supposed to know, know even about the darkest secrets of the Navy and know exactly where the proof for their hidden atrocities lies that would ruin their reputation. Whilst the citizens on every island do not know of your existence, in the Grand Line exist tales of you that parents commonly tell children as bedtime stories where you are usually portrayed as a monster. You know of that but you do not care as an existence as long as yours has taught you best that you are not even remotely a human, though your appearance may fool others into thinking otherwise.

I'm not quite sure yet about individual characters in One Piece yet but since I just recently finished the Marineford Arc, I can't help but imagine that after essentially centuries of laying dormant and only being a silent watcher, you finally decide to take an active role when news of Fire Fist Ace's public execution reaches you. Your eyes and ears are everywhere, you always know what is happening in all different oceans after all, no matter how much the Navy may try to hide it from the rest of the world. Though the news of the execution are not kept as a secret this time and reach ears on every island throughout all of the seas. There are no heroic motives though as you make your way. You're just simply bored and decide that messing with the Marine, the pirates and all the people who will watch it all unfold might be amusing and provide some thrill, even if only temporary. The world is certainly going to shake when they find out that the monster from the fairy tale has always been there yet those who will be exposed to your aura on that day will probably go out of their way to chase you down, pushed by their ever-growing obsession. You do not mind. It has been way too long since you've been entertained by them after all. You're just hoping that at least a few of them will prove to be more than yet another waste of your time...

Morning Call ☠ Feitan Portor

Characters: Feitan Portor x fem! reader

Prompt: Somnophilia (Kinktober week 1; day 1)

822 words

Warnings: NSFW 18+, p in v, excessive use of "baby", unprotected sex, Somnophilia (consensual), Cunnilingus (f. receiving), Cock warming, cumming inside, nipple play, morning sex, grammar is all over the place, etc.

Yours truly: This is my first time writing smut, and it's not that great but I truly hope you enjoy it.

Tag list: @regu1ar-huh

Feitan Portor is a very busy man. Most of the times you see him it's late at night. You never know when he'll show up since he's always out dealing with Phantom Troupe business. You would usually stay up waiting and hoping he shows up, but today was a long day for you. Once you got home you took a shower, changed into one of your boyfriends shirts he left behind, a pair of panties, and instantly fell asleep.

A couple hours into the morning you are woken up with a wet and hot feeling in between your legs. Even though your mind is still drowsy with sleep you instantly knew what was happening.

"Fei?" Shuddering, you slowly open your eyes to the view of your boyfriend shoving his tongue into your pussy. He has you on your back and your legs thrown over his shoulder. His pace was slow and lazy.

"Hi baby." He mumbled as he looked up and gave you a small smile before he dove back into you, circling your clit with his tongue with much more energy than before. At the same time, he inserts two fingers into your dripping hole.

"Fei—" Your hands quickly grab his hair as a familiar feeling already starts settling in your stomach. As he begins to pump his fingers in and out of you, he sloppily licks and sucks your clit into his mouth. You were basically melting into him. He lets out a small, muffled whimper when you tug on his hair.

"Oh fuck baby keep going I'm gonna—" your thighs start quivering and close around his head as he picks up his pace. Breathless you gasp and tilt you head back loudly moaning his name as you tip over the edge reaching your first orgasm. Helping you through it he leans back on his knees now slowly pumping his fingers in and out.

Getting overstimulated you lazily swatted at his hand whispering "stop...'s too much." Leaning down towards you, he pulls you into a lazy, but deep kiss as you taste yourself on his tongue. Resting your hands on his bare chest you start toying with his nipples. He breaks the kiss to let out a moan and grinds his clothed cock against your clit.

Leaning into your ear he whispers "missed you...sorry I woke you up. Couldn't wait. Needed you so bad." He then hurryingly helps you slip his your shirt off and throws it somewhere. He kisses down your neck to your breasts when he pops a nipple into his mouth as he plays with the other one squeezing and pinching it.

"Mmm me too Feitan...been so lonely without you." You whimper gasping when he bites down. Stopping with his actions he holds your face looking into your eyes noticing the hazy look in them. Feitan couldn't tell if it was sleepiness or lust, maybe both.

"Tired baby?" He asks. Nodding and humming in agreement, you whine and push yourself against his erection ready for him to fuck you back to sleep. Draping your arms across his shoulders you say, "need you to fuck me please."

"Easy. just relax for me baby. I got you." He quickly takes his pants off and switches your positions till you're both laying on your sides with him behind you. He raises your leg and drapes it back on his. Grabbing his dick Feitan gives himself a few pumps before he leads his leaking slightly red tip against your hole. Slowly, he pushes through and you both sigh out. "You're so tight baby fuck" he says through gritted teeth. The stretch is so delicious it has your eyes rolling back when he finally fills you up to the hilt.

"Mmm fuck baby I need you to move please" you moan out and he grants your wishes. At first, he starts off strong but slow almost pulling out completely before pushing back in with one motion. "oh fuck faster fuck me faster baby please!" Screaming you fuck yourself back into him as he moves faster. The sound coming from where you two are connected filled the room with a fwap fwap fwap sound. It was absolutely sinful the way he was fucking you as he hits all the spots that has you seeing stars. "Fei I'm I'm—"

Feitan knows your close with the way you're squeezing his cock like a fucking vice. "I know baby fuck...cum for me cum all over my cock" he hisses out. Your legs start shaking and your toes curl as your climax approaches you so quick and sudden you're seeing white. Feitan is right behind as he stills inside and pumps you full of his cum. Coming down from his high Feitan notices your deep breathes signaling that you're asleep. Chuckling, he kisses your cheek, wraps his arms around your waist pulling you closer, closing his eyes, and falling into dream land as he leaves himself inside you.

hii, can i request smut with trans male reader and hisoka + illumi double penetration

Sure! It may be a bit ooc though-

These men would tear you apart.

I'm sure both have at least 8 inch cocks and they're thick too-

Hisoka would prefer to degrade you. He'd definitely say things like, “Awwe, did our slutty boy cum already?”, “Your body's so slutty, I'm getting so hard you little whore.”

While Illumi would praise you into oblivion. “You're so good for us, baby boy”, “Good boy, such a good boy”, “You take us so well.”

Illumi would probably be very cold and leave as soon as it was over, while Hisoka would stay longer and take care of you afterward.

Hisoka would clean you out well and give you a hot bath. Then he would get you your favorite tea (or water), and some warm food. Then he'd leave.

Eventually, Illumi would fall for you and go over board with after care. Everything had to be the best quality. you must be taken care of.

Their cuddles would be the best after sex or when you were extremely tired.

“C'mon baby boy, you can take my cock further in your pussy, can't you? Aren't you a little slut?~” The squelching was loud as Hisoka fucked your cunt and Illumi fucked your ass. Both your holes were completely full and stretched. It was such a nice feeling. “You're such a good boy for us~. Keeping our cocks warm and pleasured~”

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