I Am A Bad Friend - Tumblr Posts

When you tell people to message you whenever they need it but deep inside you want to be left alone

You look at their status to see if they're online or not and if so then you wait for them to leave

You want them to either message you as quickly as possible and be done with it or not to message you at all...

But you said "message me when you need me"

I no longer think I want to be anyone's friend...

I lost the joy of it, if it ever had

I am just done with them

I don't want their burden anymore

The mood dropped immediately when I saw the grade

I failed...again

No matter how much I try, I can't do anything right

Actually I stopped trying because it will be the same

I stopped trying

And I thought I stopped caring but I was wrong

I'm lying in my bed, crying my eyes out

I'm worthless

Useless

Stupid

I deserve to die

I have to die

I want to die