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When Phantom was first summoned they knew that their body wasn't their own, they felt odd and different from the rest of the other male ghouls.

They tried to fit it, they really did.

They tried to participate in guys night, they'd make jokes with the others and even did masculine things with the others but nothing seemed to help them fit in.

Omega cornered them one day, Phantom had eyed the older ghoul for quite some time and they must say they were extremely envious of the older ghoul. I mean, look at them!

Omega was gorgeous and dressed how he wanted, not caring what others had to say. And that's what Phantom wanted to do, they wanted to dress how they felt and express who they are but who were they?

Omega sat the young quint down and the two had a long heart to heart, Phantom broke down in the older ghouls arms as they sobbed and spilled everything out and Omega held them the entire time.

Omega had promised the young ghoul he'd help them find who they were, and that he did. With the help of the older quint Phantom began to dress more freely, even going as far as wearing makeup and growing their hair out.

Phantom had made two realizations, one being they weren't a boy and two being that the name Phantom didn't really fit anymore. So, with Omega by their side they set out in search of a name.

Astra, they were Astra.

Phantom, no, Astra had made the realization they were a Ghoulette not long after. Omega helped her become comfortable in her own skin,the young Ghoulette was incredibly grateful for the help she'd received.

Now all she needed to do was tell her pack, she was scared and even cried desperately to Omega about it. Omega had reassured and comforted her the entire night, then she was ready.

With shaky hands and a nervous voice she let the pack know of her new found identity and name and with open arms they took her in, praising her for telling them and trusting them with knowing.

And from that point on she was known as Astra the quintessential rhythm guitarist, the clergy's newest ghoulette.