I Just Want To Eat - Tumblr Posts
Cw: food and discussions of eating
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So every weekday I have a routine. I go to a specific dining hall on campus and I order the same 3 things every time (except when they don’t have it which causes other issues for me with the day just being wrong after that). Now I did this today but today is also a bad POTS day and it’s made me nauseous so I have a plate full of food in front of me and I just can’t get myself to eat it. Now I know I need to eat it and if I don’t eat it my day will feel off and what not. Idk what to do I also don’t want to waste the food.
I just told my doctor that I had little to no appetite, and was having about three migraines a week. I told him that this was starting to freak out me and my family.
"Why?" Asked the trained medical professional.
Like.... Sir? Did you not understand my previous statement? I'm not eating and am frequently in great amounts of pain........ Why would I be ANYTHING OTHER than freaked out by this?!?!?!!!
What kind of question is that?