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Rare vent post on this account...

I don't normally vent on this account, but I had reality set in, and I just realized how fucking bad my situation is. Due to financial issues, my mother and I are currently living with my grandmother. Both of them are horrifically transphobic, which has made every day a living nightmare. My mother knows about my identity but refuses to acknowledge it, instead choosing to go down the detransition rabbit hole and try to guilt-trip me into not being the real me. My grandmother doesn't know, and honestly that's probably for the best. I'm going to try to set up some kind of intervention for my mother with my therapist because I don't know if she realizes how much suffering she's putting me through and that what she's doing is not normal. I'm going to try to set that up for tomorrow. I'll have my phone on me, recording the audio so that if she decides to say something overtly transphobic I can actually have evidence to give to social services. Then again, I don't know if social services would actually do anything, considering they did nothing last time. Currently, I don't have a source of income, so affording an apartment is out of the question. And living with anyone else in my family would lead to more transphobia and pain. If I knew I could get away with it, I'd kill my mother and grandmother in cold blood and run away. I want to feel safe in my own skin. It feels like everything around me is slowly falling apart, and I'm helpless to stop it.

I know I don't talk much. I just need comfort. Ppl like @ask-evil-paper always have my side, way can't you guys? 💔

I COULDN'T MAKE IT TO A PLAY THAT I REALLY WANTED TO DO!!! I WANTED TO BE A WOLF TOO!!!!

Does anyone know how to help me stop biting my own nails other than gum? I really have bad chewing problems and it really effects my nails.

I need to stop getting these, please, I want to be known as something else please?

I don't want to be known as the "Pin Gal"

Besides, my twin @r3m1nd3r-f0rg0tt3n made them, not me???

Please, I get that ya guys like them, but please, I want other notifications.

Asks, Fanart, anything but this.

This isn't even my art either, this is @scatt3r3d 's art!!!

Hello friends!

🍉I am Mahmoud Ayyad, a Palestinian from the besieged and destroyed Gaza 😭😭, coming from a family of young children, women and elderly ❤❤ who have been suffering😭😭 for 300 difficult days of an aggressive war. Our lives are harsh because we lack all the basic necessities of life. Everything has become scarce and difficult to obtain. There is no food, no water, no medicine.

So, I ask you to help me keep my family safe and alive, especially after we lost all our sources of livelihood.

Please do not leave my family to struggle and suffer these difficult days alone. You can support my campaign by donating whatever you can or by sharing my posts to reach others who can help us survive the war to safety and peace. You are helping the lives of many people with your small contribution. ❤❤🍉🍉

Every donation makes a difference in our very difficult lives. But this is a legitimate campaign and has been checked by 90-ghost

...the what? I.

Man, this is the 1st ask in awhile tbh, but I think this is Spam?

I don't read the news or anything like that if I'm being honest, it's too boring to read and it's just not within my mind unless it was srs like C-Vid.

Like, ok ok ok.

I just don't understand, ok?

Is this Spam y'all?

I...hhhh, no one checks my stuff out anyways, they only car about the Pins.

"Oh, why don't ya delete that post?"

Because it's really the ONLY POST that makes people find me apparently.

...so no, I'll not "Donate"...

Please leave me alone.

Sorry about that earlier post, I'm...okish now. New Username, still me.

Yeah.

I love this name a lot.

I've never been more related to MePhone4 than I've ever had in my life until today. To everyone who knows what I'm talking about, you can cry too.