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Play Time

Pairing: Hongjoong x Fem Reader

Summary: Hongjoong isn’t in the mood to punish you after catching you breaking a rule. Or at least that’s what he said.

Warnings: 18+ minors DNI due to adult content. Female masturbation, use of toys, edging/orgasm denial/ruined orgasm.

Word Count: 2,000 and some change.

Author’s Note: This man is the bias wrecker of bias wreckers for me. It’ll continue to be that way. No regrets. Work of fiction and doesn’t represent Ateez or Hongjoong in any way.

Tag List: @vampireyeosang, @lex-thesimpzzz, @nymeriaaa (Message me if you’d like to be added. You’ll be notified when I post.)

You knew you were in trouble when Hongjoong entered the bedroom. Caught red-handed as he found you in a compromising position with your hand tucked into your shorts inches away from your folds. You hadn’t even begun to tease yourself, but even with your lightning speed, you couldn’t fake what you were doing.

A surprised look was on his face as he spoke. “What were you planning on doing?”

Your answer was instant as it flew out of your mouth. “Nothing.”

He closed the door behind him before slowly sauntering his way over to end of the bed near you. “That didn’t look like nothing. What was the rule?”

The guilt was heavy in your voice. “I’m not allowed to touch myself without your permission.”

“Can’t even go a couple of days without disobeying my rules. Disappointing if I’m honest.”

You let out a huff of annoyance, and his eyebrow rose to question you. You bit your tongue to not say anything because you knew he was right. At this point, you were upset at your own neediness as well. Two days had passed since you last fooled around with him and you were hungry for more. Perhaps that was his diabolical plan the whole time, as he had been rather touchy-feely the last couple of days. The lingering touch was just enough to excite you and crack at your composure. You wouldn’t put it past him to try attempt to influence you into breaking rules. With the right nudge, it honestly took little for you to misbehave.

Hongjoong momentarily sucked in his bottom lip as he thought before speaking again. “I’m not really in the mood to punish today. Let’s play a game instead.”

Uneasiness was quickly forming in the pit of your stomach. “Why I feel like I’m not gonna enjoy this?”

“Well, I mean it’s this or we can do an old-fashioned punishment? It’s really your call.”

“I’m obviously gonna pick the game.”

Hongjoong seemed pleased with your answer as a mischievous grin took up his face. “When I say green light, I want you to play with yourself and when I say red light, you’ll stop. Simple enough, right?”

There had to be a catch, but you’d trust him for now. It seemed like a fun enough game to play and would kill the boredom that had plagued you in the first place. You followed his command to strip and returned to your position laying on the bed. Anticipation was started to eat at you. Something about him remaining fully dressed and staying on the sidelines always excited you.

“Green light.”

You spread your legs and slipped a hand down between your legs. There was some slickness between your folds as you ran your fingers up and down. It would be enough to get you going for the time being. Your eyes locked on Hongjoong as he curiously watched, head tilting to the side. His piercing gaze sending a shiver through you.

Hongjoong sat on the end of the bed, folding his legs under him to get a better view of the show you were going to be putting on for him. “I want you to use your other hand. The one you’re not used to using.”

That wasn’t the most outrageous request. You switched hands and slowly circled your clit. Definitely a unique sensation that differed from what you were used to. You were gonna have to work harder than normal to build anywhere near a orgasm.

“Go on, no need to be cautious. I want you to actually try.”

“I am trying.” You scoffed but fixed your tone, knowing to not give him attitude. That threat of a proper punishment was still present in your mind. “It’s not as easy this way.”

He seemed unfazed by your words. “Unfortunate. Keep going.”

You sighed but kept moving your fingers. Soon realizing you were a fool to think Hongjoong was going to let you enjoy an orgasm anytime soon. He let you work yourself up multiple times, but the second your body tensed up, he forced you to stop. The high you were building was quickly slipping away from you every single time. Yet you powered through and kept playing his game. Edging was nothing new for you and minus using an unfamiliar hand, you could handle this.

He stayed quiet other then the four words he alternated between as he closely watched you. You assumed it was to keep an eye on you. He could read your body better than any previous partner had, and you learned that in one of your early training sessions. You thought you could be subtle enough to come without his knowledge, but somehow he knew. He had immediately flipped you over onto your stomach mid high and his connected his hand with your ass till it was burning red as his hair had been.

You’d never be foolish enough to do that again.

You watched with curious eyes as he suddenly crawled over his side of the bed. He rummaged through the drawer in the nightstand and you knew what he was looking for. The vibrating wand came into view and he tossed it over to you as he returned to his previous position at the end of the bed. You were hesitate to grab it but did so when he encouraged you to use it.

“You can’t seem to get yourself there. Maybe this will help you.”

The amount of strength it took for you to not glare at your partner. He knew you had been on the edge several times now and every time you stopped when he told you to. Hongjoong was indeed testing your limits today, and the toy was going to undoubtedly step it up a notch.

The wand rumbled to life as you turned it on. You ran it down to coat it with your fluids before gently pressing it against your swollen clit. The buzzing sent jolts of pleasure through you, causing you to flinch every time you brought it against the bundle of nerves. This was harder than you initially thought.

Your eyes fluttered shut as you focused on the task at hand. You were gonna have to stop staring at him. All that mattered was your concentration on yourself and listening to Hongjoong’s voice. You continued to follow his directions without fail but frustrations were growing.

Perhaps this time around was going to be your chance to come. Hongjoong hadn’t spoken up in a second. The knot in your stomach was threatening to unravel regardless of your self-control. It seemed like you were going to enjoy bliss and the urge to hold back was slipping. Just a second longer and you’d be there.

Hongjoong must have known because you heard his voice clear as day. “Red light.”

You couldn’t pull the wand away if you wanted to. You were too close to finally having release. Part of your brain was struggling because you wanted to obey. You were required to obey his command. That was the rules. Things would only get worse if you didn’t. You were trying so hard to pull the toy away but the want to come clouded your mind.

A frustrated wail left you as Hongjoong pulled your wrist away. His other hand coming down against your thigh with a smack. The pain immediately distracting you enough to ruin your orgasm as it fizzled out from the loss of touch. You opened your eyes and pleading with Hongjoong. How could be so cruel to you? He had to know you were desperate at this point. You could feel the tears on the verge of falling.

A sound of disappointment leaving his mouth had you whining. “Joongie, please, I need to come.”

“No, you don’t need to come. You selfishly want to. You wanted to touch yourself, so I’m letting you.”

Hongjoong let go of your wrist before asking if you wanted to tap out. There was never no shame or guilt for using your safe word, but you weren’t anywhere close to using it. You were almost offended that he asked, but you knew it came come from a place of care. Honestly, you just wanted to enjoy a damn orgasm. Finally realizing this was indeed a penance for you. You were determined to survive this punishment and wanted to prove to him you could handle as long as he wanted to go. You had a moment of weakness, but now you were going to do your best. Besides, there was a chance that after all this, you could finally enjoy an orgasm. That was enough motivation in itself.

You heard the two words again and brought the wand against you again. This time Hongjoong came to your side as he sat beside you. His arm coming around and taking the toy from you. You weren’t sure if it was a blessing to have him tease you or if this was going to be tortuous. Banking on latter, but tried to look on the bright side that if you slipped up and come, it wasn’t because you held the wand to yourself. You’d still be in trouble for coming, but not nearly as much as if you were in control.

You internally laughed at the thought, but quickly pulled back to reality when the toy connected to you. He commanded for you to look at him and you did, feeling small beside him. He had complete control of the situation and you loved everything about it. Even as taxing as this all was, you wouldn’t give it up for anyone else.

Hongjoong picked up you were close once more. “Hold it back.”

“I can’t. Please.” You were searching his eyes as you begged. There was no way you could push your orgasm away. “Please, let me come.”

“No.”

The wand was pulled away from your clit and you noticed how hard you were breathing beside his poised self. Relief hit you as the high died out once more. The fear of disobedience was eating you alive. Hongjoong once again asked if you could continue as he let you attempt to collect yourself. You aggressively nodded. “Yes. I can continue.”

You took a deep breath as you felt the vibrations against you. The time to bring you back to the limit was shorter and shorter with every attempt. You were nearly there once more.

“Fuck.” Your legs were trembling as you continued to beg. This time for forgiveness. “I’m sorry! I’m sorry for misbehaving!”

“You finally caught on to what I wanted to hear.” You could see a sickly sweet smile appear on his face. “What are you sorry for? Be clear now.”

“For wanting to touch myself.” Words flew out of your mouth as you teetered on the edge of an orgasm. You needed to convince him to give you permission and now. There was no going back from here. “For breaking your rules and wanting to come without permission!”

“Good girl.” There was a moment of hesitation as he drew out the moment a touch longer. “Come.”

You had never been so thrilled to hear such a word come out of him. Flood gates had been opened as you let yourself enjoy the pleasure coursing through your body. The intensity had you convulsing as your head spun through your high. You were sure you weren’t making any sense with your grateful babbling as you attempted to thank him.

“How lucky you are that I’m so forgiving.” The wand was shut off and tossed away from you two. As soon as you could grip your bearings, you climbed over his leg to kneel between his legs. Your fingers reached for his belt. A chuckle left Hongjoong as he watched you struggle to hastily undo his pants. He knew your only goal now was to show your appreciation to him. “I love how eager you are. Show me how grateful you are.”

A smile on your own lips. “Yes, sir.”

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