I'm Really Sorry For Your Loss M2 - Tumblr Posts

To my dearest⭐️💜

First, i wanna thank you anyone who's supporting my art reblog or like was really appreciate!♡

Second of all i wanna share some of my life's story, because it's kind of very very hardest time in my entire life. It's a very long one and might trigger someone. This one may not sound soft. I'm not eating much and can't sleep these past few day.

My dearest father was pass away on august 9th 2024 it's an accident and so sudden, too sudden to say. I'm not gonna detail any of the injured much but, his head got fractured skull and like that the peice of broken bone was prick into his brain. One side of his face was getting heavy damge. That make his brain bleeding so much. The doctor told that's really hard for the surgery. He may not alive on the process or even if he did, he might not be able to live like a normal people. The last minute i got to hold his hand he still have a reflex back like just a little jerky and he still breathing. So the doctor say we should wait 2-3 days to see if he gonna come back. The worst nightmare came in the early moring in the next day. The funeral was start in same the day too. And here i am, right now the money or work was hard to find for me since i don't do much just drawing. I am nobody artist and money meant to be for my food, my apartment and eveything else. Before this, my father was one who help me out because my mental health make it hard to start living by my own. And the worstest part of this accident is my birthday is in this month in a few weeks. My father wasn't here to blessing me like i wish.

The end of this is i will live for my important father's wish. He's doing so hard to help me up even if he can't understand me. He's doing all the hard work just for his important daughter. He find the happy in working because his child. Everything was hard, it's too heavy but thank to my friend @inx404 was there for every second. There's much more detail and situation that happen but i cut this short as much as i can. But i will make it, my father wish so hard for me to live happily and can stand by my own.

For anyone who read untill there. Thank you so much, i really appreciate it. If anyone want to give some help. Blessing my father to gone for a good rest is really appreciate.

And more notice is i need y'all opinion if i should open emergancy commission in tumblr, start with 15$ does that too high? By the way, the funeral wasn't end yet.

In the end, thank you for everything from my dearest father and y'all. My heart was hurt so bad so i really can't think of any words to say but thank you really. 🌹♡