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Social interaction comes naturally for everyone else while I’m just here calculating the possible outcome of everything I say and holding myself back from saying shit and then regretting saying something or accidentally cutting someone off and talking about myself too much when I’m just showing that I relate and I try to start conversations and I start them with something about me and I sound bitchy and when I try starting them asking a person something about them or something else they just answer and don’t keep the conversation going and I laugh weird and at inappropriate times that seem funny but are obviously not and I jump from conversation to conversation and then I start a conversation and I don’t ven make sense to myself and I say something that I think but I try not to make it sound hurtful and it sounds really weird and I keep talking to explain myself but I’m horrible at doing that so it gets eve more awkward I hate my life so damn much why are people like this