Im So Fucking Scared - Tumblr Posts
studying for my vital exam which shall take place in abt 3 hours, chugging a 900ml bottle of an energy drink and immediately going to pee instead of working, looking at my textbook after taking a 5 hour break to scroll thru aita on reddit but getting distracted by a notification two seconds later.
this is a lifestyle.
You know when you’re in the state of almost asleep but not really asleep right? So last night I was in that state and as usual my mind are swirling with a lot of thoughts, and I’m a person who always imagining some kind of scene almost every night before falling asleep, but I rarely ever dream in my sleep lol.
Okay but last night though when I was in that state I dreamt of my father saying goodbye to me. And that ladies and gentlemen scared the shit out of me. I jolt awake and didn’t fell asleep again for the next like 2 hours because of it. Mind you I care about my father a lot, he’s the only parent that I have left because my mother died two years ago. Needless to say until right now I’m still thinking about it and I’m so scared. Like if he left me then there’s nobody who can accompany me anymore.
My brother is not in my town, and he has his own family to take care of. And I’m right here, miles away from him and living with my father and I still need to finish my studies. I’m really stressed out because of my fucking anxiety and depression I can’t seem to finish my fucking thesis. Like everytime I tried to do my thesis I kept getting panic attacks. And my “friends” could care less about me because they’re already busy with their own activities. I’m so scared to be left alone oh my God. I miss my mom so much.
When absolutely 0 of Biden’s accomplishments have made any kind of news, and we’ve been fed a steady diet of fear and panic for 3 years, no one gets to be shocked when he loses the next election to Donald 2.0.
Posting anything positive about the president here will get you called a capitalist bootlicker.
What do we expect to happen?
Anger sells better. Anger feels better, it feels righteous.
It’s easier to protest against a president you don’t like then to actually remain in charge and keep pushing ahead, even if small, consistent accomplishments are all you receive.
apologizing in advance for the person i'm about to become on march 11
HE GON GET MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭