// I'm Trying To Do Better - Tumblr Posts

I'm trying to get it together... really I am. I have a lot I need to work on...not only on tumblr, but in real life as well. I've been taking medicine for severe anxiety, depression, and ocd, but none of it has been working lately....which is unfortunate. So, basically my mental health issues are the reason I can't get anything done....sorry I suck

Just had a mental breakdown and I dyed my hair black and honestly like- I regretted it at first but I’m like- not upset about it anymore. I genuinely feel so much better. Like- I think sometimes I just have a really hard time grounding myself and reminding myself like…why I’m still here…and like, I need to do something to remind myself that I am an Actual Person and that my feelings do Actually Matter, and for whatever reason I think dying my hair just does that so well. It’s like. Yes, I am a person who can think for themself and make decisions based on their needs and emotions. And that is so amazing.

Anyways I hope you all are taking care of yourselves, eating a normal amount of food and drinking a normal amount of water, getting enough sleep, and doing things that make you happy, because life sucks, but it can be a little less sucky sometimes, and I think everyone should be able to experience the not-suckiness as much as they possibly can :]