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This month I nearly lost two people in my life to suicide. Knowing I wasn't able to help or stop them from trying reminds me just how fucking useless I am. Now my sister lies in a hospital and I can't even go to see her. Support her. I should be the one in hospital now..and hopefully I won't survive. How badly I want to say goodbye... Anyway! Nobody reads captions or cares and neither do I care about me so bleh 😁 #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #ishoulddie #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming https://www.instagram.com/p/Bxkc5aAFfYAuO-AVIB9aGOGXtZYSOo_VN71hPg0/?igshid=1xrdalgrjap0i
This month I nearly lost two people in my life to suicide. Knowing I wasn't able to help or stop them from trying reminds me just how fucking useless I am. Now my sister lies in a hospital and I can't even go to see her. Support her. I should be the one in hospital now..and hopefully I won't survive. How badly I want to say goodbye... Anyway! Nobody reads captions or cares and neither do I care about me so bleh 😁 #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #ishoulddie #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming https://www.instagram.com/p/Bxkc5aAFfYAuO-AVIB9aGOGXtZYSOo_VN71hPg0/?igshid=1xrdalgrjap0i
This month I nearly lost two people in my life to suicide. Knowing I wasn't able to help or stop them from trying reminds me just how fucking useless I am. Now my sister lies in a hospital and I can't even go to see her. Support her. I should be the one in hospital now..and hopefully I won't survive. How badly I want to say goodbye... Anyway! Nobody reads captions or cares and neither do I care about me so bleh 😁 #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #ishoulddie #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming https://www.instagram.com/p/Bxkc5aAFfYAuO-AVIB9aGOGXtZYSOo_VN71hPg0/?igshid=1xrdalgrjap0i
This month I nearly lost two people in my life to suicide. Knowing I wasn't able to help or stop them from trying reminds me just how fucking useless I am. Now my sister lies in a hospital and I can't even go to see her. Support her. I should be the one in hospital now..and hopefully I won't survive. How badly I want to say goodbye... Anyway! Nobody reads captions or cares and neither do I care about me so bleh 😁 #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #ishoulddie #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming https://www.instagram.com/p/Bxkc5aAFfYAuO-AVIB9aGOGXtZYSOo_VN71hPg0/?igshid=1xrdalgrjap0i
This month I nearly lost two people in my life to suicide. Knowing I wasn't able to help or stop them from trying reminds me just how fucking useless I am. Now my sister lies in a hospital and I can't even go to see her. Support her. I should be the one in hospital now..and hopefully I won't survive. How badly I want to say goodbye... Anyway! Nobody reads captions or cares and neither do I care about me so bleh 😁 #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #ishoulddie #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming https://www.instagram.com/p/Bxkc5aAFfYAuO-AVIB9aGOGXtZYSOo_VN71hPg0/?igshid=1xrdalgrjap0i
This month I nearly lost two people in my life to suicide. Knowing I wasn't able to help or stop them from trying reminds me just how fucking useless I am. Now my sister lies in a hospital and I can't even go to see her. Support her. I should be the one in hospital now..and hopefully I won't survive. How badly I want to say goodbye... Anyway! Nobody reads captions or cares and neither do I care about me so bleh 😁 #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #ishoulddie #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming https://www.instagram.com/p/Bxkc5aAFfYAuO-AVIB9aGOGXtZYSOo_VN71hPg0/?igshid=1xrdalgrjap0i