Its Not Like He Cares Anymore - Tumblr Posts

i feel so pathetic ive been crying sm its only been less than a fucking week since it happened hes the one who made a mistake why am i the one trying to be forgiving snd stay friends he doesnt even give the same energy to it ever since i said for us to just be friends hes not even once tried to initiate a convo before that when there was a chance of us getting back together at least he tried to talk now its just one sentence responses while i send idfk how many two days ago i sent a 5m vm telling him how much he hurt me and the fact that he not only took away a partner from me but a closest friend he legit just said i do apologize fuck u fuck cheaters fuck this fucker i hate everything i still want to interact w him and talk to him its not like he cares anymore idek if he cared from the start fuck am i this replacable this cunt threw away our relationship and still got rejected by the girl he was trying to pursue ITS SO FUNNY but also made me cry cause shes way prettier than me and ive been fucking blaming myself which is insane and stupid id never think id be the type of person to be so attached that id consider forgiving a person that cheated on me why the fuck am i like this kill me atp and i barely have anyone to talk to ahahahahahhahahahahahahahaha k gonna go back to sobbing