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[4:37pm] sometimes you wonder what your world would be like without him. although, you never want that to happen. as soon as you thought that, jaehyun had opened the door catching you by surprise. “jae, i thought you’d be home later tonight,” you stated. he smiled, kissed your temple and said, “i thought so, too, but they let us out early.” you smiled back at him, embracing him. you missed jaehyun, almost too much

[1:28am]

assassin!jaehyun presses his hand to your rifle, stepping between you and your target. you’d known he would try to stop you when he found out your assigned target was his civilian brother - but you didn’t think the pleading look in your partner’s eyes would hurt as much.

“move, jaehyun,” you tell him sternly, your voice cracking ever so slightly as you speak his name.

“you can’t do this,” he says, completely covering your line of fire by pressing his chest to the tip of your rifle. his eyes beg with you as you push him with the weapon. “(y/n), just for old time’s sake, please.”

you had previously knocked the target out for a quick death due to your guilt when jaehyun stepped in. your eyes flickered to his trembling hands that had set his brother more comfortably on the floor while you were frozen in shock from his sudden appearance.

“you know i have to, jae,” you shove him with the tip of your rifle again. “we both know what happens to my family if i don’t. move, or i’ll shoot.” it’s a blatant lie, and your voice shakes as you tell it.

jaehyun’s eyes harden. “no.”

you tear up at the prospect of having to fight and possibly kill your best friend, partner, and long-time love. “jaehyun, please.” it was you begging now. “i don’t want to hurt you, but i will.” if you shot through jaehyun’s heart, he would surely die - especially since you were firing from so close.

“he’s my only family, (y/n),” jaehyun says, taking a step closer as your rifle presses into his chest. he takes a deep breath. “you can shoot me. tell them i stopped you and he got away. it’ll be convincing if i die.”

“i can’t do that,” you breathe, tears in your eyes. it was so unlike you to be emotional during a mission, but it was different when jaehyun was involved.

“please,” jaehyun says. his eyes have that flame of determination that you glimpse whenever he finishes off a target - except this time, the target is himself. “please. for me. let dohyun escape, maybe hide him.”

this won’t end the way either of you want it to, and you know it.

you throw your rifle to the floor. “fight me,” you tell him.

jaehyun is only the slightest bit surprised. he’s probably anticipated this, observing your thought process as your partner for several years.

the both of you kick, swing, and punch each other with impossible agility, jaehyun careful to block you from his brother every time you get too close. you land multiple punches on his jawbone as he kicks you in the stomach.

but you can feel that neither jaehyun nor you are fighting with full power.

“i won’t hold back anymore,” you say, slightly out of breath.

“neither will i,” jaehyun smiles slightly, and slides under you as you whip around, anticipating a sudden attack.

you hadn’t thought he would grab your rifle and shoot his own heart.

“jaehyun!” you scream, and rush to his side as he coughs out blood. your fingers tremble as you press the wound in futile hopes that it would magically seal.

he tries to lean on the wall, but to avail - he slides back down in pain, a smear of blood left on the wall.

you cup his face in your bloody hands, lip trembling as you speak. “i hate you so much.”

he looks like he would laugh if it wasn’t too painful. “is that all you have to say?”

you let out a deep sigh while looking into his eyes. they look happier than you’d ever seen them after a flame. “i have too much to say.”

“i do, too,” jaehyun breathes, and coughs out some more blood as you wipe it from his mouth with worried eyes. both of you know his wound is too severe - you’ve both taken several medical classes and witnessed several deaths and know when a wound is absolutely fatal. he smiles, his dimples bloody. “you know, i love you.”

your eyes widen.

“this probably isn’t the best place,” jaehyun jokes, then winces as he forces a laugh back down his throat, “or time. but i don’t think i could die without telling you. you know? i don’t want a respons-”

“i love you too,” you blurt, and jaehyun’s eyes widen in surprise. you press your forehead against his. “i just... wish we had more time.”

jaehyun wonders if it would be disgusting to kiss you when he’d just coughed out blood, but you beat him to it, the taste of death lingering between breaths.

his eyes flutter closed as he presses one last kiss to your lips, murmurs a last plea to help his brother, and whispers a last breath proclaiming “i love you.”

[10:32 pm]

husband!jaehyun listens intently as you explain why you don’t want children. it’s a conversation you knew had to happen sooner or later, but it still stings to see something in jaehyun’s eyes flicker out. you apologize, feeling slightly guilty. jaehyun shakes his head and tells you you shouldn’t be sorry; it’s your body and he supports whatever you choose to do with it. he kisses your forehead with a smile that carves dimples into his cheeks.

you were wrong when you thought you couldn’t love him any more than you already did.

[11:34 pm]

long distance boyfriend!jaehyun surprises you just as valentine’s day is about to end, holding a bouquet of red roses tied together by a huge red ribbon. his lovable dimples carve into his pink cheeks as he beams up at you from the bottom of the steps of your home.

“do you want to be my valentine, beautiful?”

you freeze for a moment, not being able to believe your eyes. you quickly run down your steps, the chilly february air making you shiver as you jump into jaehyun’s warm arms. you’re in your pajamas - you hadn’t expected jaehyun to come so far to see you, especially since he had been so busy with practice recently. “i can’t believe you’re here,” you exclaim, grinning uncontrollably and pressing large kisses to his cheeks that are pink from the cold. “happy birthday, love. if i knew you’d been coming...” you trail, looking into his eyes with regret that you hadn’t really prepared anything for his birthday besides that box with the album and his favorite chocolates you had shipped to him weeks ago.

“it’s absolutely okay. i suddenly had an uncontrollable urge to see my beautiful girlfriend,” jaehyun says cheekily as you entwine your fingers with his and pull him inside your cozy home, the both of you laughing as jaehyun almost trips over the doormat. hearing his deep, rich laugh in person; kissing his lovable dimple-cheeked smile; and feeling his heart pump just as fast as yours through the interweaved segments of your fingers makes you feel like the happiest valentine in the world.

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idol!jaehyun x gn!reader

this one’s for all my delulus out there!

{6:33pm} ♡‧₊˚ ↴

it wasn’t his job that made him ordinary, it wasn’t his talent, and it certainly wasn’t his looks.. but it was the little things he did, like wanting to go to the convenience store with you at 2am even after a long day of photoshoots and promotions.

it’s starting to get colder, and leaves are turning brown again. just like it was when you met him. this time of year makes you remember the first time you crossed paths.

you were working at a cafe, your first day, first job. he, of all people, walked in. you felt your heart stop and start again. of course you knew who he was, but you didn’t dare say anything. you kindly welcomed him, holding back the urge to ask for a picture or an autograph.. you were too shy to do anything like that.

you’ll never forget his order. in fact, it still hasn’t changed. you called it out. “extra hot caramel macchiato, two pumps hazelnut, extra whipped cream.”

he was off to the side of the counter, jotting something down on piece of paper. his head perked up at your call, and he smiled.

he payed in cash, and managed to slip something in with it. a little folded up sticky note wedged in between the bills. you wouldn’t have noticed it if it hadn’t slipped out and fallen onto the floor. “oh, did something fall out of—”

“don’t worry. that’s for you.” he interjected, taking the change you held out for him in your hand. “well thanks. have a nice day.” he nodded on his way out.

after watching him exit in awe, you picked up the note. a string of digits was written across it in really poor handwriting. it read ‘text me?’ but it actually looked more like ‘taxi man’

but you couldn’t focus for the rest of the day. seeing him in person was enough to shake you up, but for him to hit on you? you got a least 4 orders wrong after that.

when you finally got home, you were hesitant to type the number into your phone. did he really mean to give it to you? that’s dangerous… for all he knows, you could be a sasaeng.

you ignored any doubts and just did it anyway. you had no idea what to say. not wanting to freak him out or act like a crazy fan, you went with something simple.

hi are you the guy from earlier? caramel macchiato?

shortly after you sent it, you got a response.

yeah that’s me

you stared at your screen expressionless, trying to process what was going on. and then another text came through.

sorry that note was so sloppy. actually i was worried you wouldn’t be able to read it

im jaehyun by the way. could i get your name?

all you could do was laugh. it was unbelievable.

surprisingly, you slept pretty well that night. but you woke up a little disappointed, thinking you’d just woken from the best dream ever. you picked up your phone to check the time only to see a message from a number that had yet to be saved as a contact.

you working today?

you took a second to notice the messages above it, where you exchanged names. your heart fluttered, but then it dropped. it was already noon and jaehyun’s text is what reminded you that you had a shift at 1:15. your thumbs slammed against your keyboard to respond.

yes i totally forgot

you pulled yourself together in like 10 minutes. hair kinda messy, eye bags on fleek, you head out. you were in such a hurry, it didnt occur to you to check if he responded.

nice. i’ll see you there

but you left him on delivered.

you made it just on time. you reached for the door handle but someone else beat you to it. a familiar voice spoke. “here, i can get that.”

you weren’t expecting to see jaehyun right beside you, and you obviously weren’t used to seeing his face up close and personal. “oh it’s you-” your hands instinctively covered your mouth in surprise. “what are you doing here?” you avoided looking directly at him as you made your way inside.

he followed behind you. “i have a day off.. and i was craving coffee.” you rubbed your cold hands together. “is that so?” heading to the back to put your things down, you tried hard not to show how nervous you were.

you came back out with an apron, and you made sure to fix your hair up a bit. jaehyun was standing on the other side of the counter like he was ready to place an order, so you had to think of him as any regular customer. “what can i get for you today, sir?”

“can i get a… date with you?”

at that point, it had started to sink in. that you actually had a shot with this guy.

“sir, that’s.. not on the menu.” you teased with a sudden confidence, looking him in the eye.

yes, this was jeong jaehyun. but at the end of the day, he was still a man. and like any man, you wouldn’t let him pull you so easily.

“it’s not?” he answered, his gaze lingering on you so naturally. “hmm…” with a quick scan of the menu, he continued. “a caramel macchiato is fine, then.”

one thing led to another, and the untouchable superstar jaehyun you couldn’t believe was real, was now the annoying jaehyun who refused to leave your home.

jaehyun, the unreachable idol who travels the world, performing at sold out stadiums, is still jaehyun, who sleeps through his alarms, and sings in the shower…

now you know he’s not unreachable or untouchable, but it was still hard for you to understand how such a special person… could really be so ordinary.

thank you for reading 🌱 reqs always open

!! was previously called love song !!

in which y/n and jaehyun meet under a strangers umbrella

coming soon...

as you served your last customer, you grabbed your bag and went to the employee bathroom to change out of your uniform. finally, the long day had ended and you were ready to get home so you could start binge watching a new drama.

"bye y/n!"

"bye mrs.seo!" you waved goodbye to your boss and walked out of the small cafe, only to find yourself standing in the rain. it wasn't raining heavily, so you figured you could still manage the 15 minute walk back to your apartment.

but unfortunately for you, the rain only got harder as you cursed at yourself for wearing heels to work today. deciding it'd be better to wait it instead of getting soaked in the rain, you stood under a covered entryway to a convince store. in the crowded streets stood other people, only they had umbrellas.

there's no doubt you tried squeezing yourself under someone else's, but every time you tried they'd always move away. leaving you to get wet then run back under the covering. by now you were decently wet and just wanted to get home.

this time trying a different approach, you looked around to see if anyone looked nice enough to lend you their umbrella. but as soon as you looked up, a certain someone caught your eye. yes, you were soaking wet and needed to get home,but that didn't stop you from staring at the attractive guy who happened to not have an umbrella.

his hair was tinted pink, fairly tall, and a jawline that looked like it could cut through bread. a small yelp a couple feet in front of you knocked you out of your trance. from what you saw, a woman had accidentally let go of her umbrella and it was just in reach for you, so of course you rushed to grab it.

normally you'd return it, but the woman had abandoned the idea of getting it back and ran across the street to avoid getting wet, leaving it all to you. at least that's what you thought before someone else hand landed on top of yours once you grabbed the stranded umbrella.

your eyes trailed up the persons arm, and your eyes widened once they reached the brown eyes you saw not to long ago.

"uh, can you let go." his voice was surprisingly deeper than you thought, but that didn't stop your eyebrows from raising at his sudden offensiveness.

"excuse me?"

"i said can you let go." he replied tugging the umbrella towards him.

you tugged it back towards yourself responding with "no, i kinda need this. if you didn't notice." referencing to your soaked clothes.

"yeah well so do i." he said making his wet clothes obvious too.

"well i need it more,so thank you." you said pulling the umbrella over your head making him let go and stumble towards the ground. you felt him staring at you as you stood there with your shoulders high. just when you began to walk, he moved himself underneath the umbrella with you.

"since we both need it, we'll both use it." he said turning himself to face you. you squinted at him before muttering to yourself.

"why are the hot ones always assholes." 

"you think i'm hot?" he stated putting his hand over his heart. a light pink tint dusted your checks before denying what you had just said.

"you think i'm gonna share an umbrella with a stranger?" you asked taking a couple steps back from the tall man.

"well, this is a strangers umbrella, it's pouring right now and we both have places to be. so how much worse can it get." as soon as he finished his sentence the rain got heavier. you rolled your eyes, wishing you could just be home already.

"don't worry about it." you said walking out from underneath the umbrella, taking the sidewalk home. after a couple minutes you heard foot steps behind you,but didn't turn around in fear of being murdered.

the door steps only got faster as you walked quicker to get home.

"excuse me!" you stopped at the familiar voice and turned around, your wet hair slapping you in the face.

"um,sorry if i scared you. i felt bad when you walked away, the most i can do is walk you wherever you're going." he said standing closer to you so the umbrella covered you both.

you looked down at the ground and questioned wether you wanted a stranger to walk you home, but at this point you just wanted to get home and dry off as soon as possible.

"thank you, how should i repay you?" you said looking up at him.

"no need, i'm jaehyun." he replied sticking his hand out in front of you with a small smile on his face, dimples showing.

"i'm y/n." you said as you stepped forward, him following a couple seconds after.

"if you don't mind, where are you heading?" he asked running his hand through his wet hair.

"home, you?" you ask while looking down, trying to match your foot steps with his.

"no where specific,just on a walk." he suddenly stopped walking, leaving you to step out from underneath the umbrella.

"hey!-"

"why don't you come with me?" he asked hovering the umbrella back over you two. "i mean unless you have something important to do at home."

now that you think about it, watching that new drama could wait. why not go on an adventure with a handsome stranger.

"sure." and with that, you and jaehyun turned around walking the opposite direction.

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