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Muscle memory
No art today just meme I made
Original:
Back after a bit time
I made university time Johnathon Ohnn
I'm at university too tho
Oh, wow. I haven't post *check notes* 4-5 months I guess.
Muscle memory 2
You...
Why?
You can ask and request anything now :D
Open your mind.
Other version
Did other colors!
Tried pastel colors I'm bad at it :(
You like the shirt..?
Name three songs.
Happy Valentine's Day.
TW: Depressed thoughts.
Confessed to the person I love and rejected.
Rejection doesn't matter to me, but the problem is
He's my best friend, we know each other 5 years. Confession went normal and rejection doesn't matter but I still have classic "extreme discomfort and in regret after express yourself/tell your feelings" thing. Idk why am I feeling like that at this point. I can't say if it's cause of BPD or my weak personality. Wish I never told. He didn't even distressed or something, it'll going fine. I know it'll be fine and go normal. It's about me. I'm stupid and always trying to express myself.
I choose wrong decide again... as always.
Just, idk y'all just don't be like me don't regret anything after you did or at least think a lot, be sure about it. I'm extremely stupid when topic comes being patient and think carefully. I hate myself ngl.
Nothing changed, nothing destroyed, but still. I wish I never confessed. I'm stupid. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. I wish I hid my feelings until death of these feelings.
I'm sorry
Sometimes I can't tell if a character is coded or I'm projecting...
With that in mind, let's talk about The Spot!!!
Ok so, I think Spot is coded to be disabled. Specifically a newly physically disabled person.
My main reasons to call this coding is because of Spot's lines like "I can't really get a job anymore being like this." "My family won't even look at me."
He can't get work anymore and his family has disowned him. An unfortunate reality for many disabled people.
Of course this could also fit with some other types of coding but I think it's for disability this time around because his body literally went through a change. He has to relearn how to do basic things like eat for example. He has to learn how to navigate his body again.
Another fun point I want to bring up is his character's gothic horror aspects! (This is related I swear).
Again could just be my personal biases (I just had a gothic horror hyperfixation). But I think it's partly intentional.
The Spot reminds me a LOT of The Invisible Man. Both are scientists who have undergone a painful horrific body horror transformation that has led them to be outcasts. They are both silly at times but angered easily to the points of world domination. (Also Spot's outfit in the store is a reference to The Invisible Man)
Now The Invisible Man (story) has a lot of gothic horror aspects. Most importantly a monster who has undergone a transformation that has led him to being outcast by society. He's othered.
Same thing happens to our boy Johnathon! The reason I wanted to bring this up is because gothic horror tends to be relatable and loved by lots of queer and disabled people.
The reason is a big theme is said othering of the monster. In an effort to other the monster from "normal" people you accidentally (or intentionally) end up making something relatable to lots of people, typically queer and disabled people! Hence why many villains in pop culture are queer and disabled icons, while not actually being stated as such in canon explicitly.
Ok sorry for rambling lol but this has been on my mind since I saw the movie. Anyway The Spot is disabled bye.
Small doodles of my (our) husband before i shower :3
