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Oooh Rach

This one hurt. And it hurt alot😭. It's been a while since I've read a hanahaki story. Mainly because these are the ones that usually have me staying up later than usual at night, contemplating everything and letting the hurt and angst sink in over and over.

Wow...I might need a second after this one. It's short, but it packs a punch and I hate that I love this so much, no matter the ache in my heart. Sending you lots and lots of love💕💕💕💕

so I totally want to read something based on “I’m finding it more and more difficult to not blurt out my feelings.” but I’m torn between taehyung and vernon for some reason 😂

{prompt game - “i’m finding it more and more difficult not to blurt out my feelings.”}

“You know, I’m finding it more and more difficult to not blurt out my feelings.” A dark chuckle escapes from his lips. "Well, more like difficult to not blurt out flowers."

Another round of painful laughter erupts from Taehyung only to be interrupted by the bloodstained rose petals exiting his mouth.

Yoongi's grimace gives Taehyung a good idea of how he might look right now. A tear-stained face and bloodstained hands with crumpled rose petals. Taehyung can't do anything but scoff at the irony of the red petals in his hand.

Love. Roses mean love.

Taehyung loves you, but you love Jimin. You're with Jimin. His best friend.

Despite the fact that he's secretly been developing feelings for you for years (he's just been better at convincing himself he wasn't before) he knew that he couldn't have you.

Especially given the recent announcement.

"We're getting married!" You and Jimin had announced excitedly to your group of friends earlier today.

Taehyung had felt himself choke on his drink a little bit as the rest of his friends were quick to cheer for the couple. A smile plasters itself onto his face as he pats his best friend on the back.

"Congrats Jiminie," Taehyung said sincerely, making his best friend's crescent moon smile appear.

"Thank you," He pats Taehyung on the back. "Do you want to be my best man?"

As hard as it may be for Taehyung not to blurt out his feelings, he could never take away that happiness from Jimin.

“Of course.”

uwu wanna,,,, send a prompt and a member,,, from like any kpop content you’ve ever seen me reblog,,,,

This was the same YN he met that day, the same YN he became friends with even after she got the information she needed and has hung out with several times before today… yet she radiates a different energy than before. Something that makes him see her not as one of his friends, but as someone he was searching for his entire life.

Hi Jo!!

I’m sorry it’s taken me a while to read one of your works. I’ve heard about your writing through friends and they have all said such wonderful things about you, and now that I’ve finally had the chance to I’m wondering why it’s taken me so long to get to you. 

You are a treasure trove. Your words speak and hold so much meaning and emotions its breathtaking the way you are able to move readers. To make people just simply feel. And that’s a wonderful power to have in terms of writing and it showed through this piece. Each and every word was fluid, like I was watching water ripple softly or looking up into the sky and seeing the clouds pass. Everything had a purpose and it felt oh so beautiful just to read only one paragraph of your work.

YN doesn’t exactly wait for a confirmation though, already stepping out onto the walkway, but it’s probably for the best. It gives Taehyung a chance to look her over one more time, a small smile gracing his features as he feels the warmth he’s never felt in his heart before.

This part just felt warm for me. Like this was the first time where Taehyung truly felt like he was in love with her and just...wow. My heart is just full of sunshine and comfort just by these words.

Until when was he going to stop torturing himself with the idea of loving her? What more reassurance did he need to feel that if he expressed his love to her, she would welcome his love in a heartbeat?

And this part. I love the way you were able to detail his hesitation. It’s so poetic and whenever I come back to look over it my heart beats a few paces faster just because of how strongly put these emotions are.

The ending is what really made a strike to my chest. Can I just say that reading what happened made me uneasy and heartbroken? Because I feel she died by drunken behavior. It was a bit ironic seeing that. How Taehyung was also drunk at the climax of everything as well, and it’s shattering to think about the what-ifs. To wonder if she still would’ve been alive if Taehyung would’ve just said something. Like a butterfly effect.

To keep my rambles from getting too long, I’d like to finish with this: You are so special Jo. You have so much talent that I can’t even begin to explain how much I adored reading this piece, and I know that I’ll love the others that I have saved just as much. Thank you so much Jo for sharing your writing with us. I can’t wait to read more of your stories. I’m sending you my love💕💕💕💕💕  

reasons to say i love you | kim taehyung

Kim Taehyung knew he loved you from the start. But the question is, does he ever tell you?

— pairing: taehyung x female reader (with mentions of jungkook x reader) — genre: drabble, non-idol au — length: ~3.4k — rating: PG-13 — contains: angst, fluff, unrequited love, alcohol misuse, mentions of major character death

author’s note: this hasty drabble is the result of my sick self waking up at 4am with a sudden surge of inspiration, the random bits of dreams I had in between, and revisiting tae’s beautiful mv for ‘winter bear’ ;-; it’s really rusty, but I hope you guys like it!

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If I can’t hold your pain, I will hold you.

Oh Willow…

This was incredibly beautiful I’m getting misty-eyed. Your words are the epitome of poetry. The way each and every word flows like water, the way you are able to pull emotions from people is such an admirable gift and I feel like every time I read one of your pieces I become winded by it. Winded by you.

You have a true gift Willow. You are my light. You are someone that I look up to. Thank you so much Willow for sharing this. I am forever giving you my love💕💕💕💕

fix you | kth

Pairing: Taehyung x Reader

Rating: PG-13

Genre: Angst. But like a love letter to angst. Fluff.

WC: 500

Summary: Sometimes there’s an ocean in him.

Warnings & Tags: Grief. Comforting.

AN: My first true drabble. Based on Coldplay’s “Fix You.” Thank you to Elv ( @ezralia-writes​ ) and Debs ( @ttttaehyungie​ ) for giving me direction and immense love on the first draft of this. 

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©wwilloww Do not repost, translate, or use my stories without my permission.

fix you

You comb your fingers from his hairline back to the crown of his head.

The dark waves part at your touch, falling like dark stars, streams of black water around your fingertips.

Again. And again.

Until his hand tightens around your thigh, until his trembling breath comes just a little slower, still rasping through his lungs.

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He was selfish, he’d admit it. Taehyung wanted you here for as long as he could possibly have you.

Wow....so the angst train came early huh? I feel like I have to catch my breath because....WOOOWWW you know?

This probably doesn't make any sense right now and I'm sorry, but I'm just utterly in shock and amazed by how you were able to fit in these emotions in just this first part. 

So instead of telling you he loved you, Taehyung whispered it in the safety of the guest bedroom, where the only person who could hear it was himself. 

This part right here hurt! I know that this is only the first part and there’s still so much to be uncovered but this was sooo good. And I can't wait to read more. Hopefully, soon I can binge this and come back to tell you everything because I feel like this story is one that I will never want to put down. Especially now when I kind of have to so I can go back and do my work, but I will forever send you my love Vic💕💕💕💕

the things i couldn’t say to you.

pairing: taehyung x reader

genre: actor!taehyung, lingerie model!reader, exes!au, pining!au, romance, angst, smut rating: mature; 18+ summary: despite you ending things almost a year ago, you and taehyung’s paths keep crossing. maybe both of you are already in too deep.

warnings: insecurities, explicit smut, alcohol

if you need me → chapter index

At least Taehyung knew it wasn’t the sex that was incompatible.

Not when your body was quivering underneath him like this. Not when you were whimpering his name to the point of near incoherency. Not when you gripped the sheets so tightly that your knuckles turned white. Not when your face was flushed red and your breaths came out in heavy pants.

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You are bored to death. And lonely. But mostly bored to death. Pun intended.

So I finally, finally, have the time to read this series the way that I want (which is why I'm rereading the prologue again so I can now have the full effect of the series). I know that I've told you this before, but this is a series that I've been waiting patiently to read. Seeing everyone reblog it and write their thoughts on how good each chapter was made me jealous, and now that I have time carved out, I too can now read this series and write to you.

Usually, when it comes to ghost stories, I've always imagined a sort of grayish hue around them. Maybe it's because the characters are dead and gray is just a color representing some sort of inadequacy, their life, taken away from them. Or, maybe it's because where I live, it's been constantly raining, and I've inadvertently mapped the color of the sky onto here. But with this, there seems to be a spark of color—a rainbow in the midst of dark clouds.

The main character seems so kind and gentle. Warmhearted even while in the prologue, you can see her cursing the heavens that she can't pursue a life in the same manner as her previous mortal ways (the part where you described her being slingshot all the way through the house because she tried to leave made me chuckle🤣).

I can't wait to continue reading this series and updating you on my thoughts, August!! This is a series that I can envision so vividly playing through my mind, like a movie or some sort of Netflix series. You and your words constantly remind me of why I love to read. Why whenever I hear news about upcoming works, I get a slight tingle that runs down my legs in excitement (you also remind me of the reason why I have to wear glasses because of me reading with my phone held close to my face late at night lol! But, it's a give and take so it's okay😂)

Thank you so so so so soooo much, August! I can't wait to continue reading!!! I adore you so much, my friend. Sending you love!!

my tears ricochet #prologue | kth

#prologue: ghost stories

word count: 586 words

series: my tears ricochet [masterlist]

series summary: Navigating life with a super hot and super nice roommate is already hard when you’re not a ghost. But you are. A ghost. It also doesn’t help that you have a tiny crush on said roommate.

pairing: ghost!reader x taehyung

genre: ghost!AU, roommate!AU, fluff/angst/crack (or something like that…)

warnings: it’s a ghost story, so death will be touched upon // questionable ghost mythology (sorry, I’m making things up as I go…) // curse words are uttered // further warnings will be added to every drabble id needed and may vary and go up. for now it’s pretty sfw

A/N: this is new territory for me: the format (a series of drabbles!) and the genre (fluff/crack!). I’m excited to share this! This is also only edited by me - sorry.

go to #1 live with me

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You are bored to death. And lonely. But mostly bored to death. Pun intended.

You’re a ghost. At least that’s what you have concluded after analyzing all the available facts. (Spoiler: not many)

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“Hi, yes, that’s me. And you’re….Taehyung? For the room, right?”

He smiles, you’re blinded.

So, as I am sitting here and typing out my thoughts, I wanted to ask you a question or maybe relay my epiphany? Nonetheless, it is still something that has been poking at my mind: is the title “my tears ricochet” a play on the fact that because of her immortal self, she can too ricochet? Like how she was flung back inside and through the house in the prologue because she tried to leave, and because the title is using “my” it’s actually her tears that are rebounding because she’s...you know...dead? I could be overthinking this, but that question popped up in my mind last night while I read this part.

Anyways.

Even though this is only the first part, and we have now officially met Taehyung, I’m excited to see where this all goes. Knowing that they both are pretty curious about one another and find each other attractive, it’s super cute, and it’s going to be interesting to see how this all unravels. I can see many moments of laughter, but also some where you’ll probably see me in your notifications/messages crying to you because of heartache😂. Hopefully, though, that won’t come super soon. I don’t think I’m ready to cry yet.

One thing that did make me laugh a little though is the part about cooking shows. Even though I love learning new recipes, I might have accidentally conditioned myself to fall asleep to them since I always tend to watch them at night. And, I don't know, I also think it's just all the sounds during the video that make me really calm (and hungry), you know?

Okay! Thank you so much, August, for this series! I’m looking forward to reading the next part 🥰. Sending you lots of love💕

my tears ricochet #1  | kth

#1 live with me

read the prologue here

word count: 788 words

series: my tears ricochet [masterlist]

summary: oh shit. he’s hot.

pairing: ghost!reader x taehyung

genre: ghost!AU, roommate!AU, fluff/angst/crack (or something like that…)

warnings: it’s a ghost story, so death will be touched upon // questionable ghost mythology (sorry, I’m making things up as I go…) // curse words (fuck) are uttered // still sfw // also still only edited by me.

A/N: Thank you everyone who was giving love to the prologue, it made me want to post this one right away and spill half the story at once.

#prologue: ghost stories — #2 it is you

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Oh. 

You and your heart (and some more primal parts of you) do a double take. The man standing in front of you is beautiful. Hauntingly so. (And that’s coming from you.)

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He gets to see you and your smile every day. His little crush also might have grown a little bigger, but honestly, how could it not, when you’re the most endearing, wonderful person, he has ever met.

There’s just something being curious on whether Taehyung will eventually find out about the main character’s state, of whether these two roommates will eventually tell each other about the feelings that linger in their hearts, that makes handling my grip on not wanting to burn through this series in a day difficult. It's a comfortable curiosity though, one that keeps me on my toes during the periods between chapters. But I'm no ballerina, and I can be quite impulsive at times, but for now, I'll try to make sure (for myself) that my feet don't hit the ground quite yet.

The parallelism used to detail all of the ways the main character makes Taehyung’s heart flutter makes me want to sit in those puddles of words for a little while. It's been quite some time since I've had a crush- a real one that felt pure and true to the heart, so trying to remember the way my heart once fluttered is a bit similar to trying catching clouds, but picturing those moments, moments that were heartwarming such as the anecdotes of the mug and the baking show commentary, and ones that are not so gentle to the heart, made me feel as if it wouldn't be so difficult to have those feelings again if I really wanted to.

Even though their relationship is pretty new, you can see how much they care about each other, romantic feelings aside. However, something that hurt though was when we (you and us as readers) realized that she couldn't console him in the way she wanted to. Nurture him in the way that he needed at the time since physical touch could be his love language. And I know that there have been references to the main character's unbeating heart, but I'd like to think that her heart is the purest, and most whole and vibrant heart there is (and it's technically only the second chapter). Even though oxygen and blood are the two vital things technically needed to make a heart work, she makes it easy to think otherwise. I mean, there are people in this world who do have oxygen and blood coursing through them, but that doesn't always mean that they have a heart. And I hope that the character knows that she is more than just her enviable body.

I also liked the mention of Taehyung and Yoongi and how they are now on amicable terms (with the help of the main character, but it's still a win!). I hope to see more of him maybe, and I can't wait to continue reading!

Thank you so much, August! This series is a new light in my life (handled and cared for by you, of course).

my tears ricochet #2  | kth

#2 it is you

word count: 615 words

series: my tears ricochet [masterlist]

summary: Taehyung has a big fat crush on his roommate.

pairing: ghost!reader x taehyung

genre: ghost!AU, roommate!AU, fluff/angst/crack (or something like that…)

warnings:   it’s a ghost story, so death will be touched upon //  questionable ghost mythology (sorry, I’m making things up as I go…) //  curse words (fuck) are uttered // still sfw // also still only edited by me.

A/N: HI! I’m so happy that you enjoyed these two and their mutual little crushes. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR COMMENTS AND REBLOGS! It means a lot and warms my (very much beating) heart! Here. Have some more. I hope you’ll like it!

#1 live with me — #3 what am i (to you) 

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Living with a hot roommate definitely has its perks, or so Taehyung concludes after living with you for a while.

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“Hey ____, do you believe in ghosts?”

As the chapter title oh so happens to also be one of my favorite BTS songs (and side note, I saw this on Twitter last night, and my heart did a thing because it felt serendipitous to see

)

Okay, anyways, a part of me felt that this part would take me on a ride because of that. Thankfully, we haven't hit the angst train (yet), so my heart is spared. On the other hand, I was also holding my breath and inadvertently preparing myself for the "what if". Like, what if Taehyung ended up being afraid of her because he knows now? What then? Would he move? Would he still have feelings for her? That sort of thing. (Also, I’ve already read part 4 and….😭. I’ll come back soon and write to you again.)

Taehyung though is really smart (Buzzfeed Unsolved could never! Ryan and Shane need to team up with him one day hahaha!) He’s intuitive and attentive to her, and I love how you highlighted that with all of the small things that he noticed, like her not touching or eating things, not going outside, etc.... I know if it were me, I would've just left it as a coincidence until they would literally have to write it on the walls! I would be that oblivious (mainly because I wouldn't want to assume. Walking through walls? Would probably think I imagined that or something lol!)

Also, I'm laughing at the Twilight reference because I recently had to pack some of my movies and came across that series. It felt really nice to see things from this story parallel with something in my life since it is entirely coincidental.

Okay, thank you so much, August! I can’t wait to update you again!💕

my tears ricochet #3 | kth

#3 what am i (to you)

word count: 1210 words (wait what.)

series: my tears ricochet [masterlist]

summary: How many lightbulbs can a guy change, before he gets a little suspicious? 

pairing: ghost!reader x taehyung

genre: ghost!AU, roommate!AU, fluff/angst/crack (or something like that…)

warnings:   it’s a ghost story, so death will be touched upon //  questionable ghost mythology (sorry, I’m making things up as I go…) //  curse words (like: fuck) are uttered // still sfw // also still only edited by me and not betaread.

A/N: This one got a bit longer accidentally. I’d like to apologize in advance for the last paragraph. And again: THANK YOU FOR LIKING THIS LITTLE SERIES! (I hope you’ll like this installment aswell…it is…kinda…let’s say pivotal?) (A big thank you to Hana, @cutechim , whose words of encouragement stopped me from editing this up to the last second. I didn’t, I swear, I’m just dropping back in here to add this sentence. 💕🥺)

#2 it is you — #4 trivia: ghost

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“Hey ____, do you believe in ghosts?” 

The question catches you off guard, you hope it doesn’t show.

“What?”

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And so you dance together in celebration of exploding lightbulbs. And so you dance together in celebration of living together. And so you dance together and around each other and it becomes a game...

Honestly, the section that I highlighted and the rest of the paragraph following is my favorite part of this chapter. It's so beautiful, and it holds this tumbling feeling of yearning and love swirling around and around again. It was overwhelming to read but in the best of ways because it feels like this is the first moment to see how much they enjoy each other. How much their existence means to one another even though they cannot tangibly be there for one another. But they try, and they find ways out of seemingly no way to close the gap between living and what it means to live.

One thing that stuck out to me was that the main character cannot remember her past before Taehyung because this phenomenon can overlap into many different realities. Even though she's dead and can't remember that past, he was the first person who made her experience genuine and unadulterated happiness. This will sound cheesy, but that's how it felt when I first joined the fandom. Of course, I remember my previous interests, the way I fangirled over Shawn Mendes, but the happiness that has come after made my previous infatuations feel dim in comparison to now. I guess it’s just a natural instinct to be on the search for more, especially when experiencing feelings like joy. It’s like what I always say, why eat a Jolly Rancher when you can have a five-tier chocolate cake? Of course the Jolly Rancher is good, but it can’t compare to a chocolate cake (unless you don’t like chocolate, of course). So why spend time settling for something that doesn't make you as happy like it is now. Light cancels shadows, and eventually, you the feeling of what was once there is infinitesimal.

Also, I smiled a little about the note about period cramps and pain (I just realized that she never has to experience what it's like to stub her toe on a corner, so I'm jealous). You also made me a bit hungry with the baked bread part because I LOVE baked bread. One thing that I'm curious about though is if maybe one day the main character will see other ghosts? I can imagine that it could eventually end up being a bit lonely to not see someone else like her even though she has Tae to keep her company, so it’ll be interesting to see how the rest of the story unfolds. And the part about her being able to sleep/sleepwalk was cool (I wonder if she can dream...Can ghosts dream? Is that a thing?? I think I’m getting ahead of myself haha)

Overall, I really loved this part. I just hope that Taehyung and the main character will be able to touch each other one day. Even if it's only for a second and even if it may be by accident, I hope that they can. Taehyung makes her live. Breaks down the barrier between them and gives her life outside of life, and I think that's really beautiful, so I hope that they can show each other that more physically and intimately.

Thank you so much, August for this story! And you never have to apologize for being slow. I've actually had a bullet point list of my thoughts in my notes for a few days, but I've just been a bit lazy when it comes to actually write out everything that I want to say😅. But still, I'm thoroughly excited to continue reading. Sending you lots of love!!!

my tears ricochet #4 | kth

#4 trivia: ghost

word count: 1059 words

series: my tears ricochet [masterlist]

summary: There are upsides to being a ghost. But also quite a few downsides. Also shouldn’t you be supplied a ghost mentor? Aren’t there rules for these things?

pairing: ghost!reader x taehyung

genre: ghost!AU, roommate!AU, fluff / angst / crack

warnings: sfw //  it’s a ghost story, so death will be touched upon //  questionable ghost mythology (sorry, I’m making things up as I go…) //  cursing  (like: fuck)  //  still only edited by me and not betaread.

A/N: Welcome back to my little petri-dish-series. I’m so deeply thankful for each and everyone reading this and getting in touch with me in any form. You can’t believe the serotonin boost I get, when I see a message, a comment or a reblog! (or an ask, even though I don’t get these much…) Thank you for sticking with me and these two dorks.

#3 what am i (to you) —  #5 Walpurgisnacht

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~swooooooosh~

“Again?”

You nod. “Again.”

~swoooooooooooooooosh~

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~krrchk~

“Again?”

You nod. “Again.”

~krrrrrrrckxpoof~

Taehyung throws his hands up into the air and starts a little celebratory dance that makes you huff out a little laugh, as you join him in celebrating the feat of finally letting light bulbs explode on purpose.

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For Taehyung these hours are literal hell. It fucks him up the first time it happens. It fucks him up real bad.

This chapter was so heartbreaking, so intense, oh my goodness, August. The fact that you possibly wrote this with the sole thought of “hm...let’s make someone’s heart hurt”, and put this out into the world makes me both want to break down in front of you just so that you can see the pain I went through, and hug you because hugs always feel nice.

One thing that hurt me the most was that you wrote that this was the first time it happened, insinuating that there could be more instances like this. More instances where Taehyung is grieving the loss of his friend, and more instances where you’ll see me back here crying to you again. Though the main character is technically already dead, the sinking and sickening feeling that comes when someone is ripped out of your life, and you're not sure when you might see them again, or the possibility of never seeing them again, is paralyzing. You brought that out those raw emotions so wonderfully. It was a beautifully tragic thing to read, but I’m glad to have read those words written by you.

And then there’s this part:

It breaks your heart as you sit down next to his lethargic figure and beg him to get up, to please at least drink something, to eat something, to take care of himself, if you can’t do it for him, please, Taehyung.

I began choking up here because I could hear the main character’s voice saying these lines so clearly. Pleading for him to do something, anything, except mourn her, because seeing Taehyung in that state was just as heartbreaking as it is for her (it reminded me of that part in The Lion King with Simba and Mufasa), and it was another reminder that even though he can't see her, she is always watching over him. This was another moment where I wished that they could touch each other since this brought my heart to a new low while reading this story. However, it was mended a little when you wrote, "your unbeating heart jumps". It’s just a reminder of how much they both genuinely care for each other, enough the break the barrier of what is deemed impossible. What should be impossible, and I’m just so in love with these characters.

Thank you so much, August for another part!! I’ll see you soon!!!💕

my tears ricochet #5 | kth

#5 Walpurgisnacht

word count: 855 words

series: my tears ricochet [masterlist]

summary: Sometimes practical research isn’t all that helpful. Picking up a book probably would have prepared the both of you better for this. (Where is that ghost mentor when you need them?)

pairing: ghost!reader x taehyung

genre: ghost!AU, roommate!AU, fluff / angst / crack

(slightly updated) warnings for this chapter:  sfw  // it’s  a ghost story, so death will be touched upon // questionable ghost mythology //  language (curse words) // mentions of accidental boners and subtle horniness // more terrible baking puns  // more angst //  still only edited by me and not betaread.

A/N: We’re almost half way through? When did that happen? Let me take a second to thank all of you again, your comments make my day brighter, make my heart soar and make me giddy to share this story with you. I a-dough you. (Sorry for all the baking-puns, I really love gbbo a lot.). The next few weeks will be a little heavier on the angst, but I promise, there’s a light at the end of the tunnel.

#4 trivia:ghost — #6 find me

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On the 30th of April you just vanish into nothingness after dinner.

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⟪“Tae, what does this mean?”

“It means I’m scared.” His deep voice is quiet, and Taehyung's gaze finally meets your eyes for a second.⟫

↳"War and art are best observed at a distance." -Vincenzo Cassano, Vincenzo

Even though we as readers and the main character know that she’s dead, it still doesn't ease the burn of having it almost put in front of our faces. When reading this story, you see both the beauty and the burden of what it means to be alive and what it means to be dead, and we have to watch the cycles of what it means for both characters to live in a way that is not easily harmonious and brings the most pain.

Things are more careful and cautious now between Taehyung and the main character ever since the previous events. It feels like they're both walking on glass, even if they both try to believe that it's concrete. The way that they now tiptoe more around certain topics is interesting to see because the air between them now feels large and stagnant, and heavy. You know, after reading this six times, I thought that this gap was a bad thing, but honestly, after reading this for the seventh time, that’s where my mindset began to change, and I think that rather than this moment being something trivial, it's a bridge. A shaky and fragile one right now, if I do say so myself, but you slowly begin to see that these moments where they're both upset are just a matter of how much they care for one another. How much they truly couldn’t survive a life without one another. I mean, the questions that were being asked and the conversations had would only take place if you cared about another, so I think that it’s so beautiful even though there’s still this stinging pain that lingers in my chest because of it.

I think that’s why the quote that I highlighted above rings so vital to me right now, and it’s one of the reasons why I appreciate reading so much.

And then, you get hit with another blow. The famous F word can be relieving or constraining depending on the side you stand on, but I think that Tae is using it to protect himself along with his puns because he knows how much he cares about the main character. He already knows the pain of what it feels to not have her in his life anymore, and making sure that she’s still around when she’s supposedly sleeping is used to soothe his nerves, mind, and heart. That’s one moment that meant a lot to me, even though it was only briefly mentioned.

As we progress more through the story, I love how each chapter shows how the main character becomes more and more human. From being able to touch things and now smelling vanilla, I feel like it’s only a short amount of time before we see something that could parallel to a heartbeat.

Thank you so so so so sooooo much August for this! I’m excited to continue reading on! See you soon!!!💕

my tears ricochet #6 | kth

#6 find me

word count: 994 words

series: my tears ricochet [masterlist]

summary: The aftershocks of Walpurgisnacht weigh down hearts and minds.

pairing: ghost!reader x taehyung

genre: ghost!AU, roommate!AU, fluff / angst / crack

warnings for this chapter:  sfw  // it’s  a ghost story, so death will be touched upon // questionable ghost mythology //  language (curse words) // one (1) terrible baking pun  // more angst // they are slightly scared and pining idiots // still only edited by me and not betaread.

A/N: last week’s drabble was a little…more intense? This is a little…less? Thank you for sticking with me on this story and their journey. We still have some ground to cover, before we head into the final stretch. As always, I’m absolutely thrilled to hear your thoughts, and I wanted to take a second to thank the ones that leave comments/reblogs or send messages each week, it means so much that you’re as invested in them as I am! Thank you, you are awesome.

#5 Walpurgisnacht — #7 i am good, i am grounded

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“Are you seriously googling ‘7 things you need to know about ghosts?’”

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⟪He looks at you as if you were the most precious person in the world. Softer than soft, gentler than gentle, and at the same time there’s an edge that sets a small fire inside you alight. It makes warmth flood your veins and reduces your brain to an indistinguishable mush, and you never want it to stop. The only thing you want to stop is time to bathe in this feeling just a little longer.⟫

After I read the ‘Walpurgisnacht’ chapter, I was seriously wondering what other important holiday could affect the main character as much as that one, and Halloween went completely over my head lol. It’s a holiday that I haven’t celebrated in a while since it falls right in the middle of the semester for me, and I’m usually crammed with studying and using candy for motivation, but it's something that I sincerely appreciate and cherish nonetheless. (When you brought up the avocado costume, there were so many references that came into mind too, like the famous, “it’s an avocado….thankksssss” video 😂 , But I know for sure that the mc would look AMAZING in that costume)

One thing that I love about this mc is how relatable she is through her narration. It’s something that I caught when I first read the prologue, but while reading this part, I realized how much I truly adore her and her personality. She feels like any other girl who is trying to live while she’s...not living. She makes jokes about herself and is so incredibly charming and down to earth, but she’s also going through something that really no one can relate to or give her advice, all the while having a love interest and trying not to scare him away, and I feel like this is why this part hits the hardest:

But that’s hard. Because your roommate just has the softest look in his eyes, and the gentlest tone in his voice when he talks to you, and if you didn’t hear it with your own ears before, when he said, he wanted to be your friend, you would have sworn that he was in as deep as you are. But alas, he isn’t, so you try your best to be his friend. Which is hard. Because of feelings, which you seem to have a lot of.

It’s humbling to see how she is able to take in everything and continuously learn and grow in such a new environment. I know that it’s hard for her, but she’s doing great, and if I could reach through my screen, I would give her a hug (or at least try to). (I also put this in my notes right before I went to sleep, but she seems like a person who would make Tik Toks or at least tries to learn a few of the dances with Tae lol)

I feel like from this part:

You know who you are, you know what you are, and that’s okay as well. And you have Taehyung, and he is an awesome roommate and a wonderful human being and you know that your roommate wants to be your friend, and you know that you really, really, really desperately want him to wrap his arms around you and, oh boy, you might not be as okay, as you thought.

Onward until the very end, it was a strange phenomenon of sensory overload but with the notion of knowing that the reader can’t physically feel anything. It's like...It’s like when you have a screen door or even a window that separates you from the outside world and you can see everything and hear everything in its full essence, and it feels like you can touch what’s on the other side of it, but it's still a screen door blocking you from doing that and you’re left wondering how it may feel for you. That blockage is the MCs state. Being intangible. However, just because she can’t feel physically doesn’t mean that she doesn’t have emotions. The way you described how Taehyung touched her, caressed her, even though it was only her outline---My breath was taken away by the intimacy. You did such a fantastic job of showing how being intimate can surpass the physical aspect. It was overwhelming, intense, and powerful, and I feel like if Taehyung could actually feel her, my senses would be in complete shock.

I’m looking forward to their tomorrow, August. Thank you so very much for writing this series. I’m in love with this, and I am completely infatuated with your mind. I adore you💕

my tears ricochet #7 | kth

#7 i am good, i am grounded

word count: 1708 words

series: my tears ricochet [masterlist]

summary: Another ghost holiday is coming up and you’re wondering what this one will do to you, and if this one will end up in heartbreak aswell.

pairing: ghost!reader x taehyung

genre: ghost!AU, roommate!AU, fluff / angst / crack

warnings for this series:  sfw  // it’s  a ghost story, so death will be touched upon // questionable ghost mythology //  language (curse words) //  still only edited by me and not betaread.

chapter warnings: (sexual) tension and emotional constipation, oc is not really a happy ghost in this one.

A/N: Hi again! I hope you’re doing well! If you like this drabble, please let me know. I thrive on feedback. (Are you still reading? I feel like I have lost a few of you last week…) The next update will be Friday in two weeks, I’m sorry. I want to finish writing and editing all the remaining drabbles so that I can make sure they tie perfectly together, I want to write them as well as I possibly can. I hope the length of this week’s drabble makes up for it…

#6 find me — #8 at least one of us is living

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Halloween, All Hallows’ Eve, Samhain. The night in which the veil between the worlds is the thinnest is approaching, and this time you’re prepared. Maybe. At least a tiny bit. Or at least you know where you can get that sexy avocado-costume.

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⟪“Do you think I enjoy being like this?”⟫

Admittedly, I’m writing this during a period where I should be studying. I have an exam in T-11 hours, but yet, the only thing that I has been poking and prodding at the back of my mind is this—these characters. And the fact that writing to you back and forth for over the past few weeks has been like writing intimate and sentimental letters to a friend. I enjoy this very much, and knowing that there are only a few more chapters left, a few more thousand words left of the story between these two, makes a ball of emotions gather at the pit of my throat.

It’s bittersweet.

Last chapter, I was looking forward to their tomorrow. Wondering where their point of no return, their Pandora’s Box, would lead to. However, I wasn’t expecting it to be like this, where pain and angst are at the forefront. People usually say that things get worse before it gets better, and that’s the mantra that I’m going to be holding onto close to my heart.

Another thing that I’d like to admit is that I’ve read this chapter two...actually three times now as I’m currently gathering my thoughts, and the last part, the part where the main character says,

As you furiously try to wipe your tears away, one escapes your hand and makes its way to the floor. But just before the salty liquid hits wood, the drop vanishes into thin air.

As if it had never been there, as if it had never existed.

It hurts. A lot, actually. A part of it is because somehow my music shuffled to the song ‘i love you’ by Billie Eilish, which is a sick joke played by the universe in my opinion to get me more emotional, but I digress.

I think though that this is the first time that I thought about my life through a character’s experience. While I’m sitting here tearing up and the possibility of having tears fall down my cheeks is a warranted tangible entity, it is not for her. The things that I sometimes take for granted within my life is something that she wishes for herself. That made me think a lot. Feel a lot more, and I thank you. Even though it’s a small line, it means everything to me.

I feel like I’ve been rambling through this, so I’m sorry, but I really hope that they are able to hopefully one day express how they feel about each other. I hope that they can have a relationship that breaks this platonic barrier with reciprocal hints that things could and can go forward and be more than what they are now. I hope that they can grow old together (is that even possible? Maybe one-sided, which is bittersweet in itself…). But for now, I will accept this and the fact that they’re trying to get a hand on their emotions right now. Break past their own barriers of anxiety toward the unknown. I mean, I bet Taehyung would have never thought that he would be living with a ghost, but here we are. And there he is, facing his own battles:

Why won’t they come out? The words he’s been meaning to say to you for - goddammit - weeks, and now it’s too late. He has hurt you in a way he never wanted to.

Even though this is a sad moment, for both the characters and the readers, I can empathize a bit with him. Not necessarily to the point of hurting someone, but I know that there have been some moments where speaking up about some things could have alleviated the burdens and battles within. But of course like everything in life, every action has a reaction, and it ultimately led to one of the most devastating moments in the story:

With the sound of the front door closing, you feel something finally snapping in you. Your knees give out, and you fall to the floor. A marionette whose strings have been cut, sunken in on itself, head hanging low.

This, as well as a few other lines that I highlighted, were so impactful. They sit in a pile in my chest, in my stomach, weighing heavily and so poignantly without a hint of ever eroding. Thank you for sharing your writing, August. I will forever and ever adore you and your words. I can’t wait to read more.💕

my tears ricochet #8 | kth

#8 at least one of us is living

word count: 828  words

series: my tears ricochet [masterlist]

summary: sometimes he speaks before his brain catches up to his mouth.

pairing: ghost!reader x taehyung

genre: ghost!AU, roommate!AU, fluff / angst / crack

warnings for this series:  sfw  // it’s   a ghost story, so death will be touched upon // questionable ghost   mythology //  language (curse words) //  still only edited by me and not betaread.

chapter warnings:  tension and fighting

A/N:   So. Here we are. At the beginning of the third and final arc. This is also the drabble that started it all. Let’s go back to December 20th when I went on a walk and Taylor Swift’s “my tears ricochet” came up and the line “i didn’t want to have to haunt you” took up residence in my brain (rent free), and this idea was born. I thought this was just one single drabble, and then two days later I had a plan for a 13-part series. At the beginning I thought I’d keep each drabble at 500 words max. That obviously didn’t work. Thank you for being on this ride with me.

#7 i am good i am grounded – #9 it’s not living (if it’s not with you)

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“Well, I didn’t ask to be here, either. I’d also rather be able to move around freely and not be bound to this stupid old house and deal with your stupid foul mood right now. But I guess this is what we have to live with.”

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《It starts as a vague feeling. Something settles in Taehyung’s stomach, reaching its arms up to irritate his organs. Like a bad version of having the butterflies.》

People often confuse the feelings of butterflies and anxiety when it comes to forming relationships. It’s easy to when both dynamics sprout from the same entity,

"You"

Well, not you you, just other people in general. We all, to some degree, want to be liked and accepted for who we are, but sometimes that can be scary. Soulmates, however, provide a security blanket. A surety in knowing that your other half will like you for you and that you don't need to put on a facade. You don’t have to wonder if what you’re doing is good enough or if you’re embarrassing yourself. You don’t have to wonder if your mouth feels dry because you are nervous or speechless. So it was interesting to read a story where the usual soulmate tie, something that establishes a sense of familiarity or a "this is my person" notion lean toward that sickening feeling of anxiety. I'm not sure how soulmates or soul ties work, but with this, it wasn't what you might have expected. Nice. Soothing. There. Instead, this story replaces that with panic and adrenaline wrapped around the prospect of Taehyung’s job. There is uncertainty hidden behind bravery. Worry without knowing what to be worried about throughout this, and to me, these feelings were a hidden genius.

My favorite part was when Taehyung and his soulmate met because their first words were so simple but so poignant. Like a lock and key. It was perfect and beautiful in the way it meant to be for them.

Thank you for writing a story about these two people. It shows a different side of things that brings its own unique sparkle, so I thank you for turning this trope into your own. It’s been a while since I’ve written to you, Lo, so I’m really glad that I was able to do that here. I’m sending you lots of love💕

save me, to save you

with a strange feeling, and the first words of his soulmate on his wrist, taehyung is called to the scene of an accident.

pairing: firefighter!taehyung x reader

genre: soulmate au, angst and fluff (sorta)

word count: 474

warnings: train derailing and that kind of big accident. a tiny bit of blood.

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© save me, to save you is copyright jeonstudios 2021. this fic can not be modified, re-posted, or translated without my permission.

author’s note: for the bts ghostie net’s drabble marathon and the prompt of “soulmate au.”

It starts as a vague feeling. Something settles in Taehyung’s stomach, reaching its arms up to irritate his organs. Like a bad version of having the butterflies.

His focus can’t be kept, he’s in his own mind, unable to listen to Namjoon gush about his soulmate that he literally stumbled across the day before at the grocery store. 

Taehyung’s seen the words inked into Namjoon’s skin, himself. The odd sentence of ‘no worries’ predicting his soulmate’s first words to him. And Namjoon had bumped into her, apologizing and speaking the words stamped onto her skin. ‘Oh, sorry.’

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《“It’s not living, if it’s not with you.”》

Ah, we finally come to this part.

If I'm being completely honest, the thought of them having sex never really crossed my mind. Maybe it's because, well, the main character is dead (?), but also perhaps it's because of the way you wrote their relationship, the main character and Taehyung's. Time and time again, there was a lot of focus on them just being present with one another, beside each other, in whatever the case might have been. From cooking in the kitchen to watching movies, dancing with each other, and even more impactful moments where there was just so much love and admiration felt and shared between the two, it felt hard to breathe. And I think it was those moments that made me go, "yeah, I'm okay with just this,". So, when the events in the latter half of the chapter happened, it was safe to say that I was pleasantly surprised.

Getting there wasn't easy though.

We pick up where we left off when it comes to the main character and Taehyung. There's a lot of distance between the two, physical and emotional alike, and one thing that I really liked about how you wrote this chapter was the way you connected it to the "pull" inside of her.

This pull has been present since the beginning of the series, keeping her locked inside her home and never allowing her to stray. But the moment Taehyung comes shifts the rules/capacities of her limits and capabilities, and you see as time goes on how much he has affected her until it comes to a pinnacle at this moment.

The pull that she feels in her chest is almost like a tether, keeping her close to him. There was distance between the two, both physical and emotional, and the fact that they had their argument didn't help ease the strain of it.

When she makes her way out of the house and goes across the street, it's almost like that force is pulling her towards him, getting stronger and stronger until finally, it eases (if not only a little) when Taehyung finally comes to answer the door. Like a rubber band relaxing back to its natural state. It was a beautiful moment for me because this is where you also see the conversion of that pull into something more. Something human, like the feeling of butterflies fluttering in your stomach and sometimes in your heart.

(Also… I, too, am wondering what Yoongi meant with that sentence after he opened the door....)

And then this part:

And suddenly his hand is on your arm. It’s warm, and your worlds stop turning.

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“I don’t know what this is. I don’t know what this means. And I don’t know what this could be.” His voice grows smaller, and a little uncertain, while his eyes are now locked onto his hand that hasn’t moved from your arm one inch.“ But I want it. I want you, in whatever way there is. In whatever way, you’ll have me.”

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You hold out your hand to him, and with wonder in his eyes he takes it and intertwines your fingers with his, marvelling at the way your hand fits into his perfectly, as if it’s the only place it was meant to be.

*I won’t say anything about this because just reading it and feeling the emotions is enough. But, it feels like in a way, they're both making each other live, hence the quote I highlighted above. And I'm just in love with the way you wrote their love*

Also, the way you wrote the love-making scene?!?

Each kiss, each gentle caress of lips and tongues accelerates the fire that burns inside you.

Each sound, each stuttering breath, each whispered name, each moan, and each whimper that leaves one of your mouths a testament of the love that fills the room.

Oh! I have butterflies.

I think that the fade to black was an excellent choice because it felt full in knowing that they were able to be with each other so intimately and in a way they both wanted. Everything about this part was just so beautiful and captivating, and I just- UGH!!!!!

We also both know that I’ve already read the next chapter, so I can’t wait to write to you fully about it. But it also kinda sucks knowing that there’s only two more chapters left for me to come crying to you about. I’m going to really miss this series. Thank you for writing a series that makes me want to miss it, August. I’m forever sending you my love (both through these review love letters and DMs, and just anywhere else possible)💕

my tears ricocet #9 | kth

#9 it’s not living (if it’s not with you)

word count: 2008 words

series: my tears ricochet [masterlist]

summary: you wonder, if he plans to come back at all

pairing: ghost!reader x taehyung

genre: ghost!AU, roommate!AU, fluff / angst / crack

warnings for this series:  (still kinda) sfw  // it’s a ghost story, so death will be touched upon // questionable ghost mythology //  language (curse words)

chapter warnings: suggestive/suggested mature content, it’s implicit and basically a fade to black, but spoiler alert, there’s implicit boinking, alcohol is being drunk by a moping Taehyung (not the best coping mechanism.)

beta read by  @snackhobi​ (THANK YOU!!! And sorry, for objecting you to my punctuation…but seriously thank you. <3)

A/N: This chapter’s title comes from a The 1975 song, so this is for you Hana (@cutechim​), because  I wouldn’t have rediscovered them, if it wasn’t for you, and their music has been a big source of inspiration. (ALSO the biggest Thank You from the bottom of my heart for all your kind words and your encouragement and support.) <3

Also: This is it. We made it through the worst of the angst (I think…) Get ready for some cheese and fluff after this (for a minute at least).

#8 at least one of us is living – #10 no, i’m not a snack at all (look baby i’m the whole damn meal) 

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It’s been weeks and Taehyung still hasn’t come home.

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《“I’m in the mood for other sticky...and sweet things,” 》

AUGUSTHSHAJAJAJAJAK!!!!

This is truly one of my, if not my absolute favorite chapters of the series so far. The calming and homely atmosphere present here is a perfect contrast to what the previous chapters contained, and it just feels nice to watch from outside how the main character and Taehyung interact with each other now. Especially after all of the angst and pining happening before. It's very peaceful. Serene. Natural. More so now with the B-word out in the open.

Yeah, that's right. BOYFRIEND!!!!

It’s nice to see how things have fallen into place between these two characters. I’m so utterly in love with the way they love each other. There’s also something to filling about this part:

But thanks to Taeyhung’s boundless patience, you’ve taken step by step together, and these days you’ve even been starting to explore the neighbourhood, always hand in hand, expanding your limited knowledge about your ghostly existence together.

That just makes me think that everything is going to be okay for them now, and I love that for them. The way that they have been there for each other during this entire journey and there’s still more for them afterwards once the final words have been read. Part of me isn’t ready to get to that point even though it’s literally one chapter away, but I’m really looking forward to seeing how their journey ends.

Also, I am very, very pleased with how cuddly Taehyung is in the morning, and the fact that they would forgo hotteok for other...sweet and sticky things as you’ve said😉😂(I’ve never tried hotteok before, but I understand their dire wants haha!)

August, thank you so, so much from the bottom of my heart for writing a series that has made my heart race from the beginning. MTR has made me think that if I were to be in a relationship, I'd like to have moments like this one. (Cheers to you August for raising my standards. Again.) I’m forever sending you my love even if you have 99.9999999% of it already💕

my tears ricochet #10 | kth

#10 no, i’m not a snack at all (look baby, i’m the whole damn meal)

word count: 1041 words

series: my tears ricochet [masterlist]

summary: taehyung doesn’t approve of your snacking habits

pairing: ghost!reader x taehyung

genre: ghost!AU, roommate!AU, fluff / angst / crack

warnings for this series: (still kinda) sfw  // it’s a ghost story, so death will be touched upon // questionable ghost mythology //  language (curse words)

chapter warnings: suggested mature content, but nothing explicit. // things are getting a bit messy // gross abuse of a toaster // this might be the fluffiest of all the drabbles // a little bit of angst in between // there is one italicized oh

beta read by the loveliest @snackhobi​ 💖 thank you!

A/N: Please feel free to picture “in the soop”-Taeyhung here. Because I definitely did. Also, please take this little fluffy silly drabble to atone for all the angst that I subjected you to in the previous drabbles. I think they deserve a small break. One more: I’m aware it’s a long ass title, but I’m not sorry.

#9 it’s not living (if it’s not with you) – #11 my tears ricochet

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Oh, you’re going to hell for this. For sure.

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《"In this quiet moment, with his soft strands between your fingers it becomes impossibly clear to you that you love him and that you need to tell him, even though it scares you beyond anything. Because after uttering these three little words, there’s no going back for you. With these words out in the open, that’s it for you. You will have to haunt him until his dying day probably. You don’t see it playing out any other way."》

I feel as though I deserve a standing ovation or a gold medal for being the slowest reader at this moment because, my goodness! I’ve been sitting on my thoughts about this chapter for a month (cross out) a while now, and I feel like now I’m beginning to get myself out of a mental block, and I’m very glad that I’m able to write reviews again. Especially to you, my friend.

Experiencing this chapter, well, more specifically, Walpurgisnacht again from a different lens, brings a bit of light to this dark period. The relationship that had been building up since the beginning is now at a peak, and they are able to have each other in a way that didn’t feel possible before due to the fear of uncharted territory and what uncovering the unknown would mean for them later on. For lack of better words, everything seemed pretty intangible, but now you bring a sense of establishment that I really love.

In terms of Walpurgisnacht, as you wrote, Taehyung and the main character were more prepared for it this time, and I enjoyed its build-up. The bittersweetness of it all lingered throughout longing touches and caresses. Their love was never lost as they entangled themselves throughout the moments before in their anxiousness. Their intimacies were heightened through the knowledge that no matter what form the main character is in, they will meet each other again, and that in itself is so incredibly beautiful.

There is another level of assurance, trust, and conviction between these two as well that is so incredibly beautiful, and I really admire how you played into that with the flickering lights. It was a small touch, but something that held a lot of weight, and in addition to that, there was the image of Taehyung continuing to talk to the main character and carry on as if nothing had changed which was so evocative. It's easy, so easy, to fall into this world with them, so I can only imagine how it felt for them to realize how much they had fallen for each other throughout these moments you shared with us.

Another point that I enjoyed reading was the parallelism of their thoughts and the little moments where they were so close to saying those three little words, and the way it happened was incredibly soft and heartwarming. I've been seeing people online say that being in love feels warm and safe, and though I've never been in love, I know that they had fallen for each other way before this moment. Everything just snowballed perfectly, and the way you wrote these two characters and their story is unlike anything I’ve ever seen before. It's exciting, heartwarming, emotional yet beautiful.

If I’m being honest, I am excited yet nervous to finally read the last chapter. Maybe that’s a part of the reason as well that I’ve been a bit quieter than usual. Nevertheless, I have really enjoyed this series, and I’m looking forward to reading everything else that I have on my list from you.

Thank you for sharing your talent with the world, August. You are incredible. See you soon!!!💕

my tears ricochet #11 | kth

#11 my tears ricochet

word count: 2064 words

series: my tears ricochet [masterlist]

summary: sometimes you’re a little afraid of the words stuck in your throat. also: what is up with yoongi?

pairing: ghost!reader x taehyung

genre: ghost!AU, roommate!AU, fluff / angst / crack

warnings for this series: (still kinda) sfw  // it’s a ghost story, so death will be touched upon // questionable ghost mythology //  language (curse words)

chapter warnings: curse words, some angst, they are stupidly in love, inappropriate comparisons to dough, there are tears in this, everyone is crying except for yoongi

beta read by the loveliest @snackhobi​ (thank you!!!)

A/N: WE’RE ALMOST THERE! A small announcement though: I lied: the last part is technically not really an epilogue, narratively speaking, but rather a “real” chapter. Also: It’ll be out Friday in two weeks and not next week, sorry. I hope you like this chapter, please let me know, if you do. With love, your insecure af writer.

#9 no, i’m not a snack at all – #epilogue: tell me how to live (tell me how to die)

Time passes, months fly. Walpurgisnacht comes and goes, and you vanish and you reappear. It fucks him up a little less.

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⟪“I’m so sorry. You’re going to die.”⟫

You know, usually, whenever I come to the end of a serious, I say something like “Finally, we’re here at the end” or something of the sort, but as I’m writing/typing this out, that seems a bit optimistic. It’s bittersweet coming to the end of an era. A series, more specifically.

I remember coming to you earlier this year to let you know that I would be reading MTR during the summer, but now it’s fall, and in a way, it matches how I’m feeling deep inside. The start of things coming to an end. A transition period. But one filled with beautiful colors nonetheless, and lots of tasty treats and holidays spent with those you love.

I’m glad that I read this when I did. Reread it, actually, as I do with any fic just to get my mind into sorts, but I feel as though this was an emotionally perfect ending. Being able to see the sequence of events of this story from a different point of view, a point of view that I hadn’t even considered until it was right there in front of me, was a beautiful way to wrap this up. Remembering and reimagining the muffin tin point and Walpurgisnatch and the ongoing escalade of feelings between Taehyung and the reader felt so blissful and nostalgic and new. It gave life to a deeper part of this story that I didn’t even realize, and it's something that should be treasured tremendously.

More so, I felt my breath catch once I realized what Yoongi meant when he said “Huh, strange. I thought it was the house." a few chapters ago. Even though I feel like I mentioned it as the chapters went on, I was still faced with surprise once it was said that the reader and Taehyung were tethered haha! That, too, was a beautiful and intimate moment. To be honest, I was nervous about it though. I was worried that maybe Taehyung or the reader would lose the other and would have to continue life without their partner, but you turned it into something admired and adored. Dying is not something to be sorry for in this context. In fact, that just means that they’ve established their chance of living. Finally. It’s beautiful. Peaceful. Unburdened and unobstructed.

I also want to add that I really liked this part:

Yoongi hangs his head slightly. “I might have deserved that.” He looks up, and meets your eyes. “I did come everytime you called though, didn’t I?” The blue thread lights up and you smile at the silent apology he sends through it. You hadn't been that alone after all, and definitely won’t be in the future.

This part just wraps everything up so nicely, and it is definitely one of my favorite parts of this story.

You write so beautifully, August. If there were a way to make your words more viable, then I would. It's soft and emotional, yet comforting. A place that anyone would find a home in if they soaked in your words for just a moment. This story encapsulated just that, and I feel blessed that I could read such a story at a time like this.

Now I’m getting a bit teary-eyed as this will be my last love letter for this story (but definitely not for you, my friend). I’ll always think back to this piece with warmth. Thank you for bringing that to me on this chilly day. You have my love💕

my tears ricochet #epilogue | kth

#epilogue: tell me how to live (tell me how to die)

word count: 2587 words

series: my tears ricochet [masterlist]

summary: well fuck. this is not what Yoongi had anticipated.

pairing: ghost!reader x taehyung

genre: ghost!AU, roommate!AU, fluff / angst / crack

warnings for this series: (still kinda) sfw  // it’s a ghost story, so death will be touched upon // questionable ghost mythology //  language (curse words)

chapter warnings: QUESTIONABLE GHOST MYTHOLOGY turned up to 100, Tae is getting dragged for his baking equipment, our ghost is a smart cookie

beta read by the loveliest @snackhobi​ (Dear Joy, thank you from the bottom of my overflowing heart! It’s been so wonderful!)

A/N: It’s a wrap! It’s been almost 5 months, 13 chapters and way more words than I had anticipated. The love I have received on this story is more than I could have wished for, and I’m emotional, so let me get sappy for a minute, because I’m just super happy/touched/grateful for everyone reading/liking/reblogging/reviewing. You can’t imagine the amount of serotonin that was set free. It means the world that people were rooting for this couple, and I can just hope that this ending does them justice. Thank you for being on this ride with me.

I absolutely would love to hear from you, if you enjoyed it! Feel free to get in touch in whicheverr way you’re comfortable with!

#11 my tears ricochet

“Fuck.”

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